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Aires & Aquarius - what's next? - PART II
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Helloo to you my ram mad pal..and thanks for the update - glad to hear those wings are still a-flapping...you still on cloud 9...perhaps one day soon you will be on cloud 69 with Mr. Aquar:-)
So you want to know about Mr. Virgo...well I will keep it as short and sweet as possible....as you know I was deeply disappointed over the birthday episode and his foul language etc. He keeps ringing all last week, I won't answer. Eventually I answer....my ice-maiden voice comes into play....he wants to talk...I keep repeating to him the phrase.."the day, the month, the year or the century you want to apoloigize for using that dirty foul language at me is the day I will begin to talk to you on the phone again" - he's huffing and puffing blaming me for making him use that language because he got so crazy when I wouldn't answer my phone....I simply keep repeatng my parrot phrase to him. Every call he makes to me I say this to him...I am nearly saying it in my sleep!!!!
Friday comes and he rings again and says he needs to meet with me to talk....he blurts out I will only apologize to you when I see you face to face but it's the first thing I promise to do....hmmm...sly fox I think to myself..so we arrange to meet for "talks"....I am still in the freezer compartment zone.....although the first thing he does is apologize and throw his arm round my shoulder when he sees me in the pub....we talk and talk....he doesn't remember his parents birthday or even his own..blah blah, he says!!! - Wants me to go into city centre tormow to pick what I want from any shop - I say no thanks - the moment has gone!!!!...he says I should have told him abut my birthday....I let him gibber on and on - when he is finished I tell him in no uncertain terms how I feel - we come to an impasse....neither of us are talking....luckily his cousin arrives wth drinks...so we all start talking again...we decide to go to another nite-club-pub...as we walk along mr. virgo puts out his elbow for me to link him..that would indicate tbat all is well...I pretend I don't see it...and think..you think you have me....hmhh!! not yet kid!!! Go the nite club and sit down....he's buying me drink to beat the band!! but I am not drunk and have a very cleaer head....he tries to kiss but I won't respond, then he takes my hand, I let mine flop in his but won't hold it properly...he't talking 90 to a dozen trying to get a reaction from me...I just nod every so often and stare into space in the distance and won't look preperly in his eyes...remember if I look into those eyes, I know I am seduced in a heartbeat..it's happened lots of times in the past....anyway it's time to go......when he asks am I going home with him, I say - no!! - I am never going to your house again!!! But there's a glint in my eye...he knows I am only joking - a taxi comes by and we lifts me up and hooshes me in the back...and so I return home with Mr. Ponytail once again...back to square one. When I go to the bedroom there is a box on the locker - he says - open it, inside is a ladies georgio armani watch - I mutter oh thanks it's lovely...he replies no, it's beautiful, like you!!! Smooth operator!! I stay overnite - I am back to square one with Mr. Virgo - after all my intentions and chutterings to the contrary....well, I suppose minds are for changing!!!:-)
Next morning, we have more "talks" in the bed....he says don't ever not answer your phone to me again...I say you are in no position to tell me what to do or not do in any area of my life..he wants to know what I did for my birthday so I make up fantastic story of how I was wined, dined and disco-ed by all my pals...I drop a few guy friends names in here and there....(one of them is his arch-enemy) - hmmm I think to myself - now it's my verbal pay-back time to you Mister....!!! Anyway, all is well.....passion was satisfied and for the moment Ms. Airy Fairy Aquarius is back with Mr. Oh so Critical and Grounded Perfectionist Virgo....wh
So you want to know about Mr. Virgo...well I will keep it as short and sweet as possible....as you know I was deeply disappointed over the birthday episode and his foul language etc. He keeps ringing all last week, I won't answer. Eventually I answer....my ice-maiden voice comes into play....he wants to talk...I keep repeating to him the phrase.."the day, the month, the year or the century you want to apoloigize for using that dirty foul language at me is the day I will begin to talk to you on the phone again" - he's huffing and puffing blaming me for making him use that language because he got so crazy when I wouldn't answer my phone....I simply keep repeatng my parrot phrase to him. Every call he makes to me I say this to him...I am nearly saying it in my sleep!!!!
Friday comes and he rings again and says he needs to meet with me to talk....he blurts out I will only apologize to you when I see you face to face but it's the first thing I promise to do....hmmm...sly fox I think to myself..so we arrange to meet for "talks"....I am still in the freezer compartment zone.....although the first thing he does is apologize and throw his arm round my shoulder when he sees me in the pub....we talk and talk....he doesn't remember his parents birthday or even his own..blah blah, he says!!! - Wants me to go into city centre tormow to pick what I want from any shop - I say no thanks - the moment has gone!!!!...he says I should have told him abut my birthday....I let him gibber on and on - when he is finished I tell him in no uncertain terms how I feel - we come to an impasse....neither of us are talking....luckily his cousin arrives wth drinks...so we all start talking again...we decide to go to another nite-club-pub...as we walk along mr. virgo puts out his elbow for me to link him..that would indicate tbat all is well...I pretend I don't see it...and think..you think you have me....hmhh!! not yet kid!!! Go the nite club and sit down....he's buying me drink to beat the band!! but I am not drunk and have a very cleaer head....he tries to kiss but I won't respond, then he takes my hand, I let mine flop in his but won't hold it properly...he't talking 90 to a dozen trying to get a reaction from me...I just nod every so often and stare into space in the distance and won't look preperly in his eyes...remember if I look into those eyes, I know I am seduced in a heartbeat..it's happened lots of times in the past....anyway it's time to go......when he asks am I going home with him, I say - no!! - I am never going to your house again!!! But there's a glint in my eye...he knows I am only joking - a taxi comes by and we lifts me up and hooshes me in the back...and so I return home with Mr. Ponytail once again...back to square one. When I go to the bedroom there is a box on the locker - he says - open it, inside is a ladies georgio armani watch - I mutter oh thanks it's lovely...he replies no, it's beautiful, like you!!! Smooth operator!! I stay overnite - I am back to square one with Mr. Virgo - after all my intentions and chutterings to the contrary....well, I suppose minds are for changing!!!:-)
Next morning, we have more "talks" in the bed....he says don't ever not answer your phone to me again...I say you are in no position to tell me what to do or not do in any area of my life..he wants to know what I did for my birthday so I make up fantastic story of how I was wined, dined and disco-ed by all my pals...I drop a few guy friends names in here and there....(one of them is his arch-enemy) - hmmm I think to myself - now it's my verbal pay-back time to you Mister....!!! Anyway, all is well.....passion was satisfied and for the moment Ms. Airy Fairy Aquarius is back with Mr. Oh so Critical and Grounded Perfectionist Virgo....wh
Hellooooooooooo my lady Alana - thanks for the update on Mr. Virgo, and you gotta be kidding me if you think you 'bore' me— Quite the contrary my lady - quite the contrary!
I was smiling as I read your post because 'sometimes' the harder we resist what feels so natural, the harder we try to deny WHAT we feel, or WANT or NEED (yes, espc. in the passion arena) the harder we fall - and Mr. Virgo sounds like he is well worth the fall (at times of course) - other times perhaps you prefer to push him so HE falls? 😉
I love the banter between you and Mr. Virgo. The way you don't take his crap, stand your ground, yet melt under his intoxicating glaze, and how he droools to touch you, be with you, at any and all costs. What a love story my lady -a beautiful love story - and you know by now that Ms. Ram here is a sucker for a happy ending! 🙂
I wish you much love, lust, passion, and addiction my lady its the only way to live - and living you are!
So, has my lady Freebird not returned from making herself EXTRA beautiful? Has she perhaps found a 'drooler' herself and SHE is the one MIA or is she flying high somewhere beyond the clouds - a much better place no doubt?
Ms. Ram - yes, I am still flying high in the afterglow of my conversation with Mr. Aqua. Isn't it amazing (or perhaps silly) how something so simple as a phone conversation can do WONDERS for the soul, for the heart, and for that darn smile I cannot seem to wipe off my face 🙂
See - its everywhere!
OH how I miss him so.......but my heart knows, that we shall 'be' once more - I'm packing for that voyage my ladies, because I know that dreamboat will set out to sea without warning, and its gonna be a voyage neither of us will forget. Ms. Ram even treated herself to some pretty sexy lingere - a special piece that is reserved for just this voyage 😉
OK reality time - back to work (arrggghhh)- but only until that boat comes in. Have a wonderful day my ladies, and please keep me posted on your WONDERFUL lives!
Nat
xoxo
I was smiling as I read your post because 'sometimes' the harder we resist what feels so natural, the harder we try to deny WHAT we feel, or WANT or NEED (yes, espc. in the passion arena) the harder we fall - and Mr. Virgo sounds like he is well worth the fall (at times of course) - other times perhaps you prefer to push him so HE falls? 😉
I love the banter between you and Mr. Virgo. The way you don't take his crap, stand your ground, yet melt under his intoxicating glaze, and how he droools to touch you, be with you, at any and all costs. What a love story my lady -a beautiful love story - and you know by now that Ms. Ram here is a sucker for a happy ending! 🙂
I wish you much love, lust, passion, and addiction my lady its the only way to live - and living you are!
So, has my lady Freebird not returned from making herself EXTRA beautiful? Has she perhaps found a 'drooler' herself and SHE is the one MIA or is she flying high somewhere beyond the clouds - a much better place no doubt?
Ms. Ram - yes, I am still flying high in the afterglow of my conversation with Mr. Aqua. Isn't it amazing (or perhaps silly) how something so simple as a phone conversation can do WONDERS for the soul, for the heart, and for that darn smile I cannot seem to wipe off my face 🙂
See - its everywhere!
OH how I miss him so.......but my heart knows, that we shall 'be' once more - I'm packing for that voyage my ladies, because I know that dreamboat will set out to sea without warning, and its gonna be a voyage neither of us will forget. Ms. Ram even treated herself to some pretty sexy lingere - a special piece that is reserved for just this voyage 😉
OK reality time - back to work (arrggghhh)- but only until that boat comes in. Have a wonderful day my ladies, and please keep me posted on your WONDERFUL lives!
Nat
xoxo
Howdy again my ladies Freebird & Alana! I'm still drifting along in la-la land and Cloud9 awaiting that wonderful dreamboat. Does it get any more silly than this? Such giddiness from a 38 year old - its embarrassing!!
Alana - I was hoping to get further comments from you on something you wrote in your earlier post regarding Mr. Aqua....
"OK so set date has been made for you to see each other" and about Ms. Ram putting on her patience hat (ha! ha!).
I ask this again because I'm actually curious, once again, as to whether he will show up at the Club this Friday - and not sure if that's what you meant - sit back and wait it out, as he WILL eventually show up? And at the risk of sounding repetitive - when that dream-boat sets sail, I know it will be without warning - so it will be hard for me to resist - or do I even 'try' to resist the dream-boat my lady? Can I also fall victim to his gaze & end up on Cloud69, or does Ms. Ram have to put him off—
Oh where has my lady Freebird gone? Lucky lady - I hope you are still flying HIGH!!!
Hugs & Kisses
Nat
Alana - I was hoping to get further comments from you on something you wrote in your earlier post regarding Mr. Aqua....
"OK so set date has been made for you to see each other" and about Ms. Ram putting on her patience hat (ha! ha!).
I ask this again because I'm actually curious, once again, as to whether he will show up at the Club this Friday - and not sure if that's what you meant - sit back and wait it out, as he WILL eventually show up? And at the risk of sounding repetitive - when that dream-boat sets sail, I know it will be without warning - so it will be hard for me to resist - or do I even 'try' to resist the dream-boat my lady? Can I also fall victim to his gaze & end up on Cloud69, or does Ms. Ram have to put him off—
Oh where has my lady Freebird gone? Lucky lady - I hope you are still flying HIGH!!!
Hugs & Kisses
Nat
Good Afternoon our sweet "dreamboat drifter," Natasha 🙂 Your ship will be coming in and it will happen when you least expect it minus the barnacles of coarse! Giddiness is a great thing my Lady....never ever squelch that or you will be squelching the fabulous YOU! 38—?? YOU are one heck of a young, wise whipper snapper who is full of fire and inner strength that knows NO limits! Watch out Mr. Aquarian where ever you are...That cool breeze of a man will soon be feeling an unexpected warmth in his blood that will run throughout his body taking him to a dimension that he knows not of, yet. Hopefully he will be the Captain of his ship and will be able to secure all decks below before he blows! 😉 Silly me just a ramblin on about the human adventures that may come to pass to bring delightfulness to life. So, my friend....how are you being today? You sure sound all chipper and ready to greet the world! I love it fire woman 😉
Okay, yes I have returned and my hair is beeeeeautiful if I say so myself. I am still flying high and observing life moment by moment...actually most of the time I am participating but today I prefer to observe..it is a quiet, reflective kind of day...ever have one of those days where you just want to stay home and do nothing? absolutely nothing but maybe eat a "tater~tot" or two?
I have not found a "drooler" as of yet...I still see my Aqua male pal but....we are sort of on the "outs" so to speak. However, one never knows how life can make a quick turn around to one's surprise and I so love surprises!
My long time favorite Cappy guy comes in and out of my life....what a joy it is to be around him. Ya know...I am not sure that I would at this time in my life desire an inclusive relationship...I am too much of a "freebird" at this time. I want to taste them all....and then decide.
Isn't life so Grand? Hope to hear from you soon My Lady drifter...sail on over to the boards and dock your ship, grab a beer, feed the pelicans and drop us a note 😉
I look forward to hearing from you and hopefully sooooooon!
Flyin~high Freebird xoxox
Okay, yes I have returned and my hair is beeeeeautiful if I say so myself. I am still flying high and observing life moment by moment...actually most of the time I am participating but today I prefer to observe..it is a quiet, reflective kind of day...ever have one of those days where you just want to stay home and do nothing? absolutely nothing but maybe eat a "tater~tot" or two?
I have not found a "drooler" as of yet...I still see my Aqua male pal but....we are sort of on the "outs" so to speak. However, one never knows how life can make a quick turn around to one's surprise and I so love surprises!
My long time favorite Cappy guy comes in and out of my life....what a joy it is to be around him. Ya know...I am not sure that I would at this time in my life desire an inclusive relationship...I am too much of a "freebird" at this time. I want to taste them all....and then decide.
Isn't life so Grand? Hope to hear from you soon My Lady drifter...sail on over to the boards and dock your ship, grab a beer, feed the pelicans and drop us a note 😉
I look forward to hearing from you and hopefully sooooooon!
Flyin~high Freebird xoxox
Can you help me? My guy is an aquarius!!!!
My guy is an aquarius and chinese horoscope is horse!!!!!!!
Good morning my ladies - and a very Happy Friday to you!
Freebird my pal - so nice to hear from you, you amazing poetic lady! I don't doubt you look even MORE beeeeeautiful than you already are. Girlfriend - I can FEEEEEEL the 'heat' all the way in cold Canada - sizzle sizzle baby!!! 😉
Its interesting that you also have a Cappie friend who comes in/out of your life. My ex-boyfriend was a Cappie, and he too comes in/out of my life. He is the one I spoke of much earlier on - yet Mr. Cappie hurt me BAD! Its unfortunate because we had alot of fun, crazy times together - and he just recently (before Christmas) came circling back asking for a 2nd chance - misses me, thinks about me, admits he screwed up, lost a good thing, etc etc. But THAT boat left the docks a long time ago, and there is no way I can ever mount that ship again. Too much water under the bridge, too much pain, and altho I have forgiven him and myself - I can never forget! So, I can only offer him friendship - take it or leave it I say to him. He takes it (but between you and I) I believe its because he hopes for 'more' to eventually develop again. No way hozzaaay!!!
Its Mr. Aqua that I yearn for...and being with him made me realize what I have lacked in my previous relationships. He is my 'drool' of all drools girlfriend. Can't you see the foam building around the mouth. I'm such a BAD girl.......but hey ho - Mr. Aqua loves that 'bad' girl in me, and I so hate being good 😉
My lady Alana - hope you're having a GREAT day and that you and Mr. Virgo are on the road to orgasm heaven - a place I soon hope to also be!
Well, I guess I should get some work done so I can get outta here and get ready to rock'N'roll tonight. Friday nite means Club nite - and I am both excited and nervous to see if Mr. Aqua shows up (excited for obvious reasons - and nervous of being let down). But I have to continue to believe (and as a very good pal also said) 'wait' for that dreamboat to come in. The 'patient' hat is on my laides.....it just keeps falling off 😉
Hugs & Kisses to you both!
Nat
xoxo
Freebird my pal - so nice to hear from you, you amazing poetic lady! I don't doubt you look even MORE beeeeeautiful than you already are. Girlfriend - I can FEEEEEEL the 'heat' all the way in cold Canada - sizzle sizzle baby!!! 😉
Its interesting that you also have a Cappie friend who comes in/out of your life. My ex-boyfriend was a Cappie, and he too comes in/out of my life. He is the one I spoke of much earlier on - yet Mr. Cappie hurt me BAD! Its unfortunate because we had alot of fun, crazy times together - and he just recently (before Christmas) came circling back asking for a 2nd chance - misses me, thinks about me, admits he screwed up, lost a good thing, etc etc. But THAT boat left the docks a long time ago, and there is no way I can ever mount that ship again. Too much water under the bridge, too much pain, and altho I have forgiven him and myself - I can never forget! So, I can only offer him friendship - take it or leave it I say to him. He takes it (but between you and I) I believe its because he hopes for 'more' to eventually develop again. No way hozzaaay!!!
Its Mr. Aqua that I yearn for...and being with him made me realize what I have lacked in my previous relationships. He is my 'drool' of all drools girlfriend. Can't you see the foam building around the mouth. I'm such a BAD girl.......but hey ho - Mr. Aqua loves that 'bad' girl in me, and I so hate being good 😉
My lady Alana - hope you're having a GREAT day and that you and Mr. Virgo are on the road to orgasm heaven - a place I soon hope to also be!
Well, I guess I should get some work done so I can get outta here and get ready to rock'N'roll tonight. Friday nite means Club nite - and I am both excited and nervous to see if Mr. Aqua shows up (excited for obvious reasons - and nervous of being let down). But I have to continue to believe (and as a very good pal also said) 'wait' for that dreamboat to come in. The 'patient' hat is on my laides.....it just keeps falling off 😉
Hugs & Kisses to you both!
Nat
xoxo
Hi Natash...sorry I couldn't reply today as I was so busy in work...I wish you well for tonite....hey schlurp up all that drool, you don't want Mr. Aquar. thinking you are drool baba!!!:-)
yes, yes, all is well with Mr. virgo...was with him last nite and passion was satisfied 3 times:-) - the stamina of that man is second to nobody!!!! - lots of talk last nite but to be honest I didn't quite understand him - remember he is not English and speaks funny sometimes trying to grasp the words to explain hiimself - all virgos are like this I have found - funny ways of expresing themselves.....he kept sayingn listen...listen to me....something along the lines that he wants to have fun with me for the next two years...(he'only 29) and then settle down for good...(you love me and I love you so let's not play games anymore stuff!!) Will see him tomoro for Valentines...don't know what to expect after the birthday fiasco but I have low expectations and high hopes:-)......I understnad the Mr. Cap thing...I too have a Mr. Cap in my life....he was the love of my life before Mr. Virgo....we are still friends and he touched me liked no-one touched me in my heart up till then....he was probably the best "technique" lover of all......satisfaction was always guaranteed......and he became child-like once behind closed doors...the fact that he was 11 years younger than me may have helped!!! but even though he was younger than me...he seemed so much older than his years...he was a wise owl.....
Anyway, set sail tonite.....if he's there...go for it....if he's not...go for someone else in between...the "in between guys" are sometimes quite awesome in their own right while we wait for the main event!!!!!
Cant' wait to hear what happens or even what doesn't happen.......sometimes it's what doesn't happen is the real story...........:-0 get my drift....
Got to rush for bus...bye Natash...bye.
A x
yes, yes, all is well with Mr. virgo...was with him last nite and passion was satisfied 3 times:-) - the stamina of that man is second to nobody!!!! - lots of talk last nite but to be honest I didn't quite understand him - remember he is not English and speaks funny sometimes trying to grasp the words to explain hiimself - all virgos are like this I have found - funny ways of expresing themselves.....he kept sayingn listen...listen to me....something along the lines that he wants to have fun with me for the next two years...(he'only 29) and then settle down for good...(you love me and I love you so let's not play games anymore stuff!!) Will see him tomoro for Valentines...don't know what to expect after the birthday fiasco but I have low expectations and high hopes:-)......I understnad the Mr. Cap thing...I too have a Mr. Cap in my life....he was the love of my life before Mr. Virgo....we are still friends and he touched me liked no-one touched me in my heart up till then....he was probably the best "technique" lover of all......satisfaction was always guaranteed......and he became child-like once behind closed doors...the fact that he was 11 years younger than me may have helped!!! but even though he was younger than me...he seemed so much older than his years...he was a wise owl.....
Anyway, set sail tonite.....if he's there...go for it....if he's not...go for someone else in between...the "in between guys" are sometimes quite awesome in their own right while we wait for the main event!!!!!
Cant' wait to hear what happens or even what doesn't happen.......sometimes it's what doesn't happen is the real story...........:-0 get my drift....
Got to rush for bus...bye Natash...bye.
A x
Oh my lady Alana - you never cease to amaze me girl! Thanks for your post - and thanks for the update on Mr. Virgo. But OMG girlfriend....with passion like that (3 x) it DOES take me back to my Mr. Cappie days 😉
He too is younger than me (he's 30, me 38) and have to admit.....Ms. Ram was no lady when Mr. Cappie was around - and there were no 'mechanics' with him. Quite the contrary - never quite knew what to expect - he drew the best AND the worst out of me - and as you said about your Cappie friend, only truly revealed his feelings in the confines of intimacy. But boy oh boy did he rock my world sexually - it was all GOOD and why it hurt so bad when things had to end!!! Perhaps I will give 'food for thought' to what you said about the 'in between guys'- as I await my dreamboat. At least I know with Mr. Cappie its ALL good - my only concern would be him viewing it as us getting back together - but then again, I can burst that bubble of his AFTER I cross that bridge right? 😉
Well, I'm off myself to begin another exciting venturous weekend. I sincerely hope Mr. Aqua shows up tonight - cause I so want him to be my Valentine - cause this Ram is ready for some real "red" hot passion that simmers for Mr. Aqua..........but if not my ladies, I will have a blast either way. And you never know - perhaps Mr. Cappie will show up (as he has recently done) and it'll be a great night nonetheless!
Ohhhhh Freebird help - my lady Alana has put some of these naughty thoughts into my head - hmmmmhmmmmm! 😉
Happy Valentine's day my Ladies - may it be filled with LOTS & LOSTS of love, lust, and naughty sensuous passion for us all!!!
