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Aires & Aquarius - what's next? - PART II (Page 2)
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P.S. When I said we decided not to tell a soul....well not true exactly...there was one other soul I told and confided in....I think you know who I mean.....and her "soul" helped me so much through it all.....sometimes I forget just how "good" people really are - without her I would have lost the plot - thank you Freebird.
Hi Alana - sorry to hear that you've been so busy at work, but thank you for taking the time to post in spite of that, and OMG my Lady, talk about a HUGE worry you dealt with - never mind a crisis! I cannot begin to imagine all the thoughts that went thru your head when dealing with the posibility of AIDS, and makes other 'triles' we face on a day-to-day basis, so unimportant. I am so grateful my Lady is safe, and unharmed and so glad the very special Freebird was by your side helping you thru this horrible time in your life. Where is my Lady Freebird? Is she off helping others, and passing along her good will & pleasant smile??
As for Mr. Virgo - perhaps his reaction was not merely related to a meezly $ 10, but perhaps dealing with some 'aftermath' of the reality you BOTH faced only so recently, and the $ 10 was only a further reality he MUST face (his gambling problem). We can run only so far away from what we must deal with, but until we do, it only continues to HIT us right smack in the face. I'm sure he will come around, and especially after what you both just experienced (together) - it can only bring two people closer. At least Cinderella here, hopes for nothing but the BEST for my Lady A (perhaps "A" for ANGEL?) 😉 Stay safe, and at peace my friend. So glad you're here!!!
Further to what you wrote about Mr. Scorp - he actually finally called me last night, but I think he only made it worse my Lady. He asked why I didn't call him, to which I said, when we last spoke HE said he would call ME. And then the B.U.L.L. began.........he couldn't find my tel #, he didn't program it in his cell phone, and he only JUST found it last night. What a crock of broccoli! I just said, 'WHATEVER'...........I'm sure you could have come up with a MUCH better excuse than that? He says NO Excuse, its the truth he says, why would I lie to you? I said, only YOU know why - run out of excuses for the SAME ole routine. He says NOT TRUE, I truly couldn't find your #. I said you obviously didn't try hard enuf. Then, he actually proceeds to try & have a normal conversation - how are things with you, what's new, small idle chit chat and then asks me out to the movies for tonight (Thurs). And conviently Thurs are ONE of TWO days that he does not have his son, and part of our problem in the past was him NOT making an effort to see me, or make plans with me in advance, and always assumed I'd be readily available on the nights he didn't have his son (and in the past that was only ONE day). Anyway, I declined his offer to the movies, and he asks why not? I said, I don't want to go to the movies on a Thurs nite, I get home late from work, too tired, late nite then I gotta get up early on Friday. He just says "oh, ok". what are your plans for the weekend? I said NO PLANS YET! And then the f'cker tells me he has plans to see a FRIEND on Sat nite that he hasn't seen in awhile. He says you remember him (Fred). I say yes I do. I haven't gotten together with him in awhile so we're finally doing it Sat. I said great - have a blast! After that, I said listen I gotta go, just got home from work, I'm tired and wanna relax. He say oh, ok. Well, call me - keep in touch. I said, ya right. Have a good night.
That call didn't accomplish ANYTHING other than ticking me off even more. We haven't seen each other in over 2 weeks, he lies about 'misplacing' my #, then makes other plans for a Sat nite, but thinks I'll take the crumbs he offers for a Thurs nite? UNBELIEVABLE GAUL, is all I have to say.
I didn't call HIM (as you suggested Alana), because this is Mr. Scorps M.O. (appears/disappears) and I'm NOT gonna play this game anymore! I put my cards on the table, and he either makes the effort and time - or its HIS loss!!!! No more if's/and's/ or but's about it. They are mere excuses (and they are getting WORSE) for a 45 year old man!
Anyway, just thought I'd post an update and let you know the
As for Mr. Virgo - perhaps his reaction was not merely related to a meezly $ 10, but perhaps dealing with some 'aftermath' of the reality you BOTH faced only so recently, and the $ 10 was only a further reality he MUST face (his gambling problem). We can run only so far away from what we must deal with, but until we do, it only continues to HIT us right smack in the face. I'm sure he will come around, and especially after what you both just experienced (together) - it can only bring two people closer. At least Cinderella here, hopes for nothing but the BEST for my Lady A (perhaps "A" for ANGEL?) 😉 Stay safe, and at peace my friend. So glad you're here!!!
Further to what you wrote about Mr. Scorp - he actually finally called me last night, but I think he only made it worse my Lady. He asked why I didn't call him, to which I said, when we last spoke HE said he would call ME. And then the B.U.L.L. began.........he couldn't find my tel #, he didn't program it in his cell phone, and he only JUST found it last night. What a crock of broccoli! I just said, 'WHATEVER'...........I'm sure you could have come up with a MUCH better excuse than that? He says NO Excuse, its the truth he says, why would I lie to you? I said, only YOU know why - run out of excuses for the SAME ole routine. He says NOT TRUE, I truly couldn't find your #. I said you obviously didn't try hard enuf. Then, he actually proceeds to try & have a normal conversation - how are things with you, what's new, small idle chit chat and then asks me out to the movies for tonight (Thurs). And conviently Thurs are ONE of TWO days that he does not have his son, and part of our problem in the past was him NOT making an effort to see me, or make plans with me in advance, and always assumed I'd be readily available on the nights he didn't have his son (and in the past that was only ONE day). Anyway, I declined his offer to the movies, and he asks why not? I said, I don't want to go to the movies on a Thurs nite, I get home late from work, too tired, late nite then I gotta get up early on Friday. He just says "oh, ok". what are your plans for the weekend? I said NO PLANS YET! And then the f'cker tells me he has plans to see a FRIEND on Sat nite that he hasn't seen in awhile. He says you remember him (Fred). I say yes I do. I haven't gotten together with him in awhile so we're finally doing it Sat. I said great - have a blast! After that, I said listen I gotta go, just got home from work, I'm tired and wanna relax. He say oh, ok. Well, call me - keep in touch. I said, ya right. Have a good night.
That call didn't accomplish ANYTHING other than ticking me off even more. We haven't seen each other in over 2 weeks, he lies about 'misplacing' my #, then makes other plans for a Sat nite, but thinks I'll take the crumbs he offers for a Thurs nite? UNBELIEVABLE GAUL, is all I have to say.
I didn't call HIM (as you suggested Alana), because this is Mr. Scorps M.O. (appears/disappears) and I'm NOT gonna play this game anymore! I put my cards on the table, and he either makes the effort and time - or its HIS loss!!!! No more if's/and's/ or but's about it. They are mere excuses (and they are getting WORSE) for a 45 year old man!
Anyway, just thought I'd post an update and let you know the
My dearest Natash..just a quicky quicky before I leave the office....
So telephone-land didn't go so well last nite...so sorry to hear that....but it is rather hard to judge things and others on the telephone..isn't it??!!...I mean you can't see their eyes or their soul in telephone land...it's just a voice and a voice can be the best actor or actress in the land..I know!!...I could win a oscar for the things I have said on the telephone that probably hurt people to the core but i didn't really mean it.. if I had to look them in the face and eyes and say the same things..I know I couldn't...don't be too hard on Mr. S. - he did make the phone call - probably took a good amount of dutch or scorpio courage!!!....give it time Missy....don't cut off your nose to spite your face:-) and well done for declining the movie offer.....slightly unavailable is so aphrodisiac-ish, esp. for Scorpio people:-) Hey, give the f..ker a second chance...go on...just for me:-)
Mr Aqua - Cuh!! and cuh!! again!!! I think you have got to get Mr. Brown Eyes out of the club setting somehow and be by yourselves....he will dilly-dally forever and a day, if let, in club-land....so your mission this weekend is to get him by himself out for a coffee or burger or something to eat AFTER that club....if you see him in the club, could you say to him that you feel a bit sickish and need some fresh air and a coffee...you don't want to disturb your pals...could he come with you for coffee etc.??
Or never be afraid to text an aquarian...they love it....something like...Hey Mister..how you doing? Fancy meeting for a drink say Monday— Aquarians usuallly have the weekend fully booked up and Monday is so downish for them after a fun-fillled weekend...just say...let me know!!!
Don't really know what to advise....although we don't like cling-ons...we do like persistance....!!!it's a thin-line you walk...but you will walk it well you intelligent lady!!
Mr. Virgo.....yes, you are right, I think reality is kicking in hard and fast for Mr. Virgo..the aids thing and his gambling thing are smacking him in the face....I say..Keep them smakcing:-)!!! He keeps ringing me but when I answer there is silence....he forgets that he has a budgie in the house who chirps unrelentlessy!, a church bell across the stree that keeps ringing!! and a train that goes by his house...everytime he rings silently I can hear either one of these noises in the background!!! And Virgos think they are intelligent!!! I don't think so....I am not sure what I will say to him....but when the moment of "speak" arises....I will say!!! YOu have to remember, I can't be so flowery or prosaic with my speech as I am with you...he is foreign and doesn't understand all the nuances and flowery language that I use with everybody eles...it's kind of basic abc stuff with him though I have to say, his english has improved greately since I have been with him and I find him using my "funny" phrases with even his pals...I think I have made my mark!!
So my lady N...really got to go for my bus...have a wet and wild weekend...full of ups and downs...more ups than downs!!!
Ciao for now my pal.
A x
So telephone-land didn't go so well last nite...so sorry to hear that....but it is rather hard to judge things and others on the telephone..isn't it??!!...I mean you can't see their eyes or their soul in telephone land...it's just a voice and a voice can be the best actor or actress in the land..I know!!...I could win a oscar for the things I have said on the telephone that probably hurt people to the core but i didn't really mean it.. if I had to look them in the face and eyes and say the same things..I know I couldn't...don't be too hard on Mr. S. - he did make the phone call - probably took a good amount of dutch or scorpio courage!!!....give it time Missy....don't cut off your nose to spite your face:-) and well done for declining the movie offer.....slightly unavailable is so aphrodisiac-ish, esp. for Scorpio people:-) Hey, give the f..ker a second chance...go on...just for me:-)
Mr Aqua - Cuh!! and cuh!! again!!! I think you have got to get Mr. Brown Eyes out of the club setting somehow and be by yourselves....he will dilly-dally forever and a day, if let, in club-land....so your mission this weekend is to get him by himself out for a coffee or burger or something to eat AFTER that club....if you see him in the club, could you say to him that you feel a bit sickish and need some fresh air and a coffee...you don't want to disturb your pals...could he come with you for coffee etc.??
Or never be afraid to text an aquarian...they love it....something like...Hey Mister..how you doing? Fancy meeting for a drink say Monday— Aquarians usuallly have the weekend fully booked up and Monday is so downish for them after a fun-fillled weekend...just say...let me know!!!
Don't really know what to advise....although we don't like cling-ons...we do like persistance....!!!it's a thin-line you walk...but you will walk it well you intelligent lady!!
Mr. Virgo.....yes, you are right, I think reality is kicking in hard and fast for Mr. Virgo..the aids thing and his gambling thing are smacking him in the face....I say..Keep them smakcing:-)!!! He keeps ringing me but when I answer there is silence....he forgets that he has a budgie in the house who chirps unrelentlessy!, a church bell across the stree that keeps ringing!! and a train that goes by his house...everytime he rings silently I can hear either one of these noises in the background!!! And Virgos think they are intelligent!!! I don't think so....I am not sure what I will say to him....but when the moment of "speak" arises....I will say!!! YOu have to remember, I can't be so flowery or prosaic with my speech as I am with you...he is foreign and doesn't understand all the nuances and flowery language that I use with everybody eles...it's kind of basic abc stuff with him though I have to say, his english has improved greately since I have been with him and I find him using my "funny" phrases with even his pals...I think I have made my mark!!
So my lady N...really got to go for my bus...have a wet and wild weekend...full of ups and downs...more ups than downs!!!
Ciao for now my pal.
A x
Hello my ladies A&F.........where is my pal Ms. Freebird? Are you off celebrating your birthday my lady?? Has your horrile Canadian friend missed your special day? I had so wanted to wish you MANY, HAPPY, WONDERFUL, EXCITING adventures. Tell me your birthday was a great day filled with all of the above, and PLENTY more—
Alana - thank you for your post on Friday and its amazing how busy things do seem to be these days. Sorry to hear that Mr. Virgo still sits in 'silence', but perhaps this time of quiet is good for him, and at least you know he's still reaching out to some degree (even tho in silence, with his non-responsive calls to you). But I'm sure he knows YOU know its him calling and perhaps wants you to make that call— I hope the next time I hear from you, it will be of good news that you and Mr. Virgo have talked and gotten certain things out into the open and on the table.
As for me......real tired today, but wanted to say hello to you both and felt sooooo bad that I 'perhaps' missed Freebirds' birthday!
Nothing new to report on Mr. Ex Scorp - no further contact/calls since his last call to me last Wed nite and I've decided NOT to call him. Too much history/repeat performances from him, I'm just real tired of the same B.S. from him. I'm tired of putting myself out there and coming up short, each and every time. IF this is something he wants to pursue - he's gonna have to work for it, all by himself! I just don't have the energy anymore.
As for Mr. Aqua - yes the little hottie did show up AGAIN at the club this past Fri, but still kept his distance somewhat and I did not get a chance to ask him to leave the club Alana - it just didn't feel right that night. But have to admit I was surprised to see him dance with some other chick this nite. He has NEVER EVER done that b4 in all the time I've known him. She is also a regular at the club,and apparently SHE asked him to dance (according to my girl pals) but I admit my ladies, I went into 'COLD' mode after I saw that. Altho I have NO claim to Mr. Aqua, I took his SLOW dance with another lady as a slap in the face so I did not give him the time of day after that, and altho he tried to approach me (outside on the patio) I just kept walking inside, and when on the dance floor, he slowly made his way over to me while dancing on the dance floor and got closer & closer to me but I just kept dancing with everybody else there, and did not focus just on him. Altho my friends were giving me heck for not acknowledging him - I knew Mr. Aqua was only doing it because he KNEW I was upset. I just can't hide certain emotions anymore. My emotions are all over the place again - but of course now I regret my stupid childish behavior and I'm more upset with myself than Mr. Aqua. My girl pal said she saw him, and the gal who asked him to dance, and he TRIED not to dance with her, but she dragged him to the dance floor. Anyway, this only made me feel worse - but she didn't tell me this til AFTER we left the club, because she gave me heck for leaving the way I did - to which I just said a mere 'goodnight' to him as I walked out - and according to her, he was left with a confused look on his face, and watched me walk out. She stopped to say goodnite to him, kissed him goodbye and told him 'April XX" be here! He said why? She said, its Nat's birthday and we're gonna celebrate. His face lites up, and says its Nat's birthday— He repeats the date twice to confirm with her - and says ok, I'll be here! Am I the biggest idiot you've ever met - or just the biggest "Canadian" idiot you've ever met!
So, not sure if my next move was another stupid move, or a non-move. I sent him a text msg on Sunday just to say "Hello gorgeous! Thinking of you & hope you're having a good day & smiling that beautiful smile of yours - Luv Nat" - and of course, NO RESPONSE, NO ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. But that's ok. I'm sure he got it, and I'm sure it put a smil
Alana - thank you for your post on Friday and its amazing how busy things do seem to be these days. Sorry to hear that Mr. Virgo still sits in 'silence', but perhaps this time of quiet is good for him, and at least you know he's still reaching out to some degree (even tho in silence, with his non-responsive calls to you). But I'm sure he knows YOU know its him calling and perhaps wants you to make that call— I hope the next time I hear from you, it will be of good news that you and Mr. Virgo have talked and gotten certain things out into the open and on the table.
As for me......real tired today, but wanted to say hello to you both and felt sooooo bad that I 'perhaps' missed Freebirds' birthday!
Nothing new to report on Mr. Ex Scorp - no further contact/calls since his last call to me last Wed nite and I've decided NOT to call him. Too much history/repeat performances from him, I'm just real tired of the same B.S. from him. I'm tired of putting myself out there and coming up short, each and every time. IF this is something he wants to pursue - he's gonna have to work for it, all by himself! I just don't have the energy anymore.
As for Mr. Aqua - yes the little hottie did show up AGAIN at the club this past Fri, but still kept his distance somewhat and I did not get a chance to ask him to leave the club Alana - it just didn't feel right that night. But have to admit I was surprised to see him dance with some other chick this nite. He has NEVER EVER done that b4 in all the time I've known him. She is also a regular at the club,and apparently SHE asked him to dance (according to my girl pals) but I admit my ladies, I went into 'COLD' mode after I saw that. Altho I have NO claim to Mr. Aqua, I took his SLOW dance with another lady as a slap in the face so I did not give him the time of day after that, and altho he tried to approach me (outside on the patio) I just kept walking inside, and when on the dance floor, he slowly made his way over to me while dancing on the dance floor and got closer & closer to me but I just kept dancing with everybody else there, and did not focus just on him. Altho my friends were giving me heck for not acknowledging him - I knew Mr. Aqua was only doing it because he KNEW I was upset. I just can't hide certain emotions anymore. My emotions are all over the place again - but of course now I regret my stupid childish behavior and I'm more upset with myself than Mr. Aqua. My girl pal said she saw him, and the gal who asked him to dance, and he TRIED not to dance with her, but she dragged him to the dance floor. Anyway, this only made me feel worse - but she didn't tell me this til AFTER we left the club, because she gave me heck for leaving the way I did - to which I just said a mere 'goodnight' to him as I walked out - and according to her, he was left with a confused look on his face, and watched me walk out. She stopped to say goodnite to him, kissed him goodbye and told him 'April XX" be here! He said why? She said, its Nat's birthday and we're gonna celebrate. His face lites up, and says its Nat's birthday— He repeats the date twice to confirm with her - and says ok, I'll be here! Am I the biggest idiot you've ever met - or just the biggest "Canadian" idiot you've ever met!
So, not sure if my next move was another stupid move, or a non-move. I sent him a text msg on Sunday just to say "Hello gorgeous! Thinking of you & hope you're having a good day & smiling that beautiful smile of yours - Luv Nat" - and of course, NO RESPONSE, NO ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. But that's ok. I'm sure he got it, and I'm sure it put a smil
Hi my pal Nat 🙂
I get in trouble for (((((hugging)))))). Darn! I just love hugging people as it so warms my heart and sends so much to my soul. OH well....I can do whatever I want and I will! Sorry about that...had to get it off my chest and I will explain that little outburst in a moment but back to you.... HAPPY COMING UP BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I know you will have a great time celebrating and your friends will all enjoy being with the fun, fiesty rammette on her special day/night. 😉
My celebration lasted for about a week and a half with friends taking me out to lunch and dinner...I had a wonderful time and I have such awesome friends! Including my special friends on this board...and you all know who you are!!!!!
I am so sorry to hear about you and Mr. Scorp...it is so hard in trying to figure out the why's and what's of a situation and sometimes we just can't...things are what they are and we need to accept and move on...right? I have experienced this with my first Aqua. pal...ugh...so hard but I survived it only to experience more stuff...You will get through this and you know what— you never know what the future will bring to you and Mr. Scorp...let go and let God/ higher power/ universe whatever you choose to take care of the situation and you go and play with life enjoying every special moment that is yours! That is your birthright and you shall have it. What is more important is that YOU deserve it. Maybe Mr. Scorp is in a place of his own and he needs "time out". We just never know what someone else is going through. I just wish the BEST for you in whatever you are doing my special "birthday ram" 🙂
Me——? As I have said before...I am taking a break from the male relationship thing and you are not going to beleive this but they are coming at me from all over! I cannot emotionally nor do I feel like going through the developing and creating of a relationship..it is not the color popsicle that I want right now. So, I tell these men that I am only going to be friends with them and nothing else. The other day one of my "friends" said that he has more than friend feelings for me and he can no longer see me. What is bizzare about this is, we have never gone out...just met for coffee and chatted. Go figure. Then my other older Aqua male has said that he cares more for me....I want to run away and hide taking all the chocolate with me! A cool dark cave would be nice...I may need to bring a candle with me...just my luck that I would find a "cave man" from the Flynstone era lurking from the stagmites carrying one of those very large clubs and wearing nothing but a monkey loin brief/boxer. I best stop this creative writing as it is getting me all hot and bothered...and I will then need for Polaris to come at me with an orange push up popsicle to cool me off...he is so good at that. I bet he used to be a driver of an ice cream truck wearing his white uniform and playing funky music to throw off the kids...
About your Mr. Aqua and what you did...forget about it...it is done and it happened so it must have been meant to be...no second guessing as us rams seem to do this ALL the time. He will come back..you were a challenge to him...you got him all twisted in the game, Boo....You are making life interesting and isn't this what us Rams enjoy doing? I know my ex Aqua will never forget me or the wild ride I took him on....I did tell him from the beginning that only the strong will survive...I don't think he will be back...one never knows though but, I don't think so.
I am going to stop babbling for now and meet my friend for dinner who does not want to be around me as it is too hard for him...go figure! And men think WE are wishy washy—? I need a very large package of LIFE SAVERS....
Chat later my friends, Nat and Alana!
Have a wonderful day full of miracles....xoxoxo
I get in trouble for (((((hugging)))))). Darn! I just love hugging people as it so warms my heart and sends so much to my soul. OH well....I can do whatever I want and I will! Sorry about that...had to get it off my chest and I will explain that little outburst in a moment but back to you.... HAPPY COMING UP BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I know you will have a great time celebrating and your friends will all enjoy being with the fun, fiesty rammette on her special day/night. 😉
My celebration lasted for about a week and a half with friends taking me out to lunch and dinner...I had a wonderful time and I have such awesome friends! Including my special friends on this board...and you all know who you are!!!!!
