Give me insights,pls

I love a taurus man who is married with two daughters. And I am divorced without having any kids. We were friends since 2011 and at that time we both were married. We were friends on Facebook and we chatted since then. Although we met at a tour before becoming friends on Facebook. It's a long story. I won't say I only loved him, because I loved/liked other men before loving him, and he also had lot's of affairs which I he told me. I never thought him anything other than friend but I always cared for him. I thought he will be by my side always. But gradually I felt that he liked me more than friend but I didn't give much emphasize on it cause at that time I liked another man, and I think he knew it because we have mutual circle. We both are doctors. Anyways, last year he expressed that he loves me, told me to get married but I didn't say anything. Cause he loved many women in his past and he has lot's of female friend. He is always connected to his all ex. And most importantly he is married till now. So I was really confused regarding future of this relationship. And I also wanted to take my time whether I will be able to love him forever or it's just a fling. I know that he liked me as more than friend since 2014-2015, but that year i got divorce, and liked another man at that time but that relationship also failed. I was so depressed that I didn't want to marry or love anyone since 2015 to 2017. But he was always in contact with me and always told me to have a settled life by marrying to another man. But I wasn't ready. By August 2017, I started to think of marriage again. But I didn't know how to find anyone who will love me. And at that time we both were close enough like chatting all the day, roaming after duty in town, even I went to his office as I was bored. But still then I didn't think him anything else than friend because I thought it's impossible that he will love me. But he expressed his interest in me like to hang out with me, to feed me by his hand, to take my photographs etc and I get angry each time. Even I told him that he is a polygamous. I was angry because he did it with all his female friends. He got upset, became distant then I apologize him. He is too much sensitive and also too much stubborn. Anyways, he told me that he loves me and we dated for one month only after his declaration. We kissed, after lot's of his efforts because I didn't want to get physical before marriage. In my past relationships, i got physical and each relationship was a disaster, so this time I tried not to repeat same thing. One day he took me to his home with another friends and there were his wife and kids at that time. But he asked me to come to his room and we kissed again. But this time I wasn't comfortable. I agreed to go to his room alone because of his stubborn nature, as he told me that I have to give him whatever he wants. After a few days he wanted to come at my place as I was alone at that time but I refused. And since then he got distant. Even i apologized after that but he didn't forgive me and was getting distant day by day. I tried to calm down his anger but it didn't work. I tried whatever I can do but he didn't reply or gave only short answer. At the same time his job location was changed and he moved alone there. Then after 2 months, I went to his new office and he told me that he is so much messy now, . That night he posted pictures of his recent tour (at first he asked me to join with him but i didn't agree) and also posted pictures of his and his wife. In past he always told to everyone that he doesn't love his wife. After seeing his post i got angry and upset and I just give and "wow" reaction to that post. Then i didn't contact him for 1 week. But my anger again fades and I travelled again to see him. When I reached there I called him and I was shocked that he had blocked my number. I was so depressed and angry that I decided to ask his colleagues about where is he now. When he saw me he was disgusted that I came to his new office. Anyways, I returned with grieve and while I was travelling he unblocked my number and contacted me several times where I am now. When I reached,he again become silent. Two days later he gave me a message in my number saying that "we had a simple relationship which he ruined, now he felt guilt about it and can't bear this load. He wants to go back to the past, just wanted to be as friends" and I said "lol". He replied " ok let's take some time to rethink, I will contact you later" and I said "ok". Since then it's been 3 months, i didn't hear from from. He blocked my number again and remove me from Facebook. He also unfriend my best friend from Facebook as we were mutual friends.

Recently one week ago,after 3 months, I posted a card to him saying "sorry, i want to make things better between us". And when he received my card he unblocked me again and asked me whether he can call me at evening. I said ok. Then he called but as I was busy due to my night duty so we talked less, he gave me msg before going to bed, just casual msg. Next evening he texted me again, and we talked for 2-3 mins. That night I texted whether he had his dinner, addressing him as "darling" and next day he became silent again, he didn't contact me. Then next day I texted him that each of my words and acts give him doubt, i feel guilty. He replied that you didn't do anything wrong,no need be guilty, he has limitations, you have to understand this,now nothing feels good as before. I replied that i knew his limitations and that's why i didn't want to turn it into anything else, I thought he would be by my side till end, I can relate only one word to him- TRUST., If he wants to go,then ok.if he wants to stay then do it. He replied that Trust was in past, is in present and will be in future and i should not think much about it. As he had experienced reality that's why "love like talking" doesn't attract him anymore, he told me to give up this thoughts for now. And I replied ok. Since then we didn't contact. One day has passed without any communication. I saw him online at 3.45am but did not ask him anything.

This is my case, sorry for long msg. I know that I should move on but I can't. I want him to be with me till my last breath. I am not that much crazy this time but really want him to be mine. I don't want to share him with anyone.

My birthdate is 4th October, 1987 and his is 8th May, 1980.

He has taurus sun, aquarius moon, gemini venus, taurus mercury, virgo mars, aries asc.

Mine is libra sun, pieces moon, libra venus, Scorpio mercury, virgo mars, sag asc.

I think this is bs, especially the part about you being a doctor. Your grammar is atrocious.

I just wasted 5 minutes of my life. Thanks.

LOL....gemini venus...welcome to the harem....

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Posted by TaurusFlower22
I think this is bs, especially the part about you being a doctor. Your grammar is atrocious.

I just wasted 5 minutes of my life. Thanks.

My guess would be English isn’t her first language. click to expand

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I'd think that too, if her story sounded legit. Buuuut, it doesn't.

I hope you're trolling. If not, you a skanky ho.

7 billion people and you're trying to steal another woman's husband.

he is married.

point blank. HE ASKED SOMEONE ELSE TO MARRY HIM. do not block his view with you selfish infatuated face.. there are millions of millions of good Taurus men in this world without 3 people who love and depend on him to be go man.



don't be that girl, shame on you.

can someone give me a summary in a few sentences please? i just can't bring myself to read all of that.

@DreamyLibra,

You seem like a glutton for punishment and a poor judge of character.
Your past relationships weren't successful not because there was pre-marital sex involved, but perhaps, you can't see the wolves past the trees.

I am going to offer you an astrological perspective.
There are two types of Bulls...The' loyal introverts' and the 'hedonists extroverts.'
He's the hedonist extrovert.
This type of Bull craves his freedom, but still wants to have his cake and eat it too. He wants all the conventional things that comes with being a Bull, while not holding himself accountable by adhering to any of those traditional requirements that comes with being in a relationship.

They exist, and you managed to catch one.

For a physician, he's behaving like an overgrown school boy...a 'dirty birdie' who couldn't get into your pants, and now he's lashing out.

In other words...

Put out...or I'm blocking you again.

@DreamyLibra,

If he was a loyal introvert, his friendship with you would have been held in high regard.

He would have simply kept his emotions to himself until he figured out what he was going to do about his current marriage setup.

With these types of Bulls, love and respect go hand-in-hand.

Best of luck to you.

If he's kept you blocked, consider it a hidden blessing.

If he decides to unblock you...Block HIM!