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Wondering if it's another Virgo trait, or just me, or across the board but has anyone else ever analyzed their inner monologue and realized it's 99% questions. Questions in the forms of a philosophical hypothesis. Am I at a stage in my life where I'm full of more questions than answers or does it happen to anyone else.

Here's a common topic that's been going on in my brain. Not looking for anyone to break me down, it's just an example of how my train of thought goes, and derails, and goes, and derails.

"Man I miss jamming with my best friend. Too bad he's dating my ex wife. (And now the questions)Am I ready to reintegrate myself back into that scene with he and his sister and all the good times we had? Will I lash out at him again? Maybe I have to come at it from a better place when I am happier by finding a great woman? Is that like putting the cart before the horse? The last great woman didn't really work out so do I need to dive into that friendship with him again and suck it up? How will I react if I see them kiss? Can I be the rock I say I am and brush it off when inside I know it's going to tear me up? May a benefit of reintegration could be the added time seeing my son? If I do that, who gets to discipline my son when he messes up because he's not on my time? Is my best friend taking on a father figure in my abscence? Am I okay with that? Is he doing it how I would like it done? Maybe I'm still too hurt and judgemental and I'm not ready yet? How long until I'm happy? Can I get over it in a year? Ten years? Am I meant to get over it? What about God's plan? What am I supposed to learn from this struggle? Do I still need to take more time to self-reflect? What am I missing?"

That's just a snippet of what goes on in my head and all those thoughts take about two minutes to recount so it's questions ALL the time. Notice there weren't many statements or answers to my questions.