Yeah I don't even know why I watched it. The parents were a mess obviously, but I also admired them so much because they did seem pretty together and lucid still at the end of the day. there was one part where one of the dad's is talking about how the chaos of the universe has always fascinated him and made things interesting to him, but now that that same chaos has hurt him he has had to completely recalculate his beliefs and actually try to find meaning in all of it. That hit me like a ton of bricks because it's like he *was* still looking for the light at the end of the tunnel. Really dark, but amazing doc.