Nat
xoxo
He too is younger than me (he's 30, me 38) and have to admit.....Ms. Ram was no lady when Mr. Cappie was around - and there were no 'mechanics' with him. Quite the contrary - never quite knew what to expect - he drew the best AND the worst out of me - and as you said about your Cappie friend, only truly revealed his feelings in the confines of intimacy. But boy oh boy did he rock my world sexually - it was all GOOD and why it hurt so bad when things had to end!!! Perhaps I will give 'food for thought' to what you said about the 'in between guys'- as I await my dreamboat. At least I know with Mr. Cappie its ALL good - my only concern would be him viewing it as us getting back together - but then again, I can burst that bubble of his AFTER I cross that bridge right? 😉
Well, I'm off myself to begin another exciting venturous weekend. I sincerely hope Mr. Aqua shows up tonight - cause I so want him to be my Valentine - cause this Ram is ready for some real "red" hot passion that simmers for Mr. Aqua..........but if not my ladies, I will have a blast either way. And you never know - perhaps Mr. Cappie will show up (as he has recently done) and it'll be a great night nonetheless!
Ohhhhh Freebird help - my lady Alana has put some of these naughty thoughts into my head - hmmmmhmmmmm! 😉
Happy Valentine's day my Ladies - may it be filled with LOTS & LOSTS of love, lust, and naughty sensuous passion for us all!!!
Nat
xoxo
I'm a libra girl... I need to know more about aquarius man. I just broke with my aquarius boyfriend. I've been with him for one year and nine months plus but i have no idea why he change suddenly. I asked him whether he still love me? He told me YES! But why he treated me like this now?
I give in alot to him but why he still treating me so badly. He say I'm the only girl who love him so much but why he don't even care for me?
I give in alot to him but why he still treating me so badly. He say I'm the only girl who love him so much but why he don't even care for me?
Did i ever do anything wrong which deserve the way he treating me now? LAst few days, I sms him asked him whether he still want to carry on our relationship? He say at night then give me answer. I waited for the whole night til 4.00am plus then he called... he say he want to carry on his life without me because he want freedom and he want to play games and mahjong. he told me unless i let him play all these... I REALLY DID LET HIM PLAY! maybe he is finding an excuse to leave me... i always let him play mahjong and games. What more he want?
I stop calling him last two days... I'm wondering izzit that he had someone new so he treated me in this way... Can anyone help me? I try to forget him but i can't... We already broke last week. i want to win him back. can anyone help me?
I stop calling him last two days... I'm wondering izzit that he had someone new so he treated me in this way... Can anyone help me? I try to forget him but i can't... We already broke last week. i want to win him back. can anyone help me?
bellebelle - welcome! I see you have posted this same message under several topics - but have you not read what Ms. Alana has already responded to you? And I have to tell you, I couldn't agree with her more.
I hear the desperation in your words, and I wish I had more comforting words to offer you, however, as hard as it may be, you need to gain some composure here and not lose yourself in this relationship. Take some time out for YOURSELF to try and search your heart as to whether your Aqua friend is fulfilling YOUR needs. I somehow suspect there is more to this story then him simply wanting (or perhaps preferring) to play his games? How old are you and your Aqua friend?
Give it time bellebelle - stay strong & focus on YOUR needs. Perhaps some time apart, to help put things into perspective, is a good thing. Just don't push aside YOUR needs in order to be with somebody who is only thinking of himself. Let HIM seek you out, let him call you. I know its hard, but isn't that the only way you will truly know that he misses YOU?
Stay safe bellebelle........
Natasha
I hear the desperation in your words, and I wish I had more comforting words to offer you, however, as hard as it may be, you need to gain some composure here and not lose yourself in this relationship. Take some time out for YOURSELF to try and search your heart as to whether your Aqua friend is fulfilling YOUR needs. I somehow suspect there is more to this story then him simply wanting (or perhaps preferring) to play his games? How old are you and your Aqua friend?
Give it time bellebelle - stay strong & focus on YOUR needs. Perhaps some time apart, to help put things into perspective, is a good thing. Just don't push aside YOUR needs in order to be with somebody who is only thinking of himself. Let HIM seek you out, let him call you. I know its hard, but isn't that the only way you will truly know that he misses YOU?
Stay safe bellebelle........
Natasha
He is 25 this year. I'm 22 this year. But why he sound like so hating me? I treated so nice and he know that but why make me cried and so sad. I know i'm in wrong to say break up everytime but it is because he make me feels like he don't want me... but who know i can't bear to leave him?? So after everytime i say break i say sorry to him but this time he take it seriously one and never call me anymore. I really love him alot. After we had broke last wek ago, i did sms him to let him know how i feel... but he seems like didn't care. Or should i write a letter to him?
He told me that he loves money the most. And he like to do all bad things which he know i don't like... He asked me to carry on my life without him because he say he wants to carry on his life without me.. I'm so hurt of what he say... DOes he no longer love me—?
I lost my virgin to him... He is the one guy i slept before. How to forget him? He told me before that he won't change heart but why he lied to me?
Hey Nat....How are you and how was your weekend? Did you "ram" into MR. Aqua pal? I so would love to hear how and what happened for you..I'm on pins and needles....hurry, tell all...we are awaiting my red hot friend! That Alana friend of ours is one very, very smart cookie if I say so myself...it is nice to have someone give us thoughts to ponder, to explore, to possibly bring out more of who we are or maybe to tame us down a bit...ya think? I'd like to call her my "life~saver" friend. Everybody needs an Alana in their lives 🙂 Aren't we the lucky bunch?
I must end for the moment but.....I'll check back to see if you have responded my ramin red hot fire girl! HURRY!!!!!!!!!!! ooops, is my impatience showing? Okay, to time~out I go.
Freebird is now a "jailbird" 😉
I must end for the moment but.....I'll check back to see if you have responded my ramin red hot fire girl! HURRY!!!!!!!!!!! ooops, is my impatience showing? Okay, to time~out I go.
Freebird is now a "jailbird" 😉
Well hello my "jailbird" friend - how are you? Thank you for asking about Mr. Aqua
but somehow I suspect that you already know the answer.....he did NOT show up at the
Club this past weekend. Am I disappointed - oh yaaaaa!! But what more can I do
but take the wise words of my two pals - to put on my "patient" hat and allow things
to unfold naturally.
I'm so hoping that Mr. Aqua needs this time apart as a means to get some stuff in
order, feel better about himself, and will eventually make contact, or resurface from
this distant place he's in now. One can only hope my ladies....and hope is all I have
because I can see that dreamboat at a distance, so that is all the hope I need, for now!
In the meantime..........I still had a great weekend with my friends, and danced the
weekend away. Now, get this scoop......I got beautiful red roses from my male Scorp
friend (he's 30) and been only a friend for over a year now. He's actually a friend
of my brothers (that's how we met) but he has become one of 'our' friends this past
year, hanging out with us, as he needed to get out as he split with his cheating ex
a year ago. So on Valentine's we all had a dinner/dance to go to, him included, he
offers to pick me up so I can drink and don't have to worry about driving, and when
he shows up to pick me up, has a dozen long stem roses for me and a cute card with a
coupon to redemm a 'kiss'. I was shocked! He says, a beautiful 'lady' such as
yourself deserves to get roses everyday and NOT just on Valentine's day. OMG!!!
I always 'thought' he had eyes for me, but just thought I was tooting this old rams
ego.........that night he did not leave my side, danced with me, bought me drinks,
took very good care of me. At the end of the night when he dropped me off at home,
he asked me to the movies for the next day (Sun) - I said, let's play it by ear and
see how we both feel tomorrow considering it was another late night. He called me
first thing the next day - wanting to make plans, but I told him I'd be too pooped
to go out, so he asked if it was OK if he dropped over later & we could watch a movie
at my place. I said sure, but I don't have a vcr or dvd player - so how about just
for coffee and we'll do the movie thing another time. He says OK.......but when he
shows up, he brings me coffee (my fav coffee of all time) a movie, AND a DVD player.
I said who's DVD player is this? He says, yours - now you have a DVD player.
I argued with him that I could NOT accept the dvd player - but he would not take NO
for an answer - but the more interesting part of this chapter is - after sipping on
coffees, we began to watch the movie, but he was watching me instead. To make a long
story short..........he tells me he can't stop thinking of me, my eyes mesmorize him,
he can't wait to see me each week, etc etc etc. I said what? Where is this coming
from & why now? He says, I know your heart is with Mr. Aqua (yes, he knows all about
him) - but I'm not sure what's happening with him since I haven't seen you two together
in awhile - but have to take this opportunity to tell you, you have always been on my
mind, and I want to be with you. OMG! OMG! OMG!
Help me my ladies........what is a girl to do? I do not want to ruin this friendship,
he is a very (and I mean a VERY) special man, kind, generous, soft soul - and so unlike
my ex Scorp. I told him honestly about my feelings for Mr. Aqua - and that I continue
to hope that he and I come together again, and also told him I love our friendship, I
love having him around, but am scared of what us taking things to another level, would
do to that friendship. I already miss Mr. Aqua's friendship - I don't want that to
happen between us. He totally ignores what I said - and instead leans in and kisse
but somehow I suspect that you already know the answer.....he did NOT show up at the
Club this past weekend. Am I disappointed - oh yaaaaa!! But what more can I do
but take the wise words of my two pals - to put on my "patient" hat and allow things
to unfold naturally.
I'm so hoping that Mr. Aqua needs this time apart as a means to get some stuff in
order, feel better about himself, and will eventually make contact, or resurface from
this distant place he's in now. One can only hope my ladies....and hope is all I have
because I can see that dreamboat at a distance, so that is all the hope I need, for now!
In the meantime..........I still had a great weekend with my friends, and danced the
weekend away. Now, get this scoop......I got beautiful red roses from my male Scorp
friend (he's 30) and been only a friend for over a year now. He's actually a friend
of my brothers (that's how we met) but he has become one of 'our' friends this past
year, hanging out with us, as he needed to get out as he split with his cheating ex
a year ago. So on Valentine's we all had a dinner/dance to go to, him included, he
offers to pick me up so I can drink and don't have to worry about driving, and when
he shows up to pick me up, has a dozen long stem roses for me and a cute card with a
coupon to redemm a 'kiss'. I was shocked! He says, a beautiful 'lady' such as
yourself deserves to get roses everyday and NOT just on Valentine's day. OMG!!!
I always 'thought' he had eyes for me, but just thought I was tooting this old rams
ego.........that night he did not leave my side, danced with me, bought me drinks,
took very good care of me. At the end of the night when he dropped me off at home,
he asked me to the movies for the next day (Sun) - I said, let's play it by ear and
see how we both feel tomorrow considering it was another late night. He called me
first thing the next day - wanting to make plans, but I told him I'd be too pooped
to go out, so he asked if it was OK if he dropped over later & we could watch a movie
at my place. I said sure, but I don't have a vcr or dvd player - so how about just
for coffee and we'll do the movie thing another time. He says OK.......but when he
shows up, he brings me coffee (my fav coffee of all time) a movie, AND a DVD player.
I said who's DVD player is this? He says, yours - now you have a DVD player.
I argued with him that I could NOT accept the dvd player - but he would not take NO
for an answer - but the more interesting part of this chapter is - after sipping on
coffees, we began to watch the movie, but he was watching me instead. To make a long
story short..........he tells me he can't stop thinking of me, my eyes mesmorize him,
he can't wait to see me each week, etc etc etc. I said what? Where is this coming
from & why now? He says, I know your heart is with Mr. Aqua (yes, he knows all about
him) - but I'm not sure what's happening with him since I haven't seen you two together
in awhile - but have to take this opportunity to tell you, you have always been on my
mind, and I want to be with you. OMG! OMG! OMG!
Help me my ladies........what is a girl to do? I do not want to ruin this friendship,
he is a very (and I mean a VERY) special man, kind, generous, soft soul - and so unlike
my ex Scorp. I told him honestly about my feelings for Mr. Aqua - and that I continue
to hope that he and I come together again, and also told him I love our friendship, I
love having him around, but am scared of what us taking things to another level, would
do to that friendship. I already miss Mr. Aqua's friendship - I don't want that to
happen between us. He totally ignores what I said - and instead leans in and kisse
".......do I even dare consider taking that road?" - I think you know what I am going to say Nat....YES, YES, YES. Life is just too short for not taking that road....we only have today and its moments...we could be dead tomoro!! please god not..but....!!!
Oh my god, what a lovely romeo....roses, dvds, undying love....what a heady mixture for a 38 year old girl like yourself:-) and you know those scorps...it's all or nothing with them....they become devoted very quickly and are supposed to be the sexiest sign of the zodiac...aren't you a lucky girl:-)
So sorry to hear that your Mr. Aquar didn't turn up - that's those dam unpredictable aquarians for you!!! But so glad you danced your heart away at your club and had a real way out "in between" time:-)
Testing your devotion to Mr. Aquar...I don't think so!!! I think the universe is now giving you some of the lovelies that you deserve....you only get what you give out...and you've given out lots in the past to everyone and so now it's your time to be pampered, romanced, flattered......it may not lead to anything and it may open the door to a new everything...who knows....who cares...well we all do here....but you know what I am saying in my rather flippant manner...
Yes, I know and I hear what you are saying about spoiling a "beautiful friendship" but I have always found, for me anyway, if things don't work out romantically, I can quite easily go back to the friendship rung of the ladder (it may be slightly different and strained at the very beginning but everything is really only a 7 day wonder in everybody's lives and things soon turn back to normality!!) rather than the maybe the higher "intimate" rung of the ladder!!!
I know your heart still belongs to Mr. Aquarius and that is fair enough....let your heart remain there for as long as you wish....but why not let the rest of your body "belong2 to Mr. Scorpio - it's really good that he knows the score on mr. Aquar - you are being fair and honest and yet he is still very keen......and it must have taken alot of courage for hiim to ask you out etc. etc. knowing your feelings for Mr. Aquar...but all is fair in love and war......and we can't be waiting forever for that Mr. Aqur to get in touch...he will...just know that....
As for me lost in paradise with Mr. Virgo...huh!!! and cuh!!! - that's all I can say. Yes, I did have a wonderful valentine's night with him - he pretended he hadn't got a card etc. (spent every last penny at the casino!!) I was like a demon going down to his house but when I got there - he had been only joking - you know the dry sense of virgo humour - lovely card and he had booked for us to go to plush nite-club in advance and so we danced the nite away, him, me and his cousin - funny thing happened at end of nite...on his way to the toilets he just pulled a girl's hair playfully, and kept walking and laughing.....I do this all the time to guys...well out of the blue the green eyed monster kicked into my heart....I've never felt like this before..usually I don't give a dam who he talks with or flirts with...when he returned I was like a prima donna, wouldn't talk with him, turned my back..the more he tried to get me to see how silly I was the madder I became...I wouldn't talk on way home in taxi....this all coming from Ms. Don't Give a Dam what you do or say!!! - anyway, by the time we got home my jealousy was all gone....don't know to where exactly!!! and strangely enough I think Mr. Virgo was pleased with himself that I showed this jealous side, as I have never done this before.....anyway, all was well and we had a romantice nite together.
However, next nite, I made a boo-boo.....I got alot of texts that nite just from girl friends.....Mr. Virgo has an obsession with my phone..who is that, what are they saying, let me see—...but I always say no, this is my phone and it's private...anyway, when we went to bed, he keeps staring and saying that I sure was very
Oh my god, what a lovely romeo....roses, dvds, undying love....what a heady mixture for a 38 year old girl like yourself:-) and you know those scorps...it's all or nothing with them....they become devoted very quickly and are supposed to be the sexiest sign of the zodiac...aren't you a lucky girl:-)
So sorry to hear that your Mr. Aquar didn't turn up - that's those dam unpredictable aquarians for you!!! But so glad you danced your heart away at your club and had a real way out "in between" time:-)
Testing your devotion to Mr. Aquar...I don't think so!!! I think the universe is now giving you some of the lovelies that you deserve....you only get what you give out...and you've given out lots in the past to everyone and so now it's your time to be pampered, romanced, flattered......it may not lead to anything and it may open the door to a new everything...who knows....who cares...well we all do here....but you know what I am saying in my rather flippant manner...
Yes, I know and I hear what you are saying about spoiling a "beautiful friendship" but I have always found, for me anyway, if things don't work out romantically, I can quite easily go back to the friendship rung of the ladder (it may be slightly different and strained at the very beginning but everything is really only a 7 day wonder in everybody's lives and things soon turn back to normality!!) rather than the maybe the higher "intimate" rung of the ladder!!!
I know your heart still belongs to Mr. Aquarius and that is fair enough....let your heart remain there for as long as you wish....but why not let the rest of your body "belong2 to Mr. Scorpio - it's really good that he knows the score on mr. Aquar - you are being fair and honest and yet he is still very keen......and it must have taken alot of courage for hiim to ask you out etc. etc. knowing your feelings for Mr. Aquar...but all is fair in love and war......and we can't be waiting forever for that Mr. Aqur to get in touch...he will...just know that....
As for me lost in paradise with Mr. Virgo...huh!!! and cuh!!! - that's all I can say. Yes, I did have a wonderful valentine's night with him - he pretended he hadn't got a card etc. (spent every last penny at the casino!!) I was like a demon going down to his house but when I got there - he had been only joking - you know the dry sense of virgo humour - lovely card and he had booked for us to go to plush nite-club in advance and so we danced the nite away, him, me and his cousin - funny thing happened at end of nite...on his way to the toilets he just pulled a girl's hair playfully, and kept walking and laughing.....I do this all the time to guys...well out of the blue the green eyed monster kicked into my heart....I've never felt like this before..usually I don't give a dam who he talks with or flirts with...when he returned I was like a prima donna, wouldn't talk with him, turned my back..the more he tried to get me to see how silly I was the madder I became...I wouldn't talk on way home in taxi....this all coming from Ms. Don't Give a Dam what you do or say!!! - anyway, by the time we got home my jealousy was all gone....don't know to where exactly!!! and strangely enough I think Mr. Virgo was pleased with himself that I showed this jealous side, as I have never done this before.....anyway, all was well and we had a romantice nite together.
However, next nite, I made a boo-boo.....I got alot of texts that nite just from girl friends.....Mr. Virgo has an obsession with my phone..who is that, what are they saying, let me see—...but I always say no, this is my phone and it's private...anyway, when we went to bed, he keeps staring and saying that I sure was very
Oh my lady Alana - was so hoping to hear much better news than what you posted! But do not fret my friend, I'm sure if you are just honest with Mr. Virgo, give him a few days to cool off, he will melt under your spell once more. But 'him not wanting you anymore' - NO WAY HOZAAYYY!! Again, there is too much love and history between you for it to possibly end in this manner.
Perhaps Mr. Virgo is just not responding to your calls right now because HE is pondering HIS insecurities, and how he can better cope/deal with them in future before he talks to you. Yes, what you said to him was VERY hurtful, but I recall only recently where he said some pretty hurtful things to YOU (in some pretty vulgar/foul language). YOU needed time to cool off and get that apology from HIM before you could talk to him.........perhaps you can just offer the same - an apology for expressing your angry in THE WAY you did........so perhaps your message to him DOES need to be discussed, just not in such a direct hurtful way. 😉
In the words of a very wise friend I've come to know recently on this board.....'keep it simple'. What's the saying my Lady...."its not WHAT you say, but HOW you say it." Apologize for HOW you said it, but be firm on you will not tolerate his 'boyfriend theories'. And he either accepts that HE is the only one you're with, or want to be with and he either believes it or doesn't. But you don't want to hear anything further on this ridiculous "boyfriend theory" that sits only in his mind.
But let me ask you this my Lady........why is Mr. Virgo so insecure? Does he know (or has he ever known) of your "in-betweens" (a.k.a. the recent Mr. Aires)?? Does he have reason to feel insecure? If not, then just reassure him that you only have eyes for him. No matter how strong we are, or how much we do not want to lose face.....sometimes we do need to put ourselves out there, and just speak from the heart. I know that this ole fool of a Ram here (the one who is so out there, straightforward, cards on the table kinda lady), may be speaking a different lingo for you my lady - but no matter how much I 'try' and be different, it is my true self I want to always honor - no matter what the outcome will be!
Good luck my lady (but don't think you'll need it) 😉
As for Mr. Scorp - I care about him very much, and will just keep my options open for now, and allow 'whatever' is meant to happen, to just happen and deal with the 'whatevers' later I guess. But yes, do agree Alana, that he did put himself out there in revealing his feelings to me, esp. knowing that my heart sits with Mr. Aqua. WOW! It does take courage, and perhaps an example for us all, to put ourselves out there sometimes doesn't have to result in failure, or rejection. Those Scorps are very deep, serious folks, and yes, their 'devotion' is "all or nothing". I will keep you posted my ladies.......
As for Mr. Aqua and my devotion to him - my heart does sit with him. I continue to await my dreamboat, and can only hope this time apart will serve some good. But the 'impatient' lady Ram, begins to lose hope in hearing from him. But for now.......I continue to await with anticipation.
Thank you my lady Alana - I will definitely give serious thought to all that you have said/written.
But where or where is our feather friend? Can't wait to hear who's feathers she has ruffled—?
Nat
xoxo
Perhaps Mr. Virgo is just not responding to your calls right now because HE is pondering HIS insecurities, and how he can better cope/deal with them in future before he talks to you. Yes, what you said to him was VERY hurtful, but I recall only recently where he said some pretty hurtful things to YOU (in some pretty vulgar/foul language). YOU needed time to cool off and get that apology from HIM before you could talk to him.........perhaps you can just offer the same - an apology for expressing your angry in THE WAY you did........so perhaps your message to him DOES need to be discussed, just not in such a direct hurtful way. 😉
In the words of a very wise friend I've come to know recently on this board.....'keep it simple'. What's the saying my Lady...."its not WHAT you say, but HOW you say it." Apologize for HOW you said it, but be firm on you will not tolerate his 'boyfriend theories'. And he either accepts that HE is the only one you're with, or want to be with and he either believes it or doesn't. But you don't want to hear anything further on this ridiculous "boyfriend theory" that sits only in his mind.
But let me ask you this my Lady........why is Mr. Virgo so insecure? Does he know (or has he ever known) of your "in-betweens" (a.k.a. the recent Mr. Aires)?? Does he have reason to feel insecure? If not, then just reassure him that you only have eyes for him. No matter how strong we are, or how much we do not want to lose face.....sometimes we do need to put ourselves out there, and just speak from the heart. I know that this ole fool of a Ram here (the one who is so out there, straightforward, cards on the table kinda lady), may be speaking a different lingo for you my lady - but no matter how much I 'try' and be different, it is my true self I want to always honor - no matter what the outcome will be!
Good luck my lady (but don't think you'll need it) 😉
As for Mr. Scorp - I care about him very much, and will just keep my options open for now, and allow 'whatever' is meant to happen, to just happen and deal with the 'whatevers' later I guess. But yes, do agree Alana, that he did put himself out there in revealing his feelings to me, esp. knowing that my heart sits with Mr. Aqua. WOW! It does take courage, and perhaps an example for us all, to put ourselves out there sometimes doesn't have to result in failure, or rejection. Those Scorps are very deep, serious folks, and yes, their 'devotion' is "all or nothing". I will keep you posted my ladies.......
As for Mr. Aqua and my devotion to him - my heart does sit with him. I continue to await my dreamboat, and can only hope this time apart will serve some good. But the 'impatient' lady Ram, begins to lose hope in hearing from him. But for now.......I continue to await with anticipation.
Thank you my lady Alana - I will definitely give serious thought to all that you have said/written.