I am so sorry to hear about you and Mr. Scorp...it is so hard in trying to figure out the why's and what's of a situation and sometimes we just can't...things are what they are and we need to accept and move on...right? I have experienced this with my first Aqua. pal...ugh...so hard but I survived it only to experience more stuff...You will get through this and you know what— you never know what the future will bring to you and Mr. Scorp...let go and let God/ higher power/ universe whatever you choose to take care of the situation and you go and play with life enjoying every special moment that is yours! That is your birthright and you shall have it. What is more important is that YOU deserve it. Maybe Mr. Scorp is in a place of his own and he needs "time out". We just never know what someone else is going through. I just wish the BEST for you in whatever you are doing my special "birthday ram" 🙂
Me——? As I have said before...I am taking a break from the male relationship thing and you are not going to beleive this but they are coming at me from all over! I cannot emotionally nor do I feel like going through the developing and creating of a relationship..it is not the color popsicle that I want right now. So, I tell these men that I am only going to be friends with them and nothing else. The other day one of my "friends" said that he has more than friend feelings for me and he can no longer see me. What is bizzare about this is, we have never gone out...just met for coffee and chatted. Go figure. Then my other older Aqua male has said that he cares more for me....I want to run away and hide taking all the chocolate with me! A cool dark cave would be nice...I may need to bring a candle with me...just my luck that I would find a "cave man" from the Flynstone era lurking from the stagmites carrying one of those very large clubs and wearing nothing but a monkey loin brief/boxer. I best stop this creative writing as it is getting me all hot and bothered...and I will then need for Polaris to come at me with an orange push up popsicle to cool me off...he is so good at that. I bet he used to be a driver of an ice cream truck wearing his white uniform and playing funky music to throw off the kids...
About your Mr. Aqua and what you did...forget about it...it is done and it happened so it must have been meant to be...no second guessing as us rams seem to do this ALL the time. He will come back..you were a challenge to him...you got him all twisted in the game, Boo....You are making life interesting and isn't this what us Rams enjoy doing? I know my ex Aqua will never forget me or the wild ride I took him on....I did tell him from the beginning that only the strong will survive...I don't think he will be back...one never knows though but, I don't think so.
I am going to stop babbling for now and meet my friend for dinner who does not want to be around me as it is too hard for him...go figure! And men think WE are wishy washy—? I need a very large package of LIFE SAVERS....
Chat later my friends, Nat and Alana!
Have a wonderful day full of miracles....xoxoxo
Freebird you little stinker you! If this is what you call taking a break from the male relationship thing, OMG, I want to see you when you are not taking a break ! Was you babbling cause you wound that poor fellow up? Too hard for him— Is that your fault? Or does he want some Life Savers?
BTW, what is the Life Savers thing mean? Hey, you must be a looker if these fellows are coming at you, eh??What do you wear, A Cleopatra outfit, and make em feed you grapes? I know, you let them poor fellows see you, checking them out and now they are gonna follow you and do whatever to please you. Boy I bet you hate that idea !!!!!!!!!! AND, . . NOPE I did not drive an ice cream truck, I have worn a few uniforms, but, none of them white! Oh, and Orange push ups are for before and after....what about banana splits? Chocolate sundaes, brownies with walnuts in em, and frosting on top. How about Hersey choclate kisses? I love to let em melt in my mouth, especially when I can keep my tongue off of em, so they dont melt too fast. Love to make em last a long time,. . . Now I know you are a freebird, sometimes on fire, but, ...really,....what kind of bird would you be if you had to make a choice. Heres an idea, check out what you just read, you have a chance for some excellant comebacks. . . . .and its no fair to claim youre an eagle, flying too high to read this stuff, you already read it. Besides, eagles have excellant vision, better than most, superb hunters, they love barbecued chicken. . .
BTW, what is the Life Savers thing mean? Hey, you must be a looker if these fellows are coming at you, eh??What do you wear, A Cleopatra outfit, and make em feed you grapes? I know, you let them poor fellows see you, checking them out and now they are gonna follow you and do whatever to please you. Boy I bet you hate that idea !!!!!!!!!! AND, . . NOPE I did not drive an ice cream truck, I have worn a few uniforms, but, none of them white! Oh, and Orange push ups are for before and after....what about banana splits? Chocolate sundaes, brownies with walnuts in em, and frosting on top. How about Hersey choclate kisses? I love to let em melt in my mouth, especially when I can keep my tongue off of em, so they dont melt too fast. Love to make em last a long time,. . . Now I know you are a freebird, sometimes on fire, but, ...really,....what kind of bird would you be if you had to make a choice. Heres an idea, check out what you just read, you have a chance for some excellant comebacks. . . . .and its no fair to claim youre an eagle, flying too high to read this stuff, you already read it. Besides, eagles have excellant vision, better than most, superb hunters, they love barbecued chicken. . .
Hello to you my fluffy over-anxious ram friend Natash:-) and a real good canadian day to you over yonder!!!
No more word yet from that infuriating Mr. Scorp....—
As for the drama at the club and Mr. Aqua...I know how you felt after it...that uugh feeling in the pit of your stomach when you know you've done wrong and treated someone a bit shabbily....but HEY...so what??:-) - is the world gonna stop spinning...are you going to collapse into puddles and drain away down the suirs:-) I think not - you are made of firmer stuff.... To make mistakes is our birthright!!!! and the bigger the better...not that yours was a biggy in any sense of the word.....it's just looming big in your thoughts....my advice now is - don't give it a second thought.....you've already given it about 500 thoughts knowing you:-) and are only going to fret....in one way a man is flattered with a little jealousy..he knows that you are really interested in him (OK aquarians are not into jealousy big time) - but a dash now and again is quite OK....and another thing...aquarians don't hold grudges...there's too much going on in their everyday lives for them to even think back and analyse what happened on a certain Saturday coz he danced with a certain girl!!!!albeit she dragged him on the floor!!!!Now next time he's there and if he did it again, well then you go over and kick the girl's shins and kick hiim in the you know what!!!! And you dance witht he nearest hunk available.....but that's not going to happen is it....I wouldn't even mention it next time you see him..sometimes we can talk and walk ourselves into crisis when they don't exist...let sleeping dogs lie:-) oh what a hound that guy is!!!
As for the text next day...that was generous of you and shows your true genuine spirit........the LUV NAT at the end - maybe a bit over the top for me but that's just me...being silly with the L word - I am sure he was quietly chuffed - he's into you big time....but continue to make him work for every crumb you give him:-)
And hey big girl...you know he's defo gonna be there for your birthday....so plan it to perfection....best bib and tucker...best hair-do and make-up - strut your stuff that nite and you are guaranteed skys the limit....by the way what date exactly is your birthday missy—
I've nothing too cinderellish to report on my love-life. Mr. Virgo rang about 150 times last Saturday - I didn't answer once....it was called pay-back time for the previous Sunday when he wouldn't answer me...I know - childish - but so god dam feel good factor-ish for me and I know it infuriates him when I won't answer!!!:-) Rang most of Sunday - eventually I answer and the first words out of his mouth were fcuk off..I immediately hang up....keeps ringing, I wont answer...that nite I am actually in his uncle's house unbeknownst to him (just friends)...and he keeps ringing - I answer and say I don't want to talk....you disrescted me earlier today with telling me to f. off and hang up (yep I sounded like Don Carlione...you disrespect the family and I kill you!!!) All Monday morning more calls, eventually I answer - he says something along the lines will you stop hanging up and talk with me - I say no! and hang up again. Once again he rings and says - well can we at least be just friends if that's really what you want. I reply - friends don't tell firends to f.off...he says that was only a joke - I say - funny then how I wasn't laughing!!!!he says ok I won't ring you anymore then if that's what you want....I say that's great, thank you and hang up. And that my dear is that....I've had the silent phonecalls the last few days and I suspect it's him but I am in my cookiemonster mode!!
I had a bad experince with Mr. Aries...it was his birthday two days ago and I promised to go to his party just as a friend....lots of his fmaily and friends there....he was drinking quite a bit - he asked me to go to his bedroom to open my card a
No more word yet from that infuriating Mr. Scorp....—
As for the drama at the club and Mr. Aqua...I know how you felt after it...that uugh feeling in the pit of your stomach when you know you've done wrong and treated someone a bit shabbily....but HEY...so what??:-) - is the world gonna stop spinning...are you going to collapse into puddles and drain away down the suirs:-) I think not - you are made of firmer stuff.... To make mistakes is our birthright!!!! and the bigger the better...not that yours was a biggy in any sense of the word.....it's just looming big in your thoughts....my advice now is - don't give it a second thought.....you've already given it about 500 thoughts knowing you:-) and are only going to fret....in one way a man is flattered with a little jealousy..he knows that you are really interested in him (OK aquarians are not into jealousy big time) - but a dash now and again is quite OK....and another thing...aquarians don't hold grudges...there's too much going on in their everyday lives for them to even think back and analyse what happened on a certain Saturday coz he danced with a certain girl!!!!albeit she dragged him on the floor!!!!Now next time he's there and if he did it again, well then you go over and kick the girl's shins and kick hiim in the you know what!!!! And you dance witht he nearest hunk available.....but that's not going to happen is it....I wouldn't even mention it next time you see him..sometimes we can talk and walk ourselves into crisis when they don't exist...let sleeping dogs lie:-) oh what a hound that guy is!!!
As for the text next day...that was generous of you and shows your true genuine spirit........the LUV NAT at the end - maybe a bit over the top for me but that's just me...being silly with the L word - I am sure he was quietly chuffed - he's into you big time....but continue to make him work for every crumb you give him:-)
And hey big girl...you know he's defo gonna be there for your birthday....so plan it to perfection....best bib and tucker...best hair-do and make-up - strut your stuff that nite and you are guaranteed skys the limit....by the way what date exactly is your birthday missy—
I've nothing too cinderellish to report on my love-life. Mr. Virgo rang about 150 times last Saturday - I didn't answer once....it was called pay-back time for the previous Sunday when he wouldn't answer me...I know - childish - but so god dam feel good factor-ish for me and I know it infuriates him when I won't answer!!!:-) Rang most of Sunday - eventually I answer and the first words out of his mouth were fcuk off..I immediately hang up....keeps ringing, I wont answer...that nite I am actually in his uncle's house unbeknownst to him (just friends)...and he keeps ringing - I answer and say I don't want to talk....you disrescted me earlier today with telling me to f. off and hang up (yep I sounded like Don Carlione...you disrespect the family and I kill you!!!) All Monday morning more calls, eventually I answer - he says something along the lines will you stop hanging up and talk with me - I say no! and hang up again. Once again he rings and says - well can we at least be just friends if that's really what you want. I reply - friends don't tell firends to f.off...he says that was only a joke - I say - funny then how I wasn't laughing!!!!he says ok I won't ring you anymore then if that's what you want....I say that's great, thank you and hang up. And that my dear is that....I've had the silent phonecalls the last few days and I suspect it's him but I am in my cookiemonster mode!!
I had a bad experince with Mr. Aries...it was his birthday two days ago and I promised to go to his party just as a friend....lots of his fmaily and friends there....he was drinking quite a bit - he asked me to go to his bedroom to open my card a
Hello my European beauties.........thank you both so much for posting!
Freebird - oh my beautiful irresistible in-demand Ram, so nice to hear from you again. I've missed you, but so glad to hear you had a SMASHING time celebrating your birthday. Sounds exciting & after a WEEK long of celebration, you are much in demand. Look out world - I think-ith the mighty bird is a-gettin ready to FLY again! Just have fun with all the attention and demand for your time my feathered friend - enjoy the ride. You sooooooo deserve ALL the attention you're getting AND more as you are BEAUTIFUL, SEXY Ramette!!!! Will you keep me posted on your futher adventures? Its OUR time my fellow Ram.....make them droooooool 😉
Alana - and you say my title should be "raining men". I think we have to split that title my lady! You have Mr. Virgo still on your skirt tales, Mr. Aires still wanting to be with you, and now a NEW Mr. Sagg? You've got it happening my beautiful lady! Have you had any other experiences with a Saggie? Are you finding yourself getting bored with Mr. Virgo & his childish behaviour? I can't believe he would tell you to fcuk off like that. I know we ALL say things in the heat of the moment - but man-oh-man the fcuk'n nerve of this guy. Are you gonna give him another chance? And since you mentioned Mr. Sagg and his age (being much younger than you) - is age a factor for you/Aqua's when considering partnership (not just for those in-between's my lady 😉 but serious partnership? I ask because I am turning 39 on April 16th and Mr. Aqua turned 33 in Feb.
As for me and my circus of men........Alana you have once again my friend, uplifted me & my spirits to just let go of it all. Nothing that SERIOUS happened, nothing that BAD....and certainly nothing that hurtful that we cannot move on from. You are a very special aquarian indeed. You put things in such simple terms, and you've also pegged me so RIGHT on with that 'worry' stuff. I have spent too much time (and energy) on things I cannot change, or on things I have no control over. I am human, and have made my share of mistakes.........but you're right about Mr. Aqua not giving it another thought after Friday night - and I too think he kinda liked that jealousy stuff (only because it is a VERY VERY RARE thing I show to anyone). I thought about exactly what you said - grabbing the first HUNK I could find and dancing with him (give him a taste of his own medicine) but I couldn't do it as it would have only made me feel more childish, and we both know how much us Rams HATE playing games. Plus the fact that I truly don't believe Mr. Aqua was playing a game (ie. no malice or intent behind it) as he watched ME all night and immediately came outside to the patio AFTER the dance to ensure I was ok. Does that sound like a game my lady— And should I get upset should he dance with another lady? I have no claim to Mr. Aqua - we are not a couple, we have not dated in several months. But what I did think is would Mr. Aqua try and send me THAT message in such a way? The message being - I have NO claim to him, and he is free to dance with whomever he wants. And at the risk of continuing this silly blabbering - I still think his somewhat detachment IS a means to keep in control because he DOES like me my lady - and he likes me more than he's willing to show right now. Why else would he watch me ALL night, follow me out to the patio, try & get close on the dance floor later on. I'm learning Alana - I may be slow at it my wise friend, but I'm trying to be an attentive student and not take all that Mr. Aqua does PERSONAL 😉
Am I on the right track my lady? Do you concur?
As for Mr. Ex Scorp - infuriating is an under-statement but as a very wise also said not too long ago - 'the first cut is the deepest'. And as confused as I am about his actions, it IS much easier to move on this time around, and this Ram iz'a moving forward, no more looking
Freebird - oh my beautiful irresistible in-demand Ram, so nice to hear from you again. I've missed you, but so glad to hear you had a SMASHING time celebrating your birthday. Sounds exciting & after a WEEK long of celebration, you are much in demand. Look out world - I think-ith the mighty bird is a-gettin ready to FLY again! Just have fun with all the attention and demand for your time my feathered friend - enjoy the ride. You sooooooo deserve ALL the attention you're getting AND more as you are BEAUTIFUL, SEXY Ramette!!!! Will you keep me posted on your futher adventures? Its OUR time my fellow Ram.....make them droooooool 😉
Alana - and you say my title should be "raining men". I think we have to split that title my lady! You have Mr. Virgo still on your skirt tales, Mr. Aires still wanting to be with you, and now a NEW Mr. Sagg? You've got it happening my beautiful lady! Have you had any other experiences with a Saggie? Are you finding yourself getting bored with Mr. Virgo & his childish behaviour? I can't believe he would tell you to fcuk off like that. I know we ALL say things in the heat of the moment - but man-oh-man the fcuk'n nerve of this guy. Are you gonna give him another chance? And since you mentioned Mr. Sagg and his age (being much younger than you) - is age a factor for you/Aqua's when considering partnership (not just for those in-between's my lady 😉 but serious partnership? I ask because I am turning 39 on April 16th and Mr. Aqua turned 33 in Feb.
As for me and my circus of men........Alana you have once again my friend, uplifted me & my spirits to just let go of it all. Nothing that SERIOUS happened, nothing that BAD....and certainly nothing that hurtful that we cannot move on from. You are a very special aquarian indeed. You put things in such simple terms, and you've also pegged me so RIGHT on with that 'worry' stuff. I have spent too much time (and energy) on things I cannot change, or on things I have no control over. I am human, and have made my share of mistakes.........but you're right about Mr. Aqua not giving it another thought after Friday night - and I too think he kinda liked that jealousy stuff (only because it is a VERY VERY RARE thing I show to anyone). I thought about exactly what you said - grabbing the first HUNK I could find and dancing with him (give him a taste of his own medicine) but I couldn't do it as it would have only made me feel more childish, and we both know how much us Rams HATE playing games. Plus the fact that I truly don't believe Mr. Aqua was playing a game (ie. no malice or intent behind it) as he watched ME all night and immediately came outside to the patio AFTER the dance to ensure I was ok. Does that sound like a game my lady— And should I get upset should he dance with another lady? I have no claim to Mr. Aqua - we are not a couple, we have not dated in several months. But what I did think is would Mr. Aqua try and send me THAT message in such a way? The message being - I have NO claim to him, and he is free to dance with whomever he wants. And at the risk of continuing this silly blabbering - I still think his somewhat detachment IS a means to keep in control because he DOES like me my lady - and he likes me more than he's willing to show right now. Why else would he watch me ALL night, follow me out to the patio, try & get close on the dance floor later on. I'm learning Alana - I may be slow at it my wise friend, but I'm trying to be an attentive student and not take all that Mr. Aqua does PERSONAL 😉
Am I on the right track my lady? Do you concur?
As for Mr. Ex Scorp - infuriating is an under-statement but as a very wise also said not too long ago - 'the first cut is the deepest'. And as confused as I am about his actions, it IS much easier to move on this time around, and this Ram iz'a moving forward, no more looking
Helloo to you Natash and hope you haveing a wonderful canadian day......give me an Canadian mountie anyday:-)
Glad to hear that you have come down a notch over your worry about what happened at the club...hey it's clubland and anything and everything goes in clubland:-) a little too much drink, too much eye-candy, dropping of inhibitions etc.....all part and parcel of it...as I say, done and dusted....move on my pal.
Mr. Scorpio will probablay still get in touch me thinketh....OK so he didn't make contact for a good while after the "night of paradise"!!.....then he did and he found you quite distant and abrupt...he's licking his wounds.....but he's a scorpion and will not let go easily...he will soon be calling again...up to you how you want to play it.....a good phrase when they seem to be putting you into second place to sons, daughters, whatever is to remind them over and over again...is "I come second to nobody". Be firm and mean it when you say it...
Poor other lap-dog Mr. Scorp...msut be hard on him to see you so wrapped up in Mr. Aquar at the club...but you can't manufacture the hots for him if they just ain't there and you are being fair and honest with him.
All yesterday afternoon and evening both Mr. Virgo and Mr. Aries kept ringing, ringing, ringing but I wouldn't answer either last nite.....I just sat and played some nice music and had some wine as the phoen rang and rang......the moment wasn't right to talk - I just wasn't in the humour for either of them....This morning however, at about 8.30m just as I was dashing out the door to work the phone rang on private no. and I thought it was my mam.....I answered and heard a voice say - why didn't you answer your phone to me all yesterday...yep Mr. Virgo..he caught me off guard so to speak....I just replied...I am rushing out the door to work...he asked would I ring him at lunch...I said OK - but lunch has come and gone and I haven't!!! I don't really know what speak to use with him—Anyway I will ring him later this evening...if I say I will do something I will follow through - I guess I will let him do all the talking.
Tomoro nite however, it's Mr. Sag. Mr. Sag. is lots younger than me.. I am 38 and I think he's only 24...he told me in the club he liked older women..his last girlfriend was 42!!! No, I don't have any issues with age at all.....Mr. Virgo is 9 years younger than me...ex Mr. Cappy was 11 years younger than me and I once was with a 17 year old and an 18 year old!!!:-) Anyway, yes I once dated or partied with a sag. for about 3 weeks. I remember the first nite I was to meet him in city centre. There's a famous building everyone meets at....thre was an ugly little creature at one end and a tall handsome guy at the other...both looked foreign and knowing my luck I siad to myself, I bet it's Mr. Ugly.....waht a relief when it turned out to be other guy:-) Sorry I shoudl n't call anyone ugly...I don;t like tht word at all...let's say unattractive!!! He was great fun. He was actually in a circus here in Ireland and a friend of a friend. He had been an olympic gold medallist gymnist years previous in Romania but had hurt his leg so he went to the circus as a tight-rope/trapeze artist whatever!!!! He was generous, funny, very blunt - so blunt!! and a real party animal........I will never forget his legs...they were like steel and the third leg...WOW!!! He was a very big boy...he was also a very big flirt....he looked at everything that moved in a skirt...I didn't mind in the least coz I knew he was only here in Dublin for a few weeks and I wasn't getting attached at all....he actually had a girlfriend back in Romania!!! Anyway, he moved on but he still calls and texts quite often - he's now in Austria..god help those Austrian women!!
Anyway, got to go now for the weekend ahead...hope things work out as you truly wish every which way for you with al the guys! espc. Mr. Aquar.
As f
Glad to hear that you have come down a notch over your worry about what happened at the club...hey it's clubland and anything and everything goes in clubland:-) a little too much drink, too much eye-candy, dropping of inhibitions etc.....all part and parcel of it...as I say, done and dusted....move on my pal.
Mr. Scorpio will probablay still get in touch me thinketh....OK so he didn't make contact for a good while after the "night of paradise"!!.....then he did and he found you quite distant and abrupt...he's licking his wounds.....but he's a scorpion and will not let go easily...he will soon be calling again...up to you how you want to play it.....a good phrase when they seem to be putting you into second place to sons, daughters, whatever is to remind them over and over again...is "I come second to nobody". Be firm and mean it when you say it...
Poor other lap-dog Mr. Scorp...msut be hard on him to see you so wrapped up in Mr. Aquar at the club...but you can't manufacture the hots for him if they just ain't there and you are being fair and honest with him.
All yesterday afternoon and evening both Mr. Virgo and Mr. Aries kept ringing, ringing, ringing but I wouldn't answer either last nite.....I just sat and played some nice music and had some wine as the phoen rang and rang......the moment wasn't right to talk - I just wasn't in the humour for either of them....This morning however, at about 8.30m just as I was dashing out the door to work the phone rang on private no. and I thought it was my mam.....I answered and heard a voice say - why didn't you answer your phone to me all yesterday...yep Mr. Virgo..he caught me off guard so to speak....I just replied...I am rushing out the door to work...he asked would I ring him at lunch...I said OK - but lunch has come and gone and I haven't!!! I don't really know what speak to use with him—Anyway I will ring him later this evening...if I say I will do something I will follow through - I guess I will let him do all the talking.
