Thank you for your concern, I apriciated. Well,...I am not shure how I lost my contact with him. My life is complicated these days! May be that is the problem. And I have no idea how to manage a new contact with him. I just do not know, I was hoping he could help me with that. One thing I know for shure that I still love him very deeply and I feel bad that I hurt his feelings for no reason. Well, my nerves were in a very bad shape that time...for million reasons!