Cap/Sag and Taurus

I have been with this Taurus guy for almost 2 years. We've been through hell and hot water. I've been loyal, I've been truth and YET it's almost a love/hate relationship. He goes M.I.A and then pop back up in my life. Not totally committed, but is "committed". He HATES talking about what's really going on in life, and he constantly laughing at THE WORST MOMENTS! It feels like I'm being played. He says I'm the only one and he doesn't mind spending his life with me. But I'm having such a hard time believing him. How do I know if what he saying it's really true? I don't feel like playing mind games, I've already wasted almost 2 year and I'm like at 85% of his heart. I don't want to waste time. So has a Taurus I need to know what's going on has in this situation. I'm a Capricorn Girl (part Sagittarius, Dec. 23 so I mixed with a little Sagittarius). I'm a very serious person with goals, will jump fences, leaps and bounds, want something real, I will give my all, pretty much being LOYAL and MORE! Taurus and Capricorn suppose to be perfect matches but because I have Sagittarius sign mixed, it throws off our compatibility.

I need your guy??s advice! How do I make him give him me 100? How do I know if it's real and not wasting my time? How to make this relationship work MORE?

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