But where or where is our feather friend? Can't wait to hear who's feathers she has ruffled—?
Nat
xoxo
Hello to you my arian ram pal Natash....and thank you so much for you wise, wise words....were you an owl perhaps in your previous life!!!! Hoot-toot!!:-)
Well, in about half an hour..her is going to bite the bullet and just ring Mr. Virgo - if he's responsive, it will be good, if he's not, her won't be great but her will survive!!! and her won't go begging....just a dignified "well it's your choice and decision and I respect what you are saying" (though I don't bloody well agree with it!!!)......nothing more, nothing less:-) I certainly am afraid of rejection..that's a biggy for me!, always has been and I am not as confident of him being "under my spell" as you are!!!!:-) my lady!!! but there you go!!!....I am going to keep it short and simple as you suggest....some times too many words get in the way....I will just begin by saying (That's if he chooses to answer his phone!!)....well, have you calmed down yet after last sunday—!!:-) - try make it jokey and light, and then go on to explain why I said what I said...and it was to do with hurt and anger rather than from the heart, like you suggest.....as I write these words, I seem airy fairy and all is well but deep down I have a strange feeling that all is not so well..he always calls within a day or two after a row...it's been four days now and not a word from him...oh well...and I will use your "Well, you said terrible stuff to me..blah blah before and I forgave you""!!, if need be!!!! - I am not beyond or above using emotional blackmail, I am all for it....if it works for me:-)...but really..f.ckin hell I am nearly hyper-ventilating here just thinking of making that phone call!!!
Anyway, my dear, back to your story.....so where we at?? You have the halfo-halfo hots for Mr. Scorpio and he certainly has them for you - why not divide your heart into three-thirds for the moment....keep the two thirds for Mr. Aquar...(just for now anyway!!) and the last third for Mr. Scorp...it can be done!1 I kid you not!!!....who are we not to "fractionize our hearts"!!!😉 one never knows the day or the hour when the "top heavy" fraction suddenly becomes the "lowest denominator" and we suddenly see who's going to get the 100% - oh I digress into the gibberishness.....but you know what I am saying - keep your options always open and whatever else you like to open!!!
Anyway, wish me luck and good vibes.....and I will deal with my "whatevers" later on!!
Ciao for now N.
Alana x
P.S. The bird is very OK, so very OK - I think you and her grew up in the same nest.....:-)
A
Well, in about half an hour..her is going to bite the bullet and just ring Mr. Virgo - if he's responsive, it will be good, if he's not, her won't be great but her will survive!!! and her won't go begging....just a dignified "well it's your choice and decision and I respect what you are saying" (though I don't bloody well agree with it!!!)......nothing more, nothing less:-) I certainly am afraid of rejection..that's a biggy for me!, always has been and I am not as confident of him being "under my spell" as you are!!!!:-) my lady!!! but there you go!!!....I am going to keep it short and simple as you suggest....some times too many words get in the way....I will just begin by saying (That's if he chooses to answer his phone!!)....well, have you calmed down yet after last sunday—!!:-) - try make it jokey and light, and then go on to explain why I said what I said...and it was to do with hurt and anger rather than from the heart, like you suggest.....as I write these words, I seem airy fairy and all is well but deep down I have a strange feeling that all is not so well..he always calls within a day or two after a row...it's been four days now and not a word from him...oh well...and I will use your "Well, you said terrible stuff to me..blah blah before and I forgave you""!!, if need be!!!! - I am not beyond or above using emotional blackmail, I am all for it....if it works for me:-)...but really..f.ckin hell I am nearly hyper-ventilating here just thinking of making that phone call!!!
Anyway, my dear, back to your story.....so where we at?? You have the halfo-halfo hots for Mr. Scorpio and he certainly has them for you - why not divide your heart into three-thirds for the moment....keep the two thirds for Mr. Aquar...(just for now anyway!!) and the last third for Mr. Scorp...it can be done!1 I kid you not!!!....who are we not to "fractionize our hearts"!!!😉 one never knows the day or the hour when the "top heavy" fraction suddenly becomes the "lowest denominator" and we suddenly see who's going to get the 100% - oh I digress into the gibberishness.....but you know what I am saying - keep your options always open and whatever else you like to open!!!
Anyway, wish me luck and good vibes.....and I will deal with my "whatevers" later on!!
Ciao for now N.
Alana x
P.S. The bird is very OK, so very OK - I think you and her grew up in the same nest.....:-)
A
Howdy Alana - glad to hear you will be contacting Mr. Virgo, but do not fret too much my lady - just be the irresistible, loving, creative, unique & wonderful YOU, and Mr. Virgo will be putty in your hands! I am sending my Lady LOTS & LOTS of warm vibes for good luck - but I still don't believe you'll need it 😉
This old fashion ram believes in the power of POSITIVE thinking! And positive will be the result! Please keep me posted and just know that my thoughts, prayers, wishes, and heck even toes & foes are with YOU! 🙂
As for MOI........I will take each day as it comes my Lady (more words of wisdom given from my dear, wonderful WISE pal). Let's just say Mr. Scorp is being VERY VERY attentive right now and its just what the doc ordered for me, cause Ms. Ram has not had so much 'lovelies' in a long time! I will keep my options open my Lady (and anything else that pops open) 😉
But let me ask you this.......do you still believe that Mr. Aqua's distance is not a permanent thing? Can I still (in my heart) believe that his distance is NOT personal to me, and will 'eventually' make contact in one form or another? I know my Lady is WISE.....and I don't expect you to be physic....but would value your input.
Now to my Lady Freebird........she is an absolute gem of a lady and so glad to hear all is OK with her. So if here and I are from the same 'nest'.....I take that as one HUGE compliment!! Come out Freebird - miss you my Lady bird!!!
Warm thoughts, hugs & kisses to you BOTH!!!
Nat
xoxo
This old fashion ram believes in the power of POSITIVE thinking! And positive will be the result! Please keep me posted and just know that my thoughts, prayers, wishes, and heck even toes & foes are with YOU! 🙂
As for MOI........I will take each day as it comes my Lady (more words of wisdom given from my dear, wonderful WISE pal). Let's just say Mr. Scorp is being VERY VERY attentive right now and its just what the doc ordered for me, cause Ms. Ram has not had so much 'lovelies' in a long time! I will keep my options open my Lady (and anything else that pops open) 😉
But let me ask you this.......do you still believe that Mr. Aqua's distance is not a permanent thing? Can I still (in my heart) believe that his distance is NOT personal to me, and will 'eventually' make contact in one form or another? I know my Lady is WISE.....and I don't expect you to be physic....but would value your input.
Now to my Lady Freebird........she is an absolute gem of a lady and so glad to hear all is OK with her. So if here and I are from the same 'nest'.....I take that as one HUGE compliment!! Come out Freebird - miss you my Lady bird!!!
Warm thoughts, hugs & kisses to you BOTH!!!
Nat
xoxo
Hello LADIES 🙂 And what a day it has been! Yikes-er-rooni-pa-tooni I say! But before I get onto that flash of a memory I'd like to say...thank you so much for your kind words and for missing me 🙂 It is such a nice feeling to know I am loved and cared for and the feeling is the same towards you both. What a trio we are and just think how smart we are becoming by our chats? So glad that I am on this side of the grass 😉
My pal Alana is back on her two feet and flying high I am sure....details my one, details. Through the trials and tribulations do we find our true strength and love for another....I feel that if a crisis comes up and one just walks away then maybe perhaps it wasn't that true of a friendship...not in the Alana's case...deep love I suspect. A full report of the events on my desk in the AM!
So Lady Nat~ ya got a Scorpio on your heels huh? I have not had any experience with one of those but I do hear that they are wonderful passionate lovers. I believe that I also read that it is a perfect sexual match for the Aries woman. Now, I am not saying or implying that should be your goal...just stating some information to pass along. He sounds like he sure fancies you and who could resist a firey aries as beautiful and as intelligent as you? I gotta agree with Alana on this kiddo....life is short, go for the experiences..above all, trust your heart and take the path where there is a heart...if there is no heart on a path....whoa then, time to get off and get on another one! I'd explore my time with Mr. Scorpio for now and if you can, put Mr. Aqua on hold. Not a permanent hold just on layaway for the time being. If your mind stays occupied by the Aqua guy you may be missing some very important moments with anyone else in your life. Trust, have faith and let go knowing that if it is meant to be, it will happen. Now, this is like going on a very scary ride and not wearing your seatbelt cuz you have faith that you will arrive safely at the end of your ride. As I say, "enjoy the ride for we know not how long it will last".
Here is the skittles on my aqua human...I wanted to say pal but, not sure he understands the true meaning of friendship. I am not one to be disrespected and once I am...well, I can handle one time but anything after that...oh, no way! He has disrespected me in many ways and is taking up too much of my energy...uuuuggghhh.. He approached me today in the gym accusing me of not saying hi to him and for missing his b~day. I did not do anything for his day...nothing....he lied to me, he is selfish and has hurt me many times not to mention that he did not remember my bday. No biggie as life happens but nonetheless...he was trying so hard to make me feel bad and I wouldn't. The planets must have been in the right places for me as my communication skills and wit were right on. Not once did he ask how I felt or anything about my feelings or thoughts on any of what had happened. It was all about him. I must say that I am so blessed with many wonderful true caring, loving friends that I can feel when someone is not being honest or true with me. Where is a "swoosher" when you need them? I kept walking away from him when he was talking to me...he kept following me. At the end he says he is glad that we talked, says he misses our friendship (what friendship) and reaches his hand out for me to shake it...is this friendship or business? I just replied, Okay, have a good day and I left.
I'm hoping he will move on and find another "friend" who is able to better understand him. Like sands through the hour glass, so are the days of our lives...I so wish I was young and restless living on the edge of night in the middle of a secret storm as the world is turning. Time to sign off for now my gem of friends....chat soon!
Warm thoughts, hugs and much love to you tooooooo!
Freebird again! 😉
My pal Alana is back on her two feet and flying high I am sure....details my one, details. Through the trials and tribulations do we find our true strength and love for another....I feel that if a crisis comes up and one just walks away then maybe perhaps it wasn't that true of a friendship...not in the Alana's case...deep love I suspect. A full report of the events on my desk in the AM!
So Lady Nat~ ya got a Scorpio on your heels huh? I have not had any experience with one of those but I do hear that they are wonderful passionate lovers. I believe that I also read that it is a perfect sexual match for the Aries woman. Now, I am not saying or implying that should be your goal...just stating some information to pass along. He sounds like he sure fancies you and who could resist a firey aries as beautiful and as intelligent as you? I gotta agree with Alana on this kiddo....life is short, go for the experiences..above all, trust your heart and take the path where there is a heart...if there is no heart on a path....whoa then, time to get off and get on another one! I'd explore my time with Mr. Scorpio for now and if you can, put Mr. Aqua on hold. Not a permanent hold just on layaway for the time being. If your mind stays occupied by the Aqua guy you may be missing some very important moments with anyone else in your life. Trust, have faith and let go knowing that if it is meant to be, it will happen. Now, this is like going on a very scary ride and not wearing your seatbelt cuz you have faith that you will arrive safely at the end of your ride. As I say, "enjoy the ride for we know not how long it will last".
Here is the skittles on my aqua human...I wanted to say pal but, not sure he understands the true meaning of friendship. I am not one to be disrespected and once I am...well, I can handle one time but anything after that...oh, no way! He has disrespected me in many ways and is taking up too much of my energy...uuuuggghhh.. He approached me today in the gym accusing me of not saying hi to him and for missing his b~day. I did not do anything for his day...nothing....he lied to me, he is selfish and has hurt me many times not to mention that he did not remember my bday. No biggie as life happens but nonetheless...he was trying so hard to make me feel bad and I wouldn't. The planets must have been in the right places for me as my communication skills and wit were right on. Not once did he ask how I felt or anything about my feelings or thoughts on any of what had happened. It was all about him. I must say that I am so blessed with many wonderful true caring, loving friends that I can feel when someone is not being honest or true with me. Where is a "swoosher" when you need them? I kept walking away from him when he was talking to me...he kept following me. At the end he says he is glad that we talked, says he misses our friendship (what friendship) and reaches his hand out for me to shake it...is this friendship or business? I just replied, Okay, have a good day and I left.
I'm hoping he will move on and find another "friend" who is able to better understand him. Like sands through the hour glass, so are the days of our lives...I so wish I was young and restless living on the edge of night in the middle of a secret storm as the world is turning. Time to sign off for now my gem of friends....chat soon!
Warm thoughts, hugs and much love to you tooooooo!
Freebird again! 😉
To fill you in on the phone call Nat!
Lunch came and lunch went and I still couldn't get the courage to ring that blo.ody virgo guy...kept ringing everyone else in the world beforehand. Then I just did it!!!
It went something like this.....he answered!!! (miracle in itself as he could see my no. displayed!). He said hello.......I said hello...how are you?....he said fine...how are you?..I say fine....he says - very fine?? I say yeah!!!! Silence.........then I decide to make it light...I say - "well have you calmed down after last Sunday? You were all upset with those texts that were coming thru to me!!"........He replies..."what's happened with you beauty on Sunday nite?" and laughs....I know I have my foot slightly in the door when he calls me beauty!!!....I just say.....well you were very upset with all the texts that you thought!! were coming from boyfriends etc..He replies - well why would girlfrends be texting you all nite??..I say...to see just how well you and I got on on valentiine's nite!!!!(Oh I am a crafy vixen!!)....he says...yeah yeah!!.....12 o'clock at nite and friends are texting you!!! I say yes!!....you usually phone your friends but my friends always text me!!!! He laughs..... Then he gets more serious and says but why did you go crazy and say to me "don't ring me or text me..get out of my life etc."....Why didn't you stay and talk about it...I just reply ....I am all talked out about that..no matter what I say you don't believe me for that!! Then I used your tack!!! I say - "listen...you told me I am a cookiemonster and a prostitute a few weeks ago!!! - that came from anger and hurt on your part, not from your heart, it was "heat of the moment" stuff... I say to him "listen to me...I said the same..it was said in the heat of the moment - I didn't really mean it"....at this point his boss comes back into the room...Mr.Virgo says I have to work for another half an hour with my boss now....I say....well if that's what you want, fine!!....I know that he means that he can't talk with his boss there but from what I say and the way I say it, he thinks that I think he means he doesn't want to talk with me!!!(Oh these games I play!!).....I say goodbye to him then and so does he!!! And there you go!!! I know now from his tone and the way he is laughing that all is OK-ish (I think!). So thanks for the encouragement and the vibes and the prayers:-) from you to ring that loo-lah!! Last nite after work I got totally ossified...(we are talking black-out land...) not good at all (I really have to cut down on drink) - I remember ringing him at 8.30pm coz my phone logged it but I can't remember one word that I spoke with him!! Not one!!! God knows what gibberish I may have said. Anyway, I will try ring him at lunch and see what's the story.
So back to you.....you sexy ram:-)!!!! And you ask if Mr. Aquarius will make contact?? I'd give it another week or two perhaps and then it will be time to "manufacture" a meeting - me thinketh!!! Just to remind him what he is missing!! I think you said you know one of his pals...could you ask him/her to find out his plans (which club he will be in!!) (on the sly), and turn up there that nite..or do you know where he lives or works? Could you just happen to be walking past his workplace as he comes out the door!!?? (OK you will be stalking him in your car as you sit and wait but he will never know!!) If all else fails, your birthday is coming up soon-ish....say you are having a few friends around for din-dins and insist that he has to come!!! When he arrives, you get a pal to make a phonecall to you saying that they can't come....mammy has to go to hospital...whatever!!!! and bingo you have him there for the nite in your house alone!!!! Oh my god, The FBI would love the cunningingness of my mind sometimes!!! Anyway, keep up the posiitive thinking...I always find you get what you wish for...eventually....scary sometimes but true:-) And remember tim
Lunch came and lunch went and I still couldn't get the courage to ring that blo.ody virgo guy...kept ringing everyone else in the world beforehand. Then I just did it!!!
It went something like this.....he answered!!! (miracle in itself as he could see my no. displayed!). He said hello.......I said hello...how are you?....he said fine...how are you?..I say fine....he says - very fine?? I say yeah!!!! Silence.........then I decide to make it light...I say - "well have you calmed down after last Sunday? You were all upset with those texts that were coming thru to me!!"........He replies..."what's happened with you beauty on Sunday nite?" and laughs....I know I have my foot slightly in the door when he calls me beauty!!!....I just say.....well you were very upset with all the texts that you thought!! were coming from boyfriends etc..He replies - well why would girlfrends be texting you all nite??..I say...to see just how well you and I got on on valentiine's nite!!!!(Oh I am a crafy vixen!!)....he says...yeah yeah!!.....12 o'clock at nite and friends are texting you!!! I say yes!!....you usually phone your friends but my friends always text me!!!! He laughs..... Then he gets more serious and says but why did you go crazy and say to me "don't ring me or text me..get out of my life etc."....Why didn't you stay and talk about it...I just reply ....I am all talked out about that..no matter what I say you don't believe me for that!! Then I used your tack!!! I say - "listen...you told me I am a cookiemonster and a prostitute a few weeks ago!!! - that came from anger and hurt on your part, not from your heart, it was "heat of the moment" stuff... I say to him "listen to me...I said the same..it was said in the heat of the moment - I didn't really mean it"....at this point his boss comes back into the room...Mr.Virgo says I have to work for another half an hour with my boss now....I say....well if that's what you want, fine!!....I know that he means that he can't talk with his boss there but from what I say and the way I say it, he thinks that I think he means he doesn't want to talk with me!!!(Oh these games I play!!).....I say goodbye to him then and so does he!!! And there you go!!! I know now from his tone and the way he is laughing that all is OK-ish (I think!). So thanks for the encouragement and the vibes and the prayers:-) from you to ring that loo-lah!! Last nite after work I got totally ossified...(we are talking black-out land...) not good at all (I really have to cut down on drink) - I remember ringing him at 8.30pm coz my phone logged it but I can't remember one word that I spoke with him!! Not one!!! God knows what gibberish I may have said. Anyway, I will try ring him at lunch and see what's the story.
So back to you.....you sexy ram:-)!!!! And you ask if Mr. Aquarius will make contact?? I'd give it another week or two perhaps and then it will be time to "manufacture" a meeting - me thinketh!!! Just to remind him what he is missing!! I think you said you know one of his pals...could you ask him/her to find out his plans (which club he will be in!!) (on the sly), and turn up there that nite..or do you know where he lives or works? Could you just happen to be walking past his workplace as he comes out the door!!?? (OK you will be stalking him in your car as you sit and wait but he will never know!!) If all else fails, your birthday is coming up soon-ish....say you are having a few friends around for din-dins and insist that he has to come!!! When he arrives, you get a pal to make a phonecall to you saying that they can't come....mammy has to go to hospital...whatever!!!! and bingo you have him there for the nite in your house alone!!!! Oh my god, The FBI would love the cunningingness of my mind sometimes!!! Anyway, keep up the posiitive thinking...I always find you get what you wish for...eventually....scary sometimes but true:-) And remember tim
Happy Friday my lady pals!! I can't believe how quickly time is going by, and how quickly it seems to be yet another Friday. I'm not complaining - I seem to 'just' recover from the previous Friday nite escapades, and BAM - its Friday again. But like my Lady Alana, I've been enjoying the 'drink' too much lately, but ohhhhhhhhh how good it feels! Nothing like a hot, horny RAM under the influence of the drink 😉 Whatcha think my feather friend - agree— Like this, don't think Mr. Aqua, Mr. Scorp, or Mr. Cappie himself can handle the heat! TOOT TOOT - ya, I feel like tooting my OWN horn today!
Anyway my Ladies........just a'feelin randy today - can you tell? 🙂
Thank you both for continuing this wonderful journey we call "LIFE" with me! I have so enjoyed our chats, the wisdom, information sharing, and most of all the friendship that has developed! What a TRIO indeed! How lucky can a lady Ram get but find not ONE, but TWO exceptional ladies that I can call "friend"! OK OK - enuf with this mushy stuff right.....and I haven't even gotten into the 'drink' yet 🙂
Lady Alana - WAY TO GO GIRL on your phone chat with Mr. Virgo. You are one clever girl, but I hate to tell...."I told you so".......but knew all along he would be putty in your hands - did he even stand a chance? 😉
Lady Freebird - nice to hear from you and my lady Bird - you sound so 'in control', in tip top shape, and got it all together girlfriend! Not sure what your Aqua pals problem is, but my lady Freebird IS a gem - and he either shapes up for good - or ship him OUT for good! I am also a stickler for 'respect', and truly believe we ALL make mistakes - but if you ain't got courtesy AND respect to offer - then you have nothing else I want!! Stay calm & cool my lady bird........he'll come knocking again.....count on it!!
Ms. "on a pedestal" Ram here is feeling OK! Looking forward to yet another BUSY weekend. Oh my ladies, I remember only too well, how not too long ago, I did not have a BUSY life and was actually sitting in a very dark place and NOT getting out at all, shut myself off from the cruel world - and NOW my life is one never-ending rollercoaster ride. I certainly cannot ever say my life is boring anymore. NO WAY HOZAAYY!!. Mr. Aqua, Mr. Scorp, and even Mr. Cappie still on my heels - does life get any better than this??
One day at a time my Ladies.........that's all this lady Ram can promise to you, and to myself! We'll see if Mr. Aqua shows up this weekend, if not, will see what info I can uncover from one of his pals about his whereabouts. But with Mr. Aqua out of work right now, can't go by his place of business, and I couldn't just drop in/by his home as he lives 35-45 mins away from me. He would know I went OUT OF MY WAY and have no real business there. He lives in a small town, I am in the main city. But will hopefully think of something as my birthday is too far away for your 2nd suggestion Alana (April 16th).
Gotta rush off to get some work done my ladies.....will check back later. Have a GREAT day and a FABULOUS weekend! Keep it simple, make it good, and keep smiling. Always keep smiling!!!! 🙂
Luv & hugs
Nat
xoxo
Anyway my Ladies........just a'feelin randy today - can you tell? 🙂
Thank you both for continuing this wonderful journey we call "LIFE" with me! I have so enjoyed our chats, the wisdom, information sharing, and most of all the friendship that has developed! What a TRIO indeed! How lucky can a lady Ram get but find not ONE, but TWO exceptional ladies that I can call "friend"! OK OK - enuf with this mushy stuff right.....and I haven't even gotten into the 'drink' yet 🙂
Lady Alana - WAY TO GO GIRL on your phone chat with Mr. Virgo. You are one clever girl, but I hate to tell...."I told you so".......but knew all along he would be putty in your hands - did he even stand a chance? 😉
Lady Freebird - nice to hear from you and my lady Bird - you sound so 'in control', in tip top shape, and got it all together girlfriend! Not sure what your Aqua pals problem is, but my lady Freebird IS a gem - and he either shapes up for good - or ship him OUT for good! I am also a stickler for 'respect', and truly believe we ALL make mistakes - but if you ain't got courtesy AND respect to offer - then you have nothing else I want!! Stay calm & cool my lady bird........he'll come knocking again.....count on it!!
