Kinda pissed. Fuck! (Warning: a little long)

Yesterday was going well for the most part, I went to a kick ass local chili joint with my younger Scorp brother, had good conversation going, talked about our plans, future, present, people we knew, etc. I also had a roast beef sammich with swiss cheese that was absolutely superb. A cougar in the customer line was checking me out as I was eating, but her eyes sort of made her look like a psycho bitch. Pass! I also met an old friend of me and my brother's who was also a Scorpio, but I couldn't make out his face at first when he approached me due to darkness. Before I recognised him, he gestured his hand as if he was holding a pistol and said "give me all your money " which made me nervous, but after I made out his face I knew he was just joking. Good prank man.

That wasn't what pissed me off though. He mentioned that he was going to smoke up with a neighbor of his, and I asked if I could join, but he said that he wouldn't apreciate that since he didn't know me. That's fine too. He said that he can call his source and I could pick up a bag then. When his guy got to us, I handed over $ 10 and he handed me the bag. I quickly glanced at it then put it in my pocket, thinking it was a ten sack. Once again, didn't see too well, darkness, etc. Friend said "that might be the wrong bag" and offered an exchange for his, but my dumb ass said "I got two nickel bags." I examined it later on and realized that Scorp friend was right, I spent $ 10 on a $ 5 sack. The ironic thing is that I said I wasn't going to exchange the money until I saw the bag to prevent getting ripped off. I ripped my own fucking self off! FUCK DAMN IT!!! *smacks forehead*

To add insult to injury, I realized that I can't even smoke it because I have an appointment for a medical research study soon. Basically I'm volunteering to be a guinea pig for an experimental vaccine. They most likely are going to draw blood upon the visit, and if they find anything in my system I'm very likely to get kicked out and lose up to $ 1,150. I just hope that my next visit is at least a month or so away. This whole fiasco reminded me of a much milder version of what I was feeling the first time I took my driving test to get my liscense and THE FUCKING CAR WOULDN'T START!!! I felt a combination of absolute rage, heavy disappointment, and embarassment rolled up in one big crappy ball. When I got home I sat down, zoned out, and just stared off into space to keep from going on a rampage, that's how fucking pissed I was.

The moral of this story: listen to your friends, as they generally have your best interest in mind. If they don't have your interests in mind, then they aren't looking out for you and aren't your friends.

I'm going to see if I can't sell it off at this party I'm going to today.

The moral of the story is.........who gives a fuck? So how was the chili at this place? Im a huge fan of red.

I didn't have chili, I had a roast beef sandwich with swiss cheese. They're food is damn good btw. It was a little mom n' pop joint.

Speaking of joints, not one weed smoker at the party. I told people who declined my offer to spread he word that I got it and if you want it look for me. Still no people. There were folks banging shots of frickin straight EVERCLEAR, but I couldn't find one weed smoker. That's das bullshit. Lames.

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Why would u sell the bag? Save it and smoke it when u get the chance. Or are u gonna sell it for $ 10 so u can get ur money back? Good luck cuz most ppl will know u are ripping them off unless u tell them its some good shit like haze.

That shit would piss me off too! I am about to go smoke now.
*passes to Tall Dark and Aries*

I can't smoke it, I'd get kicked from my volunteer medical study and lose $ 1150 bucks. Sorry, but not over a 5 sack. I also tried to sell it for $ 5, still no takers at the party. There just plain were no tokers at the party I was at.

I even let this African dude who said he's been to Holland before smell the stuff through the bag, and he was all like "that's that good shit!" Still didn't buy. Damn my luck. Screw it, I'm letting it go for now, and if my next visit is like a month away, I'm smoking it.

This was interesting.

Eh, if you say so.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHH what a story One of these days man you're gonna break some SKopr's back > why are you messing around with shady Scorpios? You should have tried to look clean and not like some siKo and with that money you would have had blast with that chick.

You've got issues you can't be a drugger and a decent pro same time > not mainstream, You are one of those types that gots very sad parents. My parents btch about me smokin' and drinks and girlfriends > you have problems.

Seems like you are hanging around with a lot of Druggies > if you have a strong Taurus ascendent then you are pretty much going to hell My tAurus mom can barely stand second hand smoke, If you wanna fck around then you shouldn't hurt your old folks just get the fck out and do your own shit know what I'm talkin' about?

You Fire signs can be super btch ass 'oles.

Most of my friends aren't druggies. Yeah, some smoke weed every once in a while, but that's about it, of my friends who actually do that that is. Most of my friends are in fact straight, especially the close ones. As for the shady Scorpio thing, I was the one that screwed myself at that time for not listening. Also, me and my bro knew him for years, and as another Scorpio, I'm pretty sure my brother can see if he's legit or not if I were unable to. As for me being a druggie, that's another negative, just a once in a while smoker, I don't do it enough for it to present a problem, about once every month or two.

Where you drunk when you typed those messages JS? Sounded like it.

Yeah, I'm chill.