"After the last break with have been in contact again like nothing happened but not talking about relationship issues"
What relationship issues? You said he doesn't want to be in a relatinship.
"I have send him an email saying that i dont want us to have any contact unless he wants a relationship with me..."
You two are long distance, and I would assume you met online since you are in two different countries ..... and at a hint of him showing you attention like telling you sweet things or sending songs to you .... you jump at this to mean more, because your female heart pines to have more like all the other females in the world.
And so now, you've projected this desperate neediness onto a man, as if the man is suppose to do something about it.
on the bank holiday weekend aug 27th, it was my birthday and i met this girl (Sag) we hit it off and hung out for a couple of days but unfortunatly i had to go back to my hometown of Hull in the UK, she was from manchester, but we have kept in touch since
What relationship issues? You said he doesn't want to be in a relatinship.
"I have send him an email saying that i dont want us to have any contact unless he wants a relationship with me..."
You two are long distance, and I would assume you met online since you are in two different countries ..... and at a hint of him showing you attention like telling you sweet things or sending songs to you .... you jump at this to mean more, because your female heart pines to have more like all the other females in the world.
And so now, you've projected this desperate neediness onto a man, as if the man is suppose to do something about it.
::: shakes head :::