TM: I'm not crazy!

Don't think I'm crazy, but everytime I hear the song by John Mayer "No Such Thing" I think of you for some reason. I don't even know you. I don't know why but that is just what happens. I guess when you hear from certain people for so long you kind of picture them in your mind on how they are.

Maybe that's why Phoenix Rising felt so
betrayed and hurt with her accusations the other day. She most likely became too contingent on the characters being portrayed and grew an attachment to them.

Just had to let you know.

Go figure

ML

lol, that's exactly what happened Money Lady. Though it goes completely against human nature, I'll really have to not grow attached to people over the internet anymore 🙂

Hi Phoenix and ML,

Nice to see ya both again.

I guess you will never forgive me will you, Phoenix! Your last sentences cements that fact.

What I find goes against human nature is when someone can fake being attached to another. The person who has an attachment problem is ME, and I am the one that should be careful not anyone else. I am exsessively over attached, why? because I know everyones birthdays and remember them, I know everything about you and your family and your boyfriend and where you live what you like to eat etc...and that goes for Star and just about everyone else on this board who I care about. Yes, Star birthday is Jan. 29 her boyfriend is bald and Aquarian and is a not drummer and she has a 14 year old Aqua daughter. Shall I continue I know where she lives and what she does and what music and food she likes etc...that is called forming attachments. I know you feel like I deceived you and hurt you and for that I have apologized, but I dont say you forgive me and we are friends when that is not the case. You either pardon someone of you dont. What you have done is put me on parole, but I will always have a jacket(keep track of my mistakes.) Nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes so learn to deal with it. I would hate to see you have to suffer any real tradgedy, I dont think you could handle it.

Nobody remembers anything about me or what I do or when my b-day is unless I tell them. All they remember is this recent mistake and I am treetrunking sick of hearing about. For cripes sakes will you get over it!

SUZY-Q, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT. and yes I'm yellin'

Stop feeling sorry for yourself regarding this situation. Don't you know you bring life to this board, well that's my opinion and probably everyone elses as well. Did it ever occur to you that the reason why Phoenix Rising was hurt is because YOU brought something special into her life whether you were Suzy, WB, TM,. You have INCREDIBLE WISDOM that everyone should possess and you shouldn't hide it or feel bad that you may be talking too much. That's what we want from you different opinions and thoughts which you give willingly and openly and to the point. I personally am not tired of hearing from you.

ALSO, How can you even have the audacity to say that nobody remembers anything about you WHEN YOUR DEscriptION IS MUSTANG SALLY, DEEP IN THE HEART OF DIXIE. Come on now Suzy, how can anyone get close to you when you build a wall around yourself. What are you afraid of?

Don't get me wrong, don't reveal your life, (social security number, address, telephone 🙂) but at least give a little of yourself. You didn't even mention your b-day. I wrote Pheonix and told her happy b-day and you would get the same as well if I knew it (I got a hunch it's May 2, correct me if I'm wrong). You know I feel the same way when it comes to people not really understanding me, that's why I know where you are coming from and I as well have a tendency to learn little things about someone to the point of practically feeling VERY attached, and I feel that no one does it for me. I become very shocked when someone actually does remember something I've said or did. It makes me feel that they listen and really honestly care for me. Maybe that's why I'm so hard, because I don't expect anything from anyone.

Your charade doesn't bother me in the slightest as a matter of fact it only enhances this board because we all now know who is who. If you want to use different handles, by all means do what you got to do, but do you really think that people will learn the REAL you if don't make the effort to let us understand and learn you sweetie.

JUST A THOUGHT!!!!

ML

By the way Phoenix Rising, I LOVE your picture. Girl, you've got guts!! I guess it's not so bad revealing yourself.

ML

Oh yeah, Suzy umm TM can you give me some insight on my initial message.

How come I think of you with that song?? BTW I do like the song, I downloaded it from Kazaa.

ML

Oh yeah, Suzy umm TM can you give me some insight on my initial message.

How come I think of you with that song?? BTW I do like the song, I downloaded it from Kazaa.

ML

ML,

First off thank you for all the nice compliments and I will take them and secondly, you are nuts! I dont have the time to go back through and explain everything to, but I am NOT TM, so dont go getting too excited!!! If you want to find out abut me, then stick around and talk to me on a REGULAR basis. This is not a soap where you can tune out and come back three months later everything is the same!!!!
And saying you know me because you clicked on my profile is and INSULT!

And I dont have walls up, maybe some, but this is they way I am, so what! We all have our quirks!