Tomoro nite however, it's Mr. Sag. Mr. Sag. is lots younger than me.. I am 38 and I think he's only 24...he told me in the club he liked older women..his last girlfriend was 42!!! No, I don't have any issues with age at all.....Mr. Virgo is 9 years younger than me...ex Mr. Cappy was 11 years younger than me and I once was with a 17 year old and an 18 year old!!!:-) Anyway, yes I once dated or partied with a sag. for about 3 weeks. I remember the first nite I was to meet him in city centre. There's a famous building everyone meets at....thre was an ugly little creature at one end and a tall handsome guy at the other...both looked foreign and knowing my luck I siad to myself, I bet it's Mr. Ugly.....waht a relief when it turned out to be other guy:-) Sorry I shoudl n't call anyone ugly...I don;t like tht word at all...let's say unattractive!!! He was great fun. He was actually in a circus here in Ireland and a friend of a friend. He had been an olympic gold medallist gymnist years previous in Romania but had hurt his leg so he went to the circus as a tight-rope/trapeze artist whatever!!!! He was generous, funny, very blunt - so blunt!! and a real party animal........I will never forget his legs...they were like steel and the third leg...WOW!!! He was a very big boy...he was also a very big flirt....he looked at everything that moved in a skirt...I didn't mind in the least coz I knew he was only here in Dublin for a few weeks and I wasn't getting attached at all....he actually had a girlfriend back in Romania!!! Anyway, he moved on but he still calls and texts quite often - he's now in Austria..god help those Austrian women!!
Anyway, got to go now for the weekend ahead...hope things work out as you truly wish every which way for you with al the guys! espc. Mr. Aquar.
As f
Hello my dear special pals.....hope you both had an enjoyable weekend! Are you both looking forward to the Easter weekend? Do you have any additional time off for it?
I'm sooooooo looking forward to a 4-day long weekend (Fri-Mon) that we get off because of the holiday, and man-oh-man, its gonna be another busy weekend.
Freebird, how are you doing my "in-demand" friend? Did you break some hearts this past weekend, or ruffle some feathers?? 😉
Alana - how was your weekend my lady? Anything new/further on Mr. Virgo? I was sorry to read his mother is at death's door. Has he made further contact with you?? And this was the weekend you were going to meet with Mr. Saggie right? Did you? Tell, tell please!!!! I so enjoy, and look forward to reading both yours and Freebirds adventures. 🙂
Moi? I'm was feeling a little under the weather this past weekend. I did manage to go out Fri nite (Mr. Aqua did not show up this week), and I don't know if he showed up at the Sat nite Club, as I did not go out. I was feeling that 'under the weather'. And even today, not feeling my ole randy self just yet. But I'm popping all the vitamins I can, as a means to get back to my old self cuz its gonna be a long, wild weekend and this Ramette has to be in tip-top shape!
No news/contact from Mr. Ex Scorp either, but suspect he will 'eventually' call, and WHEN he does I will say all that I need to say to him. Until then.........I Let Go and Let God and tell myself its HIS loss not mine!
Mr. Aqua is where my mind sits right now and I continue to believe that him circling back at the club for 3 weeks in a row, is a means to reconnect in some way. I just hope I have not changed that or spoiled it by my stupid childish behavior last week. But I am prepared for our next encounter. Took your advice Alana - new hairdo (color/cut); and a brand new outfit for my birthday celebration next week - and if I do say so myself.........it sizzles!!!! 😉
All Mr. Aqua has to do is SHOW up NEXT week, but of course I welcome him to show up this week too 😉 But I so need to know if he'll show up for my birthday celebration. I can't imagine he wouldn't show up after my female pal told him the date, but one never knows right? I guess after trying to keep in touch with him, stay connected, calling him for HIS birthday, and all that he revealled the 1st nite he showed up back at the club, I need to know that him being there is as important to him, as it is to me. Does that make any sense my ladies? Him showing up, or not showing up, will tell me ALOT.
Alana - for all the affection one minute, and somewhat detachment the next minute from Mr. Aqua, I'm not sure what to expect. And perhaps that's part of my attraction to him. Any thoughts on whether you think he will or won't show up?
I'm sure my ladies are wishing the best for me (and thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your sincere wishes)........I guess I'm more looking for a gut reaction, based on what's happened (or not happened) to date, as to what you think Mr. Aqua's next move might be? I'm just trying to stay ONE step ahead (and you once suggested) but not sure how to do that in this scenario.
Well, back to work for now. Lots to do in a short span, being a short week and all for me. Looking forward to reading your posts and hearing of your adventures.
HAPPY and LOVING thoughts to you both my friends.
Nat
xoxo
I'm sooooooo looking forward to a 4-day long weekend (Fri-Mon) that we get off because of the holiday, and man-oh-man, its gonna be another busy weekend.
Freebird, how are you doing my "in-demand" friend? Did you break some hearts this past weekend, or ruffle some feathers?? 😉
Alana - how was your weekend my lady? Anything new/further on Mr. Virgo? I was sorry to read his mother is at death's door. Has he made further contact with you?? And this was the weekend you were going to meet with Mr. Saggie right? Did you? Tell, tell please!!!! I so enjoy, and look forward to reading both yours and Freebirds adventures. 🙂
Moi? I'm was feeling a little under the weather this past weekend. I did manage to go out Fri nite (Mr. Aqua did not show up this week), and I don't know if he showed up at the Sat nite Club, as I did not go out. I was feeling that 'under the weather'. And even today, not feeling my ole randy self just yet. But I'm popping all the vitamins I can, as a means to get back to my old self cuz its gonna be a long, wild weekend and this Ramette has to be in tip-top shape!
No news/contact from Mr. Ex Scorp either, but suspect he will 'eventually' call, and WHEN he does I will say all that I need to say to him. Until then.........I Let Go and Let God and tell myself its HIS loss not mine!
Mr. Aqua is where my mind sits right now and I continue to believe that him circling back at the club for 3 weeks in a row, is a means to reconnect in some way. I just hope I have not changed that or spoiled it by my stupid childish behavior last week. But I am prepared for our next encounter. Took your advice Alana - new hairdo (color/cut); and a brand new outfit for my birthday celebration next week - and if I do say so myself.........it sizzles!!!! 😉
All Mr. Aqua has to do is SHOW up NEXT week, but of course I welcome him to show up this week too 😉 But I so need to know if he'll show up for my birthday celebration. I can't imagine he wouldn't show up after my female pal told him the date, but one never knows right? I guess after trying to keep in touch with him, stay connected, calling him for HIS birthday, and all that he revealled the 1st nite he showed up back at the club, I need to know that him being there is as important to him, as it is to me. Does that make any sense my ladies? Him showing up, or not showing up, will tell me ALOT.
Alana - for all the affection one minute, and somewhat detachment the next minute from Mr. Aqua, I'm not sure what to expect. And perhaps that's part of my attraction to him. Any thoughts on whether you think he will or won't show up?
I'm sure my ladies are wishing the best for me (and thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your sincere wishes)........I guess I'm more looking for a gut reaction, based on what's happened (or not happened) to date, as to what you think Mr. Aqua's next move might be? I'm just trying to stay ONE step ahead (and you once suggested) but not sure how to do that in this scenario.
Well, back to work for now. Lots to do in a short span, being a short week and all for me. Looking forward to reading your posts and hearing of your adventures.
HAPPY and LOVING thoughts to you both my friends.
Nat
xoxo
Hello to you my dear natash - always delighted to hear your secrets of the heart saga:-) So sorry to hear that you are feeling a bit under the weather......the last few days the days had you but tomoro you will have the day:-) Keep popping those vits...gotta to be in tip top shape for Mr. Aquar on your birthday...
You ask what happened with Mr. Virgo - I will share it with you and my friends here for what it's worth - warts and all and pull no punches....biggest pun on earth!!
On Friday nite he rang when I was in bed about 11..by this stage nearly after two weeks I was ready to listen to what he had to say...he said he had called on the sunday, I had my phone turned off, gotten into a jealous huff and so hadn't answered me that day...He continued on and on rather sheepishly and then asked if I had missed him a bit. I replied - just a little bit!! Don't know what turn we took next but suddenly we ended up having explosive phone sex..hey let's not go there!!
Next day he asks me over to stay the nite....all is great, perfect...he is most attentive, has wine and food ready, we talk laugh, watch our video and have our nite of passion..you can tell it's two weeks since we have been together...it's full steam ahead that nite and also next morning:-)
And now get ready for a shock my ram pal - it shocked me to the core. This is where the Cinderella story ends for good. Let me preface this by saying I never envisaged in my life what would happen next - I never considered myself weak in any way and can always stand up for myself. Sunday nite I am to meet him. He phones to say he will be late. That is fine by me - I am in his pub opposite his house and there is a great band on and I am chatting to the locals. Eventually him and his cousin arrive and we go home. I know immeidately that he is very drunk from his clumsy movements and argumentative manner...Jokingly I pulled his pony-tail. Next second all I know is that he shoved me to the floor and starts kicking my head in. He won't stop. I try to cover my head screaming...His cousin runs out of the bedroom and stops him...his cousin is yelling at him and he puts me sitting on his knee and cradles me. I am in shock. I say over to Mr. Virgo - you disgust me I hate you, you monster. I am leaving for good. He won't let me leave the room and tries to kiss me. He is hurting my wrists and the rest of my body with his roughness. I go to the toilent and he follows me and gives me another kick. I get good one kick into his leg - again he flowers me and starts the head-kicking and body-kicking. I am shell shcoked and in so much pain at his stage..I don't know what to do to get out of the door - I call for his cousin and once again he comes to the rescus - he gives me money for taxi - I rush out of the house with Mr. Virgo running after me demanding to talk ..I don't quite rmember how I made it home that nite but I fell into my bed and died...next morning when I say I felt like a steam-roller had run over my body and head, that is an under-exaggeration, my body is black and blue, I can hardly lift my head, or breathe - my ribs ar cracked.. I can't cry, I am in shock...somehow I manage to drag myelf out of the bed. I feel like fainting all the time. I can't tell anyone - my father and ex-husband would kill him....I am too weak to talk to the police even. I think to myself I am such a strong person, how did I let this happen to me? My confidence is rock-bottom. Suddenly Mr. Virgo rings - he want to meet me in city centre - I agree!!!...not because I want to see him ever again but just so I can walk away from him with pride and my head held high..I ring my one special pal in the world and she is so supportive - the Bird! - we both know what I must do.
I won't go into the ins and outs of the meeting with Mr. Virgo - just to say that oh god yes!, he said he had drank 3 bottle of brenady that day and didn't know what he was doing!! Oh god
You ask what happened with Mr. Virgo - I will share it with you and my friends here for what it's worth - warts and all and pull no punches....biggest pun on earth!!
On Friday nite he rang when I was in bed about 11..by this stage nearly after two weeks I was ready to listen to what he had to say...he said he had called on the sunday, I had my phone turned off, gotten into a jealous huff and so hadn't answered me that day...He continued on and on rather sheepishly and then asked if I had missed him a bit. I replied - just a little bit!! Don't know what turn we took next but suddenly we ended up having explosive phone sex..hey let's not go there!!
Next day he asks me over to stay the nite....all is great, perfect...he is most attentive, has wine and food ready, we talk laugh, watch our video and have our nite of passion..you can tell it's two weeks since we have been together...it's full steam ahead that nite and also next morning:-)
And now get ready for a shock my ram pal - it shocked me to the core. This is where the Cinderella story ends for good. Let me preface this by saying I never envisaged in my life what would happen next - I never considered myself weak in any way and can always stand up for myself. Sunday nite I am to meet him. He phones to say he will be late. That is fine by me - I am in his pub opposite his house and there is a great band on and I am chatting to the locals. Eventually him and his cousin arrive and we go home. I know immeidately that he is very drunk from his clumsy movements and argumentative manner...Jokingly I pulled his pony-tail. Next second all I know is that he shoved me to the floor and starts kicking my head in. He won't stop. I try to cover my head screaming...His cousin runs out of the bedroom and stops him...his cousin is yelling at him and he puts me sitting on his knee and cradles me. I am in shock. I say over to Mr. Virgo - you disgust me I hate you, you monster. I am leaving for good. He won't let me leave the room and tries to kiss me. He is hurting my wrists and the rest of my body with his roughness. I go to the toilent and he follows me and gives me another kick. I get good one kick into his leg - again he flowers me and starts the head-kicking and body-kicking. I am shell shcoked and in so much pain at his stage..I don't know what to do to get out of the door - I call for his cousin and once again he comes to the rescus - he gives me money for taxi - I rush out of the house with Mr. Virgo running after me demanding to talk ..I don't quite rmember how I made it home that nite but I fell into my bed and died...next morning when I say I felt like a steam-roller had run over my body and head, that is an under-exaggeration, my body is black and blue, I can hardly lift my head, or breathe - my ribs ar cracked.. I can't cry, I am in shock...somehow I manage to drag myelf out of the bed. I feel like fainting all the time. I can't tell anyone - my father and ex-husband would kill him....I am too weak to talk to the police even. I think to myself I am such a strong person, how did I let this happen to me? My confidence is rock-bottom. Suddenly Mr. Virgo rings - he want to meet me in city centre - I agree!!!...not because I want to see him ever again but just so I can walk away from him with pride and my head held high..I ring my one special pal in the world and she is so supportive - the Bird! - we both know what I must do.
I won't go into the ins and outs of the meeting with Mr. Virgo - just to say that oh god yes!, he said he had drank 3 bottle of brenady that day and didn't know what he was doing!! Oh god
Hello to you my dear natash - always delighted to hear your secrets of the heart saga:-) So sorry to hear that you are feeling a bit under the weather......the last few days the days had you but tomoro you will have the day:-) Keep popping those vits...gotta to be in tip top shape for Mr. Aquar on your birthday...
You ask what happened with Mr. Virgo - I will share it with you and my friends here for what it's worth - warts and all and pull no punches....biggest pun on earth!!
On Friday nite he rang when I was in bed about 11..by this stage nearly after two weeks I was ready to listen to what he had to say...he said he had called on the sunday, I had my phone turned off, gotten into a jealous huff and so hadn't answered me that day...He continued on and on rather sheepishly and then asked if I had missed him a bit. I replied - just a little bit!! Don't know what turn we took next but suddenly we ended up having explosive phone sex..hey let's not go there!!
Next day he asks me over to stay the nite....all is great, perfect...he is most attentive, has wine and food ready, we talk laugh, watch our video and have our nite of passion..you can tell it's two weeks since we have been together...it's full steam ahead that nite and also next morning:-)
And now get ready for a shock my ram pal - it shocked me to the core. This is where the Cinderella story ends for good. Let me preface this by saying I never envisaged in my life what would happen next - I never considered myself weak in any way and can always stand up for myself. Sunday nite I am to meet him. He phones to say he will be late. That is fine by me - I am in his pub opposite his house and there is a great band on and I am chatting to the locals. Eventually him and his cousin arrive and we go home. I know immeidately that he is very drunk from his clumsy movements and argumentative manner...Jokingly I pulled his pony-tail. Next second all I know is that he shoved me to the floor and starts kicking my head in. He won't stop. I try to cover my head screaming...His cousin runs out of the bedroom and stops him...his cousin is yelling at him and he puts me sitting on his knee and cradles me. I am in shock. I say over to Mr. Virgo - you disgust me I hate you, you monster. I am leaving for good. He won't let me leave the room and tries to kiss me. He is hurting my wrists and the rest of my body with his roughness. I go to the toilent and he follows me and gives me another kick. I get good one kick into his leg - again he flowers me and starts the head-kicking and body-kicking. I am shell shcoked and in so much pain at his stage..I don't know what to do to get out of the door - I call for his cousin and once again he comes to the rescus - he gives me money for taxi - I rush out of the house with Mr. Virgo running after me demanding to talk ..I don't quite rmember how I made it home that nite but I fell into my bed and died...next morning when I say I felt like a steam-roller had run over my body and head, that is an under-exaggeration, my body is black and blue, I can hardly lift my head, or breathe - my ribs ar cracked.. I can't cry, I am in shock...somehow I manage to drag myelf out of the bed. I feel like fainting all the time. I can't tell anyone - my father and ex-husband would kill him....I am too weak to talk to the police even. I think to myself I am such a strong person, how did I let this happen to me? My confidence is rock-bottom. Suddenly Mr. Virgo rings - he want to meet me in city centre - I agree!!!...not because I want to see him ever again but just so I can walk away from him with pride and my head held high..I ring my one special pal in the world and she is so supportive - the Bird! - we both know what I must do.
I won't go into the ins and outs of the meeting with Mr. Virgo - just to say that oh god yes!, he said he had drank 3 bottle of brenady that day and didn't know what he was doing!! Oh god
You ask what happened with Mr. Virgo - I will share it with you and my friends here for what it's worth - warts and all and pull no punches....biggest pun on earth!!
On Friday nite he rang when I was in bed about 11..by this stage nearly after two weeks I was ready to listen to what he had to say...he said he had called on the sunday, I had my phone turned off, gotten into a jealous huff and so hadn't answered me that day...He continued on and on rather sheepishly and then asked if I had missed him a bit. I replied - just a little bit!! Don't know what turn we took next but suddenly we ended up having explosive phone sex..hey let's not go there!!
Next day he asks me over to stay the nite....all is great, perfect...he is most attentive, has wine and food ready, we talk laugh, watch our video and have our nite of passion..you can tell it's two weeks since we have been together...it's full steam ahead that nite and also next morning:-)
And now get ready for a shock my ram pal - it shocked me to the core. This is where the Cinderella story ends for good. Let me preface this by saying I never envisaged in my life what would happen next - I never considered myself weak in any way and can always stand up for myself. Sunday nite I am to meet him. He phones to say he will be late. That is fine by me - I am in his pub opposite his house and there is a great band on and I am chatting to the locals. Eventually him and his cousin arrive and we go home. I know immeidately that he is very drunk from his clumsy movements and argumentative manner...Jokingly I pulled his pony-tail. Next second all I know is that he shoved me to the floor and starts kicking my head in. He won't stop. I try to cover my head screaming...His cousin runs out of the bedroom and stops him...his cousin is yelling at him and he puts me sitting on his knee and cradles me. I am in shock. I say over to Mr. Virgo - you disgust me I hate you, you monster. I am leaving for good. He won't let me leave the room and tries to kiss me. He is hurting my wrists and the rest of my body with his roughness. I go to the toilent and he follows me and gives me another kick. I get good one kick into his leg - again he flowers me and starts the head-kicking and body-kicking. I am shell shcoked and in so much pain at his stage..I don't know what to do to get out of the door - I call for his cousin and once again he comes to the rescus - he gives me money for taxi - I rush out of the house with Mr. Virgo running after me demanding to talk ..I don't quite rmember how I made it home that nite but I fell into my bed and died...next morning when I say I felt like a steam-roller had run over my body and head, that is an under-exaggeration, my body is black and blue, I can hardly lift my head, or breathe - my ribs ar cracked.. I can't cry, I am in shock...somehow I manage to drag myelf out of the bed. I feel like fainting all the time. I can't tell anyone - my father and ex-husband would kill him....I am too weak to talk to the police even. I think to myself I am such a strong person, how did I let this happen to me? My confidence is rock-bottom. Suddenly Mr. Virgo rings - he want to meet me in city centre - I agree!!!...not because I want to see him ever again but just so I can walk away from him with pride and my head held high..I ring my one special pal in the world and she is so supportive - the Bird! - we both know what I must do.
I won't go into the ins and outs of the meeting with Mr. Virgo - just to say that oh god yes!, he said he had drank 3 bottle of brenady that day and didn't know what he was doing!! Oh god
Alana, I am so very sorry to hear you had to go through that. That bostird deserves to be literally beaten to within an inch of his very life. If I were there, I would have told your father and your ex, then the cops when they are done with him. If he did it once, he will do it again. I dont believe it was his first time. He is such a coward and low life. I am amazed you can forgive him. Surprized you are strong enough to allow him to get away with it, but, he deserves some lasting pain.
If I could find my magic carpet, I would fly there, give you pain killers, hot and cold packs for your ribs, soothing music, make all of your favorite food, make you sleep until the pain goes away, and the memories become just a bad dream. I don't even know what you look like, but, I have a picture in my little brain, and it makes me so very sad and frustrated to see you go through this alone. You need someone to hold you and rock you to sleep, and make you feel you are so cared for. God must be with you, for you to have the strength to forgive this lowlife. With all my heart, I wish I could think of something to help you feel better. If you have not gone to your doctor, you should. Cracked ribs may be the least of your worries. I had them once, and hot baths, hot packs helped me. . . but a doctor would know so very much more. . .you were strong enough to forgive ponytail boy, . . .be smart and strong . GO TO THE DOCTOR . . . .Please
If I could find my magic carpet, I would fly there, give you pain killers, hot and cold packs for your ribs, soothing music, make all of your favorite food, make you sleep until the pain goes away, and the memories become just a bad dream. I don't even know what you look like, but, I have a picture in my little brain, and it makes me so very sad and frustrated to see you go through this alone. You need someone to hold you and rock you to sleep, and make you feel you are so cared for. God must be with you, for you to have the strength to forgive this lowlife. With all my heart, I wish I could think of something to help you feel better. If you have not gone to your doctor, you should. Cracked ribs may be the least of your worries. I had them once, and hot baths, hot packs helped me. . . but a doctor would know so very much more. . .you were strong enough to forgive ponytail boy, . . .be smart and strong . GO TO THE DOCTOR . . . .Please
Hey, you should not have to pay for the doctor either ! Make macho boy pay for it. Anyone out there agree ? . . . Sorry sissy, just rubs me the wrong way. You dont deserve being hurt and footing the bill to boot !!If FREEBIRD will fly us there, I will bring some vicodon. it works wonders !! I promise !! We could watch educational type movies, that way you dont laugh or cry or get wound up.. you need to heal !!!!