Ms. "on a pedestal" Ram here is feeling OK! Looking forward to yet another BUSY weekend. Oh my ladies, I remember only too well, how not too long ago, I did not have a BUSY life and was actually sitting in a very dark place and NOT getting out at all, shut myself off from the cruel world - and NOW my life is one never-ending rollercoaster ride. I certainly cannot ever say my life is boring anymore. NO WAY HOZAAYY!!. Mr. Aqua, Mr. Scorp, and even Mr. Cappie still on my heels - does life get any better than this??
One day at a time my Ladies.........that's all this lady Ram can promise to you, and to myself! We'll see if Mr. Aqua shows up this weekend, if not, will see what info I can uncover from one of his pals about his whereabouts. But with Mr. Aqua out of work right now, can't go by his place of business, and I couldn't just drop in/by his home as he lives 35-45 mins away from me. He would know I went OUT OF MY WAY and have no real business there. He lives in a small town, I am in the main city. But will hopefully think of something as my birthday is too far away for your 2nd suggestion Alana (April 16th).
Gotta rush off to get some work done my ladies.....will check back later. Have a GREAT day and a FABULOUS weekend! Keep it simple, make it good, and keep smiling. Always keep smiling!!!! 🙂
Luv & hugs
Nat
xoxo
Hey, Nat, who sounds in tip-top form today...you certainly do...you randy hard-drinking woman:-) I'm not sure any of your guys could handle you just now!!!! You sex-bomb!!! So if you are feeling horny, why not close your eyes and imagine all three guys with you, pleasuring you - now there's a scenario!!!! Let's go beyond threesomes:-)
Don't worry we will think of something to "manufacture" that liaison with your Mr. Aqua!!!if he doesn't turn up at the club this weekend!!!
So glad to hear you've joined the rollercoaster gang.....and have left the dark place.....and are so in demand!!!
Anyway, I wish you a wonderful weekend - full of surprises, giggles, drink, romance and dirty sex:-)!! in whatever order you choose!!!
I will say good bye for over a week now as next week I am on holidays and don't have home computer😢!!! I will so miss getting all the juicy stuff and gossip from you and I thank you once again for your great friendship and support and just lovely lovely connections.
One last snippet.....I fear I must have said something really bad on the phone last nite to Mr. Virgo while in my drunken stupor - he's not answering his phone now - drat and double drat!!!
Ciao for now Misters and Missies:-)!!
Alana xxx
Don't worry we will think of something to "manufacture" that liaison with your Mr. Aqua!!!if he doesn't turn up at the club this weekend!!!
So glad to hear you've joined the rollercoaster gang.....and have left the dark place.....and are so in demand!!!
Anyway, I wish you a wonderful weekend - full of surprises, giggles, drink, romance and dirty sex:-)!! in whatever order you choose!!!
I will say good bye for over a week now as next week I am on holidays and don't have home computer😢!!! I will so miss getting all the juicy stuff and gossip from you and I thank you once again for your great friendship and support and just lovely lovely connections.
One last snippet.....I fear I must have said something really bad on the phone last nite to Mr. Virgo while in my drunken stupor - he's not answering his phone now - drat and double drat!!!
Ciao for now Misters and Missies:-)!!
Alana xxx
Hello my pals.....I know my lady Alana is off on a few days of vacation, but is my lady Freebird around - or is she flying high above the clouds??
Alana - miss you girlfriend. Hope you are having a blast and I await with anticipation to hear all about your wild adventures upon your return.
Freebird - ow are you my friend? I wanted to stop by, say hello and get the scoop on any happenings? How's your neck of the world? Did you enjoy your weekend! Has anything further happened with your aqua friend? Spill the beans my lady........I also await to hear of your adventures!
As for Ms. Ram - Mr. Aqua did NOT show up at the Club again this past Friday, but get this - he did show up on Sat nite to the other Club (the one HE doesn't frequent ALL too often, but knows I am there with my girls most Saturday's. BUT...........I wasn't there. The girls and I had tickets to see a broadway show, so I missed him. Can you believe this ram's luck Freebird?? I just can't believe I missed him!! I'm not sure if I should read anything into him showing up (ie. a positive sign) even tho we missed each other?? Or maybe its a good thing he DIDN'T see me there and perhaps wonder where I was—? Ohhhhhhhhh I don't know anymore. I just don't know anything my feathered friend.
I'm still trying to stay on a high, trying to stay positive, and most of all trying to be PATIENT, but those darn wings want to give up and just stop flapping!!! I need help to keep afloat...........especially since Mr. Scorp is still on my heels.
Speaking of Mr. Scorp - he is still being attentive, calls & txt msgs daily, and get this Freebird - some chick tries to pick him up at the Club on Friday but he shows NO interest even tho she is a very attractive lady. When one of my girlfriends questioned him about it the next day - he said ya, she seems nice, but the whole time I was talking to her I was thinking of someone else. So my girlfriend who "supposedly" doesn't know about my conversation with Mr. Scorp & the true feelings he revealled to me (but I assure you she knows what's going on right) 😉
anyway, she ends up having this lengthy conversation with him about this "person" he thinks about all the time, how come we haven't met her, where did you meet her, etc etc - why aren't you together - all he said to her is, I can't stop thinking about her, she's always on my mind, but I can't be with her right now because there is something in the way - when she questioned what that 'something' was he didn't offer anything more, but I'm sure he meant Mr. Aqua is that 'something' in the way and at this point, but he added - it can go either way. He did NOT however reveal to her that it was ME he was talking about, or that he had feelings for me, but she had no doubts that it was ME he was referring to. Can you believe this?? He is so sweet, oh so sweet, but he's not Mr. Aqua! I will never understand this life, never!!!
Have to run for now.......just wanted to update you and say hello my friend. The saga of MY Life continues.......and I hope you'll continue this journey with me.
(((Hugs)))) my beautiful feathered friend!
Nat
Alana - miss you girlfriend. Hope you are having a blast and I await with anticipation to hear all about your wild adventures upon your return.
Freebird - ow are you my friend? I wanted to stop by, say hello and get the scoop on any happenings? How's your neck of the world? Did you enjoy your weekend! Has anything further happened with your aqua friend? Spill the beans my lady........I also await to hear of your adventures!
As for Ms. Ram - Mr. Aqua did NOT show up at the Club again this past Friday, but get this - he did show up on Sat nite to the other Club (the one HE doesn't frequent ALL too often, but knows I am there with my girls most Saturday's. BUT...........I wasn't there. The girls and I had tickets to see a broadway show, so I missed him. Can you believe this ram's luck Freebird?? I just can't believe I missed him!! I'm not sure if I should read anything into him showing up (ie. a positive sign) even tho we missed each other?? Or maybe its a good thing he DIDN'T see me there and perhaps wonder where I was—? Ohhhhhhhhh I don't know anymore. I just don't know anything my feathered friend.
I'm still trying to stay on a high, trying to stay positive, and most of all trying to be PATIENT, but those darn wings want to give up and just stop flapping!!! I need help to keep afloat...........especially since Mr. Scorp is still on my heels.
Speaking of Mr. Scorp - he is still being attentive, calls & txt msgs daily, and get this Freebird - some chick tries to pick him up at the Club on Friday but he shows NO interest even tho she is a very attractive lady. When one of my girlfriends questioned him about it the next day - he said ya, she seems nice, but the whole time I was talking to her I was thinking of someone else. So my girlfriend who "supposedly" doesn't know about my conversation with Mr. Scorp & the true feelings he revealled to me (but I assure you she knows what's going on right) 😉
anyway, she ends up having this lengthy conversation with him about this "person" he thinks about all the time, how come we haven't met her, where did you meet her, etc etc - why aren't you together - all he said to her is, I can't stop thinking about her, she's always on my mind, but I can't be with her right now because there is something in the way - when she questioned what that 'something' was he didn't offer anything more, but I'm sure he meant Mr. Aqua is that 'something' in the way and at this point, but he added - it can go either way. He did NOT however reveal to her that it was ME he was talking about, or that he had feelings for me, but she had no doubts that it was ME he was referring to. Can you believe this?? He is so sweet, oh so sweet, but he's not Mr. Aqua! I will never understand this life, never!!!
Have to run for now.......just wanted to update you and say hello my friend. The saga of MY Life continues.......and I hope you'll continue this journey with me.
(((Hugs)))) my beautiful feathered friend!
Nat
Hi Nat and welcome back! You were missed kiddo! I see that life has kept you busy with "adventures" as only an Aries can conjure up. *wink* You say that you will never understand this life...isn't that the truth? so, the best thing to do is to accept that we cannot understand but only be present in each moment and hopefully make the best choices. Hmmmm..you and your Aqua pal. I know you yearn for him but do you perhaps think that by yearning for him will keep you from being in the moment with whoever you are presently with? I say (and I hope you don't mind) "let go" of him knowing that if it is meant to be, it will be. This is what will bring you peace. I do know how you feel believe me, I have been there and am now glad that I am outta there. Too much energy was waisted and I cannot get those lost moments back. Drat! Natty girl...I am by no means telling you what to do but I did didn't I? You really have to make your own decisions and chose your path to experience what you need to experience at this time...only you truthfully know what to do....we are here for you on your journey no matter what your choice is...life happens. Lately I feel as if I have been visiting the circus and got stuck in the "freak" show section. They don't even have any popcorn here! What is a circus without popcorn? Life.
You ask about my aqua friend...I am at a loss for words Nat. I so feel that he has many a screw lose...he is so into mind games...trying to mess up my mind. Unfortunately for him he is not succeeding and I think it is driving him nuts. Today he followed me around the gym...I may say a few words and then walk away..he would not leave me alone. Tomorrow is another day my friend.
I have been hanging with some of my "true" friends and by hanging with them I am able to detect the deception of the Aqua species who has been in my life for a bit. It is all a learning experience for me...I best graduate from this lesson with honors I say! Ya know what? I remember this guy sharing with me that he had a female friend who ended up committing suicide while they were friends...he can drive someone nutty if they are not strong to begin with. So yeah, I got myself wrapped up with a nut case YES...you find NUTS at the circus! No wonder there wasn't any popcorn..nuts are the snack of choice. Anywho...I am not saying this is typical of all Aqua's cuz I sure do not know...I have another Aqua guy friend and he treats me like a treasure...what a difference.
Your scorp guy sounds wonderful...he is a gift to you. I know us Aries love a challenge and Mr. Aqua is presenting that to you because of his unavailability...Mr. Scorp is there for you..and this is toooooo easy for us Aries. I know how you are sweet thing 🙂 What do we want? we desire our freedom, challenges, mountains to climb...nothing easy is worth getting...we gotta feel like we climbed that mountain through all kinds of weather making it to the top. Silly creatures we are...do you ever feel the same?
This feathered friend is gonna find a comfy and cozy nest to snuggle in...are there nests in the circus?
*snuggle hugs* to you my Natty girl~ be well and oh so very good!
Write when you can so I can share in your journey...I'm all ears!
You ask about my aqua friend...I am at a loss for words Nat. I so feel that he has many a screw lose...he is so into mind games...trying to mess up my mind. Unfortunately for him he is not succeeding and I think it is driving him nuts. Today he followed me around the gym...I may say a few words and then walk away..he would not leave me alone. Tomorrow is another day my friend.
I have been hanging with some of my "true" friends and by hanging with them I am able to detect the deception of the Aqua species who has been in my life for a bit. It is all a learning experience for me...I best graduate from this lesson with honors I say! Ya know what? I remember this guy sharing with me that he had a female friend who ended up committing suicide while they were friends...he can drive someone nutty if they are not strong to begin with. So yeah, I got myself wrapped up with a nut case YES...you find NUTS at the circus! No wonder there wasn't any popcorn..nuts are the snack of choice. Anywho...I am not saying this is typical of all Aqua's cuz I sure do not know...I have another Aqua guy friend and he treats me like a treasure...what a difference.
Your scorp guy sounds wonderful...he is a gift to you. I know us Aries love a challenge and Mr. Aqua is presenting that to you because of his unavailability...Mr. Scorp is there for you..and this is toooooo easy for us Aries. I know how you are sweet thing 🙂 What do we want? we desire our freedom, challenges, mountains to climb...nothing easy is worth getting...we gotta feel like we climbed that mountain through all kinds of weather making it to the top. Silly creatures we are...do you ever feel the same?
This feathered friend is gonna find a comfy and cozy nest to snuggle in...are there nests in the circus?
*snuggle hugs* to you my Natty girl~ be well and oh so very good!
Write when you can so I can share in your journey...I'm all ears!
Hello again my beautiful feathered friend, nice to have you back! Missed you too my friend! 🙂
I must say your aqua pal does sound like a nut from the circus - and your absolutely right my lady - his mind games are unique to him and not a reflection of all aquarians, as I have two female friends, and of course my love Mr. Aqua - and neither are into the kind of 'games' your aqua pal has demonstrated. But nothing a smart, tyrant ram such as you can't handle, and he is only, perhaps beginning to see that you are ABOVE these games. You go girlfriend - give him a run for his money as only us Rams can!
As for your comments around us silly ram creatures, and do I feel the same as you've described - OH YES my Freebird friend. You hit the nail on the head! Nothing has ever come easy to me in my life (circus and all), and perhaps why I appreciate whatever I do have, as I've worked for it, climbed those mountains you speak of, and pushed myself to go beyond my comfort zone - any and all times! I love to live life on the edge, but I aso crave 'normality' at times. That's why my connection with Mr. Aqua was so incredible - we gave each other the freedom we both need, we pushed, encouraged, supported & challenge each other to do more, be more. The spark we each needed in our lives - and ohhhhhhhhhhhhh the days/nights when we would collapse in each others arms for hours & hours enjoying the fruits of all those labors.........hmmmmmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmm - it made for 4th of July fireworks no matter what the calendar reflected girlfriend 😉
and I always felt very confident that we could both go off to do what we both need to do, but we always made time to come together in our own little world! That's what I miss my lady Freebird. And I have learned to 'let go and let God' - what I share with you and my lady Alana are things, hopes that sit in my heart, but I assure you I am not standing still. I am moving on with my life, keeping busy, working hard AND playing hard - but this is the only forum I allow myself to speak of Mr. Aqua, and only truly reveal to you and Alana what sits in my heart. So my dear friend, I hope you continue to allow me to do so here, and we'll enjoy some of that 'popcorn' together ok?? 😉
As for Mr. Scorp - he IS a gift my lady and one that I treasure EACH moment. I am not moving forward with anything yet, and not because of Mr. Aqua, but because of the friendship I value with him. It is getting harder & harder to keep it simple with him, but as you have said, just enjoy each moment for now and should things change, its because it was meant to change. I believe that with all my heart!
((((Warm Hugs))))) to you my friend. As always - thank you for listening and so glad you're on this journey with me!
Alana - we're thinking about you my lady and continue to await your return with fabulous tales & adventures to share I'm sure. Hurry back.....you are greatly missed here!!
Nat
xoxo
I must say your aqua pal does sound like a nut from the circus - and your absolutely right my lady - his mind games are unique to him and not a reflection of all aquarians, as I have two female friends, and of course my love Mr. Aqua - and neither are into the kind of 'games' your aqua pal has demonstrated. But nothing a smart, tyrant ram such as you can't handle, and he is only, perhaps beginning to see that you are ABOVE these games. You go girlfriend - give him a run for his money as only us Rams can!
As for your comments around us silly ram creatures, and do I feel the same as you've described - OH YES my Freebird friend. You hit the nail on the head! Nothing has ever come easy to me in my life (circus and all), and perhaps why I appreciate whatever I do have, as I've worked for it, climbed those mountains you speak of, and pushed myself to go beyond my comfort zone - any and all times! I love to live life on the edge, but I aso crave 'normality' at times. That's why my connection with Mr. Aqua was so incredible - we gave each other the freedom we both need, we pushed, encouraged, supported & challenge each other to do more, be more. The spark we each needed in our lives - and ohhhhhhhhhhhhh the days/nights when we would collapse in each others arms for hours & hours enjoying the fruits of all those labors.........hmmmmmmmmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmm - it made for 4th of July fireworks no matter what the calendar reflected girlfriend 😉
and I always felt very confident that we could both go off to do what we both need to do, but we always made time to come together in our own little world! That's what I miss my lady Freebird. And I have learned to 'let go and let God' - what I share with you and my lady Alana are things, hopes that sit in my heart, but I assure you I am not standing still. I am moving on with my life, keeping busy, working hard AND playing hard - but this is the only forum I allow myself to speak of Mr. Aqua, and only truly reveal to you and Alana what sits in my heart. So my dear friend, I hope you continue to allow me to do so here, and we'll enjoy some of that 'popcorn' together ok?? 😉
As for Mr. Scorp - he IS a gift my lady and one that I treasure EACH moment. I am not moving forward with anything yet, and not because of Mr. Aqua, but because of the friendship I value with him. It is getting harder & harder to keep it simple with him, but as you have said, just enjoy each moment for now and should things change, its because it was meant to change. I believe that with all my heart!
((((Warm Hugs))))) to you my friend. As always - thank you for listening and so glad you're on this journey with me!
Alana - we're thinking about you my lady and continue to await your return with fabulous tales & adventures to share I'm sure. Hurry back.....you are greatly missed here!!
Nat
xoxo
Hello Natie girl 🙂 so nice to once again hear from you and to hear about your fascinating adventures...ramin' right along there aren't cha? Good for you taking it slow with your Scorp pal..he will learn to appreciate you so much more that way as I am sure he already does 😉 Lucky man he is!
You are not going to believe what happened to me yesterday.....oh by the way....we all are getting huge amounts of snow here and it is soooooo beautiful. I went out driving in the jeep earlier..roads are getting slippery but heck, that was what was so much FUN! I am home safe and going to start baking some cookies...hmmmm from jeep to cookies....extremes are what we are all about eh? Okay, back to my "unexpected" moments created by the Aqua man. He came up to me in the gym and asked me a question and I give him an honest answer (I must interupt here for a brief moment...when someone ask an Aries a question they must be prepared to hear the truth...if not, which usually is the case...they just want to "feel good" they will feel hurt, slighted and become defensive.) I have learned to say to a person asking me a question...do you want to hear the truth or do you want to feel good? He wanted the truth so I expressed the truth...yep, he became defensive...began to "try" to blame me..I wouldn't play along with him...I have no time nor enegy for that type of thing. Later I was talking with a very good scorpio male friend and the aqua guy walks past me and punches me in the arm. I show no reaction to him but my sorp pal could tell that it hurt. He said to me...is he bothering you? I said, yes and would you please tell him to not bother me and to leave me alone? By golly, the scorp man came through for me...he told Mr. Aqua to leave me alone and that he was my body guard. I was so impressed by him and his actions. Through the rest of my workout the Aqua guy would show up next to me and I could tell that he was following and watching me...I'm feeling a little uncomfortable now. I stay away. As I was talking to a friend I saw him sitting outside in his NEW HUGE SUV which I have not seen yet..he did not know that I had spotted him. He sat out there for about 15 min. Why is that I thought, strange. I went ahead and did more of a workout for about 25 min. I left and saw that his car was not there...ah relief...oh, but then I spotted his car in the next parking lot parked behind some bushes. He appartantely was watching me and waiting for me to come out. As I was driving out of the lot he came speeding up to the side of my car blarring his horn at me..scared the living ants out of my pants! I did not make eye contact with him...he then followed me right on my tail...I did not like this one bit and was wondering what the heck is he doing? If he wanted me to know that he got a new car he could have just told me...nope, he must be angry with me because I had ended our relationship or possibly because of what my scorp pal did for me...anywho...I got on my cell phone to call a friend and he may have thought I was calling the police so he turned off.
My friend has come into a lot of money...he is now set for life, no worries (he thinks) so he wanted me to see what I am missing...little does he know that I am NOT impressed by how much money he has, the type of car he drives or the size of his....HOUSE. Nat and Alana, what I have learned about my aqua guy by his actions is that:
He believes that he can get a woman by the displays of his wealth.
This is about his "ego" and not his heart/truth.
He is very insecure with himself.
As we sit back, say nothing, observe...we learn so much about another person..they are revealed, always.
"circumstances do not make a man, they reveal him."
This is NOT my type of guy...I don't care how much money he has, he is about control, no thank you. My friends worry that he may try something else..what? I say.
So my pals,...th
You are not going to believe what happened to me yesterday.....oh by the way....we all are getting huge amounts of snow here and it is soooooo beautiful. I went out driving in the jeep earlier..roads are getting slippery but heck, that was what was so much FUN! I am home safe and going to start baking some cookies...hmmmm from jeep to cookies....extremes are what we are all about eh? Okay, back to my "unexpected" moments created by the Aqua man. He came up to me in the gym and asked me a question and I give him an honest answer (I must interupt here for a brief moment...when someone ask an Aries a question they must be prepared to hear the truth...if not, which usually is the case...they just want to "feel good" they will feel hurt, slighted and become defensive.) I have learned to say to a person asking me a question...do you want to hear the truth or do you want to feel good? He wanted the truth so I expressed the truth...yep, he became defensive...began to "try" to blame me..I wouldn't play along with him...I have no time nor enegy for that type of thing. Later I was talking with a very good scorpio male friend and the aqua guy walks past me and punches me in the arm. I show no reaction to him but my sorp pal could tell that it hurt. He said to me...is he bothering you? I said, yes and would you please tell him to not bother me and to leave me alone? By golly, the scorp man came through for me...he told Mr. Aqua to leave me alone and that he was my body guard. I was so impressed by him and his actions. Through the rest of my workout the Aqua guy would show up next to me and I could tell that he was following and watching me...I'm feeling a little uncomfortable now. I stay away. As I was talking to a friend I saw him sitting outside in his NEW HUGE SUV which I have not seen yet..he did not know that I had spotted him. He sat out there for about 15 min. Why is that I thought, strange. I went ahead and did more of a workout for about 25 min. I left and saw that his car was not there...ah relief...oh, but then I spotted his car in the next parking lot parked behind some bushes. He appartantely was watching me and waiting for me to come out. As I was driving out of the lot he came speeding up to the side of my car blarring his horn at me..scared the living ants out of my pants! I did not make eye contact with him...he then followed me right on my tail...I did not like this one bit and was wondering what the heck is he doing? If he wanted me to know that he got a new car he could have just told me...nope, he must be angry with me because I had ended our relationship or possibly because of what my scorp pal did for me...anywho...I got on my cell phone to call a friend and he may have thought I was calling the police so he turned off.
My friend has come into a lot of money...he is now set for life, no worries (he thinks) so he wanted me to see what I am missing...little does he know that I am NOT impressed by how much money he has, the type of car he drives or the size of his....HOUSE. Nat and Alana, what I have learned about my aqua guy by his actions is that:
He believes that he can get a woman by the displays of his wealth.
This is about his "ego" and not his heart/truth.
He is very insecure with himself.
As we sit back, say nothing, observe...we learn so much about another person..they are revealed, always.
"circumstances do not make a man, they reveal him."
This is NOT my type of guy...I don't care how much money he has, he is about control, no thank you. My friends worry that he may try something else..what? I say.
