I constantly feel ... Like i dont know how to feel. I think i do one second.. Then the next i kill that voice inside my head and replace it with somthing new. Yet deep down i feel like i know exactly what i want. I feel above most people mentally .. And tend to suppress my emotions because others are not capable of understanding, there for i crave any kind of connection to the world . I feel very much alive, but i know somthing about me has died. Me and death are very good friends.. Im a gemini sun Scorpio moon and Taurus rising. I have a huge impact on anyone i choose to me in my life. Its all or somthing.. And somtimes either path is to much to take so i must destroy everything i have created . Leaving people questioning what just happend. Can u relate ?