OMG! OMG! OMG! My beautiful friend Alana - this is horrible news and NOT (ohhhh sooooo not what I wanted to hear my lady). How are you holding up———??
I cannot believe that Mr. Virgo has gone to this extreme and hurt my lady in this manner. YOU do not deserve this my lady, nor are you responsible for HIS behavior. I couldn't agree more with Polaris (nice to meet you P) that this p.r.i.c.k. needs to pay and pay BIGTIME. Be it doctors bills, be it with the police, or be it with your father and/or ex, and further agree that if he did it ONCE he will most definately do it twice. Take it from someone of similar traits and unpredictability my lady. I lived with an alcoholic husband for 10 years of my life.
I too deemed myself as a strong, intelligent woman and NEVER thought I would allow any man to treat me as he treated me. But I learned ONE major lesson in my life and that is to NEVER judge anyone unless you walk in their shoes. Just do me one favor my lady A..........do not blame yourself, do not doubt yourself, do not carry the weight of someone else's burdens. Mr. Virgo has been a train-wreck waiting to happen lately with his health issues, gambling troubles and my sweet,friendly and loveable Alana got the grunt of the devil that sits inside him. You are NOT to blame for any of this. You did NOTHING to deserve what this animal did to you. PLEASE repeat this to yourself over and over until you believe it and stand firm in your convictions.
And to Polaris' point on 'how can you forgive this man? I also understand that from my own experience. I can only offer you my reasons for forgiving my ex....and that was because it allowed me to move on with my life and leave the past behind. Forgiving him allowed me the opportunity to clear the pain & sorrow from my heart, put things into perspective, and not just pretend to move on - but MOVE ON.....and by forgiving him - that was the only way I could no longer be a victim to my past. By not forgiving him, I continued to live in the past, carrying hatred and anger with me, and I had had enough of that. I offer this my lady in hopes that you too can find 'some' comfort in forgiving. But also take 'some' comfort during this dark, dark time my lady, in knowing you have MANY MANY friends that are here for you.....thinking of you.......wishing you good things....praying for you.......and IF our feathered friend could fly us to where you are, I'd reserve a front row seat my special friend just to hug you once and tell you, you ARE loved and cared for my friend.
Freebird - I am so glad you are near my lady to offer her much needed support and friendship, and hope you will keep us informed on how Alana is doing, if she's not up to typing yourself. You are a very good & special friend yourself my feathered bird.
If there is anything (anything at all) that I can do or send you from friendly Canada, just ask. And even if its a Canadian mountie my lady "A"........I will do my darndest to get you one 😉
Many warm & sincere ((((((((HUGS)))))), prayers & good strong thoughts are being sent your way Alana - for you are my VERY special friend.
Luv ya!
Nat
xoxo
I cannot believe that Mr. Virgo has gone to this extreme and hurt my lady in this manner. YOU do not deserve this my lady, nor are you responsible for HIS behavior. I couldn't agree more with Polaris (nice to meet you P) that this p.r.i.c.k. needs to pay and pay BIGTIME. Be it doctors bills, be it with the police, or be it with your father and/or ex, and further agree that if he did it ONCE he will most definately do it twice. Take it from someone of similar traits and unpredictability my lady. I lived with an alcoholic husband for 10 years of my life.
I too deemed myself as a strong, intelligent woman and NEVER thought I would allow any man to treat me as he treated me. But I learned ONE major lesson in my life and that is to NEVER judge anyone unless you walk in their shoes. Just do me one favor my lady A..........do not blame yourself, do not doubt yourself, do not carry the weight of someone else's burdens. Mr. Virgo has been a train-wreck waiting to happen lately with his health issues, gambling troubles and my sweet,friendly and loveable Alana got the grunt of the devil that sits inside him. You are NOT to blame for any of this. You did NOTHING to deserve what this animal did to you. PLEASE repeat this to yourself over and over until you believe it and stand firm in your convictions.
And to Polaris' point on 'how can you forgive this man? I also understand that from my own experience. I can only offer you my reasons for forgiving my ex....and that was because it allowed me to move on with my life and leave the past behind. Forgiving him allowed me the opportunity to clear the pain & sorrow from my heart, put things into perspective, and not just pretend to move on - but MOVE ON.....and by forgiving him - that was the only way I could no longer be a victim to my past. By not forgiving him, I continued to live in the past, carrying hatred and anger with me, and I had had enough of that. I offer this my lady in hopes that you too can find 'some' comfort in forgiving. But also take 'some' comfort during this dark, dark time my lady, in knowing you have MANY MANY friends that are here for you.....thinking of you.......wishing you good things....praying for you.......and IF our feathered friend could fly us to where you are, I'd reserve a front row seat my special friend just to hug you once and tell you, you ARE loved and cared for my friend.
Freebird - I am so glad you are near my lady to offer her much needed support and friendship, and hope you will keep us informed on how Alana is doing, if she's not up to typing yourself. You are a very good & special friend yourself my feathered bird.
If there is anything (anything at all) that I can do or send you from friendly Canada, just ask. And even if its a Canadian mountie my lady "A"........I will do my darndest to get you one 😉
Many warm & sincere ((((((((HUGS)))))), prayers & good strong thoughts are being sent your way Alana - for you are my VERY special friend.
Luv ya!
Nat
xoxo
Hey and hi to all my wonderful friends, esp. what you Nat and Polaris have just written for me.......thank you both SO MUCH from the bottom of my heart for all your concern and encouragement. Really wish we could all be physically together instead of worlds apart but still I can feel your good vibes coming in - shooting in! - at me through my computer screen!!:-) - "shot to the heart and your to blame - you give love a good name!!
I took a sleeping tablet last nite and slept rite through and so I awoke quite refreshed....the bruises are beginning to fade somewhat, my head is not so sore - at least I can brush my hair:-) - just the ribs still remain the sorest - if it persists Polaris I will go to the doctor - promise you Mister. And today also, I feel my confidence returning, the bounce-back is beginning slowly but surely!!!
As for my forgiveness position - well let me tell you straight even before I got to that point, even on the nite of the fite, there was a knife on his table and for one half scary split second the thought went through my head to get it and stick it in him...but then I thought to myself..no! I would end up in jail probably, he's not worth that.....and the next day the thought went through my head (I have a few male bouncer friends from the club I used work in who would have no problem bouncing his head in!!) - would I ring them and get them to teach him a lesson? - various forms of revenge went through the head big time but ultimately I decided to choose the forgiveness package! - (I have learnt from experience that although revenge is sweet and truly so......it's only lasts for a while and then you slip back into the "no winners victim zone" - but with the forgiveness, it lasts forever - bottom-line!! and No. 1 - It meant that I could walk away with my dignity in tact and my head held high. No. 2. It meant that he knew he had lost the love of his life. No. 3. I hate violence of any sort - it makes me physically sick. No. 4 - This is where vanity thy name is Alana kicks in!! - I know that if I didn't forgive, the hurt and revenge feelings will show on my face and it will become hard and bitter and wrinkled prematurely!!!...I have seen it happen to other friends....the face tells a thousand tales.....No. 5 - Being aquarius I do find it exceptionally easy to forgive anyone almost anything once I know their sorry comes from their heart and soul and I know it did from the remorse in his eyes.
His cousin rang me last nite to just see how I was doing. I thanked him profusely - he literally saved my life that nite - without his intervening I could be in coma by now. He said - he was on my side and always would be my friend. He then asked if I would talk to Mr. Virgo who was beside him. I politely declined. And that my gents and ladies is where it ends.
So once again, consider yourselves so hugged and so in my world and soul.....I go on hols today till next week so I wish you the very best Natash in your adventures with MR. Aquar and (who knows with the scorp, if he ever surfaces!!) - Polaris - keep up those pranks....and try make it over here with that magic carpet:-) - you are a magician of the soul...you have magiced me better.
Ciao for now gang.
A x
I took a sleeping tablet last nite and slept rite through and so I awoke quite refreshed....the bruises are beginning to fade somewhat, my head is not so sore - at least I can brush my hair:-) - just the ribs still remain the sorest - if it persists Polaris I will go to the doctor - promise you Mister. And today also, I feel my confidence returning, the bounce-back is beginning slowly but surely!!!
As for my forgiveness position - well let me tell you straight even before I got to that point, even on the nite of the fite, there was a knife on his table and for one half scary split second the thought went through my head to get it and stick it in him...but then I thought to myself..no! I would end up in jail probably, he's not worth that.....and the next day the thought went through my head (I have a few male bouncer friends from the club I used work in who would have no problem bouncing his head in!!) - would I ring them and get them to teach him a lesson? - various forms of revenge went through the head big time but ultimately I decided to choose the forgiveness package! - (I have learnt from experience that although revenge is sweet and truly so......it's only lasts for a while and then you slip back into the "no winners victim zone" - but with the forgiveness, it lasts forever - bottom-line!! and No. 1 - It meant that I could walk away with my dignity in tact and my head held high. No. 2. It meant that he knew he had lost the love of his life. No. 3. I hate violence of any sort - it makes me physically sick. No. 4 - This is where vanity thy name is Alana kicks in!! - I know that if I didn't forgive, the hurt and revenge feelings will show on my face and it will become hard and bitter and wrinkled prematurely!!!...I have seen it happen to other friends....the face tells a thousand tales.....No. 5 - Being aquarius I do find it exceptionally easy to forgive anyone almost anything once I know their sorry comes from their heart and soul and I know it did from the remorse in his eyes.
His cousin rang me last nite to just see how I was doing. I thanked him profusely - he literally saved my life that nite - without his intervening I could be in coma by now. He said - he was on my side and always would be my friend. He then asked if I would talk to Mr. Virgo who was beside him. I politely declined. And that my gents and ladies is where it ends.
So once again, consider yourselves so hugged and so in my world and soul.....I go on hols today till next week so I wish you the very best Natash in your adventures with MR. Aquar and (who knows with the scorp, if he ever surfaces!!) - Polaris - keep up those pranks....and try make it over here with that magic carpet:-) - you are a magician of the soul...you have magiced me better.
Ciao for now gang.
A x
What a wonderful place this is ...this board, this place that some of us have begun to feel at home at...Nat and Polaris...you truly are such caring and loving souls...this world sure needs more of you guys...I cannot forget Alana...I am so happy that your words have brought her so much comfort and peace. I so cannot imagine what she must and has been feeling...I do know that it is love that brings peace to the human soul and your kindness, love and caringness has proved that!!!! Thank YOU both from the bottom of my heart for sharing yourself with our lovely Alana. She is a strong woman no doubt but inside that strong woman is a little girl who needs to be hugged and know that she is loved. She knows...:-)
Thank you, Thank you and Thank you!
Freebird
Thank you, Thank you and Thank you!
Freebird
Alana, I am hoping you have healed enough by now, so it dont hurt too much when you read this, but, I bumped into this half breed Leprechaun/Wood Nymph and for the price of a plane ticket, she said she would go visit her half-sister, who lives in a marsh near Dublin. They are going to take macho pony-tail boy, tie him up, feed him Brownies with Ex-Lax,Navy Bean soup with crushed glass in it,then hang him by his ankles, strip him naked, pour honey, popcorn,peanuts and birdseed on him and leave him dangling in the square by the park with all those wierd pigeons !!! You wont have to listen to him scream, they are going to tape his mouth shut when they hang him upside down !!! Dont worry about the cost of the plane ticket, though, I met this really nice attractive airline stewardess, and gave her a hot oil massage, and 4 orange push-ups, so she gave me a free ticket for the Lepra-nymph to visit her half sister. You will know her when you see her, cause her skin has a very slight green tint to it, and she wears a stawberry blonde wig, cause she shaves every hair off of her entire body. . I guess that is because her hair turns to wood as it gets longer, that way she dosnt have to sand her armpits and whatever when she wants to look nice. She is quite pretty, except for her toenails, which she usually keeps covered up, (they look like twisted brownish yellow roots coming out of her toes. She has to use a hammer and chisel to trim them !) Anyway, she comes from a long line of "woman beating - man haters", cause I guess her mom was a wood nymph who fell in Love with an alcholic leprechaun (ONLY CAUSE HE TRICKED HER with some kind of voodoo love potion he picked up in Haiti) Anyway, she had 12 or 13 daughters, and they all are pretty tough. All of them know karate and three other Japanese names. . . . . so, she will be there very soon, you can thank me properly as soon as you are healed, OK—?
LOL!!!!! Alana will LOVE this...Yeah for Polaris!!!
Does this "half breed Leprechaun/Wood Nymph" have a brother who is single—?? Sounds like something up my "Marsh" 😉
Does this "half breed Leprechaun/Wood Nymph" have a brother who is single—?? Sounds like something up my "Marsh" 😉
Yes, but, you wouldnt like him. He has thicker hair than his sisters, so, it would be like, hugging a dude who had toothpicks growing out of his light green hide !! Besides, I wouldnt introduce you !! I am saving you for when I become reincarnated. . . . .
OK Freebird, I wont be selfish, but, when I introduce you, dont flip out. He tried to shave with a dull lawnmower blade, except he really cranked up the RPMs. I should have loaned him one of my belt sanders for his face. Dont worry, though, you would be surprised what a little bit of wood filler and stain and varnish can do for a person. . . . .
AND, by the way, . . . Where the heck are you today ? Who is missing in action. —
AND, by the way, . . . Where the heck are you today ? Who is missing in action. —
Polaris...I am lovin it - that woodnympth arrived here safely...did her job...Mr. Ponytail is still hanging upside down, with his mouth taped:-) How nice of you to dream up that scenario for me - what a vivid imagination you have - revenge is sweet, is it not:-)
I am feeling so much better and brighter these days...bruises almost gone and just the sore ribs to contend with...but even they not as bad as before.
I will share with you what really happened with Mr. Ponytail Virgo over the weekend.....believe it or believe it not....there was a ring on the doorbell Friday nite and when I answered..yep, there's Mr. Virgo again. He asks can he come in. He has a bottle of wine and salmon and goes promptly to kitchen and starts cooking it.....I am flabbergasted to say the least....I say what you doing here again? I have told you how I feel? He says he needs to talk and talk he does....talk talk talk....I listen listen listen - he's so sorry, never in his life will it happen again!!! Forgive him - I say I do forgive you and I know you are sorry. He takes me in his lap and rocks me like a baby....he thinks he has me back BUT then I lift his head and look into his eyes and say but gently but forcefully - N. I am afraid of you...I can never trust you again....it might take forever to get back to where we were before you kicked my head in - I can't take that risk - maybe a weak person would but I have to be strong and even though I do still love you, I will not be with you any more - he asks me am I leaving him...I repeat yes....I have to.....he tries to kiss me and I let him. Then I say it's time to leave now. And so he leaves the house. I haven't heard from him since and I don't think I will.....deep down I miss him and still love him but fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me!!...can't take that risk, esp. if he had alcohol.
And then I went on a blind-date on Sunday nite - I was real casual about it....guy turns out to be filthy rich, owns nite-club, horses, construction business etc.....we got on quite well but half way through I realize I am bored stiff..turns out he's a virgo!!!....very little spontaneity...end of nite he asks for a kiss...I oblige but there's more passion kissing a wet blanket for me...he just didn't ring my bell or rattle my cage....nice guy...maybe too nice....money or no money, if I aint got the hots for someone, it's a lost cause.
Anyway, how was your weekend...looking froward to hearing from Natash etc.
a x
I am feeling so much better and brighter these days...bruises almost gone and just the sore ribs to contend with...but even they not as bad as before.
I will share with you what really happened with Mr. Ponytail Virgo over the weekend.....believe it or believe it not....there was a ring on the doorbell Friday nite and when I answered..yep, there's Mr. Virgo again. He asks can he come in. He has a bottle of wine and salmon and goes promptly to kitchen and starts cooking it.....I am flabbergasted to say the least....I say what you doing here again? I have told you how I feel? He says he needs to talk and talk he does....talk talk talk....I listen listen listen - he's so sorry, never in his life will it happen again!!! Forgive him - I say I do forgive you and I know you are sorry. He takes me in his lap and rocks me like a baby....he thinks he has me back BUT then I lift his head and look into his eyes and say but gently but forcefully - N. I am afraid of you...I can never trust you again....it might take forever to get back to where we were before you kicked my head in - I can't take that risk - maybe a weak person would but I have to be strong and even though I do still love you, I will not be with you any more - he asks me am I leaving him...I repeat yes....I have to.....he tries to kiss me and I let him. Then I say it's time to leave now. And so he leaves the house. I haven't heard from him since and I don't think I will.....deep down I miss him and still love him but fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me!!...can't take that risk, esp. if he had alcohol.
And then I went on a blind-date on Sunday nite - I was real casual about it....guy turns out to be filthy rich, owns nite-club, horses, construction business etc.....we got on quite well but half way through I realize I am bored stiff..turns out he's a virgo!!!....very little spontaneity...end of nite he asks for a kiss...I oblige but there's more passion kissing a wet blanket for me...he just didn't ring my bell or rattle my cage....nice guy...maybe too nice....money or no money, if I aint got the hots for someone, it's a lost cause.
Anyway, how was your weekend...looking froward to hearing from Natash etc.
a x
So many lessons to be learned. I am thankful you are healing OK. If I knew your dads phone # I would call him and tell him anyway.
Speaking of lessons, I have learned some too. Thanks to everyone who has been nice to me. Thank you everyone, this has been real. You have been great to share with. . . . . and if I have given any smiles, I am thankful for that.
Speaking of lessons, I have learned some too. Thanks to everyone who has been nice to me. Thank you everyone, this has been real. You have been great to share with. . . . . and if I have given any smiles, I am thankful for that.
My dad's phone no. (god bless his little cotton socks!!) is xxx xxxxx - the x factor always wins through in the end Polaris:-)
And thank you for being real, a real gentleman, a real person and a truther and a smile-maker!!!......I like honest people telling the truth...no matter how primal or basic it seems....cut out the candy-floss and sugar-coating and shoot straight from the hip about desires, fantasies etc.....however, at the same time...if I have to tell a small lie in order not to cause someone some senseless pain (so that just I can feel honest and good within myself - forget it!!), then it's my responsibility to tell that fib so well so as not to give it a second thought...all that straight from the gut stuff so that I can be "brutally" honest with someone just doesn't cut it with me.....don't steam-roll me with your truths....do it gently if you must:-) You see, I told you I am a lady of contradictions....
Anyway, have a good day P. and all the gang out there in duncan cyber land:-)
A x
And thank you for being real, a real gentleman, a real person and a truther and a smile-maker!!!......I like honest people telling the truth...no matter how primal or basic it seems....cut out the candy-floss and sugar-coating and shoot straight from the hip about desires, fantasies etc.....however, at the same time...if I have to tell a small lie in order not to cause someone some senseless pain (so that just I can feel honest and good within myself - forget it!!), then it's my responsibility to tell that fib so well so as not to give it a second thought...all that straight from the gut stuff so that I can be "brutally" honest with someone just doesn't cut it with me.....don't steam-roll me with your truths....do it gently if you must:-) You see, I told you I am a lady of contradictions....
Anyway, have a good day P. and all the gang out there in duncan cyber land:-)
A x
Alana, I know what you mean, and though I hate to admit it, I too, would tell the white lie if it helped someone who deserved that kind of help. Isnt it funny how you can feel what someone else feels, just by what and how they write it? I wish I had what it takes to be a writer, like C Girl, cause with my imagination and gallery of fantasys stored away in my mind, I could write a whopper of a story. Good people like you inspire me to write wild stuff, just for the surprise, or laughs, and yes, the attention, cause if feels like you appreciate the efforts and thought behind it. You are good to your friends. I can see why. I bet most of the time you are kind of quiet in real life. . .?
Hey, those cotton socks are comfortable, specially the white ones. . . . . .
Hello my Duncan pals - how are you all? I'm sorry I haven't posted sooner, I was travelling on company business last week and it was 4 full days and this Ram was exhausted at the end of each day. I returned Friday morning, just in time to celebrate my birthday with friends & family.
But before I get to that..............
Alana - I'm sooooooooo glad to hear my lady is slowly but surely recovering from her nightmare with Mr. Virgo. How are you doing now? From what I read on your posts and the contact you had with him, sounds like Mr. Virgo is perhaps dealing with some of his demons, but glad to hear you are the forgiving soul you are, but have decided to move on. You know I wish you all that is good, safe, and loving in life and nothing BUT the best for my lady! 🙂 Please drop me a line and let me know how you're doing, for altho I could not post last week, you were very much in my thoughts and prayers and so hoping you were doing ok. But you are one strong lady - an inspiration to us all!
Freebird - how are you my feathered friend? Are you still being the pillar of strength & support to our beloved Alana? Its been a long time since we've spoken. How are things in your world my special lady? I would love to hear all about your adventures if you're willing to share?? 🙂
As for Ms. Ram here, its been a hectic couple of weeks workwise, but as I indicated above, home in time for the birthday celebration - and celebration it was (3 days worth). And my ladies.........I am HAPPY to report that Mr. Aqua did show up for the festivities. I cannot tell you enough how much it meant to me that he remembered, but also that he showed up considering we haven't seen or spoken in 3 weeks. It was a great nite and my wonderful friends did everything to make this little Ram feel like a princess.