So my pals,...th
Hello my fellow friends (not sure if Alana is back from vacation yet?) but hello my beautiful Freebird friend! How are you? Do you have any wonderful tales and adventures to share with me after the weekend? Has your aqua friend played any further games, or is he still too busy showing off his 'material' assets? Does he know that my lady Freebird is not a 'material' girl— 🙂
My lady Alana - are you back yet, or still off creating havoc and excitement wherever you are? 😉 Still miss ya my friend - hurry back!
Well, I had a few minutes @ work and wanted to just let you know that, once again, Mr. Aqua did NOT show up at either club this past weekend, and continues to NOT make any contact. I don't know what's going on with him, and continue to be patient, but I think the universe has something else in store for me my ladies.
This journey you've joined me on has become even more interesting this past weekend. Talk about fastening your seatbelt - talk about a rollercoaster ride of MY life........the ONE true love of mine (a Scorp) has re-entered my life wanting us to give our relationship another chance. This is absolutely incredible considering late 2003, my ex Mr. Cappie, came back into my life asking the same thing. WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THESE GUYS——
There is Mr. Aqua who I spend alot of time thinking about, there is my Mr. Scorp "pal" who just recently at Valentine's confessed his true feelings for me, and now Mr. Scorp #1 himself re-enters my life. Ladies, you have no idea how much I loved this man, what we shared only to have my heart broken when HE walked away(alot of history here, & too much to get into now, but his departure was not related to any 'funny' business, just a man wanting the best for ME, and he didn't think he was AT his best at that time - we're talking over 2 years ago) and he wants us to have another chance. He can't forget me (even tho he has tried); nobody understands him like I do, we belong together, I know what he likes (you betcha butt I know what he likes baby 😉 and he likes it as HOT as this little Ram can give it.
But OMG my ladies, what cruel joke is this universe playing on me? Why is my past coming back to haunt me? And what's up with these Scorps professing their feelings in such a manner? That is sooooo NOT their M.O. This man (Scorp #1) IS my knight in shining armor, he is everything I have wanted & needed in a partner, his depth, his intensity, his brutal honestly, and lets not even start on the sexuality stuff cause my computer is smoking (FIRE FIRE FIRE) too hot to handle crap - and OMG I'm just thinking about it 😉
I know my ladies will BOTH probably tell me to go for it, life is too short, all we have is moments - but I don't know if my heart is strong enuf to to say 'no' to him, and not strong enuf to deal with him walking out of my life a 2nd time. It took me MANY MANY months to get over him, and to move on with my life - can I do it again? Can 2nd chances truly work out?
I promise to post more info/history later, but wanted to bring you both up to speed on this friggin life of mine. Its not even a bloody full moon, and so many changes happening in such a short time. My fellow Ram friend - are you feeling any of these changes in YOUR life??
Talk & share more soon..............keep in touch!
Nat
xoxo
My lady Alana - are you back yet, or still off creating havoc and excitement wherever you are? 😉 Still miss ya my friend - hurry back!
Well, I had a few minutes @ work and wanted to just let you know that, once again, Mr. Aqua did NOT show up at either club this past weekend, and continues to NOT make any contact. I don't know what's going on with him, and continue to be patient, but I think the universe has something else in store for me my ladies.
This journey you've joined me on has become even more interesting this past weekend. Talk about fastening your seatbelt - talk about a rollercoaster ride of MY life........the ONE true love of mine (a Scorp) has re-entered my life wanting us to give our relationship another chance. This is absolutely incredible considering late 2003, my ex Mr. Cappie, came back into my life asking the same thing. WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THESE GUYS——
There is Mr. Aqua who I spend alot of time thinking about, there is my Mr. Scorp "pal" who just recently at Valentine's confessed his true feelings for me, and now Mr. Scorp #1 himself re-enters my life. Ladies, you have no idea how much I loved this man, what we shared only to have my heart broken when HE walked away(alot of history here, & too much to get into now, but his departure was not related to any 'funny' business, just a man wanting the best for ME, and he didn't think he was AT his best at that time - we're talking over 2 years ago) and he wants us to have another chance. He can't forget me (even tho he has tried); nobody understands him like I do, we belong together, I know what he likes (you betcha butt I know what he likes baby 😉 and he likes it as HOT as this little Ram can give it.
But OMG my ladies, what cruel joke is this universe playing on me? Why is my past coming back to haunt me? And what's up with these Scorps professing their feelings in such a manner? That is sooooo NOT their M.O. This man (Scorp #1) IS my knight in shining armor, he is everything I have wanted & needed in a partner, his depth, his intensity, his brutal honestly, and lets not even start on the sexuality stuff cause my computer is smoking (FIRE FIRE FIRE) too hot to handle crap - and OMG I'm just thinking about it 😉
I know my ladies will BOTH probably tell me to go for it, life is too short, all we have is moments - but I don't know if my heart is strong enuf to to say 'no' to him, and not strong enuf to deal with him walking out of my life a 2nd time. It took me MANY MANY months to get over him, and to move on with my life - can I do it again? Can 2nd chances truly work out?
I promise to post more info/history later, but wanted to bring you both up to speed on this friggin life of mine. Its not even a bloody full moon, and so many changes happening in such a short time. My fellow Ram friend - are you feeling any of these changes in YOUR life??
Talk & share more soon..............keep in touch!
Nat
xoxo
WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW - who's flavour of the month....and little Miss Popular:-) - so much has happened to you Natash....so many men...so little time.....whatever you're doing, you are doing it right!!!! Eh could you bottle whatever it is you have and send it over here to Dublin to me...??
Yes, it was strange and frustrating for you to have missed Mr. Aqua in the club that nite....that sly fox!! is out to get you, as I told you he would, but in his own time and his own way!!! But tuff!! you weren't there so now he knows what it's like to really want to see someone, get dolley-ed up and then for them not to be there!!! Maybe that was his particular lesson to be learnt that particular nite!!! If you don't get to the port on time...you just might miss that boat:-)!!!! and sailor boy missed you that nite!!!
Now to quote you....."This man (Scorp #1) IS my knight in shining armor, he is everything I have wanted & needed in a partner, his depth, his intensity, his brutal honestly, and lets not even start on the sexuality stuff cause my computer is smoking (FIRE FIRE FIRE) too hot to handle crap - and OMG I'm just thinking about it
I know my ladies will BOTH probably tell me to go for it, life is too short, all we have is moments - but I don't know if my heart is strong enuf to to say 'no' to him, and not strong enuf to deal with him walking out of my life a 2nd time. It took me MANY MANY months to get over him, and to move on with my life - can I do it again? Can 2nd chances truly work out?"""
Read your own words Natash over and over again and you know what your answer must be............a big positive YES, you have got to give this man a second chance (If you don't send him over to me - the sex alone will be good enuf for me!!)......and let me assure you that if it doesn't work out that your heart this time round will certainly be strong enough to deal with him leaving....remember the first cut is the deepest and there's never a truer word......OK so it took months and months to get over and I understand this completely....the first time it happened with my Mr. Cappy it also took months..the second time round we got back together and it really worked and was wonderful - it ultimately finished and I got over him so much quicker the second time...it was amazing really, frighteninly quickly...however, I was in a different sitution than you...I was double-dating him with Mr. Virgo at the time!!!!
So why not keep your options open for a while to see how things will pan out with old Mr. Scorp and tell him quite plainly that you'd very much like to give it a second go but this time round on your own terms, if he feels he can handle that!!!!......one or two nites see your sweet new scorp guy....other nites see your Knight in shining armour scorp and another nite...try keep your peepers out for that elusive Mr. Aquar!! (make sure you tell Mr. Ex Scorp that you've changed quite a bit and there's lot of girly nites out for you these days) so he won't get suspicious that you are not there for him all the time.....talk about a feast or a famine......go feast......having said all the above I do know with arians that you are ever so truthful and shoot straight from the hip and are transparent in matters of the heart (unlike me or us aquarians!!) and once you become intimate with somebody, it's 110% them...so you may just want to be with your ex Mr. Scorp and that's fair enough....let me not sway you on that or be the devil's advocate!!!
I had a lovely weeks holidays in lots of ways....however, as for Mr. virgo, we are no more....I know I can hear you all say, fcukin hell....not again!! please!!!....or don't play it again sam!!! but this time it's for keeps. I won't go into the many ins and outs but it was to do mainly with his gambling problem....I felt he was using me for money, refused to lend him some and I saw his true colours (and they weren't pretty colours and his language towards me wa
Yes, it was strange and frustrating for you to have missed Mr. Aqua in the club that nite....that sly fox!! is out to get you, as I told you he would, but in his own time and his own way!!! But tuff!! you weren't there so now he knows what it's like to really want to see someone, get dolley-ed up and then for them not to be there!!! Maybe that was his particular lesson to be learnt that particular nite!!! If you don't get to the port on time...you just might miss that boat:-)!!!! and sailor boy missed you that nite!!!
Now to quote you....."This man (Scorp #1) IS my knight in shining armor, he is everything I have wanted & needed in a partner, his depth, his intensity, his brutal honestly, and lets not even start on the sexuality stuff cause my computer is smoking (FIRE FIRE FIRE) too hot to handle crap - and OMG I'm just thinking about it
I know my ladies will BOTH probably tell me to go for it, life is too short, all we have is moments - but I don't know if my heart is strong enuf to to say 'no' to him, and not strong enuf to deal with him walking out of my life a 2nd time. It took me MANY MANY months to get over him, and to move on with my life - can I do it again? Can 2nd chances truly work out?"""
Read your own words Natash over and over again and you know what your answer must be............a big positive YES, you have got to give this man a second chance (If you don't send him over to me - the sex alone will be good enuf for me!!)......and let me assure you that if it doesn't work out that your heart this time round will certainly be strong enough to deal with him leaving....remember the first cut is the deepest and there's never a truer word......OK so it took months and months to get over and I understand this completely....the first time it happened with my Mr. Cappy it also took months..the second time round we got back together and it really worked and was wonderful - it ultimately finished and I got over him so much quicker the second time...it was amazing really, frighteninly quickly...however, I was in a different sitution than you...I was double-dating him with Mr. Virgo at the time!!!!
So why not keep your options open for a while to see how things will pan out with old Mr. Scorp and tell him quite plainly that you'd very much like to give it a second go but this time round on your own terms, if he feels he can handle that!!!!......one or two nites see your sweet new scorp guy....other nites see your Knight in shining armour scorp and another nite...try keep your peepers out for that elusive Mr. Aquar!! (make sure you tell Mr. Ex Scorp that you've changed quite a bit and there's lot of girly nites out for you these days) so he won't get suspicious that you are not there for him all the time.....talk about a feast or a famine......go feast......having said all the above I do know with arians that you are ever so truthful and shoot straight from the hip and are transparent in matters of the heart (unlike me or us aquarians!!) and once you become intimate with somebody, it's 110% them...so you may just want to be with your ex Mr. Scorp and that's fair enough....let me not sway you on that or be the devil's advocate!!!
I had a lovely weeks holidays in lots of ways....however, as for Mr. virgo, we are no more....I know I can hear you all say, fcukin hell....not again!! please!!!....or don't play it again sam!!! but this time it's for keeps. I won't go into the many ins and outs but it was to do mainly with his gambling problem....I felt he was using me for money, refused to lend him some and I saw his true colours (and they weren't pretty colours and his language towards me wa
OMG OMG she's back - my lady Alana is back in the saddle! Welcome my pal, I have so missed ya and even my lady Freebird hasn't been by to visit as often without you around.
Glad to hear you had good holidays, but so sad to hear about departing from Mr. Virgo. But I have to admit when I first read your post I thought EXACTLY what you wrote girl, in wanting to say "YA RIGHT - WHATEVER my lady" - it ain't over, you've just had another tiff! But after reading more of your post - it seems as tho you have reached this decision not lightly, but have searched for the answer that was revealled to you, in that's its over.
I'm sorry for that decision - but being the ever POSITIVE Ram (stupid woman I am) - I'm a sucker for a happy ending each & every time so I continue to hope amends can be made, but only YOU can decide if the hurtful things he has said & done can be forgiven, and whether you can both move forward. Just know that this little Ram supports YOU and whatever decision you make. (((Hugs))) my lady friend!
Freebird - where are you sunshine? Are you out misbehaving you fellow Ram— Updates please!!!
As for MOI.........a.k.a. Miss Popular - this is NOT the kinda popularity I want my ladies. But Alana, to your words about Mr. Aires - that is exactly how I feel about my young Mr. Scorp 'pal' and probably why things have not progressed to anything more than friendship. Its just not there for me, and he just doesn't turn my crank in a sexual way. And I know me VERY well - if it ain't there, it won't GROW there 😉
As for Mr. Scorp #1.........I repeat he IS the love of my life and I have already put those cards on the table my lady. I told him pretty straight forward in what was unacceptable in the past, what has changed in my life today, and what I want & need from him now. So I left it to him to answer those questions for himself. I am NOT waiting for him, I am continuing to move on with MY life but made my position perfectly clear to him. He IS my weakness (even confessed that to him) but things are either different this time around or this doesn't even get off the ground. I can only hope he wants the same thing (he's called me twice since this conversation, wanting to see me right away) to which I said "no". I'm not falling THAT fast this time around. This time little Ms. Ram is taking HER time. (PLUS you have no idea what this man does to me just being in his presence - those eyes, that body, that f'ken sexy stance, those kissed - OMG OMG OMG somebody stop me NOW!!!!) 😉
You know I 'pray' he and I will be - as I have always prayed for that and he has always lived in my soul, for he is my soul mate but like you said Alana - its either MY terms this time - or its goodbye!
As for Mr. Aqua - I guarantee you NOW that Mr. Scorp #1 is in the pic (semi in the pic) Mr. Aqua WILL re-appear at the club because that IS the story of my life. I've waited & waited for him to show, and was kinda glad I wasn't at the club the night he showed - gives him food for thought - a taste of his own medicine. But the story of MY life is always like you said Alana when you hit the nail on the head my lady - its either "feast OR famine" - so the question is WHAT am I hungry for today— 😉
Are you ladies ready to take this roller-coaster ride with me? But I gotta tell you - I have given up on keeping my seatbelt on, so if you're gonna ride with me, you're gonna have to keep yours off as well!
Ciao for now........
Nat
xoxo
Glad to hear you had good holidays, but so sad to hear about departing from Mr. Virgo. But I have to admit when I first read your post I thought EXACTLY what you wrote girl, in wanting to say "YA RIGHT - WHATEVER my lady" - it ain't over, you've just had another tiff! But after reading more of your post - it seems as tho you have reached this decision not lightly, but have searched for the answer that was revealled to you, in that's its over.
I'm sorry for that decision - but being the ever POSITIVE Ram (stupid woman I am) - I'm a sucker for a happy ending each & every time so I continue to hope amends can be made, but only YOU can decide if the hurtful things he has said & done can be forgiven, and whether you can both move forward. Just know that this little Ram supports YOU and whatever decision you make. (((Hugs))) my lady friend!
Freebird - where are you sunshine? Are you out misbehaving you fellow Ram— Updates please!!!
As for MOI.........a.k.a. Miss Popular - this is NOT the kinda popularity I want my ladies. But Alana, to your words about Mr. Aires - that is exactly how I feel about my young Mr. Scorp 'pal' and probably why things have not progressed to anything more than friendship. Its just not there for me, and he just doesn't turn my crank in a sexual way. And I know me VERY well - if it ain't there, it won't GROW there 😉
As for Mr. Scorp #1.........I repeat he IS the love of my life and I have already put those cards on the table my lady. I told him pretty straight forward in what was unacceptable in the past, what has changed in my life today, and what I want & need from him now. So I left it to him to answer those questions for himself. I am NOT waiting for him, I am continuing to move on with MY life but made my position perfectly clear to him. He IS my weakness (even confessed that to him) but things are either different this time around or this doesn't even get off the ground. I can only hope he wants the same thing (he's called me twice since this conversation, wanting to see me right away) to which I said "no". I'm not falling THAT fast this time around. This time little Ms. Ram is taking HER time. (PLUS you have no idea what this man does to me just being in his presence - those eyes, that body, that f'ken sexy stance, those kissed - OMG OMG OMG somebody stop me NOW!!!!) 😉
You know I 'pray' he and I will be - as I have always prayed for that and he has always lived in my soul, for he is my soul mate but like you said Alana - its either MY terms this time - or its goodbye!
As for Mr. Aqua - I guarantee you NOW that Mr. Scorp #1 is in the pic (semi in the pic) Mr. Aqua WILL re-appear at the club because that IS the story of my life. I've waited & waited for him to show, and was kinda glad I wasn't at the club the night he showed - gives him food for thought - a taste of his own medicine. But the story of MY life is always like you said Alana when you hit the nail on the head my lady - its either "feast OR famine" - so the question is WHAT am I hungry for today— 😉
Are you ladies ready to take this roller-coaster ride with me? But I gotta tell you - I have given up on keeping my seatbelt on, so if you're gonna ride with me, you're gonna have to keep yours off as well!
Ciao for now........
Nat
xoxo
Hello to N&A Ladies!
My goodness there is soooo much happening with the incredible "hot" ladies....not much new from this Aries girl here to report...I'm side~lining it for awhile...sittin out and eating walnuts (brain food). Took myself out of the relationship boggle to rest, emotionally.
The adventure with the Aquar. man is over..done...got off that ride. I think it was all a mind game for him....I had emailed him letting him know to not contact me in anyway...this was his challenge, to see if I would weaken and he would win. He kept after me...and then, he called me...I did not answer. He emailed me and I responded...silly me. He attained his goal now there is no need to play anymore...no more challenge. In a way, I am glad that I responded as it shows his true colors and I can see the "picture" better this way. I now KNOW that I will not proceed any further with this person. As they say, everything happens for a reason.
Isn't it wondermous to have our friend, Alana back? 🙂 yep..and Nat tooooo...the gang is all here.
Yes, Nat..I am ready to take the rollercoaster ride with you...seatbelt? after the ride I was just on? you got to be kidding...I'm gonna ride your ride standing UP! I can handle it...what doesn't kill us will make us stronger. Maybe we should all comsume large quanities of spinach before the adventure begins. Ya think? An aries is not living fully if not involved in an adventure of some type and I am thinking this may be true also of Aquar. (Alana).
We had such a beautiful day here today...it was in the upper 70's. A friend from the gym (pisces man) had offered about a week ago to go to the park with me to show me an old mill from the turn of the century. I had put my camera in my trunk for the moment when we would go. Well, today was that day. I took a lot of pictures and boy, was he a gentlemen. He carried my camera bag, held my hand when climbing up the hills...I felt protected and cared for. I must say that I noticed a huge difference between him and the aqua. guy. Okay ladies you maybe wondering if this is a new guy for me. No..it is not. We are just pals and it feels so good to just have pals to hang with...so much easier to. Nothing to worry about..spend time and then go home...see them again...go home.
Girls, I am tired and I will write more in the AM...so good to hear from you both and your exciting adventures.
Be well...((((((hugs)))))))
Look ladies...NO SEATBELTS! 🙂
Freebirdenit.
My goodness there is soooo much happening with the incredible "hot" ladies....not much new from this Aries girl here to report...I'm side~lining it for awhile...sittin out and eating walnuts (brain food). Took myself out of the relationship boggle to rest, emotionally.
The adventure with the Aquar. man is over..done...got off that ride. I think it was all a mind game for him....I had emailed him letting him know to not contact me in anyway...this was his challenge, to see if I would weaken and he would win. He kept after me...and then, he called me...I did not answer. He emailed me and I responded...silly me. He attained his goal now there is no need to play anymore...no more challenge. In a way, I am glad that I responded as it shows his true colors and I can see the "picture" better this way. I now KNOW that I will not proceed any further with this person. As they say, everything happens for a reason.
Isn't it wondermous to have our friend, Alana back? 🙂 yep..and Nat tooooo...the gang is all here.
Yes, Nat..I am ready to take the rollercoaster ride with you...seatbelt? after the ride I was just on? you got to be kidding...I'm gonna ride your ride standing UP! I can handle it...what doesn't kill us will make us stronger. Maybe we should all comsume large quanities of spinach before the adventure begins. Ya think? An aries is not living fully if not involved in an adventure of some type and I am thinking this may be true also of Aquar. (Alana).
We had such a beautiful day here today...it was in the upper 70's. A friend from the gym (pisces man) had offered about a week ago to go to the park with me to show me an old mill from the turn of the century. I had put my camera in my trunk for the moment when we would go. Well, today was that day. I took a lot of pictures and boy, was he a gentlemen. He carried my camera bag, held my hand when climbing up the hills...I felt protected and cared for. I must say that I noticed a huge difference between him and the aqua. guy. Okay ladies you maybe wondering if this is a new guy for me. No..it is not. We are just pals and it feels so good to just have pals to hang with...so much easier to. Nothing to worry about..spend time and then go home...see them again...go home.
Girls, I am tired and I will write more in the AM...so good to hear from you both and your exciting adventures.
Be well...((((((hugs)))))))
Look ladies...NO SEATBELTS! 🙂
Freebirdenit.
Hello to you my dear Natash today and sooooo soooo nice to read yours and Freebirds chirpings:-)!!!
And yes, I am ready for your ride......it's life at the cutting egde with us three missys:-)!!!! Take us or leave us.....but you ain't ever gonna forget us!!!:-)
I am so glad that you haven't jumped in straight away with ex Mr. Scorp.....make him wait, make him chase, make him SO want you that his tongue will be drooling....I am sure he has a long tongue:-) - those scorpions do!!!!....and as you say, this time round it's on your own terms - you've laid your cards on the table....you have grown and changed so much since he was last with you.....but I certainly do understand the sexual thing with the scorpion....I only had one (that I know of!!) - I kid you not, he was another pony-tailed guy, antonio banderas look-alike with beautiful brown eyes..he reminded me of a stallion to be honest....he oozed sex appeal....he'd carry me up about 40 steps to his place, open the wine, we'd have lovely chats and then it was passion galore....he was into the kama sutra!!!! Anyway, I knew he was a player at the time and so was I!! at that time!!...so it suited us both....then one night he told me he would never be seeing me again as his fiance and wife to be was coming over to Dublin to live with him - he was foreign!!!! I seen him in town once with the wife!! talk about chalk and cheese....he was so gorgeous and she was so plain but there you go...love is blind!!!! We walked past each other....he caught my eye and I caught his and we just smiled knowingly at each other!!!!
And yes, no doubt, as soon as you get your Mr. Scorpio back, who will come a-knocking but Mr. Aquarius....that's the way.....that's always the way.......I think the song "It's raining men" should be your theme song for the moment:-) The one good thing about Mr. Aquar is if you tell him you are with another guy, he will still want to be friends with you...aquarians always remains friends with their ex-lovers...and then supposing you did finish with Mr. Scorp (which I very much hope you won't) - well you woudl still have Mr. Aquarius in the wings as such.....oh gosh oh my!!!
So you want a happy ending for me and Mr. Virgo....you cinderella girl:-) Well, as I told you up until yesterday, I really felt so indifferent towards him. But today is the first day, well hang my head in shame!!!, but some miss-you pangs are setting in!!! I think mainly it's because it's the weekend and I always spent it with him that I am missing him today....My phone rang three times earlier in work on private no. and twice last nite - when I answer, somebody is there just listening but won't talk.....that is Mr. Virgo's trademark!!! Anyway, I feel that if I can make it through this weekend without him, I will be over the bridge.....and won't look back.....I am not going to go to any clubs or pubs where I know he would be as like yourself, just one look at that sexual presence....uugh.....hate that sexual hold he has over me....