And I have never heard the song even if I was TM and I am NOT and I could download music, but I never have because I am not sure how you do it. I mean specific songs. I cant give you any insight on the lyrics. Why dont you type them in and then I can let you know.
I am off to lunch with a REAL friend!

Excuse me but I have a LIFE, instead of talking all hours in the day. You on the other hand have too much damn time on your hands. See what happens when you be nice to someone.
Well SUZY-Q, or whoever, for someone who has EVERYTHING together, why use upteem aliases. Duh!

You go have lunch with your REAL FRIEND and tell them all your problems.

PS why am I nuts? When you're Rosemary's Baby?

ML

You are way too cranky!!!! You're just angry because people are playing witch hunt on you! Stop frontin'

ML

Well, what are you gonna do? Huh? you gonna beat me up because you are like that. I have seen you get ugly before with other people. Dont get an attitude with me or I will get one too. So maybe you should calm down and quit yelling at me!

Why do you ask me about the song. Ive never heard it. DUH! You are the expert why dont you tell me what the hell it says. What is it I am suppose to hear. Just tell me what it is all about. I am very busy woman. I have to drive my car down to the mechanic now and drop it off and then I have to walk back home which is a good distance away and in the dark and then I have to come home after working all damn day and people getting on my last nerves and then I have to go to school. Then I have to go back out and pick my sister up from work and carry her home because she wont drive and then I will have about 4 hours of sleep and have to do it again. I havent had any sex or someones touch for the last 5 years and I am starting to get PMS again, so I guess if I want to be alittle bit cranky I can, damn it. If I dont, then I will cry. I dont feel like crying, it takes more energy and it gets nothing done!!

Oh NO!! I'm SCARED. You are so twisted Suzy-Q with multiple issues which are NOT MY PROBLEM!

I see you're TRYING to push my buttons, is this how you keep the board or your life interesting? Speaking of PMS, I'm on my mary jane, so don't f--k with me or I'll give ya a piece of the BIG APPLE!

I wasn't asking YOU anyway about the song, since you stated you're not TM or whatever so why R U being nosy. Go to Sam Goody and purchase it on your way back from walking from the mechanic on your way to school, picking up your sis in the process of finding a MAN to feel you up so you can cum and sleep all f--king night long!!!!

ML (boya!!)

Whatever! Have a nice life.

I win!!!!!

ML...

TM HERE. I have been through Hell and am still not out of it...I have had a breakdown in my health and work situation, and I will lose all I have within the month.
I will be off line soon, so I wanted to tell all of you wonderful ladies I have known on this board that I will always remember yall. I did indeed enjoy sharing thoughts about love and life....Money Lady, you are not crazy, just chickeny sometimes...but soft on the inside. Just remeber that a walk in the park is a good date, if it is with someone truly special...money don't mean squat.

Taurus Male...(don't know about all those other fakes)

PS...thanks for the song deal...you just keep thinking of me when you hear it.

I did not say chickeny I said c_ckey. I guess they edit even simple stuff. (o is in the Blank in the word)

That is c_cky

TM, I will be very sad to see you go, and will always remember you, take care of yourself and I wish you the best of health and I certainly hope that whatever you're going through does not break you in the end--I know it won't.

Money Lady, I agree wholeheartedly with your 1st post on this thread, and thank you for the compliment on my picture, that's very nice of you to say! 🙂

Suzy, I never even implied that I didn't forgive you--if I hadn't wanted to forgive you, I would have blatantly said so. I told you I was over it, so don't tell me to "get over it". If I didn't want to get over it, and if I wanted to hold a grudge, I would have. I say what I mean and I mean what I say--do not read into my posts and assume things, don't be paranoid, and don't put words in my mouth. By me saying that I need to not get as attached to people on the net, I mean exactly that--and it isn't because of you. It was a general statement. If I wanted to directly say something to you, I would. I have no fear of doing that.

Money Lady was trying to be nice to you by the way, and you are slamming her and I don't understand why.

And by the way, for you to say that you hope I never go through any real tradgedy is unbelievable. Maybe if you knew me as well as you're trying to say you know everyone around here, you would remember that I have made it through tradgedy. You need to be careful of what you say before you just blurt it out!

"Two Cents" 🙂 I'm so sorry to hear of your life's difficulties. I will miss you terribly on this board. You were and still are a ray of sunshine. I really hope things will get better for you.

Thanks Phoenix, I was trying to be nice to Suzy-Q. She's just paranoid.

ML