Friday was the actual birthday, and they had reserved 3 tables for all our friends to join, when I arrived, the table had 2 dozen long stem yellow roses for the birthday girl, cards that other 'regulars' at the Club had signed, chocolates, candy, and ALL THE FRIGGIN BOOZE I could absorb - and ABSORB I did 😉
Within minutes after arriving, Mr. Aqua shows up with big smiles, huge hug and kiss (hmmmmhmmmmm) and the night began.....the club has just recently put up a stage in the middle of the dance floor that we didn't quite take a liking to, but have to admit, it was my podium to shine Friday nite. Ms. Ram & her friends danced up a storm all night as we took over centre stage. Mr. Aqua by my side the ENTIRE nite. We danced, we laughed, we flirted, we flirted, we flirted (oooops sorry - did I say that already 3 times) oh ya.........we flirted! 😉
We had the BEST conversation in a very LONG time, to where this litte ram who was all liquored up did not hold back any punches, and Mr. Aqua was putty in my hands. (Plus I have to admit - and toot my own horn, as I took my lady Alana's advice and went out and got a new outfit - got my hair & nails done - I pulled out all the stops and Mr. Aqua noticed BIG TIME!
The conversation we managed to have during our slow dances were worth the weeks and weeks of anguish & wondering where his head was at. He confessed about feeling like a total & complete fool over that "business venture" and that was the REAL HONEST reason why he stopped calling. That it was a stupid idea, yet I saw it before he did and he was just too embarrased to face me. Too embarrased to face me— OMG!!!! I just told him I NEVER intended to 'burst his bubble', but that he gave it a shot and followed his intincts - and that he should always do that. For him not to give up hope, that his rainbow is still in sight, and he will get there.
Anyway, I could spend all day re-living that nite and write every word, every gesture Mr. Aqua and I shared, but I will sum it up like this:
I finally felt re-connected with Mr. Aqua. I felt like the days when we we
But before I get to that..............
Alana - I'm sooooooooo glad to hear my lady is slowly but surely recovering from her nightmare with Mr. Virgo. How are you doing now? From what I read on your posts and the contact you had with him, sounds like Mr. Virgo is perhaps dealing with some of his demons, but glad to hear you are the forgiving soul you are, but have decided to move on. You know I wish you all that is good, safe, and loving in life and nothing BUT the best for my lady! 🙂 Please drop me a line and let me know how you're doing, for altho I could not post last week, you were very much in my thoughts and prayers and so hoping you were doing ok. But you are one strong lady - an inspiration to us all!
Freebird - how are you my feathered friend? Are you still being the pillar of strength & support to our beloved Alana? Its been a long time since we've spoken. How are things in your world my special lady? I would love to hear all about your adventures if you're willing to share?? 🙂
As for Ms. Ram here, its been a hectic couple of weeks workwise, but as I indicated above, home in time for the birthday celebration - and celebration it was (3 days worth). And my ladies.........I am HAPPY to report that Mr. Aqua did show up for the festivities. I cannot tell you enough how much it meant to me that he remembered, but also that he showed up considering we haven't seen or spoken in 3 weeks. It was a great nite and my wonderful friends did everything to make this little Ram feel like a princess.
Friday was the actual birthday, and they had reserved 3 tables for all our friends to join, when I arrived, the table had 2 dozen long stem yellow roses for the birthday girl, cards that other 'regulars' at the Club had signed, chocolates, candy, and ALL THE FRIGGIN BOOZE I could absorb - and ABSORB I did 😉
Within minutes after arriving, Mr. Aqua shows up with big smiles, huge hug and kiss (hmmmmhmmmmm) and the night began.....the club has just recently put up a stage in the middle of the dance floor that we didn't quite take a liking to, but have to admit, it was my podium to shine Friday nite. Ms. Ram & her friends danced up a storm all night as we took over centre stage. Mr. Aqua by my side the ENTIRE nite. We danced, we laughed, we flirted, we flirted, we flirted (oooops sorry - did I say that already 3 times) oh ya.........we flirted! 😉
We had the BEST conversation in a very LONG time, to where this litte ram who was all liquored up did not hold back any punches, and Mr. Aqua was putty in my hands. (Plus I have to admit - and toot my own horn, as I took my lady Alana's advice and went out and got a new outfit - got my hair & nails done - I pulled out all the stops and Mr. Aqua noticed BIG TIME!
The conversation we managed to have during our slow dances were worth the weeks and weeks of anguish & wondering where his head was at. He confessed about feeling like a total & complete fool over that "business venture" and that was the REAL HONEST reason why he stopped calling. That it was a stupid idea, yet I saw it before he did and he was just too embarrased to face me. Too embarrased to face me— OMG!!!! I just told him I NEVER intended to 'burst his bubble', but that he gave it a shot and followed his intincts - and that he should always do that. For him not to give up hope, that his rainbow is still in sight, and he will get there.
Anyway, I could spend all day re-living that nite and write every word, every gesture Mr. Aqua and I shared, but I will sum it up like this:
I finally felt re-connected with Mr. Aqua. I felt like the days when we we
Well hello to you my high-flying traveller business friend...we missed you all last week but knew you must be busy - you never fail to keep us posted and a very happy belated birthday.
SO, HEY HO.....sailor boy appeared on that ship and you had the most wondrest birthday imaginable from all accounts....we are all jealous here of you....no, no, no, I jest, we are all so delighted to hear your fabulous nite with Mr. Aquarius. I congratulate you on being so dam honest about your feelings with him and I congratulate him too for opening up as much as he did...it's so hard for aquarians to express what's in their heart "on the spot" so to speak and he certainly made a great stab at it....I don't care if it was alcohol fuelled or what...."en vino veritas" as the latin saying goes...the truth comes out with drink....well most of it, from most people....you are never going to forget that nite...high stage...high moves...high drama....best bib and tucker...all your pals....and then the highlight Mr. Aquar....all good things come to those that wait....and wait you did.....
My weekend was a little murkier than yours and more sluttish....I suppose for want of a better word!!! I went to my Mr. Aries birthday...he was only 18 - romanian....it was great - only 3 girls and full of attractive males....beautiful meal, wine, brandy to beat the band and a barbeque.....everything was going fine and I was getting so much attention from everyone and esp. young Mr. Aries...I could feel myself getting quite tipsy...so let's just say I gave Mr. Aries his "birthay present" as only I can:-) So what if there's 20 years in the difference!!! - a shag is a shag is a shag (I wan't looking for soul-mate sex of a spiritual nature that nite!!!)....just after that a nasty incident occured....I was in his bedroom getting dressed and a friend of his came right in. I said please get out....he tried it on...said he fancied me all nite and kept trying to kiss me....I said some friend you are to mr. Aries..he replied Mr. Aries didn't have to know...I said if you don't get out I am going to call the police...so he went....but I was so mad...I told Mr. Aries and he was so angry too.....at that stage, I decided to prance out of the house. Mr. Aries followed and kept saying come back but I insisted I was getting a taxi and I did - went into the city centre to meet my girl-friends. My girlfriends were at another party in another part of Dublin so I had to sit alone in this club/pub waiting... they'd keep ringing saying we are on our way, waiting for taxi etc. Suddenly I get a tap onthe shoulder from a guy...turn round to see an Enrique Iglesias look-alike....wearing the same hat as he does too!!! He asked me to join him and a pal while I was waiting for my firends...I obliged.(he was definitely an adonis!!)...I think he siad he was 26 - he was from Spain, in Ireland 2 years...full of chat and laugh. Eventually my friends ring again to say they are now in differnt club for me to go over to them....Mr. Spain wants to accompany me. So over we trot to the club but are refused entrance.....Mr. Spain says - I have a bottle of wine - let's go back to my place so we do.....to be honest here and I hold my head in shame...I know we did it...but I can't rmember the details....(he could have been the biggest boy in the world or the smallest!!!...just can't remember with all the drink). During the previous party and in Mr. Spain's house, Mr. Virgo rang a few times...asking why I hadn't rang him and giving out!!!! That man takes the biscuit...I just remember shouting down the phone to him.....PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE and hanging up....I haven't heard from him since!!!.....he asked me where I was and when I said I was at a party, he got jealous of course (as if he has the right to feel anything for me anymore after what he did!!!) and he said I was with new boyfriend!!!......anyway, so two men in one nite....not good....but again it's a pattern I always do an
SO, HEY HO.....sailor boy appeared on that ship and you had the most wondrest birthday imaginable from all accounts....we are all jealous here of you....no, no, no, I jest, we are all so delighted to hear your fabulous nite with Mr. Aquarius. I congratulate you on being so dam honest about your feelings with him and I congratulate him too for opening up as much as he did...it's so hard for aquarians to express what's in their heart "on the spot" so to speak and he certainly made a great stab at it....I don't care if it was alcohol fuelled or what...."en vino veritas" as the latin saying goes...the truth comes out with drink....well most of it, from most people....you are never going to forget that nite...high stage...high moves...high drama....best bib and tucker...all your pals....and then the highlight Mr. Aquar....all good things come to those that wait....and wait you did.....
My weekend was a little murkier than yours and more sluttish....I suppose for want of a better word!!! I went to my Mr. Aries birthday...he was only 18 - romanian....it was great - only 3 girls and full of attractive males....beautiful meal, wine, brandy to beat the band and a barbeque.....everything was going fine and I was getting so much attention from everyone and esp. young Mr. Aries...I could feel myself getting quite tipsy...so let's just say I gave Mr. Aries his "birthay present" as only I can:-) So what if there's 20 years in the difference!!! - a shag is a shag is a shag (I wan't looking for soul-mate sex of a spiritual nature that nite!!!)....just after that a nasty incident occured....I was in his bedroom getting dressed and a friend of his came right in. I said please get out....he tried it on...said he fancied me all nite and kept trying to kiss me....I said some friend you are to mr. Aries..he replied Mr. Aries didn't have to know...I said if you don't get out I am going to call the police...so he went....but I was so mad...I told Mr. Aries and he was so angry too.....at that stage, I decided to prance out of the house. Mr. Aries followed and kept saying come back but I insisted I was getting a taxi and I did - went into the city centre to meet my girl-friends. My girlfriends were at another party in another part of Dublin so I had to sit alone in this club/pub waiting... they'd keep ringing saying we are on our way, waiting for taxi etc. Suddenly I get a tap onthe shoulder from a guy...turn round to see an Enrique Iglesias look-alike....wearing the same hat as he does too!!! He asked me to join him and a pal while I was waiting for my firends...I obliged.(he was definitely an adonis!!)...I think he siad he was 26 - he was from Spain, in Ireland 2 years...full of chat and laugh. Eventually my friends ring again to say they are now in differnt club for me to go over to them....Mr. Spain wants to accompany me. So over we trot to the club but are refused entrance.....Mr. Spain says - I have a bottle of wine - let's go back to my place so we do.....to be honest here and I hold my head in shame...I know we did it...but I can't rmember the details....(he could have been the biggest boy in the world or the smallest!!!...just can't remember with all the drink). During the previous party and in Mr. Spain's house, Mr. Virgo rang a few times...asking why I hadn't rang him and giving out!!!! That man takes the biscuit...I just remember shouting down the phone to him.....PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE and hanging up....I haven't heard from him since!!!.....he asked me where I was and when I said I was at a party, he got jealous of course (as if he has the right to feel anything for me anymore after what he did!!!) and he said I was with new boyfriend!!!......anyway, so two men in one nite....not good....but again it's a pattern I always do an
Hi Alana - so nice to hear from you! I've missed you my friend! Just have a few mins here at work....its absolutely crazy and wish I had more but......
Thank you for posting and so glad to hear that the bruises have healed (at least the outter ones), but I think my lady is still hurting BIG TIME where the bruises are not visible!!! As for your encounter with Mr. Aires, and Mr. Spain - I never judge my lady. We hurt and heal in different ways my dear friend and altho 'sometimes' it only brings us further pain........we do what we must at the time we do it. It doesn't have to make sense, it doesn't have to agree with anyone else's methods. We just must.....
Just please do NOT beat yourself up over it. Its done & over with my special lady and today is a new bright day to start all over in whatever method we choose! I so wish I could hold you and hug you and lighten some of that pain, but consider yourself oh so hugged ((((((HUG))))))) from your Canadian pal. Please be kind to yourself A......you are so deserving of all the goodies in life and accept nothing less!!!
But where or where is our lady Freebird— I so miss HER enchanting verbage here. Is she on vacation? Is she flying somewhere above the clouds??
MOI.......Ms. Ram is still afloating on Cloud 9 and enjoying the afterglow of my birthday bash with Mr. Aqua. Actually left him a message to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for making my birthday celebration EXTRA special and the little bugger called me back last nite. It was a very nice conversation (very little flirting this time), but still alot of information sharing around what he's doing, work stuff, moving etc etc. We talked for 45 mins (ohhhh just like the good ole days) and I did not ONCE solicit anything from him about getting together. I think it was just step one in us re-connecting via phone after our wonderful evening together sooooooooooooooooo, we'll see what happens next my ladies!!! I am forever the hopeless positive romantic awaiting my prince.............what a fool eh?
PLEASE be good to yourselves and have a great day!!! Will post again real soon!
Luv
Nat
xoxo
Thank you for posting and so glad to hear that the bruises have healed (at least the outter ones), but I think my lady is still hurting BIG TIME where the bruises are not visible!!! As for your encounter with Mr. Aires, and Mr. Spain - I never judge my lady. We hurt and heal in different ways my dear friend and altho 'sometimes' it only brings us further pain........we do what we must at the time we do it. It doesn't have to make sense, it doesn't have to agree with anyone else's methods. We just must.....
Just please do NOT beat yourself up over it. Its done & over with my special lady and today is a new bright day to start all over in whatever method we choose! I so wish I could hold you and hug you and lighten some of that pain, but consider yourself oh so hugged ((((((HUG))))))) from your Canadian pal. Please be kind to yourself A......you are so deserving of all the goodies in life and accept nothing less!!!
But where or where is our lady Freebird— I so miss HER enchanting verbage here. Is she on vacation? Is she flying somewhere above the clouds??
MOI.......Ms. Ram is still afloating on Cloud 9 and enjoying the afterglow of my birthday bash with Mr. Aqua. Actually left him a message to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for making my birthday celebration EXTRA special and the little bugger called me back last nite. It was a very nice conversation (very little flirting this time), but still alot of information sharing around what he's doing, work stuff, moving etc etc. We talked for 45 mins (ohhhh just like the good ole days) and I did not ONCE solicit anything from him about getting together. I think it was just step one in us re-connecting via phone after our wonderful evening together sooooooooooooooooo, we'll see what happens next my ladies!!! I am forever the hopeless positive romantic awaiting my prince.............what a fool eh?
PLEASE be good to yourselves and have a great day!!! Will post again real soon!
Luv
Nat
xoxo
Hi there my wild and crazy friends!
I am so sorry that I have been MIA here...I decided that perhaps I should take some time off from fliting here and there and over yonder to ground myself a bit and get some things done around here. The air gets thin when up in the clouds for tooo long...ya know what I mean?
So, Nat...my you little lamb...I feel you have become a "Mighty Ramette" and a very courageous one at that! You are still climbing your mountain and reaching the top...only to find another awesome mountain to climb. I was noticing how well manicured your hooves are...a sure footed Ram keeps her feet in tip top shape! (the better to climb with my dear 🙂)
I loved reading your posts about your very delightful adventures with your Mr. Aquarian friend. Very unpredictable they are and this is one of the qualities that we are attracted to....it brings out our need to challenge and a good challenge we love..right? Maybe they all are not the same and I really do not think they are....but, MY special friend is not from this planet....when he begins to play his games, I just tell him, "earth is too full, go home!" He can be so goofy...he will end the relationship saying..."I am trying to hard...if you want to...you can call me." I said, "hey, that sounds great! thanks and have a good night." Darn if he didn't call me the next day asking about my lunch date that I had earlier in the day. He had wanted to meet with me but I had told him that I was busy with 3 appt's and meeting a friend for lunch...he says..well, is your lunch going to last all day? I said, it has happened before and one never knows. So, back to him asking me about my lunch..I had just walked into the door when he called..my lunch did last for 3 hours...I was with a guy friend (Gemini) that I have not seen for quite awhile and you know...those peoples LOVE to talk so I had my bestest listening ears on and listen I did. Mr. Aqua and I ended our phone conversation with ...bye buddy! So cute the games we play. I have found that when we do not put so much emphesis (did I spell that correctly? not sure as this is my new word of the day...Welcome to Mr. Rogers Neighborhood...can you spell "emphesis?") on a relationship and we are focusing on our life..good things just happen.
I am so glad to have read of your wonderful moments that you and your Aqua have shared together...moments...this is life...moments and nothing else. Well, what we do and create in those moments is very important to our well being and who we are at the moment. Are our moments created from love or fear? who knows but I do know that we have the ability to choose. I know what YOU chose Nat~😉 Life seems to be agreeing with the fun loving Ramette. Keep up your wondermous uplifting spirit that you bring to us here and keep sharing those incredible adventures 🙂
Have a great weekend and I hope to hear from you soon,....
Love,
Fluffy Feathered Flying Freebird
I am so sorry that I have been MIA here...I decided that perhaps I should take some time off from fliting here and there and over yonder to ground myself a bit and get some things done around here. The air gets thin when up in the clouds for tooo long...ya know what I mean?
So, Nat...my you little lamb...I feel you have become a "Mighty Ramette" and a very courageous one at that! You are still climbing your mountain and reaching the top...only to find another awesome mountain to climb. I was noticing how well manicured your hooves are...a sure footed Ram keeps her feet in tip top shape! (the better to climb with my dear 🙂)
I loved reading your posts about your very delightful adventures with your Mr. Aquarian friend. Very unpredictable they are and this is one of the qualities that we are attracted to....it brings out our need to challenge and a good challenge we love..right? Maybe they all are not the same and I really do not think they are....but, MY special friend is not from this planet....when he begins to play his games, I just tell him, "earth is too full, go home!" He can be so goofy...he will end the relationship saying..."I am trying to hard...if you want to...you can call me." I said, "hey, that sounds great! thanks and have a good night." Darn if he didn't call me the next day asking about my lunch date that I had earlier in the day. He had wanted to meet with me but I had told him that I was busy with 3 appt's and meeting a friend for lunch...he says..well, is your lunch going to last all day? I said, it has happened before and one never knows. So, back to him asking me about my lunch..I had just walked into the door when he called..my lunch did last for 3 hours...I was with a guy friend (Gemini) that I have not seen for quite awhile and you know...those peoples LOVE to talk so I had my bestest listening ears on and listen I did. Mr. Aqua and I ended our phone conversation with ...bye buddy! So cute the games we play. I have found that when we do not put so much emphesis (did I spell that correctly? not sure as this is my new word of the day...Welcome to Mr. Rogers Neighborhood...can you spell "emphesis?") on a relationship and we are focusing on our life..good things just happen.
I am so glad to have read of your wonderful moments that you and your Aqua have shared together...moments...this is life...moments and nothing else. Well, what we do and create in those moments is very important to our well being and who we are at the moment. Are our moments created from love or fear? who knows but I do know that we have the ability to choose. I know what YOU chose Nat~😉 Life seems to be agreeing with the fun loving Ramette. Keep up your wondermous uplifting spirit that you bring to us here and keep sharing those incredible adventures 🙂
Have a great weekend and I hope to hear from you soon,....
Love,
Fluffy Feathered Flying Freebird
Where oh where is Natash—111....we miss you and your little lamb-chop tales....hope you are well and all is well in your world....is Mr. Aquar. now in your world? and what happened, if anything!, with Mr. Scorp.?
A x
A x
Hello my beautiful "Duncan" friends! I'm soooooo sorry I have not been able to post, but honestly Alana, was just thinking about both you and Freebird driving into work today. Things at work have been absolutely CRAZY and was in Montreal 2 days again this week. Anyway........I promise to post more next week when hopefully things are a little quieter.
Yes, Mr. Aqua is in my world.........via phone.......via text.......but we have yet to get together face-to-face, but those conversations and regular text msg's are keeping me going for NOW. He truly is a gem and I look forward to us getting together when things are a little quiter for both of us. He's working long hours trying to get ahead and make up for lost time.....and I'm trying to stay above ground with all this work/travel that I am BEAT! I told him just yesterday (via phone) that I need a vacation.....or I need a quiet weekend at home with just him, a movie, and a bottle of wine. He replies.....sounds perfect. When? I said 'up to you'. He said ok, will let you know when.......if neither of us has to work MAYBE this weekend. Yum! Yum!
As for Mr. Scorp...............who is that? You must be referring to the GHOST that disappeared after my IMAGINED nite of passion. I have nothing further to add on that subject - other than he can go "F.CK" himself!!!!
As for Mr. "Pal" Scorp who has the hots for me.....getting on my nerves, but will tell you more when I have more time next week ok.
Hope you are healing well from your nightmare Alana, and want to hear all about what's happening in your beautiful world, and that of Ms. Flying Freebird!
Miss talking to you BOTH..........lets try and catch up next week ok—?
((((HUGS)))))))
Nat
xoxo
Yes, Mr. Aqua is in my world.........via phone.......via text.......but we have yet to get together face-to-face, but those conversations and regular text msg's are keeping me going for NOW. He truly is a gem and I look forward to us getting together when things are a little quiter for both of us. He's working long hours trying to get ahead and make up for lost time.....and I'm trying to stay above ground with all this work/travel that I am BEAT! I told him just yesterday (via phone) that I need a vacation.....or I need a quiet weekend at home with just him, a movie, and a bottle of wine. He replies.....sounds perfect. When? I said 'up to you'. He said ok, will let you know when.......if neither of us has to work MAYBE this weekend. Yum! Yum!
As for Mr. Scorp...............who is that? You must be referring to the GHOST that disappeared after my IMAGINED nite of passion. I have nothing further to add on that subject - other than he can go "F.CK" himself!!!!
As for Mr. "Pal" Scorp who has the hots for me.....getting on my nerves, but will tell you more when I have more time next week ok.
Hope you are healing well from your nightmare Alana, and want to hear all about what's happening in your beautiful world, and that of Ms. Flying Freebird!
Miss talking to you BOTH..........lets try and catch up next week ok—?
((((HUGS)))))))
Nat
xoxo
Hello again my beautiful friends Alana AND Freebird! Happy Friday my ladies!!! How are you both doing?
I feel like its been ages since we exchanged regular posts - I guess a sign of the times that our lives are buzzing with busyness! I would love to hear from both of you, and please tell ALL that has been happening in your wonderful lives?