Mr. Aries thinks I am meeting him over the weekend - fcukin hell....will have to come up with an excuse for that.....
And the other 18 year old Mr. Aries rang during the week to ask me would I like to go for a drink with him tomoro nite.....as I said his mother is only 39, one year older than me...so I don't think so!!!
There's a guy called Nigel also who wants to take me out to dinner on Sunday....but I just don't like the sound of his voice on the phone....I've never met him and an ex gave him my no.....the ex says he's supposed to be very attractive, owns his own construction firm etc....but the same ex tried to fix me up with a model!! before and he turned out to be like Soemthing from Frankenstein....!!!! I did a runner on hiim from the pub!!!! One of my main turn ons is if a man has a sexy voice.....
I really would just like to go out with my girlfriends to a club - to meet no past lovers........and
And yes, I am ready for your ride......it's life at the cutting egde with us three missys:-)!!!! Take us or leave us.....but you ain't ever gonna forget us!!!:-)
I am so glad that you haven't jumped in straight away with ex Mr. Scorp.....make him wait, make him chase, make him SO want you that his tongue will be drooling....I am sure he has a long tongue:-) - those scorpions do!!!!....and as you say, this time round it's on your own terms - you've laid your cards on the table....you have grown and changed so much since he was last with you.....but I certainly do understand the sexual thing with the scorpion....I only had one (that I know of!!) - I kid you not, he was another pony-tailed guy, antonio banderas look-alike with beautiful brown eyes..he reminded me of a stallion to be honest....he oozed sex appeal....he'd carry me up about 40 steps to his place, open the wine, we'd have lovely chats and then it was passion galore....he was into the kama sutra!!!! Anyway, I knew he was a player at the time and so was I!! at that time!!...so it suited us both....then one night he told me he would never be seeing me again as his fiance and wife to be was coming over to Dublin to live with him - he was foreign!!!! I seen him in town once with the wife!! talk about chalk and cheese....he was so gorgeous and she was so plain but there you go...love is blind!!!! We walked past each other....he caught my eye and I caught his and we just smiled knowingly at each other!!!!
And yes, no doubt, as soon as you get your Mr. Scorpio back, who will come a-knocking but Mr. Aquarius....that's the way.....that's always the way.......I think the song "It's raining men" should be your theme song for the moment:-) The one good thing about Mr. Aquar is if you tell him you are with another guy, he will still want to be friends with you...aquarians always remains friends with their ex-lovers...and then supposing you did finish with Mr. Scorp (which I very much hope you won't) - well you woudl still have Mr. Aquarius in the wings as such.....oh gosh oh my!!!
So you want a happy ending for me and Mr. Virgo....you cinderella girl:-) Well, as I told you up until yesterday, I really felt so indifferent towards him. But today is the first day, well hang my head in shame!!!, but some miss-you pangs are setting in!!! I think mainly it's because it's the weekend and I always spent it with him that I am missing him today....My phone rang three times earlier in work on private no. and twice last nite - when I answer, somebody is there just listening but won't talk.....that is Mr. Virgo's trademark!!! Anyway, I feel that if I can make it through this weekend without him, I will be over the bridge.....and won't look back.....I am not going to go to any clubs or pubs where I know he would be as like yourself, just one look at that sexual presence....uugh.....hate that sexual hold he has over me....
Mr. Aries thinks I am meeting him over the weekend - fcukin hell....will have to come up with an excuse for that.....
And the other 18 year old Mr. Aries rang during the week to ask me would I like to go for a drink with him tomoro nite.....as I said his mother is only 39, one year older than me...so I don't think so!!!
There's a guy called Nigel also who wants to take me out to dinner on Sunday....but I just don't like the sound of his voice on the phone....I've never met him and an ex gave him my no.....the ex says he's supposed to be very attractive, owns his own construction firm etc....but the same ex tried to fix me up with a model!! before and he turned out to be like Soemthing from Frankenstein....!!!! I did a runner on hiim from the pub!!!! One of my main turn ons is if a man has a sexy voice.....
I really would just like to go out with my girlfriends to a club - to meet no past lovers........and
Happy Friday my Ladies!
Its another BUSY day here at the office but just wanted to drop by & say have A GREAT WILD WEEKEND you sexy beauties & keep those seatbelts OFF 😉
Freebird - nice to hear from you! Glad to hear you are taking time out for yourself. We all need healing time, or better put, perspective time. Take pleasure in the simple things with your Pisces friend - stop & smell the roses, & walk in the rain. Happy & positive WARM thoughts are sent to you my friend. 🙂
Alana - I look forward to hearing more about your lovestory with Mr. Virgo. I am Cinderella in disguise my Lady, waiting for my true prince, as I continue to await news from you that you & Mr. Virgo are once more together!
My Mr. Ex Scorp called me last nite wanting to get together for a drink/coffee, but I put him off again. Wasn't in the mood for company, needed a night to myself. When he asked about my Fri nite plans - I told him its 'gals' nite out, so he says he has a family commitment on Saturday, can I see you on Monday nite? I'll cook you dinner, we can talk - ya right - and I'm sure "I" am the dessert) hmmmhmmmm. Bring it on baby - so I said yes to Monday nite dinner. Hold onto your hats ladies (never mind your seatbelts) cuz you will feel the sexual wind blowing all the way in Europe come Monday nite. I can't wait to sink my teeth (literally) into this fcken hunk of a man! Oh how I've missed him. Let him show me, how much he's missed ME 😉
But until then.........its gals night out, bring on the drink, bring on the music, and bring on Mr. Aqua cuz Ms. Ram here is feeling pretty randy again, pretty
C O N F I D E N T (not sure my head will fit thru the doors at the club) 😉
As for my 'puppy-dog' scorp friend - just gonna continue to be his friend because he IS an absolute sweetheart, and a real gem. I sometimes wish I did have those sexual thoughts about him, but like you said my Lady A - it just isn't there and I can't help that.
Again, have a FABULOUS weekend full of whatever YOU need it to be about my special friends. (((Hugs)))) and (((Kisses))) to you both!
Nat
xoxo
Its another BUSY day here at the office but just wanted to drop by & say have A GREAT WILD WEEKEND you sexy beauties & keep those seatbelts OFF 😉
Freebird - nice to hear from you! Glad to hear you are taking time out for yourself. We all need healing time, or better put, perspective time. Take pleasure in the simple things with your Pisces friend - stop & smell the roses, & walk in the rain. Happy & positive WARM thoughts are sent to you my friend. 🙂
Alana - I look forward to hearing more about your lovestory with Mr. Virgo. I am Cinderella in disguise my Lady, waiting for my true prince, as I continue to await news from you that you & Mr. Virgo are once more together!
My Mr. Ex Scorp called me last nite wanting to get together for a drink/coffee, but I put him off again. Wasn't in the mood for company, needed a night to myself. When he asked about my Fri nite plans - I told him its 'gals' nite out, so he says he has a family commitment on Saturday, can I see you on Monday nite? I'll cook you dinner, we can talk - ya right - and I'm sure "I" am the dessert) hmmmhmmmm. Bring it on baby - so I said yes to Monday nite dinner. Hold onto your hats ladies (never mind your seatbelts) cuz you will feel the sexual wind blowing all the way in Europe come Monday nite. I can't wait to sink my teeth (literally) into this fcken hunk of a man! Oh how I've missed him. Let him show me, how much he's missed ME 😉
But until then.........its gals night out, bring on the drink, bring on the music, and bring on Mr. Aqua cuz Ms. Ram here is feeling pretty randy again, pretty
C O N F I D E N T (not sure my head will fit thru the doors at the club) 😉
As for my 'puppy-dog' scorp friend - just gonna continue to be his friend because he IS an absolute sweetheart, and a real gem. I sometimes wish I did have those sexual thoughts about him, but like you said my Lady A - it just isn't there and I can't help that.
Again, have a FABULOUS weekend full of whatever YOU need it to be about my special friends. (((Hugs)))) and (((Kisses))) to you both!
Nat
xoxo
Well hello again my beautiful Ladies Alana & Freebird. How are you my friends? Anything new to report
in your wonderful lives? Please tell me you both had a wonderful, exciting, adventurous weekend?? 🙂
Ms. Ram here has news to report.....
Firstly....I had a great weekend with friends but unfortunately have to admit that once again Mr. Aqua did not show
up at the Club this past weekend. I think he's disappeared, or he has set out to sea, sailing along his
own journey, not even thinking of Ms. Ram or what we once shared. I still think of him often, still miss our
talks, but Mr. Aqua is beginning to fade my Ladies. Could it be because Mr. Ex Scorp has me pre-occupied? 😉
Which brings us to Mr. Scorp of course....well, altho I spent the weekend with my friends, I did see Mr. Ex Scorp
Monday nite - and what a nite it was!!
I accepted his invite for dinner at his place - and what a romantic eve it was!
He cooked me dinner - a great seafood pasta dish, crusty bread, ENDLESS VINO (OMG I still feel tipsy).
Candles buring everywhere, soft music playing in the background, fire buring in the fireplace, but I assure
it was burning between us too 😉 Ohhhhhhhh what this man does to me!!!!! I felt so alive again.
Being in his arms, kissing those yummy lips, and my ladies tell me you heard the f'ken FIREWORKS all the way
in Europe————? Tell me please!!!
Mr. Ex Scorp has always been a very passionate & intense lover who knows how to rock my world - but on this nite
I saw a gentleness to him, a peace within him that I haven't seen before. He couldn't let go, he couldn't stop
touching, feeling, holding me. Can you imagine a better way to fall asleep than in such a place of HEAVEN??
We fell asleep in each others arms & all I can say is: I LOVE THIS MAN WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL!! If there has
ever been any doubt in MY mind. There is no more. I think I have denied admitting that, even to myself, for
fear. Fear of feeling that strongly for someone who hurts & loves me in the same moment. Am I making ANY sense
my ladies—? STOP me now, for I am beginning to make a fool of myself!
But how can I ignore a sense of belonging with him, a feeling of this is where I have ALWAYS belonged. His touch,
his kisses,his face, his arms around me are priceless!! And we won't even begin on THOSE EYES and the way he looks
into my eyes and makes my heart melt! I love the kind of father he is to his kids, the kind of son he is to his
mother and how he takes care of her. I love the big brother he is to his sisters, and what he is to everyone else
in his life. But will he ever BE that for himself. This is a man who has denied himself his OWN happiness for the
sake of his kids and THEIR needs.
Mr. Ex Scorp and I have NEVER exchanged the "L" word. I admit MY feelings to you my Ladies, and only to you how I feel
about this man. But somehow that unspoken language between us only makes us closer - if even that makes ANY sense??
So my Ladies, Ms. Ram is back on Cloud 9 floating aimlessly beyond the clouds into a land called LA-LA Land!
No seatbelt, and the roller-coaster ride has begun once more. I'm feeling scared, I'm feeling terrified again, terrified
of losing him once more - YET my heart knows this is where I belong. But does HE know it this time for sure??
We agreed to take things "one day @ a time" - and as much as I want to enjoy the 'moment' (for thats all we truly have in
this life) my fear is paralyzing me. I know my heart is strong enuf, should he walk away again this time, BUT is my
heart strong enuf to BE with him, for I am putty in his hands - and my Lady Ram does not like to feel this weak!!
You know you lucky ladies will be kept informed as I embark on yet another journey with Mr. Ex Scorp, and need my dear wise
in your wonderful lives? Please tell me you both had a wonderful, exciting, adventurous weekend?? 🙂
Ms. Ram here has news to report.....
Firstly....I had a great weekend with friends but unfortunately have to admit that once again Mr. Aqua did not show
up at the Club this past weekend. I think he's disappeared, or he has set out to sea, sailing along his
own journey, not even thinking of Ms. Ram or what we once shared. I still think of him often, still miss our
talks, but Mr. Aqua is beginning to fade my Ladies. Could it be because Mr. Ex Scorp has me pre-occupied? 😉
Which brings us to Mr. Scorp of course....well, altho I spent the weekend with my friends, I did see Mr. Ex Scorp
Monday nite - and what a nite it was!!
I accepted his invite for dinner at his place - and what a romantic eve it was!
He cooked me dinner - a great seafood pasta dish, crusty bread, ENDLESS VINO (OMG I still feel tipsy).
Candles buring everywhere, soft music playing in the background, fire buring in the fireplace, but I assure
it was burning between us too 😉 Ohhhhhhhh what this man does to me!!!!! I felt so alive again.
Being in his arms, kissing those yummy lips, and my ladies tell me you heard the f'ken FIREWORKS all the way
in Europe————? Tell me please!!!
Mr. Ex Scorp has always been a very passionate & intense lover who knows how to rock my world - but on this nite
I saw a gentleness to him, a peace within him that I haven't seen before. He couldn't let go, he couldn't stop
touching, feeling, holding me. Can you imagine a better way to fall asleep than in such a place of HEAVEN??
We fell asleep in each others arms & all I can say is: I LOVE THIS MAN WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL!! If there has
ever been any doubt in MY mind. There is no more. I think I have denied admitting that, even to myself, for
fear. Fear of feeling that strongly for someone who hurts & loves me in the same moment. Am I making ANY sense
my ladies—? STOP me now, for I am beginning to make a fool of myself!
But how can I ignore a sense of belonging with him, a feeling of this is where I have ALWAYS belonged. His touch,
his kisses,his face, his arms around me are priceless!! And we won't even begin on THOSE EYES and the way he looks
into my eyes and makes my heart melt! I love the kind of father he is to his kids, the kind of son he is to his
mother and how he takes care of her. I love the big brother he is to his sisters, and what he is to everyone else
in his life. But will he ever BE that for himself. This is a man who has denied himself his OWN happiness for the
sake of his kids and THEIR needs.
Mr. Ex Scorp and I have NEVER exchanged the "L" word. I admit MY feelings to you my Ladies, and only to you how I feel
about this man. But somehow that unspoken language between us only makes us closer - if even that makes ANY sense??
So my Ladies, Ms. Ram is back on Cloud 9 floating aimlessly beyond the clouds into a land called LA-LA Land!
No seatbelt, and the roller-coaster ride has begun once more. I'm feeling scared, I'm feeling terrified again, terrified
of losing him once more - YET my heart knows this is where I belong. But does HE know it this time for sure??
We agreed to take things "one day @ a time" - and as much as I want to enjoy the 'moment' (for thats all we truly have in
this life) my fear is paralyzing me. I know my heart is strong enuf, should he walk away again this time, BUT is my
heart strong enuf to BE with him, for I am putty in his hands - and my Lady Ram does not like to feel this weak!!
You know you lucky ladies will be kept informed as I embark on yet another journey with Mr. Ex Scorp, and need my dear wise
My Dear Lovely Natasha,
OMG...what an incredible journey you are on Ms. Fantastic Ram! I so loved and enjoyed reading your very heart touching moments of you and sexy Mr. Scorp. I so hope someday to be sharing those same feelings and expressing those lovely words with a special someone. Whew...my computer is all fogged up...I must wipe it clean so that I may type my thoughts here...still foggy! You got some hot steam going on over there young fire girl! Spread the heat will ya? 🙂
If you don't mind I sure would like to respond to something you said...heck, you are a ram..you appreciate honesty so here goes my Lady. First of all, Mr. Scorp has the "hots" for you...know it and know YOU are the PRIZE...he never would have done what he did for you that night if he didn't care. No one puts that much effort into another person for the "heck of it" I sure wouldn't would you? nope, didn't think so. Okay, next thought...FEAR = FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL....it does not exist until you allow to in your mind. Think GOOD thoughts and that is what you will receive...ALWAYS. If you fear he will walk out on you again, he will...this is what is called the self-fulfilling prophecy. C'mon my sweet loveable lamb...know you are to be together and see that...feel that...let it keep you alive...and it will happen. 🙂 That is all I wanted to share with you on that...
So, gosh....what a fantastic, romantic night you shared..sounds like a scene from a movie...well, it was, it was YOUR movie that you created! You could have sold tickets! Let me know next time and I will forsure sell the house out. 😉
Thanks for sharing you with us...I have a feeling that you really do not need us to help guide you on your journey as you are the Prize and you have control my Lady Ram. However, if you need us we are here always for YOU....🙂
As far as my relationship with Mr. Aqua...I have not seen him for awhile...I am in my mode, finding me....enjoying my quiet time...resting...recharging. My relationship with him became such a distraction that I was not focusing on me so I needed to move away, detach myself to take care of myself. I am doing well and enjoying my moments of growth. For now, I will enjoy YOUR and Alana's exciting stories of life....keep 'em coming PLEASE!
Time to click off for the moment...hopefully Alana will make her lovely voice heard as well and soon!
Hugs to my special Lady friends TTFN 😉
Freebird~
OMG...what an incredible journey you are on Ms. Fantastic Ram! I so loved and enjoyed reading your very heart touching moments of you and sexy Mr. Scorp. I so hope someday to be sharing those same feelings and expressing those lovely words with a special someone. Whew...my computer is all fogged up...I must wipe it clean so that I may type my thoughts here...still foggy! You got some hot steam going on over there young fire girl! Spread the heat will ya? 🙂
If you don't mind I sure would like to respond to something you said...heck, you are a ram..you appreciate honesty so here goes my Lady. First of all, Mr. Scorp has the "hots" for you...know it and know YOU are the PRIZE...he never would have done what he did for you that night if he didn't care. No one puts that much effort into another person for the "heck of it" I sure wouldn't would you? nope, didn't think so. Okay, next thought...FEAR = FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL....it does not exist until you allow to in your mind. Think GOOD thoughts and that is what you will receive...ALWAYS. If you fear he will walk out on you again, he will...this is what is called the self-fulfilling prophecy. C'mon my sweet loveable lamb...know you are to be together and see that...feel that...let it keep you alive...and it will happen. 🙂 That is all I wanted to share with you on that...
So, gosh....what a fantastic, romantic night you shared..sounds like a scene from a movie...well, it was, it was YOUR movie that you created! You could have sold tickets! Let me know next time and I will forsure sell the house out. 😉
Thanks for sharing you with us...I have a feeling that you really do not need us to help guide you on your journey as you are the Prize and you have control my Lady Ram. However, if you need us we are here always for YOU....🙂
As far as my relationship with Mr. Aqua...I have not seen him for awhile...I am in my mode, finding me....enjoying my quiet time...resting...recharging. My relationship with him became such a distraction that I was not focusing on me so I needed to move away, detach myself to take care of myself. I am doing well and enjoying my moments of growth. For now, I will enjoy YOUR and Alana's exciting stories of life....keep 'em coming PLEASE!
Time to click off for the moment...hopefully Alana will make her lovely voice heard as well and soon!
Hugs to my special Lady friends TTFN 😉
Freebird~
Hello to you la-la, lu-la ram - come down from that cloud 9 for a moment!!!! My dearest friend Natasha, I was so delighted to read your wonderful account of the nite of "The PASSION" with Mr. Scorp. Gone with the wind, love-story! all rolled into one. Mills and Boon may want the script for their next book!!!:-)
Funny enough, I seen fireworks over yonder in my sky and I just knew they were canadian!!!!:-)
But it is wonderful when two people connect not just on a superficial level or physical....but when all the senses come into play - you both seemed to be caught up in the momenet every which way, physically, mentally, emotionally, even spiritually.......when that happens, it's sheer magic and oh yes, falling asleep together in his arms, there's nothing so good as that feeling......I am so happy for you and him...I bet he went home with a big smile on his face...and you are right to take it a day at a time....so keep flying on your fluffy clouds - I bet you look radiant too - all those lovely chemicals released into your bloodstream, nothing sexier...:-)
And naturally you are a little fearful....if it should fall apart.....when we are deleriously happy we are always aware that that the feeling may not last, that something bad might happen, but that's not written in stone or blood......there are happy ever afters lots of times...and hey, aren't you the quintessential Ms. Cinderella - so it has to be:-)
As for Mr. Aqua and him not showing.....does it really matter that much now as you say, if the feelings you have for Mr. Scorp are so strong.....fine if he does and fine if he doesn't......for the moment anyway!!:-)
Now to my crazy weekend.........
I have two stories that are intertwined a bit so I will start with the Mr. Aries guy.....all my girlfriends actually went away to Glasgow at the weekend so I was at a bit of a loose end.....naturally Mr. Aries keeps ringing and asking me out - and as Mr. Virgo hadn't actually rang.....(well except for his silent phonecalls - he rings, I say hello, silence...but I know it's him coz I can hear his bloody budgie in the background chirping!!) so I decided to go out with him for drink.........I wanted to go to pictures but he had hurt his back and couldn't really sit for more than 20 minutes....so we got pizza and wine and went back to his and watched Mississipi Burning but even as I am talking with Mr. Aries, I am thinking I don't want to go to bed with you, I don't fancy you, I am almost repulsed by him and as I say, he's not frankensteinish in any way - he's just not my cup of tea!!! So I gulped back my wine and got a bit drunk and stayed overnite - silly moo me.
Next day I go outside Mr. Aries home and who's walking past...only Mr. Virgo's Uncle!!..he asks me to go for coffee with him - as it's only 11-ish I agree..., you should see this man - a site to behold!!!...he's about 50, but sugar-daddy's are only trotting after him!!!...........He's the original medallion man........his red shirt is halfway open showing off all the hair and the gold necklaces...he's more jewellery on his hands than a king and queen rolled into one!!!! The hair is brilled, the john travolta smile - everyone he meets on the road he starts talking to and slapping them on the back!!!!- I am aware that people are staring at him as we walk to coffee shop........He is surprised to hear that Mr. Virgo and I are not together.......next he takes my hand across the table and asks me will I go with hiim to his place either now or later that nite - we will have drinks and make mad passionate love!!!!! I reply - sorry I am not looking for that and Mr. Virgo wouldn't be pleased if he knew what you were up to...he replies he doesn't care what Mr. Virgo thinks..he always fancied me...I make another rapid departure!!! (talk about keeping it in the family!!!)..........and I am really down when I go home.......I know it's because I keep being with Mr. Aries in-between!! when I don't
Funny enough, I seen fireworks over yonder in my sky and I just knew they were canadian!!!!:-)
But it is wonderful when two people connect not just on a superficial level or physical....but when all the senses come into play - you both seemed to be caught up in the momenet every which way, physically, mentally, emotionally, even spiritually.......when that happens, it's sheer magic and oh yes, falling asleep together in his arms, there's nothing so good as that feeling......I am so happy for you and him...I bet he went home with a big smile on his face...and you are right to take it a day at a time....so keep flying on your fluffy clouds - I bet you look radiant too - all those lovely chemicals released into your bloodstream, nothing sexier...:-)
And naturally you are a little fearful....if it should fall apart.....when we are deleriously happy we are always aware that that the feeling may not last, that something bad might happen, but that's not written in stone or blood......there are happy ever afters lots of times...and hey, aren't you the quintessential Ms. Cinderella - so it has to be:-)
As for Mr. Aqua and him not showing.....does it really matter that much now as you say, if the feelings you have for Mr. Scorp are so strong.....fine if he does and fine if he doesn't......for the moment anyway!!:-)
Now to my crazy weekend.........
