why ...

why is faith playing with me....

Yesterdaymorning i was at my trainee to get a degree for it.After that i helped
out my colleque who was all alone running a hostel ( i had my trainee there).

10:30 i took the buss to Central station Utrecht and i was amazed by the crowdedness. i just walked to the platform my train always is on. Then the conducter says that there was a mayor electricity jam and all trains don't depart on time.

So i went up to the terminal to check the messages cuz they were messaging when and where the trains are and what time they depart.

after half an hour and two cups of free (🙂) coffee later i got in the train. Then the conducter says that we have to wait for the chauffeur....

After 15 minutes the train departs and seven minutes later i stepped out at
my station and saw MANY people getting in 🙂.

Then it happened..... i saw my red angel waiting for the train to Utrecht !!!!!
after all the time .... the delay's and stuff... i see her again .....

i almost got her out of my head .... and this ain't helping
why is faith playing with me ..

Wow .. you saw her again?

You've been admiring her for a long, long time, boy .... and coincidence would have it that you run into her again even when the timing is wrong = she is SUPPOSED to be on a different train at a different time.

Like a magnet .. pulling you two together.

Ginger Goddess !!!!!!!

i haven't seen her for like ... 14 months.

And still i'm feeling something for her.
And this while i'm almost a year together with my girlfriend now (28th may😛)

I on purpose didn't talked to her when i saw her. She have let me down and
i need to accept that .....

I remember when you approached her a while back and she turned you down ... so did she see you too on the platform?

Did she wave, or smile, or anything to acknowledge you?

She saw me and she looked the other way after that...
she looked amazed.

ow if she could .....

wow, i'm now thinking, maybe there is some kind of karma, past-life push and pull thing for whatever reason ..'and yet maybe, maybe not mean't to be together in this one.. *fate so works in mysterious ways and rarely misses.. *in the end, we usually end up with what we need; again for whatever reason..

nice story, bft .. always enjoy reading.. 🙂

Disturbed is decent considering they're Nu-metal (most of which SUCKS). Non-point is another pretty good Nu-metal band, but Stemm is the best of the three.

*praise to get her number somehow*

I don't have her number, mata hari.
And i'm too afraid to go tell her how i feel
cuz i have been turned down by her 14 months ago ...

uhhhh you were at the same place at the same time?