Alana - I hope you are doing much better after your awful nightmare with Mr. Virgo. Has anything further transpired on that front? Who's heart are you a breakin now my beautiful lady— 🙂
Freebird - looks like you are still MIA my fellow Ramette. Do you not want to come down from above the clouds? (Can't say that I blame you - you beautiful bird).
I so miss our chats and updates......please fill me in!
As for Ms. Ramette here..........the weather is FINALLY warming up here in beautiful Canada. The long days full of sunlight.......and cool nites are ohhhhh so wonderful and feel so ALIVE becuz of it. We had a very LONG winter.
As I posted last week, work has been an absolute zoo and just not enuf hours in the day, too much on our plate and its only gonna get worse with us implementing a new program every month from now til year-end. (I work in Training & Development - not sure if I ever mentioned that B4).
Anyway, as for my love life (Ha!).........still awaiting that sailor to park his boat my ladies. Whoever said Aquarians don't have a concept of time - was dead ON!!!!!
I communite with Mr. Aqua weekly (text msg's...calls) and he is always responsive, yet won't initiate the get-together. A couple of weeks ago he said, with me being so busy and he being so busy (work wise) we need some down time, to which I said "WHEN"? and he had replied OK, we'll do it and I'll let you know when. It has NOT yet came to be. This week, I txt msg'd him during the day at work to say "2 beautiful out for us 2B working so hard....we should be doing something outdoors".....he replied....'if we had an ocean close by, that's where I would like 2B'. So I replied - "Sounds good 2 me 2, but we have a lake as 2nd choice" and YUP.........he didn't respond or bite on that one. Altho when we spoke live on the phone late last week (after not getting together) he says "Nat, we'll get there - slowly but surely we'll get there".
I thinkith Ms. Ramette here is just dealing with more of her biggest issue in life.......PATIENCE! Sometimes I want to stick a piece of dynamite under his butt to move things along.........and then he says something like I just stated above and I get all warm & fuzzy inside and melt like some decadent chocolate. What a wuss eh? Soooooooooo, I'm hoping my ladies.........always hoping that Mr. Aqua and I will still dance that dance but looking to my fav ladies for some advice on how I 'may' help things along. What else can a lady do without making a total & complete fool of herself—
I take what Mr. Aqua has said to me (and continues to say to me) at face value. He has NEVER struck me as a liar, yet I continue to battle with WHY is this taking so long? Why can't we just get together........go for a drive....go for a coffe.......sit and chat face-to-face........why? why? why? (that's my new middle name) 😉
Or maybe its that darn Cinderella thing that continually sits inside of me. I just wish one of her evil step sisters would smack her in the face and tell her to WAKE UP already!!!! Just hard for Cinderealla here to let go.... not hope for something more with Mr. Aqua when I feel so connected to him (and vice versa as he admitted). Perhaps my wise and beautiful friends can help me make sense of his "take one step forward.....10 backwards" M.O.—
As for the rest of my 'personal' life.....still finding the time to go out with friends and enjoy the 'drink' as well as the dancing, Mr. Aqua has not showed up at either Club since my birthday celebration, but at least we are t
I feel like its been ages since we exchanged regular posts - I guess a sign of the times that our lives are buzzing with busyness! I would love to hear from both of you, and please tell ALL that has been happening in your wonderful lives?
Alana - I hope you are doing much better after your awful nightmare with Mr. Virgo. Has anything further transpired on that front? Who's heart are you a breakin now my beautiful lady— 🙂
Freebird - looks like you are still MIA my fellow Ramette. Do you not want to come down from above the clouds? (Can't say that I blame you - you beautiful bird).
I so miss our chats and updates......please fill me in!
As for Ms. Ramette here..........the weather is FINALLY warming up here in beautiful Canada. The long days full of sunlight.......and cool nites are ohhhhh so wonderful and feel so ALIVE becuz of it. We had a very LONG winter.
As I posted last week, work has been an absolute zoo and just not enuf hours in the day, too much on our plate and its only gonna get worse with us implementing a new program every month from now til year-end. (I work in Training & Development - not sure if I ever mentioned that B4).
Anyway, as for my love life (Ha!).........still awaiting that sailor to park his boat my ladies. Whoever said Aquarians don't have a concept of time - was dead ON!!!!!
I communite with Mr. Aqua weekly (text msg's...calls) and he is always responsive, yet won't initiate the get-together. A couple of weeks ago he said, with me being so busy and he being so busy (work wise) we need some down time, to which I said "WHEN"? and he had replied OK, we'll do it and I'll let you know when. It has NOT yet came to be. This week, I txt msg'd him during the day at work to say "2 beautiful out for us 2B working so hard....we should be doing something outdoors".....he replied....'if we had an ocean close by, that's where I would like 2B'. So I replied - "Sounds good 2 me 2, but we have a lake as 2nd choice" and YUP.........he didn't respond or bite on that one. Altho when we spoke live on the phone late last week (after not getting together) he says "Nat, we'll get there - slowly but surely we'll get there".
I thinkith Ms. Ramette here is just dealing with more of her biggest issue in life.......PATIENCE! Sometimes I want to stick a piece of dynamite under his butt to move things along.........and then he says something like I just stated above and I get all warm & fuzzy inside and melt like some decadent chocolate. What a wuss eh? Soooooooooo, I'm hoping my ladies.........always hoping that Mr. Aqua and I will still dance that dance but looking to my fav ladies for some advice on how I 'may' help things along. What else can a lady do without making a total & complete fool of herself—
I take what Mr. Aqua has said to me (and continues to say to me) at face value. He has NEVER struck me as a liar, yet I continue to battle with WHY is this taking so long? Why can't we just get together........go for a drive....go for a coffe.......sit and chat face-to-face........why? why? why? (that's my new middle name) 😉
Or maybe its that darn Cinderella thing that continually sits inside of me. I just wish one of her evil step sisters would smack her in the face and tell her to WAKE UP already!!!! Just hard for Cinderealla here to let go.... not hope for something more with Mr. Aqua when I feel so connected to him (and vice versa as he admitted). Perhaps my wise and beautiful friends can help me make sense of his "take one step forward.....10 backwards" M.O.—
As for the rest of my 'personal' life.....still finding the time to go out with friends and enjoy the 'drink' as well as the dancing, Mr. Aqua has not showed up at either Club since my birthday celebration, but at least we are t
Hello to you my dear rammette pal Natash and so nice to hear from you and your update on how things are going for you. ~Shame you are so darn busy - we have missed your input...anyway.....hope you making mega bucks in that zoo job of yours but I totally understand.
So sailor boy in on board the vessell but can't quite dock...and we want to get to the bottom of it, don't we....well Missy, who's know the bottom of an aquarian...even they themselves don't know....and we tend to proscrastinate and proscrastinate and procrastinate...Scarlett's famous quote is ours too....tomoro is another day......but for you rammettes that's not good enuf and I think it's time to start making things happen if they aren't happening.
I know it will take courage...dutch, alcohol or whatever....but next time you are talking, I'd take the bull by the horns or the "ram" by it and take a deep breath and say something like....listen tomoro nite I am making the most mouth-watering meal known to man and beast.....one mouthful and you'll be collapsing into puddles....I want you here in my apartment at 8 - no huffing and puffing - just do it and be here!!!! No. 1 Aquarians love good food, no. 2, they love the elelment of surprise, No. 3, they love the funny way you will put across your message and if put on the spot they find it hard to say NO!!
So kid that's all I can think of for the mo.
Me - I am OK - lots has happened - virgo-wise and every which wise!!!
Am in work all next week so will try fill you in then.
For now have a great time, planning, scheming and aquarianing:-)
Hey, do you rmember that Mr. Scorp?? I sure don't!!!
A x
So sailor boy in on board the vessell but can't quite dock...and we want to get to the bottom of it, don't we....well Missy, who's know the bottom of an aquarian...even they themselves don't know....and we tend to proscrastinate and proscrastinate and procrastinate...Scarlett's famous quote is ours too....tomoro is another day......but for you rammettes that's not good enuf and I think it's time to start making things happen if they aren't happening.
I know it will take courage...dutch, alcohol or whatever....but next time you are talking, I'd take the bull by the horns or the "ram" by it and take a deep breath and say something like....listen tomoro nite I am making the most mouth-watering meal known to man and beast.....one mouthful and you'll be collapsing into puddles....I want you here in my apartment at 8 - no huffing and puffing - just do it and be here!!!! No. 1 Aquarians love good food, no. 2, they love the elelment of surprise, No. 3, they love the funny way you will put across your message and if put on the spot they find it hard to say NO!!
So kid that's all I can think of for the mo.
Me - I am OK - lots has happened - virgo-wise and every which wise!!!
Am in work all next week so will try fill you in then.
For now have a great time, planning, scheming and aquarianing:-)
Hey, do you rmember that Mr. Scorp?? I sure don't!!!
A x
Hello to you my dear rammette pal Natash and so nice to hear from you and your update on how things are going for you. ~Shame you are so darn busy - we have missed your input...anyway.....hope you making mega bucks in that zoo job of yours but I totally understand.
So sailor boy in on board the vessell but can't quite dock...and we want to get to the bottom of it, don't we....well Missy, who's know the bottom of an aquarian...even they themselves don't know....and we tend to proscrastinate and proscrastinate and procrastinate...Scarlett's famous quote is ours too....tomoro is another day......but for you rammettes that's not good enuf and I think it's time to start making things happen if they aren't happening.
I know it will take courage...dutch, alcohol or whatever....but next time you are talking, I'd take the bull by the horns or the "ram" by it and take a deep breath and say something like....listen tomoro nite I am making the most mouth-watering meal known to man and beast.....one mouthful and you'll be collapsing into puddles....I want you here in my apartment at 8 - no huffing and puffing - just do it and be here!!!! No. 1 Aquarians love good food, no. 2, they love the elelment of surprise, No. 3, they love the funny way you will put across your message and if put on the spot they find it hard to say NO!!
So kid that's all I can think of for the mo.
Me - I am OK - lots has happened - virgo-wise and every which wise!!!
Am in work all next week so will try fill you in then.
For now have a great time, planning, scheming and aquarianing:-)
Hey, do you rmember that Mr. Scorp?? I sure don't!!!
A x
So sailor boy in on board the vessell but can't quite dock...and we want to get to the bottom of it, don't we....well Missy, who's know the bottom of an aquarian...even they themselves don't know....and we tend to proscrastinate and proscrastinate and procrastinate...Scarlett's famous quote is ours too....tomoro is another day......but for you rammettes that's not good enuf and I think it's time to start making things happen if they aren't happening.
I know it will take courage...dutch, alcohol or whatever....but next time you are talking, I'd take the bull by the horns or the "ram" by it and take a deep breath and say something like....listen tomoro nite I am making the most mouth-watering meal known to man and beast.....one mouthful and you'll be collapsing into puddles....I want you here in my apartment at 8 - no huffing and puffing - just do it and be here!!!! No. 1 Aquarians love good food, no. 2, they love the elelment of surprise, No. 3, they love the funny way you will put across your message and if put on the spot they find it hard to say NO!!
So kid that's all I can think of for the mo.
Me - I am OK - lots has happened - virgo-wise and every which wise!!!
Am in work all next week so will try fill you in then.
For now have a great time, planning, scheming and aquarianing:-)
Hey, do you rmember that Mr. Scorp?? I sure don't!!!
A x
Hello to you my dear rammette pal Natash and so nice to hear from you and your update on how things are going for you. ~Shame you are so darn busy - we have missed your input...anyway.....hope you making mega bucks in that zoo job of yours but I totally understand.
So sailor boy in on board the vessell but can't quite dock...and we want to get to the bottom of it, don't we....well Missy, who's know the bottom of an aquarian...even they themselves don't know....and we tend to proscrastinate and proscrastinate and procrastinate...Scarlett's famous quote is ours too....tomoro is another day......but for you rammettes that's not good enuf and I think it's time to start making things happen if they aren't happening.
I know it will take courage...dutch, alcohol or whatever....but next time you are talking, I'd take the bull by the horns or the "ram" by it and take a deep breath and say something like....listen tomoro nite I am making the most mouth-watering meal known to man and beast.....one mouthful and you'll be collapsing into puddles....I want you here in my apartment at 8 - no huffing and puffing - just do it and be here!!!! No. 1 Aquarians love good food, no. 2, they love the elelment of surprise, No. 3, they love the funny way you will put across your message and if put on the spot they find it hard to say NO!!
So kid that's all I can think of for the mo.
Me - I am OK - lots has happened - virgo-wise and every which wise!!!
Am in work all next week so will try fill you in then.
For now have a great time, planning, scheming and aquarianing:-)
Hey, do you rmember that Mr. Scorp?? I sure don't!!!
A x
So sailor boy in on board the vessell but can't quite dock...and we want to get to the bottom of it, don't we....well Missy, who's know the bottom of an aquarian...even they themselves don't know....and we tend to proscrastinate and proscrastinate and procrastinate...Scarlett's famous quote is ours too....tomoro is another day......but for you rammettes that's not good enuf and I think it's time to start making things happen if they aren't happening.
I know it will take courage...dutch, alcohol or whatever....but next time you are talking, I'd take the bull by the horns or the "ram" by it and take a deep breath and say something like....listen tomoro nite I am making the most mouth-watering meal known to man and beast.....one mouthful and you'll be collapsing into puddles....I want you here in my apartment at 8 - no huffing and puffing - just do it and be here!!!! No. 1 Aquarians love good food, no. 2, they love the elelment of surprise, No. 3, they love the funny way you will put across your message and if put on the spot they find it hard to say NO!!
So kid that's all I can think of for the mo.
Me - I am OK - lots has happened - virgo-wise and every which wise!!!
Am in work all next week so will try fill you in then.
For now have a great time, planning, scheming and aquarianing:-)
Hey, do you rmember that Mr. Scorp?? I sure don't!!!
A x
For god's sake....I must have a stutter or shake in my paws...3 postings!!!, talk about trying to get your point across!!
A:-)
A:-)
Happy Monday my beautiful Duncan friends! Hope all is well in your neck of the world. 🙂
Where'o'where is my feathered friend? Hope all is ok in your world my beautiful bird. Would love to hear from you to know all is well with you.
Alana - looking forward to hearing from you again, to get the scoop on what's been happening in your world, that may/may not include Mr. Virgo. Details my lady.....details!
I also read your post on Friday about Mr. Aqua and took the bull by the horn just this past weekend my lady. Mr. Aqua actually showed up at the Club this past Friday nite. Even tho he had not replied to my last text msg (day before) he showed up Fri nite with his friends.
He looked WIPED..........bags under his eyes....and ohhhh so tired! But I don't know my ladies.....everytime I see this man I feel my face LIGHT UP and see his face/eyes light up too! I asked why he came if he was sooo tired....to which he just said, I wasn't going to come but the 'guys' wanted to get out for a drink and he was identified as designated driver. I asked him about my last text msg (the one about a lake) but he said he never got it (hmmmm).
Anyway.....I took advantage of the fact that he showed up and did MY part to grab that bull Alana. Just not sure of the outcome.....to fill you in...the night unfolded as follows.....
after a bit of general conversation, work stuff, tired stuff, etc.....he said he NEEDS a massage. His body is aching, he's so tired etc. to which I took that as my cue and took the reins....I said to him...as you know I give a GREAT massage.....so mister...tomorrow nite, my place, the best BBQ steak in town in my backyard....then a head-to-toe massage afterwards to unwind....and a comfy couch to relax on. Pick your time 7 or 8? He replies....sounds good but not sure if I have to work or not. I said why's that? He said he left earlier that day from work for a personal appt, so won't know if he needs to go into work UNTIL tomorrow (Sat). But he says, can I let you know tomorrow? I said yes....let me know either way (yes or no). If not, we'll do it another time. But we continued the conversation, he flirted with me about the massage.....asked what came during intermission.....what I was cooking on the BBQ (YOUR f'cken sausage baby). Anyway...it was all good. Altho he didn't dance (too tired) we did manage to talk throughout the evening....at the end of the night we just sat outside on the patio to unwind some more, had a couple of cigarettes as we continued to talk. He was waiting for his friends to leave (as was I), we held hands, I played with his hair as I sat in between his legs....stroking his eyes etc and when our friends were finally ready to leave........he kisses me goodnite (hmmmhmmmm) and says I'll talk to you tomorrow. I said geat!
Sounds perfect right— I thought so my lady.........BUT..........and in MY life there is always a BUT.....he never called the following day. I didn't pickup the phone to call him because I was soooooooooo sure he would call. Its not like him NOT to call.....he's NEVER done this before....so I went into a NUMB state, all along expecting he would call at some point to explain - only he never did. Not Saturday and not yesterday. Sooooooooo, not sure if I made matters worse.........but.....yesterday afternoon I sent him a text msg and used my lady's Alana's suggested FOUR letter phrase...."What happened to you"? Only I didn't end it there.....I also wrote.....'For my part...sorry I obviously put you on the spot and altho not easy to turn someone down....I still prefer to hear the truth 🙂 "
But I guess he either didn't get the text msg OR chose to ignore it cuz I got no response on that either. I am so torn my lady........not at the fact that we didn't get together.....but at the fact that he wouldn't give me the courtesy of calling me as he said he would. And even IF I did put him on the spot Fri ni
Where'o'where is my feathered friend? Hope all is ok in your world my beautiful bird. Would love to hear from you to know all is well with you.
Alana - looking forward to hearing from you again, to get the scoop on what's been happening in your world, that may/may not include Mr. Virgo. Details my lady.....details!
I also read your post on Friday about Mr. Aqua and took the bull by the horn just this past weekend my lady. Mr. Aqua actually showed up at the Club this past Friday nite. Even tho he had not replied to my last text msg (day before) he showed up Fri nite with his friends.
He looked WIPED..........bags under his eyes....and ohhhh so tired! But I don't know my ladies.....everytime I see this man I feel my face LIGHT UP and see his face/eyes light up too! I asked why he came if he was sooo tired....to which he just said, I wasn't going to come but the 'guys' wanted to get out for a drink and he was identified as designated driver. I asked him about my last text msg (the one about a lake) but he said he never got it (hmmmm).
Anyway.....I took advantage of the fact that he showed up and did MY part to grab that bull Alana. Just not sure of the outcome.....to fill you in...the night unfolded as follows.....
after a bit of general conversation, work stuff, tired stuff, etc.....he said he NEEDS a massage. His body is aching, he's so tired etc. to which I took that as my cue and took the reins....I said to him...as you know I give a GREAT massage.....so mister...tomorrow nite, my place, the best BBQ steak in town in my backyard....then a head-to-toe massage afterwards to unwind....and a comfy couch to relax on. Pick your time 7 or 8? He replies....sounds good but not sure if I have to work or not. I said why's that? He said he left earlier that day from work for a personal appt, so won't know if he needs to go into work UNTIL tomorrow (Sat). But he says, can I let you know tomorrow? I said yes....let me know either way (yes or no). If not, we'll do it another time. But we continued the conversation, he flirted with me about the massage.....asked what came during intermission.....what I was cooking on the BBQ (YOUR f'cken sausage baby). Anyway...it was all good. Altho he didn't dance (too tired) we did manage to talk throughout the evening....at the end of the night we just sat outside on the patio to unwind some more, had a couple of cigarettes as we continued to talk. He was waiting for his friends to leave (as was I), we held hands, I played with his hair as I sat in between his legs....stroking his eyes etc and when our friends were finally ready to leave........he kisses me goodnite (hmmmhmmmm) and says I'll talk to you tomorrow. I said geat!
Sounds perfect right— I thought so my lady.........BUT..........and in MY life there is always a BUT.....he never called the following day. I didn't pickup the phone to call him because I was soooooooooo sure he would call. Its not like him NOT to call.....he's NEVER done this before....so I went into a NUMB state, all along expecting he would call at some point to explain - only he never did. Not Saturday and not yesterday. Sooooooooo, not sure if I made matters worse.........but.....yesterday afternoon I sent him a text msg and used my lady's Alana's suggested FOUR letter phrase...."What happened to you"? Only I didn't end it there.....I also wrote.....'For my part...sorry I obviously put you on the spot and altho not easy to turn someone down....I still prefer to hear the truth 🙂 "
But I guess he either didn't get the text msg OR chose to ignore it cuz I got no response on that either. I am so torn my lady........not at the fact that we didn't get together.....but at the fact that he wouldn't give me the courtesy of calling me as he said he would. And even IF I did put him on the spot Fri ni
Hi Nat and welcome back!!!!! I am so very sorry to hear about your Aqua experience with your friend and believe me, I KNOW how you feel. Sounds like my situation with my Aqua pal. The first thing that I must say is....the males are not at all like the beautiful Aqua women. I am not sure if you, Nat have read my earlier posts regarding my Aqua male friend..if not, take some time to look it over and see if any of it sounds familiar. It is so hard to figure out why people do what they do...makes no sense to me. I hope that you will be feeling better soon...all I gotta say is, he sure missed out on one heck of a good time...his loss my Lady! And...maybe someone elses gain———
"Circumstances do not make a man, they reveal him." ~unknown
Warm cozy hugs to you (((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))
I am sure that our favorite Aqua Lady will be able to shed her wonderful words of wisdom soon....
Freebird...still freebirdinit 🙂
"Circumstances do not make a man, they reveal him." ~unknown
Warm cozy hugs to you (((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))
I am sure that our favorite Aqua Lady will be able to shed her wonderful words of wisdom soon....
Freebird...still freebirdinit 🙂
Hello there Nat and welcome back...so nice to hear from you and your story so far even though it might not be at present how you wish it to be!! Keep wishing - what you wish for comes thru:-) I've read your Mr. Aquar. story a few times....I know you are so disappointed in his behaviour....to be honest it's really not good enough, is it!!!