I have two stories that are intertwined a bit so I will start with the Mr. Aries guy.....all my girlfriends actually went away to Glasgow at the weekend so I was at a bit of a loose end.....naturally Mr. Aries keeps ringing and asking me out - and as Mr. Virgo hadn't actually rang.....(well except for his silent phonecalls - he rings, I say hello, silence...but I know it's him coz I can hear his bloody budgie in the background chirping!!) so I decided to go out with him for drink.........I wanted to go to pictures but he had hurt his back and couldn't really sit for more than 20 minutes....so we got pizza and wine and went back to his and watched Mississipi Burning but even as I am talking with Mr. Aries, I am thinking I don't want to go to bed with you, I don't fancy you, I am almost repulsed by him and as I say, he's not frankensteinish in any way - he's just not my cup of tea!!! So I gulped back my wine and got a bit drunk and stayed overnite - silly moo me.
Next day I go outside Mr. Aries home and who's walking past...only Mr. Virgo's Uncle!!..he asks me to go for coffee with him - as it's only 11-ish I agree..., you should see this man - a site to behold!!!...he's about 50, but sugar-daddy's are only trotting after him!!!...........He's the original medallion man........his red shirt is halfway open showing off all the hair and the gold necklaces...he's more jewellery on his hands than a king and queen rolled into one!!!! The hair is brilled, the john travolta smile - everyone he meets on the road he starts talking to and slapping them on the back!!!!- I am aware that people are staring at him as we walk to coffee shop........He is surprised to hear that Mr. Virgo and I are not together.......next he takes my hand across the table and asks me will I go with hiim to his place either now or later that nite - we will have drinks and make mad passionate love!!!!! I reply - sorry I am not looking for that and Mr. Virgo wouldn't be pleased if he knew what you were up to...he replies he doesn't care what Mr. Virgo thinks..he always fancied me...I make another rapid departure!!! (talk about keeping it in the family!!!)..........and I am really down when I go home.......I know it's because I keep being with Mr. Aries in-between!! when I don't
Top of the morning to you my ladies! Thank you both for your posts and your take on things with Mr. Ex Scorp.
I feel so lucky to have such wise & warm fuzzy friends sending me good wishes and thoughts. Ms. Ram (and in Mr. Scorps arms, I am a little 'lamb') is taking & enjoying each moment as it comes. Thinking POSITIVE thoughts because I do know that he and I do belong together - and we will get it right one day. But for the moment, I am enjoying the ray of sunshine in my life, enjoying all that he adds to my life, and all that he is to ME. Perhaps the time apart from one another was something we both needed to appreciate BEING in each others once more. For whatever the universe has in store for us - I await, and welcome with open arms - and an open heart! For a love like this, is worth the hurt & the joy it can bring. What's the saying my Ladies - "better to have loved & lost, then never to have loved at all"!
Freebird - you continue to sound so at peace with yourself, in such a state of calm my Lady. I'm sorry Mr. Aqua brought so much 'confusion & distraction' into your life, and continue to wish better things for you my dear friend. Smile darlin - cuz you never know who's falling in love with your smile right NOW and will find your 'feathers' all to irresistible 😉
Alana - oh my Lady there is never a dull moment in your wonderful life! Sounds like Mr. Virgo is on his way back into your life and perhaps your heart? You know Mr. Aires is not for you, and as for Mr. Virgo's uncle - slam dunk the b.a.s.t.a.r.d. my Lady, and just move on to where you BELONG - where you KNOW you belong - with Mr. Virgo. Don't hold back what's bothering you from him. As you've always said - he is your FRIEND, as well as your lover. Let your 'friend' help make sense of what sits in your heart, or of what troubles you - as I'm sure he so wants to BE there for you, and so wants to BE with you! Can you confess you want to be with him & miss him so— Mr. Aires is just as you have said - an 'in-between'. I think my Lady deserves more than to be with just an 'in-between'!! 🙂
I am "Cinderella" my Ladies - and believe with ALL my heart in 'ever afters'. Fate brings things/people into our lives for a purpose, but WE choose the course of our own destiny. So how about we embark into the twilight zone called LIFE together?? Together, let's MAKE happen what we want to have happen in our lives, without fear, without doubt. Do I have any takers? And let's be honest, with the WILL of these three Missy's........do they even stand a chance? 😉
I look forward to hearing more from you.....until then ladies, (((hugs))).
Nat
xoxo
I feel so lucky to have such wise & warm fuzzy friends sending me good wishes and thoughts. Ms. Ram (and in Mr. Scorps arms, I am a little 'lamb') is taking & enjoying each moment as it comes. Thinking POSITIVE thoughts because I do know that he and I do belong together - and we will get it right one day. But for the moment, I am enjoying the ray of sunshine in my life, enjoying all that he adds to my life, and all that he is to ME. Perhaps the time apart from one another was something we both needed to appreciate BEING in each others once more. For whatever the universe has in store for us - I await, and welcome with open arms - and an open heart! For a love like this, is worth the hurt & the joy it can bring. What's the saying my Ladies - "better to have loved & lost, then never to have loved at all"!
Freebird - you continue to sound so at peace with yourself, in such a state of calm my Lady. I'm sorry Mr. Aqua brought so much 'confusion & distraction' into your life, and continue to wish better things for you my dear friend. Smile darlin - cuz you never know who's falling in love with your smile right NOW and will find your 'feathers' all to irresistible 😉
Alana - oh my Lady there is never a dull moment in your wonderful life! Sounds like Mr. Virgo is on his way back into your life and perhaps your heart? You know Mr. Aires is not for you, and as for Mr. Virgo's uncle - slam dunk the b.a.s.t.a.r.d. my Lady, and just move on to where you BELONG - where you KNOW you belong - with Mr. Virgo. Don't hold back what's bothering you from him. As you've always said - he is your FRIEND, as well as your lover. Let your 'friend' help make sense of what sits in your heart, or of what troubles you - as I'm sure he so wants to BE there for you, and so wants to BE with you! Can you confess you want to be with him & miss him so— Mr. Aires is just as you have said - an 'in-between'. I think my Lady deserves more than to be with just an 'in-between'!! 🙂
I am "Cinderella" my Ladies - and believe with ALL my heart in 'ever afters'. Fate brings things/people into our lives for a purpose, but WE choose the course of our own destiny. So how about we embark into the twilight zone called LIFE together?? Together, let's MAKE happen what we want to have happen in our lives, without fear, without doubt. Do I have any takers? And let's be honest, with the WILL of these three Missy's........do they even stand a chance? 😉
I look forward to hearing more from you.....until then ladies, (((hugs))).
Nat
xoxo
Hello to you Natash today and forgive me but this has to be a so quicky....the big boss is back today and we are up to our eyes.
So I say to you keep cinderella-ing....you uplift everyones heart with your so positive and chirpy positive vibes and I am sure you will be uplifting something else somethings:-)!!over the weekend with your Mr. Scorp - enjoy the sizzle to its sizzzliest:-)!!
I have come to a decision re Mr. Aries and Mr. Virgo - I have written a good-bye, end it letter, in the nicest possible way I can to Mr. Aries - I will either give it to him face to face or pop it in the letter-box, depending on the courage-mode at the weekend. I have decided that i wil meet and talk with Mr. Virgo also - I am not saying to get back, even if it's just for closure and say good-bye properly.....shouting and roaring on one of dublin's main street about money and gambling was not the best way to end it....even if it was his fault!!!
So my lady......until we cyber again....won't be till next thursday as it's St. Patrick's day on Wednesay and a bank holiday here in Irealand so not back till thursday - keep ramming and slamming:-)
Ciao my beautiful friends.
Alana x
So I say to you keep cinderella-ing....you uplift everyones heart with your so positive and chirpy positive vibes and I am sure you will be uplifting something else somethings:-)!!over the weekend with your Mr. Scorp - enjoy the sizzle to its sizzzliest:-)!!
I have come to a decision re Mr. Aries and Mr. Virgo - I have written a good-bye, end it letter, in the nicest possible way I can to Mr. Aries - I will either give it to him face to face or pop it in the letter-box, depending on the courage-mode at the weekend. I have decided that i wil meet and talk with Mr. Virgo also - I am not saying to get back, even if it's just for closure and say good-bye properly.....shouting and roaring on one of dublin's main street about money and gambling was not the best way to end it....even if it was his fault!!!
So my lady......until we cyber again....won't be till next thursday as it's St. Patrick's day on Wednesay and a bank holiday here in Irealand so not back till thursday - keep ramming and slamming:-)
Ciao my beautiful friends.
Alana x
Howdy my beautiful ladies Freebird & Alana - how are you both doing this fine week?
Alana - have you written that letter to Mr. Aires & delivered it? And please tell me you've connected with Mr. Virgo to talk things out? I await some positive news from you my Lady!
Freebird - hello my feathered friend, are you still sailing in that peaceful land? How was your weekend - do anything exciting as only a Ram can do?
Will TRY to make my update brief (ya, right they say)....but I was so hoping to connect with Mr. Ex Scorp this past weekend, but kinda hard to do when I have NOT heard from him since our beautiful, romantic, out-of-this-planet, night together last Monday. Ohhhhhhhhh how this brings back to some BAD memories with him. You cannot begin to imagine what evil thoughts are going on in my head, and WHY after such an incredible evening together, would he not make contact for over a week now— How can I possibly NOT be feeling 'negative' fibes and getting this 'ill' feeling in the pit of my stomache? Did I open myself up for more hurt my ladies? Is this yet another sign that Mr. Ex Scorp is doing his disappearing act once more— All I know is I am soooooooooooooo pissed, that when he gets around to calling, I will end it as quick as it started. Am I over-reacting my ladies? But I somehow feel like it was all just a dream and NOT real!!!
And of course, as we predicted - enter Mr. Aqua. For all the weeks I've waited for him to show up at the Club, and for the times we missed each other - he shows up THIS past Friday nite. Somehow, deep in my gut I just knew he would. What can I say ladies.......it was like the good ole days with him at the Club. Dancing, drinking, flirting (OMG was he ever flirting) and he did NOT leave my side for a minute (ok well, for a few mins when he went to the men's room). But I rememberd what my pal Alana advised me to do awhile back - so I excused myself a couple of times from our table saying I had to talk to a friend and make sure HE was ok and went outside on the patio to do so. My girlfriends later told me he kept looking at the door to watch for my return and when I did return - he immediately grabbed my hand and guided me to the dance floor. And when we danced slow, he asked if my friend was ok. I just said I think so, he's going thru a rough time right now with his ex and I just wanted to make sure he's ok and to invite him back to join us. Didn't want him out there on the patio by himself. He didn't really comment, but I assure you he was VERY attentive. THANK YOU my Lady Alana - it worked like a charm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He then APOLOGIZED to me for not keeping in touch (I did NOT solicit anything from him), other than I offered to buy him a drink for his belated birthday. And from there, we both lost count on how many we had. I paid, he paid, our other friends paid - OMG I was sloshed!!! 😉
Anyway, back to our conversation, he confessed he wanted to call so many times, yet there was so much going on with his family (specifically his dad), then the business venture that did NOT work out (FINALLY tells me it was a bad idea, but I had to give it a try), and that he was really DOWN on himself and his luck and he didn't want to drag me down with him. I, of course did not add any fuel to the fire about the 'business venture' thing - and just continued to be the ever positive Ram I am with encouraging words of support, you gave it a try - thats all we can do but I'm sure you're gonna get there honey. I have NO doubt about it - or you! The good news is that he is back to work (started yesterday - layoff is over) and says to me - Nat, just give me a little time to get my butter together, I don't want you thinking bad thoughts about me.....I just said 'not a chance honey - do what you gotta do, and we'll take it from there'. I did however confess to him that I missed him, missed our talks - to which he replied, so did he! I
Alana - have you written that letter to Mr. Aires & delivered it? And please tell me you've connected with Mr. Virgo to talk things out? I await some positive news from you my Lady!
Freebird - hello my feathered friend, are you still sailing in that peaceful land? How was your weekend - do anything exciting as only a Ram can do?
Will TRY to make my update brief (ya, right they say)....but I was so hoping to connect with Mr. Ex Scorp this past weekend, but kinda hard to do when I have NOT heard from him since our beautiful, romantic, out-of-this-planet, night together last Monday. Ohhhhhhhhh how this brings back to some BAD memories with him. You cannot begin to imagine what evil thoughts are going on in my head, and WHY after such an incredible evening together, would he not make contact for over a week now— How can I possibly NOT be feeling 'negative' fibes and getting this 'ill' feeling in the pit of my stomache? Did I open myself up for more hurt my ladies? Is this yet another sign that Mr. Ex Scorp is doing his disappearing act once more— All I know is I am soooooooooooooo pissed, that when he gets around to calling, I will end it as quick as it started. Am I over-reacting my ladies? But I somehow feel like it was all just a dream and NOT real!!!
And of course, as we predicted - enter Mr. Aqua. For all the weeks I've waited for him to show up at the Club, and for the times we missed each other - he shows up THIS past Friday nite. Somehow, deep in my gut I just knew he would. What can I say ladies.......it was like the good ole days with him at the Club. Dancing, drinking, flirting (OMG was he ever flirting) and he did NOT leave my side for a minute (ok well, for a few mins when he went to the men's room). But I rememberd what my pal Alana advised me to do awhile back - so I excused myself a couple of times from our table saying I had to talk to a friend and make sure HE was ok and went outside on the patio to do so. My girlfriends later told me he kept looking at the door to watch for my return and when I did return - he immediately grabbed my hand and guided me to the dance floor. And when we danced slow, he asked if my friend was ok. I just said I think so, he's going thru a rough time right now with his ex and I just wanted to make sure he's ok and to invite him back to join us. Didn't want him out there on the patio by himself. He didn't really comment, but I assure you he was VERY attentive. THANK YOU my Lady Alana - it worked like a charm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He then APOLOGIZED to me for not keeping in touch (I did NOT solicit anything from him), other than I offered to buy him a drink for his belated birthday. And from there, we both lost count on how many we had. I paid, he paid, our other friends paid - OMG I was sloshed!!! 😉
Anyway, back to our conversation, he confessed he wanted to call so many times, yet there was so much going on with his family (specifically his dad), then the business venture that did NOT work out (FINALLY tells me it was a bad idea, but I had to give it a try), and that he was really DOWN on himself and his luck and he didn't want to drag me down with him. I, of course did not add any fuel to the fire about the 'business venture' thing - and just continued to be the ever positive Ram I am with encouraging words of support, you gave it a try - thats all we can do but I'm sure you're gonna get there honey. I have NO doubt about it - or you! The good news is that he is back to work (started yesterday - layoff is over) and says to me - Nat, just give me a little time to get my butter together, I don't want you thinking bad thoughts about me.....I just said 'not a chance honey - do what you gotta do, and we'll take it from there'. I did however confess to him that I missed him, missed our talks - to which he replied, so did he! I
Hi My adventuresome,emotion filled Ramette~
So wonderful to hear from you again..You sure do have it going on there girl...never a dull moment in Nat's World that is forsure! (you wouldn't want it any other way now would you?) I'm so glad that you and Mr. Aqua reconnected again...I am beginning to believe that life is about "connecting" and there is no such thing as how often, where, when or even why we "connect". We just do. The ebb and flow shall we say?
Your night with him sounded so perfect...I can feel your happiness in enjoying the moments that you shared with your Aqua fellow. Fun, fun and more fun and to top it off with that ever so passionate kiss to remember...wowzer! That air guy is fueling that fire woman...I feel the heat! I see a bon~fire building...😉 What flames will be fanned next I ask? And, Ms Alana sure does give good advice...she KNOWS her stuff! Can't wait for her to come back on Thurs...I am sure she will have much to add and share about your rollercoaster rides...
JMO about your Mr.Scorpio encounter....was it fun? did you enjoy your moments? My feeling and by what you have shared with us before is YES..an astounding YES you did! I'm thinking that really that is all we ever have anytime we are with someone...to have great moments without expectations.... because we never know what will happen next. I am a thinking that Mr. Scorpio cares very much for you but....his feelings are being "rocked". A lot of men when they are intimate with someone get a little frightened and need to hide in their 'cave' a bit. He is a scorpion after all...No thinking bad thoughts here!!!! NO, NO and NO!!!!!! Let life play out the way it is supposed to...I know it is hard but once you just let go and have trust that everything is working as it should..life becomes easier to ride. It is the "expectations" that we put upon others that drive us nuts...have none and you will go on with your day and whatever it presents to you. I bet he will call again...your choice as to if you want to enjoy "moments" with him or if you choose to remove yourself from that path....think about this...if you were to remove yourself from his life, how are you feeling? If it hurts..you are not ready...Aries are great friends for life...if it is meant to be, IT WILL HAPPEN on it's own and in it's own time. A kunamatada....NO WORRIES my friend!
I know how us big hearted Aries are and we sure can get ourselves all wrapped up in a relationship...been there, done that....my emotions were all over the place and my life was not right. Oh my dear Nat...I am rambling on and on here .....I just know that what you are doing and where you are is just perfect...you and your life is going the way it is supposed to, the way YOU are creating it....Have fun writing the Book of Nat. Each chapter must be exciting full of adventure, surprises..thrilling and the unknown...mystery. I look forward to reading another chapter and soon!
A fan of yours,
Freebird
So wonderful to hear from you again..You sure do have it going on there girl...never a dull moment in Nat's World that is forsure! (you wouldn't want it any other way now would you?) I'm so glad that you and Mr. Aqua reconnected again...I am beginning to believe that life is about "connecting" and there is no such thing as how often, where, when or even why we "connect". We just do. The ebb and flow shall we say?
Your night with him sounded so perfect...I can feel your happiness in enjoying the moments that you shared with your Aqua fellow. Fun, fun and more fun and to top it off with that ever so passionate kiss to remember...wowzer! That air guy is fueling that fire woman...I feel the heat! I see a bon~fire building...😉 What flames will be fanned next I ask? And, Ms Alana sure does give good advice...she KNOWS her stuff! Can't wait for her to come back on Thurs...I am sure she will have much to add and share about your rollercoaster rides...
JMO about your Mr.Scorpio encounter....was it fun? did you enjoy your moments? My feeling and by what you have shared with us before is YES..an astounding YES you did! I'm thinking that really that is all we ever have anytime we are with someone...to have great moments without expectations.... because we never know what will happen next. I am a thinking that Mr. Scorpio cares very much for you but....his feelings are being "rocked". A lot of men when they are intimate with someone get a little frightened and need to hide in their 'cave' a bit. He is a scorpion after all...No thinking bad thoughts here!!!! NO, NO and NO!!!!!! Let life play out the way it is supposed to...I know it is hard but once you just let go and have trust that everything is working as it should..life becomes easier to ride. It is the "expectations" that we put upon others that drive us nuts...have none and you will go on with your day and whatever it presents to you. I bet he will call again...your choice as to if you want to enjoy "moments" with him or if you choose to remove yourself from that path....think about this...if you were to remove yourself from his life, how are you feeling? If it hurts..you are not ready...Aries are great friends for life...if it is meant to be, IT WILL HAPPEN on it's own and in it's own time. A kunamatada....NO WORRIES my friend!
I know how us big hearted Aries are and we sure can get ourselves all wrapped up in a relationship...been there, done that....my emotions were all over the place and my life was not right. Oh my dear Nat...I am rambling on and on here .....I just know that what you are doing and where you are is just perfect...you and your life is going the way it is supposed to, the way YOU are creating it....Have fun writing the Book of Nat. Each chapter must be exciting full of adventure, surprises..thrilling and the unknown...mystery. I look forward to reading another chapter and soon!
A fan of yours,
Freebird
Ms. Nat,
I just reread my post to you...when writing about Mr. Scorp moving away to hide because of the intimacy it is because it was sooooo good to him, he does not know what to do next..retreat time, thinking time. I know this because many men have told me so. I don't know your past with him so I really do not have all the answers. I have been through the same thing with a friend of mine...
Hugs...warm hugs....lots of warm hugs....🙂
Freebird
I just reread my post to you...when writing about Mr. Scorp moving away to hide because of the intimacy it is because it was sooooo good to him, he does not know what to do next..retreat time, thinking time. I know this because many men have told me so. I don't know your past with him so I really do not have all the answers. I have been through the same thing with a friend of mine...
Hugs...warm hugs....lots of warm hugs....🙂
Freebird
Hello my dear "feathered" friend - thank you for such warm and kind words. Freebird, YOU are one very special lady! How can this Ram get to a place of peace & calm such as you have? Thank you for taking this exciting journey with me, and I do promise to keep you posted on more chapters to come, for my book entitled "Secrets of the heart" - Watcha think— Like the name of my book—? 🙂
I'm sorry if I sounded 'out-of-it' and DOWN yesterday. I so hate being in THAT frame of mind, so hate being grounded and much prefer to be the ever POSITIVE Ram who flys high in the sky, searching (always searching) for what sits beyond the clouds! Freebird, I do believe as you have written - that things will happen when they are supposed to happen, and the connection(s) we make along that journey are simply preparing us for what is meant to be. I guess my defences are UP with Mr. Ex Scorp because of past conditioning, and one of our major issues in the past was his lack of continuous contact. I want MORE than just'crumbs', for I deserve MORE (much more) than crumbs. I'm all for taking things one day @ a time, moving at a pace comfortable to BOTH parties, but we are NOT strangers to each other. We share a past, we have history, we share many wonderful memories. So what is there to retreat?? IF he was not ready to OPEN himself up to me (again), then why start this journey—? How does one work at building anything REAL without keeping each party advised as to what's happening in our lives? How does one build TRUST, when the other behaves in a manner I cannot (and perhaps will not ever) understand— Right now, its just difficult for me to believe that I am even ON Mr. Ex Scorps radar screen! For if I was, I cannot begin to imagine what HE is thinking during this absent time, and what his excuse will be for not maintaining contact?? He MUST imagine it does NOT look good!! Is he not sending me a very STRONG message (and so soon after we finally connected) that NOTHING has changed? We are not strangers to one another, and that fear of intimacy you speak of (and that I also agree with, and determine to be the reason for his silence) is yet another example of everytime I get close to this man - he retreats, pulls back the reins in order to gain CONTROL!!!! That doesn't make me feel all warm & fuzzy my Lady. It only stirs fears of him hitting the road again - and it stirs in ME a lack of wanting to open myself up to him. That said, all I can do is continue on with my life, and trust that 'what is meant to be will be'. What more can I do?
As for Mr. Aqua - it was VERY VERY nice to see him again and have to admit, in spite of Mr. Ex Scorp being back (I think) seeing Mr. Aqua on Friday nite only confirmed to me that my 'dance' with Mr. Aqua is far from over 😉 Ms. Alana was RIGHT - you smart cookie!!!
Looks like that sailor has finally docked his boat, by revealling all that he did @ the Club. And for all that you and Alana have written about the 'detachment & aloofness" of Aquarians - you couldn't both be more right. His distance was NOT personal to ME - but him feeling down on himself, getting things in order, and probably wanting to save some face, and he admitted to it all when we spoke, and without me solicting ANYTHING from him!
