Ex Taurus girlfriend is so confusing...

My ex (taurus female) and I (libra male) (20 and 19 yrs old) were in a relationship for over a year and we lived together in that year. Everything was so great. I found someone who understood me and she felt the same. Well things got bad and i guess we got tired of each other and she broke up with me... we've hung out a few times since the breakup, i usually initiate the texting first to her but every now and then she will too but its usually to ask about something or whatever her real reason is but won't admit it...

well about 1 month after the breakup, i got a call at 3:30 am from her.. drunk and i could tell she was crying but holding it in... she was locked out her house and i offered to come pick her up and be at my place.. i got to her house, knowing shes drunk and was crying, she hopped her fence, i helped her but she grabbed on to me and wrapped her legs around me and i literaly held her for 4 mins holding this girl. on the ride home, she was wrapped up on my arm, secretly and softly kissing it... we got home and she was kinda knocked out so i carried her to my door, up the room and to my bed, she immediately starts undressing and says she misses me and one thing leadto another and we had sex.

i asked so many times "do you know what your doing?" "are you sure you want to do this?" every time she answered "of course" "i've been wanting to". she was saying a whole bunch of shit tho, like i miss you, i miss this feeling, this is a dream come true, idk what i want anymore but i don't want you to leave, feels so great to be in such a familiar place and some other things.

when we woke up, awkward at first but she was still cuddling me and laying together.. we hung out the next day and when i asked her about it, her excuse was she wqas drunk and wasn't thinking... i asked her so many times, she may have been drunk but i know my girl well, we lived together... just cause she's drunk doesn't mean she didn't know what she was doing...

she couldn't look me in the eye when she was answering, i even told her the things she told me, she was silent and said she was drunk and doesn't remember...

that night tho, i couldn't help but look at her phone but i regretted it... i saw has been talkingto this other guy, saying i love you and all that stuff... only about 8 weeks after out breakup... i felt so hurt but at the same time iwas confused cause of th things she was telling me.... whyd she call me and not him? why'd we have to have sex? why couldn't s

why couldn't she just fell asleep when we got home? i'm so confused...

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She probably DID mean those words when she said them. By the way... BAD IDEA to go through her phone... you are not a couple at the moment... just sayin'.

Her drunken stupor may have been sparked by what's-his-face... and you may well have just gotten used as a result of HER mess.

Lay low now... give her some time. You must also give YOURSELF time. Clear your head... clear your heart... and ask yourself: if she wanted to come back to you now... would you really want her to ? It might heal your heartache for the NOW... but when you reflect a month from now... will you be able to accept it... if she told that she was with another man ? It is NOT an easy road.

honestly, i will lay low now.... i still love her with all my heart but i realize it will happen if its meant to be... my patience will overcome this.. i'm just gonna do my thing haha

Darn, I am getting so upset lately at Earth girls that I will avoid them. Every earth woman I know is always asking more than ever gives in return. Don't know anymore if Leo's are the most selfish of women...
After dating some Libras, the whole world seems like a crazy non-sense mess LOL