If I was in your shoes, I'd send one more text or even have the courage to phone (you and him are not in the baby-zone- you should be able to speak straight and he should be able to answer honestly)....I'd be cool, calm and collected but I would say to him - "Listen (whatever his name is....say his name alot!! - it's an aphrodisiac in itself for aquarians!!) - I expected you to follow-thru on what you said you were going to do on Friday nite - if you were working, then you simply should have had the courtesy to phone or text me....your behaviour is unacceptable to me in this regard. Then end the conversation with - let's forget it and just leave things....!!!"
No. 1 - Aquarians don't like it if people don't see them as "following thru" or sticking to their promise....but to be honest we find it hard to follow-thru - there's so many places, people, things to do all in one day! that it's so easy to slip up on a promise if we are caught up in other stuff but if we are reminded of it, then we feel guilty!!! and then we try to make amends!!!
No. 2 - I go crazy when a person says my behaviour is unacceptable to them!!.....who the hell do they think they are...blah blah....but when I calm down and think and reflect..I usually see that my behaviour IS unacceptable and I've hurt the other person in some unintentional and in a day or so I will get back to them and say..listen you were right...sorry about that!!!
No. 3 - The "lets forget it"....line....gets an aquarian all flummoxed...we think - are you saying to me forget me! forget me forever!!— or are you just saying forget the massage etc....mind goes into turbo-spin!!!.....hey nobody forgets an aquarian or walks out on them!!!! They are the ones that will forget you!!!! - at this point we will do anything and everything to get you back in our world...nobody leaves it!! - we leave them!!!!
That's about all the advice I can think of in this regard at the mo Nat - hopes it makes some sense.
Perhaps Mr. Aquar. was truly very tired..you did say that he had bags under his eyes!!! but still he should have rang - bottom-line - silly moo......
Me,oh oh oh.........well to be honest Mr. Virgo is still on the fringes!!! A while after the fite nite...a mutual friend of ours was getting engaged (another dam virgo male! him of the 10 mobiles and 10 girlfriends fame!!! - and you should see the girl he is marrying in July!!!! this guy only dated super-models....but now he's marrying a rotund Mama with 2 kids....love is certainly blind!!) anyway, I digress.....Mr. Virgo rang and asked me would I go with him to it just as friends.....so I went....as everyone knows here that's my flaw...once I see him in the flesh...I want his flesh....and he me!!! We "fleshed" later that nite and talked and talked and talked about his dreadful actions - I told him if ever it happened again, I would press charges with police, get him duffed up by my own family and also the bouncers I know - anyway, all was well enough till last week when I had to "manufacture" a lie because I had to go to my ex-husband's birthday and Mr. Virgo wouldn't understand....however the lie backfired on me....and it's been over a week since I've seen him....although we did speak on the phone yesterday but I was quite cold and cool with him...to be honest he doens't know if he's coming or going!!!! I will not ring him and just await to see how things will pan out!!
However, at the weekend because I was free I had a girly nite out on Saturday.....I was actaully stood up by young Mr. Aries (the romanian 18 yr old) - we were suppos
If I was in your shoes, I'd send one more text or even have the courage to phone (you and him are not in the baby-zone- you should be able to speak straight and he should be able to answer honestly)....I'd be cool, calm and collected but I would say to him - "Listen (whatever his name is....say his name alot!! - it's an aphrodisiac in itself for aquarians!!) - I expected you to follow-thru on what you said you were going to do on Friday nite - if you were working, then you simply should have had the courtesy to phone or text me....your behaviour is unacceptable to me in this regard. Then end the conversation with - let's forget it and just leave things....!!!"
No. 1 - Aquarians don't like it if people don't see them as "following thru" or sticking to their promise....but to be honest we find it hard to follow-thru - there's so many places, people, things to do all in one day! that it's so easy to slip up on a promise if we are caught up in other stuff but if we are reminded of it, then we feel guilty!!! and then we try to make amends!!!
No. 2 - I go crazy when a person says my behaviour is unacceptable to them!!.....who the hell do they think they are...blah blah....but when I calm down and think and reflect..I usually see that my behaviour IS unacceptable and I've hurt the other person in some unintentional and in a day or so I will get back to them and say..listen you were right...sorry about that!!!
No. 3 - The "lets forget it"....line....gets an aquarian all flummoxed...we think - are you saying to me forget me! forget me forever!!— or are you just saying forget the massage etc....mind goes into turbo-spin!!!.....hey nobody forgets an aquarian or walks out on them!!!! They are the ones that will forget you!!!! - at this point we will do anything and everything to get you back in our world...nobody leaves it!! - we leave them!!!!
That's about all the advice I can think of in this regard at the mo Nat - hopes it makes some sense.
Perhaps Mr. Aquar. was truly very tired..you did say that he had bags under his eyes!!! but still he should have rang - bottom-line - silly moo......
Me,oh oh oh.........well to be honest Mr. Virgo is still on the fringes!!! A while after the fite nite...a mutual friend of ours was getting engaged (another dam virgo male! him of the 10 mobiles and 10 girlfriends fame!!! - and you should see the girl he is marrying in July!!!! this guy only dated super-models....but now he's marrying a rotund Mama with 2 kids....love is certainly blind!!) anyway, I digress.....Mr. Virgo rang and asked me would I go with him to it just as friends.....so I went....as everyone knows here that's my flaw...once I see him in the flesh...I want his flesh....and he me!!! We "fleshed" later that nite and talked and talked and talked about his dreadful actions - I told him if ever it happened again, I would press charges with police, get him duffed up by my own family and also the bouncers I know - anyway, all was well enough till last week when I had to "manufacture" a lie because I had to go to my ex-husband's birthday and Mr. Virgo wouldn't understand....however the lie backfired on me....and it's been over a week since I've seen him....although we did speak on the phone yesterday but I was quite cold and cool with him...to be honest he doens't know if he's coming or going!!!! I will not ring him and just await to see how things will pan out!!
However, at the weekend because I was free I had a girly nite out on Saturday.....I was actaully stood up by young Mr. Aries (the romanian 18 yr old) - we were suppos
Top of the morning to you my fellow friends! So glad to hear from both of you beautiful ladies!
Freebird, so nice to finally hear from you my feathered friend. Thanks for checking in and for your post. I have read all of your posts relative to your aqua friend my lady, but have NOT seen similar behaviour in my aqua friend of things you have shared about your friend. His not calling me this past weekend is the FIRST time ever he has not followed thru when he said he woudl call. So, not sure if there are similarities.....if so, they have not yet revealled themselves. Hope all is going well in your world my 'freebirdin' friend........always so glad to hear from you and I always welcome to hear from you more & more 🙂
Alana my lady, you are a very wise and special owl indeed! I thinkith Ms. rammette here is either truly 'beginning' to understand some of the aquarian ways...for everything you wrote is all that I have already thought and feel.....or you were a physic in a previous life my lady 😉
For whatever reason, I do not believe there was any malice, or pre-meditated intent behind his not calling me. Yes, he was VERY tired.....and I truly did expect to hear 'no' as the answer....but never expected NOT to hear from him at all. As I already stated b4....he has never done that. That said, I think his not responding to my text the following day (Sun), only tells me he perhaps didn't like what I wrote, or IS pondering it. I have no doubt he feels bad about it, but will he have enuf of that 'dutch' courage you speak of, to pick up that phone (or txt) and contact ME? We'll see...but even if he doesn't.....I do have every intention of contacting him once more (and it will be a phone call). Mr. Aqua is very very special to me, and his friendship and honesty, as well as reliability (until now) has been second to none. He is worth that extra mile of putting myself out there, because I do agree Alana.....if I ask the question.....he WILL honestly answer it. I may hold off a few days to let him ponder some more....get my thoughts together....but will eventually make that call. THANK YOU so much my lady for your friendship, for your wisdom, and for ALWAYS coming thru for me. How did I get to be so lucky?? But I sooooooooo appreciate you always taking the time in helping me, and guiding me. You (and my feathered friend) have become very dear to my heart. Is 'thank you' ever enuf my ladies?
As for your Mr. Virgo........I have to admit I was not surprised to hear you had once again connected with him. For all the hurt this man has caused you, you do love him my lady (and I know you sooooooo dislike that "L" word). But...how else can we explain that others (Mr. Aires, Mr. Sagg) just don't measure up?? I sincere hope he does not EVER EVER EVER hurt my lady again in that awful monster way. Even tho those 'in-betweens' as you once put it, have their purpose.....they just don't fit the bill (as you so elequently put it) and for me....it just makes me feel 'empty' after the fact. I personally want to share ALL that sits in my heart with the person I am with...and so wish the same for you my ladies. We sometimes try and deny what sits in our hearts, but sooner or later it hits you in the face and we are forced to deal with it. We can run....but we cannot hide 4-ever from our feelings.
Take each day as it comes with Mr. Virgo....keep me posted, as I want to continually know you are safe, loved, and happy my lady....for you too are deserving of nothing less!
With sincere & warm thanks to both you and Freebird.........your 'thank-ful' friend Nat!
xoxo
Freebird, so nice to finally hear from you my feathered friend. Thanks for checking in and for your post. I have read all of your posts relative to your aqua friend my lady, but have NOT seen similar behaviour in my aqua friend of things you have shared about your friend. His not calling me this past weekend is the FIRST time ever he has not followed thru when he said he woudl call. So, not sure if there are similarities.....if so, they have not yet revealled themselves. Hope all is going well in your world my 'freebirdin' friend........always so glad to hear from you and I always welcome to hear from you more & more 🙂
Alana my lady, you are a very wise and special owl indeed! I thinkith Ms. rammette here is either truly 'beginning' to understand some of the aquarian ways...for everything you wrote is all that I have already thought and feel.....or you were a physic in a previous life my lady 😉
For whatever reason, I do not believe there was any malice, or pre-meditated intent behind his not calling me. Yes, he was VERY tired.....and I truly did expect to hear 'no' as the answer....but never expected NOT to hear from him at all. As I already stated b4....he has never done that. That said, I think his not responding to my text the following day (Sun), only tells me he perhaps didn't like what I wrote, or IS pondering it. I have no doubt he feels bad about it, but will he have enuf of that 'dutch' courage you speak of, to pick up that phone (or txt) and contact ME? We'll see...but even if he doesn't.....I do have every intention of contacting him once more (and it will be a phone call). Mr. Aqua is very very special to me, and his friendship and honesty, as well as reliability (until now) has been second to none. He is worth that extra mile of putting myself out there, because I do agree Alana.....if I ask the question.....he WILL honestly answer it. I may hold off a few days to let him ponder some more....get my thoughts together....but will eventually make that call. THANK YOU so much my lady for your friendship, for your wisdom, and for ALWAYS coming thru for me. How did I get to be so lucky?? But I sooooooooo appreciate you always taking the time in helping me, and guiding me. You (and my feathered friend) have become very dear to my heart. Is 'thank you' ever enuf my ladies?
As for your Mr. Virgo........I have to admit I was not surprised to hear you had once again connected with him. For all the hurt this man has caused you, you do love him my lady (and I know you sooooooo dislike that "L" word). But...how else can we explain that others (Mr. Aires, Mr. Sagg) just don't measure up?? I sincere hope he does not EVER EVER EVER hurt my lady again in that awful monster way. Even tho those 'in-betweens' as you once put it, have their purpose.....they just don't fit the bill (as you so elequently put it) and for me....it just makes me feel 'empty' after the fact. I personally want to share ALL that sits in my heart with the person I am with...and so wish the same for you my ladies. We sometimes try and deny what sits in our hearts, but sooner or later it hits you in the face and we are forced to deal with it. We can run....but we cannot hide 4-ever from our feelings.
Take each day as it comes with Mr. Virgo....keep me posted, as I want to continually know you are safe, loved, and happy my lady....for you too are deserving of nothing less!
With sincere & warm thanks to both you and Freebird.........your 'thank-ful' friend Nat!
xoxo
Hello to you Natash today......and hey thank you for your compliments.....if only I was as good as you think I am in every department!!!...but her is trying:-) I love you and Freebird's arian upfront go-get it spirit and approach to life and lovers....it's so fresh and appealing and the way you can be so upfront about your feelings and express them to those that you need to.....it's hard to express my feelings and the depth of appreciation and love that I do feel for you two arians and those in my life that I love...I know I come across as being too aloof and detached and "in I don't really care mode!" - dizzy sometimes....but that is not the real case.....I DO feel...I just don't show it - I must not show it (then I appear weak and vulnerable and people might see the real me - oops - never!!....and the more I feel for the person, the less I will let them know!!....crazy mixed up kid or what!!!
Anyway, I digress.....I am glad that you concur with me on the next move for your Mr. Aquar.....as you say, might be good to give it a few days before you make that "special" phone-call....but it's got to be done...whatever the outcome....and I have a feeling that the outcome will be good...don't know why exactly - just a preminition...and mine usually come thru:-) I really don't think he set out intentionally to hurt you - nobody does...I truly believe that...nobody really thinks I am going to hurt that person and make them feel disappointed and uugh....it just happens because so much other stuff is happening and we don't think!!
Nout! to report on Mr. Virgo!! No phone call since Monday...I know I was like the ice-queen cometh! with him then and it's only 2 days but it feels like two weeks....say a little prayer for me that tonite he will ring....everywhere I go at the moment I am seeing men with long hair and pony-tails...it's like the world is laughing at me and saying - nah nah nah!!.see what you are missing.....:-) Serves me right though - I got what I deserved after manufacuting that fite.....I have come up with a plan though....he lives with his cousin and I know his cousin's password so I can actually divert all the cousins's calls to my phone:-) thru my computer:-) I have done it in the past....I think the time is ripe now for a little diversion....he rings him every day:-)
Anyway, that is the way of the mind at the moment but as we all know...minds are for changing:-)
bye for today my beautiful rammettes...
A x
Anyway, I digress.....I am glad that you concur with me on the next move for your Mr. Aquar.....as you say, might be good to give it a few days before you make that "special" phone-call....but it's got to be done...whatever the outcome....and I have a feeling that the outcome will be good...don't know why exactly - just a preminition...and mine usually come thru:-) I really don't think he set out intentionally to hurt you - nobody does...I truly believe that...nobody really thinks I am going to hurt that person and make them feel disappointed and uugh....it just happens because so much other stuff is happening and we don't think!!
Nout! to report on Mr. Virgo!! No phone call since Monday...I know I was like the ice-queen cometh! with him then and it's only 2 days but it feels like two weeks....say a little prayer for me that tonite he will ring....everywhere I go at the moment I am seeing men with long hair and pony-tails...it's like the world is laughing at me and saying - nah nah nah!!.see what you are missing.....:-) Serves me right though - I got what I deserved after manufacuting that fite.....I have come up with a plan though....he lives with his cousin and I know his cousin's password so I can actually divert all the cousins's calls to my phone:-) thru my computer:-) I have done it in the past....I think the time is ripe now for a little diversion....he rings him every day:-)
Anyway, that is the way of the mind at the moment but as we all know...minds are for changing:-)
bye for today my beautiful rammettes...
A x
Hello to you to my special friend Alana! Yes, you are everything I have described....and then some! 🙂
Just had a few mins at work today, but read your post and wanted to let you know I will say that 'little' prayer for you that Mr. Virgo calls you this eve. My thoughts and prayers are always with you, and my feathered bird....always!
I, in turn, ask that you say a little prayer for moi too, as I gain that dutch courage (its rubbing off from my lady) to call Mr. Aqua and 'clear the air' so to speak. I'm soooooooo glad my lady is feeling good at the outcome, my instincts also tell me it 'should' be a good time to call...with positive results.......but one always worries (esp. if you are a rammette like myself).
Altho you speak of 'putting myself out there and speaking of my feelings' etc. I have to tell you Alana, I have NEVER done that before Mr. Aqua. This rammette has always put on that strong, tough exterior that my special lady herself describes.......even with Mr. "Love of my life" Scorp.......I never put my feelings out there and ALWAYS maintained composure and NEVER let him truly know how I felt, or how much I hurt. I was the same with Mr. Ex Cappie, and Mr. Ex Saggie.
Mr. Aqua is truly the one-and-only I have revealled all that sits in my heart. The one I have taken many risks with when it comes to my heart & feelings. We truly did share some very special moments....we helped each other tear down the walls we have hidden behind for MANY years....and to some degree still hide behind. But with each other, we allowed ourselves to be just that.....our simple selves! For whatever the outcome will be my lady.......I have NO regrets. He IS a very very special soul and one only hopes are dance is not over.
Fingers, toes, and all else are crossed for YOU my beautiful lady.......and for me! Will keep you posted....as I hope you'll keep me.
Have a sunshine day!!!
Nat
xoxo
Just had a few mins at work today, but read your post and wanted to let you know I will say that 'little' prayer for you that Mr. Virgo calls you this eve. My thoughts and prayers are always with you, and my feathered bird....always!
I, in turn, ask that you say a little prayer for moi too, as I gain that dutch courage (its rubbing off from my lady) to call Mr. Aqua and 'clear the air' so to speak. I'm soooooooo glad my lady is feeling good at the outcome, my instincts also tell me it 'should' be a good time to call...with positive results.......but one always worries (esp. if you are a rammette like myself).
Altho you speak of 'putting myself out there and speaking of my feelings' etc. I have to tell you Alana, I have NEVER done that before Mr. Aqua. This rammette has always put on that strong, tough exterior that my special lady herself describes.......even with Mr. "Love of my life" Scorp.......I never put my feelings out there and ALWAYS maintained composure and NEVER let him truly know how I felt, or how much I hurt. I was the same with Mr. Ex Cappie, and Mr. Ex Saggie.
Mr. Aqua is truly the one-and-only I have revealled all that sits in my heart. The one I have taken many risks with when it comes to my heart & feelings. We truly did share some very special moments....we helped each other tear down the walls we have hidden behind for MANY years....and to some degree still hide behind. But with each other, we allowed ourselves to be just that.....our simple selves! For whatever the outcome will be my lady.......I have NO regrets. He IS a very very special soul and one only hopes are dance is not over.
Fingers, toes, and all else are crossed for YOU my beautiful lady.......and for me! Will keep you posted....as I hope you'll keep me.
Have a sunshine day!!!
Nat
xoxo
Hi my two special friends!!!! Freebird flying in to say a little prayer from my heart to yours that all works out for you both...always and forever and that your dreams and wishes come true!!!!
Aquas and ponytails...these are what dreams are made of...sugar and spice and everything nice 🙂
Sending to you wishes of love~
Freebird
Aquas and ponytails...these are what dreams are made of...sugar and spice and everything nice 🙂
Sending to you wishes of love~
Freebird
Well....didya—...didya make that call yet Natash— And yes, I said a little prayer for you....so piggy toes, paws, even eyes crossed at this stage that it will turn out as you truly wish:-) I know it will take courage but hey you have bucket-loads you rammette!!! I can feel your tummy butter-flying!! as you dial his number....just say....be gone you butter-flys!! and imagine yourself as a proud lioness going in for the kill:-)!!! This guy is so special to you, I can see it in your writing - he just seems like a good man, thru and thru:-) and there must be something magical if you are willing to bare your soul and he to you...that only happens with a lucky few....CONSIDER yourself a lucky girl but KNOW that he is a lucky guy to have you in his world.
Hey, you and the Bird's prayers made it happen for me:-) I decided to divert his cousin's calls to my phone via my computer!!! (computer whizz-kid that I am!!! - hey I can't even get smilies on my computer here in work - cuh!!) so that his calls to his cousin would come thru to me and I would answer!! (but I needn't have done that! and the scheme backfired on me later!!) Oh I am a demon of the hightest order:-)!!
I had just left work yesterday and a pay-phone no. rang that I didn't recognize....it was the ponytail!!...he said hello...I said who's that!!! He replied - me!!! I reply - who's me?!! (I know dam well who it is:-) I say if I don't know a number, how can I recognize the person!!!....he replies maybe I am one of your lovers!!!!I retort which one would that be!!! - There are so many these days!!! You could be albanian, romanian, canadian, pakistanian, or even an al-kieda!!! (Mr. Virgo has an obsession with al-kyieda...he hates them!!) He then asks if I had been trying to ring him. I say - no! He tells me he threw his fone in the bin on Monday as he bought a new battery which didn't work and basically his phone is F..ked!!! Jokingly, I say...well when you get your next new phone, then you can ring and talk with me again proper.....he replies it might be too late for us by then...we might only be friends at that stage - the moment could be gone!!! And so the banter continues in this vein for about 20 minutes while I am waiting for the bus....then he says in his own language to me (basically are you horny??) I reply - oh god yes:-) He says he's been playing with himself too much - his hand is nearly falling off!!! Tuff I think:-) (Anyway let's not go there!!). Then he asks me - will you come over tonite...I say no! not tonite (I could have but I didn't want to appear too eager!!!)..I say I will go over tomoro nite to talk with you!!! He gets a bit huffy that I won't go over that evening and keeps insisting that I do....at this stage my battery phone went dead!!!
Anyway, later that evening I decided to contact him. As he has no phone now...the only way her can get in touch is to ring his cousin's phone whom he lives with...yep! silly moo Alana!!! - I forgot I had diverted his phone earlier to mine so all I get when I dial is my own bloody voicemail!!! (I'd never make it in the FBI!!) Talk about poetic justice!!! Anyway, I text as I know the text will go thru - a few minutes later I try the phone and it's fixed!!! So we bantered away again for about 20 minutes - I told him to have champagne ready for me there tonite!!!! I seriously doubt that will happen!!! (but her has to insist on the best and be treated accordingly!!!)....mabye a few bottles of wine.....I know tonite that he will sit me down and want to know everything and everyone that I met and have been with since last time we met.....there will be analysing and nit-picking of the highest order!!.....I will tell him what I want to tell him...nothing more and nothing less:-) Evasiveness has become my forte when it comes to Mr. Virgo wanting exact details:-) And that my dear, is the story so far for yesterday and today:-)
have to get back to work - keep us po
Hey, you and the Bird's prayers made it happen for me:-) I decided to divert his cousin's calls to my phone via my computer!!! (computer whizz-kid that I am!!! - hey I can't even get smilies on my computer here in work - cuh!!) so that his calls to his cousin would come thru to me and I would answer!! (but I needn't have done that! and the scheme backfired on me later!!) Oh I am a demon of the hightest order:-)!!