I guess I should consider myself lucky for having such 'special' people as Mr. Aqua and Mr. Ex Scorp back in my life - and should just take your advice and enjoy whatever moments I can share with either of them - until and, where life directs me. For now, I'm gonna still ride that darn rollercoaster my friend (without seatbelt) - and keep my options OPEN with both of them.
I'm sure my Lady Alana will probably agree that is EXACTLY what I should do. I'm curious to hear from you Alana - and your take on Mr. Ex Scorps behavior, but moreso (your specialty - Mr. Aqua) and what you 'think' he'll next move will be - or what my next move should be - if anythin
I'm sorry if I sounded 'out-of-it' and DOWN yesterday. I so hate being in THAT frame of mind, so hate being grounded and much prefer to be the ever POSITIVE Ram who flys high in the sky, searching (always searching) for what sits beyond the clouds! Freebird, I do believe as you have written - that things will happen when they are supposed to happen, and the connection(s) we make along that journey are simply preparing us for what is meant to be. I guess my defences are UP with Mr. Ex Scorp because of past conditioning, and one of our major issues in the past was his lack of continuous contact. I want MORE than just'crumbs', for I deserve MORE (much more) than crumbs. I'm all for taking things one day @ a time, moving at a pace comfortable to BOTH parties, but we are NOT strangers to each other. We share a past, we have history, we share many wonderful memories. So what is there to retreat?? IF he was not ready to OPEN himself up to me (again), then why start this journey—? How does one work at building anything REAL without keeping each party advised as to what's happening in our lives? How does one build TRUST, when the other behaves in a manner I cannot (and perhaps will not ever) understand— Right now, its just difficult for me to believe that I am even ON Mr. Ex Scorps radar screen! For if I was, I cannot begin to imagine what HE is thinking during this absent time, and what his excuse will be for not maintaining contact?? He MUST imagine it does NOT look good!! Is he not sending me a very STRONG message (and so soon after we finally connected) that NOTHING has changed? We are not strangers to one another, and that fear of intimacy you speak of (and that I also agree with, and determine to be the reason for his silence) is yet another example of everytime I get close to this man - he retreats, pulls back the reins in order to gain CONTROL!!!! That doesn't make me feel all warm & fuzzy my Lady. It only stirs fears of him hitting the road again - and it stirs in ME a lack of wanting to open myself up to him. That said, all I can do is continue on with my life, and trust that 'what is meant to be will be'. What more can I do?
As for Mr. Aqua - it was VERY VERY nice to see him again and have to admit, in spite of Mr. Ex Scorp being back (I think) seeing Mr. Aqua on Friday nite only confirmed to me that my 'dance' with Mr. Aqua is far from over 😉 Ms. Alana was RIGHT - you smart cookie!!!
Looks like that sailor has finally docked his boat, by revealling all that he did @ the Club. And for all that you and Alana have written about the 'detachment & aloofness" of Aquarians - you couldn't both be more right. His distance was NOT personal to ME - but him feeling down on himself, getting things in order, and probably wanting to save some face, and he admitted to it all when we spoke, and without me solicting ANYTHING from him!
I guess I should consider myself lucky for having such 'special' people as Mr. Aqua and Mr. Ex Scorp back in my life - and should just take your advice and enjoy whatever moments I can share with either of them - until and, where life directs me. For now, I'm gonna still ride that darn rollercoaster my friend (without seatbelt) - and keep my options OPEN with both of them.
I'm sure my Lady Alana will probably agree that is EXACTLY what I should do. I'm curious to hear from you Alana - and your take on Mr. Ex Scorps behavior, but moreso (your specialty - Mr. Aqua) and what you 'think' he'll next move will be - or what my next move should be - if anythin
First of all Ms. Nat...I love the title to your life story....SECRETS OF THE HEART....definately sounds like something that I would pick off the shelf to read. So many secrets we hold in our hearts...makes me wonder sometimes how our wittle hearts can hold so much...and the "secrets"...is there a key to unlock this heart to let the secrets out? Who holds this very precious key? And when shall it be used? so many questions I have...as you can tell, my favorite word is, WHY.
Okay...and a very HAPPY BELATED ST. PATTY'S DAY TO YOU TOOOOOOOO! Hope you had a wonderful time celebrating...whay did you do by the way...if you care to share——
On to the Mr. Scorp thingy....ya know what I am thinking here? that YOU need to follow your HEART...by what you wrote,
"I guess my defences are UP with Mr. Ex Scorp because of past conditioning, and one of our major issues in the past was his lack of continuous contact. I want MORE than just'crumbs', for I deserve MORE (much more) than crumbs. I'm all for taking things one day @ a time, moving at a pace comfortable to BOTH parties, but we are NOT strangers to each other. We share a past, we have history, we share many wonderful memories. So what is there to retreat?? IF he was not ready to OPEN himself up to me (again), then why start this journey—? How does one work at building anything REAL without keeping each party advised as to what's happening in our lives? How does one build TRUST, when the other behaves in a manner I cannot (and perhaps will not ever) understand—"
Sounds to me like YOU do deserve MORE sweetie and the relationship between the two of you right now as it stands is not providing that need for you. You are not happy...this isn't REAL for you...there is no trust...your defenses, guard is up. This says quite a bit to me....why settle? Yes, Mr. Scorp is very special to you and I am sure a very special person but right now he may not be available to you the way you need for him to be and this is okay...no one can change him, he must do that on his own...but YOU however, my dear can make YOUR changes for you so that you are happy. I am not trying to make the decision for you as this is your choice..I am just offering my opinion and to be honest...this relationship that you are experiencing sounds a bit like the one I had with MR. Aqua. It just did not work for ME and I need to take care of me. Next! Missy, when standing at the bus stop..another bus always appears...always.
YOU are a very lucky woman indeed and so are we for having you in our lives...take care of yourself and honor yourself...expect nothing but the best and that my dear is what you shall have 🙂
Hey, don't worry about the "out-of-it" and "down" mood..we all have those...just appreciate yourself and embrace your moments..after all, it is still a very special part of you.
I need to go for now and pick up a girlfriend for a nite out on the town....hope to hear from you soon Nat and I so hope that Alana flies in here tomorrow!
Chat soon...sending warm hugs to you!
Freebird 🙂
Okay...and a very HAPPY BELATED ST. PATTY'S DAY TO YOU TOOOOOOOO! Hope you had a wonderful time celebrating...whay did you do by the way...if you care to share——
On to the Mr. Scorp thingy....ya know what I am thinking here? that YOU need to follow your HEART...by what you wrote,
"I guess my defences are UP with Mr. Ex Scorp because of past conditioning, and one of our major issues in the past was his lack of continuous contact. I want MORE than just'crumbs', for I deserve MORE (much more) than crumbs. I'm all for taking things one day @ a time, moving at a pace comfortable to BOTH parties, but we are NOT strangers to each other. We share a past, we have history, we share many wonderful memories. So what is there to retreat?? IF he was not ready to OPEN himself up to me (again), then why start this journey—? How does one work at building anything REAL without keeping each party advised as to what's happening in our lives? How does one build TRUST, when the other behaves in a manner I cannot (and perhaps will not ever) understand—"
Sounds to me like YOU do deserve MORE sweetie and the relationship between the two of you right now as it stands is not providing that need for you. You are not happy...this isn't REAL for you...there is no trust...your defenses, guard is up. This says quite a bit to me....why settle? Yes, Mr. Scorp is very special to you and I am sure a very special person but right now he may not be available to you the way you need for him to be and this is okay...no one can change him, he must do that on his own...but YOU however, my dear can make YOUR changes for you so that you are happy. I am not trying to make the decision for you as this is your choice..I am just offering my opinion and to be honest...this relationship that you are experiencing sounds a bit like the one I had with MR. Aqua. It just did not work for ME and I need to take care of me. Next! Missy, when standing at the bus stop..another bus always appears...always.
YOU are a very lucky woman indeed and so are we for having you in our lives...take care of yourself and honor yourself...expect nothing but the best and that my dear is what you shall have 🙂
Hey, don't worry about the "out-of-it" and "down" mood..we all have those...just appreciate yourself and embrace your moments..after all, it is still a very special part of you.
I need to go for now and pick up a girlfriend for a nite out on the town....hope to hear from you soon Nat and I so hope that Alana flies in here tomorrow!
Chat soon...sending warm hugs to you!
Freebird 🙂
Good Morning Nat my friend!
I only have a moment to stop in and say Hello and hope all is well in your world...also wishing you a wonderful fun~filled magical weekend made just for YOU!
Our awesome and dearly missed Alana wanted me to let you know that she is very sorry that she is uable to make it to the boards to chat this week and will most definately be back next week. She is doing well and says for you to have a great weekend as only you know how to do!
Take care sweet Nat...
(((((((hugs))))))) to YOU!
I only have a moment to stop in and say Hello and hope all is well in your world...also wishing you a wonderful fun~filled magical weekend made just for YOU!
Our awesome and dearly missed Alana wanted me to let you know that she is very sorry that she is uable to make it to the boards to chat this week and will most definately be back next week. She is doing well and says for you to have a great weekend as only you know how to do!
Take care sweet Nat...
(((((((hugs))))))) to YOU!
Good morning Freebird, thank you for your post and warm wishes, as well as passing along Alan's message. Hope all is ok in your world also, and that of our our pal Alana.
I wish you BOTH a fun filled, adventurous, wild and exciting weekend.
Keeping it simple.........
(((Hugs))) to you both!
Nat
xoxo
I wish you BOTH a fun filled, adventurous, wild and exciting weekend.
Keeping it simple.........
(((Hugs))) to you both!
Nat
xoxo
Dear Nat....all I have is about 2 minutes to tap this to you...been incredibly busy here in office last two days...no time to blink, sniff, orgasm or even breathe!!:-) My shoulders are full of tension - I need a masseur, a dam attractive one!!!!
All I can say, is that hopefully next week I will get time to reply properly to you......I've read your postings....don't fret over the scorpio thing...it's a guy thing....they feel so dam good...that they become afraid they are going out of control and they back off...for a while!!! Didn't I tell you Mr. A would be back.....keep your chin up and their peckers up:-)
Talk soon my pal....apologies for not being able to post -
AS for me - wrote that letter to Mr. Aries but put it in wrong dam post-box and he didn't get it so had to explain over the phone what I had in it...still hasn't got the message...
AS for Mr. Virgo - we got together last weekend - we had the biggest crises of our lives - literally our lives were on the line!!! Fill you in later...everything fine till yesterday when he's gone back into his jealous mode - there's no talking to him when he's in that zone so her will await till he's come out of it.
A x
All I can say, is that hopefully next week I will get time to reply properly to you......I've read your postings....don't fret over the scorpio thing...it's a guy thing....they feel so dam good...that they become afraid they are going out of control and they back off...for a while!!! Didn't I tell you Mr. A would be back.....keep your chin up and their peckers up:-)
Talk soon my pal....apologies for not being able to post -
AS for me - wrote that letter to Mr. Aries but put it in wrong dam post-box and he didn't get it so had to explain over the phone what I had in it...still hasn't got the message...
AS for Mr. Virgo - we got together last weekend - we had the biggest crises of our lives - literally our lives were on the line!!! Fill you in later...everything fine till yesterday when he's gone back into his jealous mode - there's no talking to him when he's in that zone so her will await till he's come out of it.
A x
Hello to A&F ladies.......how are you both doing? I sincerely hope you had a most enjoyable weekend full of exciting stories you can share with me. I await to hear the scoop on your trials & tribulations. 🙂
Alana - whats happening with Mr. Virgo? Has he come out of the jealous zone? Has the crisis you spoke of last time passed?
Freebird - as a fellow Aires, are you feeling any affects of the Sun in Aires yet? And with this past weekend, we had the Sun, Moon and Mercury in Aires. It was a weird kinda weekend (at least for this Ram). How about for you?
So my Ladies......to get to the next chapter of "Secrets of the Heart" - I have still NOT heard from Mr. Ex Scorp. Can you believe this? Was that night we shared together (2 weeks ago now) only a figment of my imagination? Was this just a ploy on Mr. Ex Scorps part to hurt me once more? I am simply speechless, and am walking around in a daze - a daze of confusion, for I have no words to try & explain what happened - even to myself. I am as numb as I can be towards him & cannot begin to imagine WHY he would hurt me in this way AGAIN! Perhaps I allowed him to? Perhaps I so wanted to believe this man loves me & cares about me and that's why he circled back - to claim his princess? What a fool this princess is my Ladies. But I can no longer convince myself of that love or caring. Right now, rather than him sitting in my heart, he sits at the bottom of a pit somewhere, with all the other low-lives & creepy crawlers that I just want to flick away. Mr. Scorpion can kiss my f'ken a.s.s. I am sooooooooooooo angry, but REFUSE to pick up the phone (as a few of my friends have suggested). I still believe he sits in that dark place, punishing himself and MY silence in return is punishment enough. I have nothing left to give this man - nothing!! He is best NOT to contact me, for I will no longer be able to call myself a LADY!
As for the rest of my weekend, I still managed to keep myself busy with my pals and did the Club scene on Fri & Sat night. And YES my beautiful Ladies.........Mr. Aqua was back at the Club on Fri night (and get this) - he even showed up at the OTHER Club Sat night. Is Mr. Aqua finally rejoining the land of the living?
First, Fri nite at the Club was 'different' for a lack of a better word than last weeks' reunion where we had a blast, danced up a storm, lots of conversation & flirting, apologies for his 'lack of contact', and even coffee together at the end of the night. This past Fri night he was all smiles upon arrival, came over to say hello, chatted for a bit with me & my pals, but kept his distance the balance of the night, standing around the bar with his male friends - but watching - always watching. He would walk by our table on occasion and smile, flirt, pretend to bump & grind with me, then continue to walk away. We would meet out on the patio (for us smokers) and would be his usual self, but upon re-entry into the Club would go back to the bar to be with his friends. But when a slow song came on, his friend Jay, who had come by our table at that time puts his arm around me and says - "Hey Nat, I think u should ask Mr. Aqua to dance". I said why? We've always danced, and if he wants to dance - he'll ask. Well Jay kept his arm around me & continuing to talk steered me towards Mr. Aqua to which Jay said, Nat has something she wants to ask you. I said "no, no - Jay wants me to ask you to dance and I'm not sure why"? Mr. Aqua just smiled, grabbed my hand & we headed for the dance floor. We danced ever so tightly, all awhile his friends cheering us on,and encouraging us to get closer. We had small chit chat as we danced. I asked him how his 1st week back to work was, he says ok - not as busy as I'd like, but its picking up. He tells me he's still not feeling 100% - he's been sick for a couple of weeks and can't warm up. Apologizes for his hands being so cold. (Ohhhh you sly Aqua man) to
Alana - whats happening with Mr. Virgo? Has he come out of the jealous zone? Has the crisis you spoke of last time passed?
Freebird - as a fellow Aires, are you feeling any affects of the Sun in Aires yet? And with this past weekend, we had the Sun, Moon and Mercury in Aires. It was a weird kinda weekend (at least for this Ram). How about for you?
So my Ladies......to get to the next chapter of "Secrets of the Heart" - I have still NOT heard from Mr. Ex Scorp. Can you believe this? Was that night we shared together (2 weeks ago now) only a figment of my imagination? Was this just a ploy on Mr. Ex Scorps part to hurt me once more? I am simply speechless, and am walking around in a daze - a daze of confusion, for I have no words to try & explain what happened - even to myself. I am as numb as I can be towards him & cannot begin to imagine WHY he would hurt me in this way AGAIN! Perhaps I allowed him to? Perhaps I so wanted to believe this man loves me & cares about me and that's why he circled back - to claim his princess? What a fool this princess is my Ladies. But I can no longer convince myself of that love or caring. Right now, rather than him sitting in my heart, he sits at the bottom of a pit somewhere, with all the other low-lives & creepy crawlers that I just want to flick away. Mr. Scorpion can kiss my f'ken a.s.s. I am sooooooooooooo angry, but REFUSE to pick up the phone (as a few of my friends have suggested). I still believe he sits in that dark place, punishing himself and MY silence in return is punishment enough. I have nothing left to give this man - nothing!! He is best NOT to contact me, for I will no longer be able to call myself a LADY!
As for the rest of my weekend, I still managed to keep myself busy with my pals and did the Club scene on Fri & Sat night. And YES my beautiful Ladies.........Mr. Aqua was back at the Club on Fri night (and get this) - he even showed up at the OTHER Club Sat night. Is Mr. Aqua finally rejoining the land of the living?
First, Fri nite at the Club was 'different' for a lack of a better word than last weeks' reunion where we had a blast, danced up a storm, lots of conversation & flirting, apologies for his 'lack of contact', and even coffee together at the end of the night. This past Fri night he was all smiles upon arrival, came over to say hello, chatted for a bit with me & my pals, but kept his distance the balance of the night, standing around the bar with his male friends - but watching - always watching. He would walk by our table on occasion and smile, flirt, pretend to bump & grind with me, then continue to walk away. We would meet out on the patio (for us smokers) and would be his usual self, but upon re-entry into the Club would go back to the bar to be with his friends. But when a slow song came on, his friend Jay, who had come by our table at that time puts his arm around me and says - "Hey Nat, I think u should ask Mr. Aqua to dance". I said why? We've always danced, and if he wants to dance - he'll ask. Well Jay kept his arm around me & continuing to talk steered me towards Mr. Aqua to which Jay said, Nat has something she wants to ask you. I said "no, no - Jay wants me to ask you to dance and I'm not sure why"? Mr. Aqua just smiled, grabbed my hand & we headed for the dance floor. We danced ever so tightly, all awhile his friends cheering us on,and encouraging us to get closer. We had small chit chat as we danced. I asked him how his 1st week back to work was, he says ok - not as busy as I'd like, but its picking up. He tells me he's still not feeling 100% - he's been sick for a couple of weeks and can't warm up. Apologizes for his hands being so cold. (Ohhhh you sly Aqua man) to
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Hello Aquarians! I'm so hoping I can get some some help and advice from you on this - or at the least, a better perspective here. A little background is probably warranted here so please forgive the long post upfront......
I'm a female Aires to
I'm a female Aires to
Dear Aquarians,
I read recently that Aquarrians love to flirt and are not satisfied with just one lover. Is this true?
I am not a fan of clumping everyone according to what sign they are but we do have certain qualities due to each sign
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Are we in the dawning of the age of aquarius ? If so when does the sun come up? If we are not when will we be? Do we give up our soul to the dark side?
My aquarian has lived long distance for the past 6 months. I was going to move in with him in another couple of months, but he recently decided that he wanted to end it. I know he has feelings, but whenever he thinks I care too much, his feelings just go
Ok i get capricorns being that my whole family are capricorns accept me and my sister my sister is aquarious i dont get her shes happy then moody been reading up on aquarious to try and understand her
The Aquarius Character Portrait
The Aquarius loves a party. Anytime, anywhere is their motto. It is not unlikely that an Aquarius will consider a wake a good place to meet chicks.
Aquarians tend to be nostalgic about the 1960s because t
The Aquarius loves a party. Anytime, anywhere is their motto. It is not unlikely that an Aquarius will consider a wake a good place to meet chicks.
Aquarians tend to be nostalgic about the 1960s because t
You may take or leave this information; care about it or not. But, because I would want someone to tell me if I didn't know, here you go.
If you have had a conversation with anyone with the following handles:
Suzy-Q
Aqua-2
If you have had a conversation with anyone with the following handles:
Aqua-2
I have been testing my Aqua male lately...not purposely testing...what causes me to do this is that he is so damn quiet! He seems content...but, doesn't give me enough positive feedback!!
What ends up happening is that I will ask a question abou
What ends up happening is that I will ask a question abou
Can someone let me in on the Aqua mind?
Are you "thinkers?". I have this male friend and boy does he like to talk! About everything! He is always thinking...I have a feeling that if he doesn't just live and enjoy the moments that his brain is
Are you "thinkers?". I have this male friend and boy does he like to talk! About everything! He is always thinking...I have a feeling that if he doesn't just live and enjoy the moments that his brain is
I love being an aquarius, I can't complain, I have lots of friends (people feel they can trust me more than others) I'm pretty high energy at times but also can be very mellow.but is it just me or am I just completely phuct in the head??!! I day dream all
Just wondering how the year has been for all you wonderful people out there with the best sign in the zodiac. Any future travel plan? career changes? love life? school?
Who has five and ten years to wait around for a person to make a serious committment, such as marriage? And why does it so long for them to pop the question or accept?
Soulmates or lovers?
Or both?
Whaddya'll think?
Shine on.
Or both?
Whaddya'll think?
Shine on.
From the aquarian women, i have encountered, i feel they have to get attention or some sort of recognition for every little thing. Who cares if anyone notices? What's ironic is when they finally get attention, they appear modest. Get it together!
Do Aquarians dream too much? do we look too far beyond reality and aim too high for ourselves? And how do we stop ourselves when all we know is to dream and dream and dream? i don't think i'd be the same if i didn't dream and hope for a better way.
~S
~S
Gosh! You guys should see the Scorpio posts. Come on! What does it for you in bed??
What can a female do to "get" you? I'd appreciate any comments a female aquarius might have too.
hey by far i've found out and witnessed that this guy is truely my soulmate..
we like the same colours and we wear them at the same time...isnt that funny
and when i go looking for him on the road in my car and my heart is really aching cause i ca
we like the same colours and we wear them at the same time...isnt that funny
and when i go looking for him on the road in my car and my heart is really aching cause i ca
I think all of you Aquas are wayyyyy toooooooo intellectual and conservative.........
Lighten up!
Take off those Easter bonnets, bend over and rip one! pffffffft.
Lighten up!
Take off those Easter bonnets, bend over and rip one! pffffffft.
All the horoscopes say that its a good time for us, but I am finding it very hard, what are others experiencing?
My lady Alana - so nice to have you back, and so thankful for your post and your take on my conversation with Mr. Aqua. Its YOUR words of wisdom and those of Freebird that has given me the 'strength' to take the plunge, and want to make my pals PROUD! How can Ms. Ram begin to thank you both?
My lady Freebird - I'm sure you're extra beautiful by now with the new 'do'! And couldn't agree with you more how important 'change' is! Perhaps your aqua pal will notice and shake some sense into him 🙂
Alana - regarding your one comment - "OK so set date has been made for you to see each other" - are you suggesting perhaps Mr. Aqua will show up sometime soon at the Club as contact has been established one more, or am I missing something?
Sincere thanks to you both for staying in touch and for listening to my sob stories about Mr. Aqua. But I do have to admit, Ms. Ram here is still flying high today, and nobody can get those wings to stop flapping today - no way hozay!!! - These wings are not touching ground today - they wouldn't dare even try!!!!! 😉
Alana - I await your post regarding Mr. Virgo as I'm sure there is lots to the tale to tell.
Ok well, Ms. Ram must bid you farewell for now as I see that boat in a distance my ladies........and a gal has got to prepare for the 'voyage' - as we will be set out at sea for sometime to come. So if this Ram goes MIA - you'll know where to find me 😉
Have a great day my pals....talk again soon.......
Natasha
xoxo