I had just left work yesterday and a pay-phone no. rang that I didn't recognize....it was the ponytail!!...he said hello...I said who's that!!! He replied - me!!! I reply - who's me?!! (I know dam well who it is:-) I say if I don't know a number, how can I recognize the person!!!....he replies maybe I am one of your lovers!!!!I retort which one would that be!!! - There are so many these days!!! You could be albanian, romanian, canadian, pakistanian, or even an al-kieda!!! (Mr. Virgo has an obsession with al-kyieda...he hates them!!) He then asks if I had been trying to ring him. I say - no! He tells me he threw his fone in the bin on Monday as he bought a new battery which didn't work and basically his phone is F..ked!!! Jokingly, I say...well when you get your next new phone, then you can ring and talk with me again proper.....he replies it might be too late for us by then...we might only be friends at that stage - the moment could be gone!!! And so the banter continues in this vein for about 20 minutes while I am waiting for the bus....then he says in his own language to me (basically are you horny??) I reply - oh god yes:-) He says he's been playing with himself too much - his hand is nearly falling off!!! Tuff I think:-) (Anyway let's not go there!!). Then he asks me - will you come over tonite...I say no! not tonite (I could have but I didn't want to appear too eager!!!)..I say I will go over tomoro nite to talk with you!!! He gets a bit huffy that I won't go over that evening and keeps insisting that I do....at this stage my battery phone went dead!!!
Anyway, later that evening I decided to contact him. As he has no phone now...the only way her can get in touch is to ring his cousin's phone whom he lives with...yep! silly moo Alana!!! - I forgot I had diverted his phone earlier to mine so all I get when I dial is my own bloody voicemail!!! (I'd never make it in the FBI!!) Talk about poetic justice!!! Anyway, I text as I know the text will go thru - a few minutes later I try the phone and it's fixed!!! So we bantered away again for about 20 minutes - I told him to have champagne ready for me there tonite!!!! I seriously doubt that will happen!!! (but her has to insist on the best and be treated accordingly!!!)....mabye a few bottles of wine.....I know tonite that he will sit me down and want to know everything and everyone that I met and have been with since last time we met.....there will be analysing and nit-picking of the highest order!!.....I will tell him what I want to tell him...nothing more and nothing less:-) Evasiveness has become my forte when it comes to Mr. Virgo wanting exact details:-) And that my dear, is the story so far for yesterday and today:-)
have to get back to work - keep us po
Well hello my fellow friends - we are all here together again! Yipppeee! So nice to hear from both of you.
Alana - so glad to hear that our prayers helped you out and you've got that hot date with Mr. Virgo all lined up for tonight (you sly girl you) 😉
I so enjoy how you go for what YOU want my lady.....and 'make it happen'. Truly an inspiration! Have a GREAT nite catching up with Mr. Virgo....and be as 'bad and horny' as you like it girlfriend. Enjoye that ponytail...hmmmmhmmmm forget what this is lately! 🙂
As for Ms. Ramette.....wish I could say my prayers were answered, but they were not! I did get the 'dutch' courage to call Mr. Aqua last evening....only my call went to voice-mail. I left him a simple message to say hello, and asked that he call me back. But of course, he did NOT!!!
This is NOT the man I have spoken so highly about for months now with you. This is NOT the man I've come to know, respect, and care for. As I repeatedly said - he is the ONLY one who has NEVER let me down.......until NOW! I cannot imagine WHY he is doing this. First he does not call me to confirm/turn down our plans for Sat nite. He does not respond to my text msg on Sunday, and now ignores my call/msg via phone. That's 3 strikes right—
My heart is torn....but its the cloud of 'confusion' that I find hardest to deal with. This is the most caring, honest man I've known - and as recent as this past Friday nite, did we confirm 'this is what he wants'. I cannot imagine what goes thru his mind....I cannot imagine why he is now hurting me so!
I am at a loss for words my ladies....Mr. Aqua has been my bright star for sometime....I just cannot imagine this is how it will end, but today, Ms. Ram sits in a very very dark and confused state. If this is a lesson to be learned........I no longer want to take this class.
I so wish I had better news to report....but just seems I'm on a downward spiral lately.....I give up my reining title of "raining men".....for I just do not have the strength right now to play this game anymore.
Detached, aloof.....the more they care, the more detached they are? Well, then in this case Mr. Aqua must love the f'ken pants off of ME! I just do not understand........
Talk to you both soon.......(((hugs))) to you both.......but I could sure use one myself!
Nat
xoxo
Alana - so glad to hear that our prayers helped you out and you've got that hot date with Mr. Virgo all lined up for tonight (you sly girl you) 😉
I so enjoy how you go for what YOU want my lady.....and 'make it happen'. Truly an inspiration! Have a GREAT nite catching up with Mr. Virgo....and be as 'bad and horny' as you like it girlfriend. Enjoye that ponytail...hmmmmhmmmm forget what this is lately! 🙂
As for Ms. Ramette.....wish I could say my prayers were answered, but they were not! I did get the 'dutch' courage to call Mr. Aqua last evening....only my call went to voice-mail. I left him a simple message to say hello, and asked that he call me back. But of course, he did NOT!!!
This is NOT the man I have spoken so highly about for months now with you. This is NOT the man I've come to know, respect, and care for. As I repeatedly said - he is the ONLY one who has NEVER let me down.......until NOW! I cannot imagine WHY he is doing this. First he does not call me to confirm/turn down our plans for Sat nite. He does not respond to my text msg on Sunday, and now ignores my call/msg via phone. That's 3 strikes right—
My heart is torn....but its the cloud of 'confusion' that I find hardest to deal with. This is the most caring, honest man I've known - and as recent as this past Friday nite, did we confirm 'this is what he wants'. I cannot imagine what goes thru his mind....I cannot imagine why he is now hurting me so!
I am at a loss for words my ladies....Mr. Aqua has been my bright star for sometime....I just cannot imagine this is how it will end, but today, Ms. Ram sits in a very very dark and confused state. If this is a lesson to be learned........I no longer want to take this class.
I so wish I had better news to report....but just seems I'm on a downward spiral lately.....I give up my reining title of "raining men".....for I just do not have the strength right now to play this game anymore.
Detached, aloof.....the more they care, the more detached they are? Well, then in this case Mr. Aqua must love the f'ken pants off of ME! I just do not understand........
Talk to you both soon.......(((hugs))) to you both.......but I could sure use one myself!
Nat
xoxo
"Detached, aloof.....the more they care, the more detached they are? Well, then in this case Mr. Aqua must love the f'ken pants off of ME! I just do not understand........"
Hey babe...........you made me laugh out loud with your above comment and quip!!! Glad to see that your sense of humour is still SO there!!!
I so wish that you had better news....listen lady, you had the courage..you made the call..you walked the extra mile! What more can you do now?? That is the question!! You didn't say if when you rang him you rang on your no. showing or on private no. Would you have the bottle to ring on private no. tonite and catch him off guard??!! He wouldn't know who is ringing so he will probably answer and then you nab him....or are you in your "don't give a dam - let him. cum f..ckin beggin' mode" -
Come out of the confused classroom (teacher's here!!)....bottom-line...all men are self-centred...so much more than women...they are programmed that way!! If it doesn't suit them at that moment in time, they just won't do!! Beer, football and sex - in whatever order of the day the mood swings them and they only have 3 moods!!! whereas we have to contend with our 101 hormonal mood-swings!!! I know it's a sweeping generalization but it's sweepingly true - I don't care how much the men here will protesteth!!! For some reason, Mr. Aquar. appears to be in the selfish class-room at the moment!!
I suggest that you go lick your wounds tonite - our brave lioness:-) - have a few drinkys - chill out, unwind, go into cookiemonster mode for a day or two...it's your survival kit....bet you by tomoro you will be feeling a little more upbeat and different...always remember what a difference 24 hours can make to any situation!!:-) The weekend is coming...you can be free to be with whoever you want to be - if Mr. Aqua turns up...then you know what you got to do and say to him...if he doesn't, then grab the bestest looking guy in that club of yours and bounce:-)!!!
Yep, I will try enjoy the ride tonite....it's nearly two weeks and flamin' nora..I am so fukcin horny, if I wasn't myself, I'd think I was a closet nymphomaniac - but then again...perhaps I am:-)!!!
I am trying to make you smile....as you do for me when I am down.....come on bounce back sweet ram....you are a natural-born bouncer-back......
Will go for now.....but I'll be back and so will you - just like Arnie!!
Kisses and hugs N.
A x
Hey babe...........you made me laugh out loud with your above comment and quip!!! Glad to see that your sense of humour is still SO there!!!
I so wish that you had better news....listen lady, you had the courage..you made the call..you walked the extra mile! What more can you do now?? That is the question!! You didn't say if when you rang him you rang on your no. showing or on private no. Would you have the bottle to ring on private no. tonite and catch him off guard??!! He wouldn't know who is ringing so he will probably answer and then you nab him....or are you in your "don't give a dam - let him. cum f..ckin beggin' mode" -
Come out of the confused classroom (teacher's here!!)....bottom-line...all men are self-centred...so much more than women...they are programmed that way!! If it doesn't suit them at that moment in time, they just won't do!! Beer, football and sex - in whatever order of the day the mood swings them and they only have 3 moods!!! whereas we have to contend with our 101 hormonal mood-swings!!! I know it's a sweeping generalization but it's sweepingly true - I don't care how much the men here will protesteth!!! For some reason, Mr. Aquar. appears to be in the selfish class-room at the moment!!
I suggest that you go lick your wounds tonite - our brave lioness:-) - have a few drinkys - chill out, unwind, go into cookiemonster mode for a day or two...it's your survival kit....bet you by tomoro you will be feeling a little more upbeat and different...always remember what a difference 24 hours can make to any situation!!:-) The weekend is coming...you can be free to be with whoever you want to be - if Mr. Aqua turns up...then you know what you got to do and say to him...if he doesn't, then grab the bestest looking guy in that club of yours and bounce:-)!!!
Yep, I will try enjoy the ride tonite....it's nearly two weeks and flamin' nora..I am so fukcin horny, if I wasn't myself, I'd think I was a closet nymphomaniac - but then again...perhaps I am:-)!!!
I am trying to make you smile....as you do for me when I am down.....come on bounce back sweet ram....you are a natural-born bouncer-back......
Will go for now.....but I'll be back and so will you - just like Arnie!!
Kisses and hugs N.
A x
Hello again my 'bouncing' friend. Me thinkith I'm gonna hear plenty of volcanoes and tornadoes all the way here in Canada after Ms. Aqua gets a hold of Mr. Virgo's ponytail 2nite! 😉
You go girlfriend.....and get some action for me too! But I want all the details come morning my lady 🙂
Freebird - hello my dear friend. Hope you are having (had) a good day/eve by the time you read this. You seem very silent here lately, just dropping in with short (but very sweet) thoughts and posts. Just want to make sure my lady bird is doing ok??
As for your post today Alana.......I admit, right now I'm in that "I give up" mode and don't want to take any further action with Mr. Aqua. What for? Like we already know...I've done MY part.......the ball is in his court. But will HE have the balls to do anything with them? Do Aquarian's get those balls to face up to someone they have hurt for NO apparent reason?
My lady, if at the ripe age of 39, I have to block my # in order to force him to talk to me........I'd rather not. I much prefer to talk to someone who WANTS to talk to me.......maybe not ready to do so right now, maybe he never will be.....but when/IF he does, I want to know he's gonna give me his undivided attention (as he always has b4)- becuz that's what "I" deserve my lady, and NOTHING less!!
I just don't have patience for those kinda childish games. Mr. Aqua has NEVER played them b4 himself.....so why start now? He obviously must sit (or choses to sit) in that selfish class-room for whatever reason right now, with a sign that clearly reads "DO NO DISTURB". I will respect that (as I would want someone to respect my wishes if the shoe was on the other foot). But IF this friendship has any importance to him, or if "I" have any importance to him, he will step up my lady, as you have always said he would (or most aqua's do) when they know they are in the wrong or unintentionally hurt someone.
Mr. Aqua is VERY special to me, and altho I'm very hurt at the moment....he STILL holds a very special place in my heart....becuz I do not believe this to be the real him. Sorry, but it continues to be that Cinderella thing that continues to sit in my heart and soul!
Its a LONG weekend here in Canada this upcoming weekend, and Ms. Ram is taking some much deserved time off. I will be back in the office on Tuesday, but will check in from home tomorrow to hear all about your nite with Mr. Virgo.
As for MY weekend plans.......friends, clubbing, bbq's.....but don't think Mr. Aqua showing up is any concern. He won't........he's in his hiding mode.
((HUGS)) to my special ladies!!
Nat
xoxo
You go girlfriend.....and get some action for me too! But I want all the details come morning my lady 🙂
Freebird - hello my dear friend. Hope you are having (had) a good day/eve by the time you read this. You seem very silent here lately, just dropping in with short (but very sweet) thoughts and posts. Just want to make sure my lady bird is doing ok??
As for your post today Alana.......I admit, right now I'm in that "I give up" mode and don't want to take any further action with Mr. Aqua. What for? Like we already know...I've done MY part.......the ball is in his court. But will HE have the balls to do anything with them? Do Aquarian's get those balls to face up to someone they have hurt for NO apparent reason?
My lady, if at the ripe age of 39, I have to block my # in order to force him to talk to me........I'd rather not. I much prefer to talk to someone who WANTS to talk to me.......maybe not ready to do so right now, maybe he never will be.....but when/IF he does, I want to know he's gonna give me his undivided attention (as he always has b4)- becuz that's what "I" deserve my lady, and NOTHING less!!
I just don't have patience for those kinda childish games. Mr. Aqua has NEVER played them b4 himself.....so why start now? He obviously must sit (or choses to sit) in that selfish class-room for whatever reason right now, with a sign that clearly reads "DO NO DISTURB". I will respect that (as I would want someone to respect my wishes if the shoe was on the other foot). But IF this friendship has any importance to him, or if "I" have any importance to him, he will step up my lady, as you have always said he would (or most aqua's do) when they know they are in the wrong or unintentionally hurt someone.
Mr. Aqua is VERY special to me, and altho I'm very hurt at the moment....he STILL holds a very special place in my heart....becuz I do not believe this to be the real him. Sorry, but it continues to be that Cinderella thing that continues to sit in my heart and soul!
Its a LONG weekend here in Canada this upcoming weekend, and Ms. Ram is taking some much deserved time off. I will be back in the office on Tuesday, but will check in from home tomorrow to hear all about your nite with Mr. Virgo.
As for MY weekend plans.......friends, clubbing, bbq's.....but don't think Mr. Aqua showing up is any concern. He won't........he's in his hiding mode.
((HUGS)) to my special ladies!!
Nat
xoxo
Hello to you my sweet rammette....and I really and truly hope that today dawned a little brighter for you and that you have come up a notch or two since yesterday's below-par. You are dead right....at your age why should you settle for silly moo moo games with private nos. etc. - come hell or high water.......let him come to you and make the next move, if he is to come! If he doesn't, then tuff...he's just lost the love of his life!!! If I had that aquar man, I'd shake him and smack him on the shins for the way he's making you feel right now....smack smack smack!!!!
So you wanna know what happened last nite - nah nah nah - not going to tell yu!! Me joketh!! Honestly, it turned out great. As you know it was nearly two weeks since I seen the ponytail, I arrived and he just kept smiling and staring at me - I had to look away at the intensity...and yet when he wasn't looking I couldn't help but stare at him - I was mezmerized. Anyway, we didn't say much initially, just lay down on the sofa facing each other and stroking backs....then he gave me the longest kiss yet.....my front tooth feels funny this morning it went on so long...I closed my eyes (coz us aquarians tend to kiss with our eyes open!!) and let myself go with gay abandon:-) Passion was satisfied 3 times during the course of the evening...I really needed it and so did he!!!...with a bottle of nice red wine for the interlude:-)..of course in between each session, the interrogations! took place....(he's on to me manufacturing arguments etc. and walking out!! - darn) - he kept repeating why did I always "make up" an argument and then prance out of his house..I denied this...what else could I say!!! I discovered last nite everytime I tell a fib to him that I swallow involuntarily (flamin' nora! - all my secrets and defences are being found out one by one!!) Wanted to know if I had been with any guys in the absence, where I went, who I was with....blah blah....I kept it short and sweet....after the last session all I wanted to do was sleep..I was jaded....no more talk for me! - this time he got quite serious....what about our future together? where are we going? I replied that we would have to wait and see - especially since I didn't trust him fully after what happened on fite nite!! Promised that this won't happen again...the usual...god help him every sentence is began with honey or beauty....and puncutuated with these....it's touching to say the least....even when he's fighting with me, he will always call me this!!! he said I was too "fiery or crazy" - when he wanted to talk about things I didn't like to hear, that I always get up and leave and won't listen to him - he's never done that to me....I suppose he has a point....I have to learn to talk things thru to the bitter end....maybe that's what I am afraid of...things turning bitter!!! Told me that I didn't treat him "correct" with all my calls from other boyfriends!! I explaiend that they were all in the past, another time, another place...people just wanted to ring to say hi and keep in touch...nobody wanted Alana out of their world completely..he said he could understand this...would I always be friends with him for life if we finished!!!
And that my lady is an overview of last night's proceedings...overall I was very happy with the scenario - he was most attentive, tender and passionate and I reciprocated:-) Will spend tomoro nite and sunday with him, all going well.........
So you Missy, you enjoy your long weekend full of fun and frolics and bar-b-qs....if Mr. Aq. is in the picture all the better, if he's not, someone else will be in your weekend story - I really hope it all turns out wonderful for you.
We will wait with bated breath for what unfolds....so till next week - ariva dechi roman, adios amigo and ciao -
Bye bye baby - lots of love and gooey stuffy....flying over to Canada:-)
A x
So you wanna know what happened last nite - nah nah nah - not going to tell yu!! Me joketh!! Honestly, it turned out great. As you know it was nearly two weeks since I seen the ponytail, I arrived and he just kept smiling and staring at me - I had to look away at the intensity...and yet when he wasn't looking I couldn't help but stare at him - I was mezmerized. Anyway, we didn't say much initially, just lay down on the sofa facing each other and stroking backs....then he gave me the longest kiss yet.....my front tooth feels funny this morning it went on so long...I closed my eyes (coz us aquarians tend to kiss with our eyes open!!) and let myself go with gay abandon:-) Passion was satisfied 3 times during the course of the evening...I really needed it and so did he!!!...with a bottle of nice red wine for the interlude:-)..of course in between each session, the interrogations! took place....(he's on to me manufacturing arguments etc. and walking out!! - darn) - he kept repeating why did I always "make up" an argument and then prance out of his house..I denied this...what else could I say!!! I discovered last nite everytime I tell a fib to him that I swallow involuntarily (flamin' nora! - all my secrets and defences are being found out one by one!!) Wanted to know if I had been with any guys in the absence, where I went, who I was with....blah blah....I kept it short and sweet....after the last session all I wanted to do was sleep..I was jaded....no more talk for me! - this time he got quite serious....what about our future together? where are we going? I replied that we would have to wait and see - especially since I didn't trust him fully after what happened on fite nite!! Promised that this won't happen again...the usual...god help him every sentence is began with honey or beauty....and puncutuated with these....it's touching to say the least....even when he's fighting with me, he will always call me this!!! he said I was too "fiery or crazy" - when he wanted to talk about things I didn't like to hear, that I always get up and leave and won't listen to him - he's never done that to me....I suppose he has a point....I have to learn to talk things thru to the bitter end....maybe that's what I am afraid of...things turning bitter!!! Told me that I didn't treat him "correct" with all my calls from other boyfriends!! I explaiend that they were all in the past, another time, another place...people just wanted to ring to say hi and keep in touch...nobody wanted Alana out of their world completely..he said he could understand this...would I always be friends with him for life if we finished!!!
And that my lady is an overview of last night's proceedings...overall I was very happy with the scenario - he was most attentive, tender and passionate and I reciprocated:-) Will spend tomoro nite and sunday with him, all going well.........
So you Missy, you enjoy your long weekend full of fun and frolics and bar-b-qs....if Mr. Aq. is in the picture all the better, if he's not, someone else will be in your weekend story - I really hope it all turns out wonderful for you.
We will wait with bated breath for what unfolds....so till next week - ariva dechi roman, adios amigo and ciao -
Bye bye baby - lots of love and gooey stuffy....flying over to Canada:-)
A x
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Lots has happened since last I wrote with Mr. Virgo - will try to cut to the chase...he rang and said we needed to talk - when I went to his house he said to me - I am going to say something that is going to frigthen and shock you. I chirp back rather frivously - nothing you can do or say will frighten me!! He looks back and says I am afraid this will. He then stated that there was a possibility that he may have AIDS and naturally if he had, then I would have. He had bruises on his body the week previous, went to doctors, referred to clinic and they told him it was either a rare blood disorder or AIDS. He would know on MOnday and they wanted to see both me the next day for tests....to be honest I didn't go crazy or feel anything except numb...he told me he felt it wasn't AIDS as he hadn't been with anyone while with me but I knew his past before he met me...all sorts in Greece!! Having said that I was no angel, even when with him...so nobody could be blamed!!! Out of nerves, tbe two of us kept looking at each other and giggling the whole nite...he would say you should be crying and all I could do was laugh with nerves. I stayed overnite - next morning we were both feeling down. I just said to him - listen to me - we are going to handle the next two days with dignity and calmness, you are strong and brave and so am I - we are not going to go crazy, let's just keep ourselves busy and act as normally as we can - we decided not to tell a soul, friends or family till we knew for sure, so as not to unduly worry anyone. Went to the clinic next day for tests etc. We were told to come back on the Monday afternoon - by Monday, I was dizzy with nerves and very down, reality was kicking in fast. I got sick four times on the Monday morning....couldn't eat, think, was literally out of my mind. Kept think