Help reading 2 charts

Do you believe in god? I read that these placements need to find God in order to alleviate those deep rooted feelings of loneliness. The thing is I don't believe in "god" I do believe in god self So are they basically saying we just need to

The real reason and explanation behind our existence?

Anyone ever experienced this or have any insight on ? I've read that it's pretty common for exes to come back during venus/mercury retrograde for closure/getting back together etc, but can't seem to find much info on breaking up during a venus retrograde.

I have a few different ways i have fun and was really wondering about the other signs and what is fun for them?

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Yoou know you want tooo. https://media.giphy.com/media/149EV8wlV75ZQc/giphy.gif

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So everone wants to talk about themself. i can understand that. but i want to know more about you. so here are some question for you. take you time, no rush. 1. What three U.S. cities would you never, ever move to even for the job offer of your dreams

WHAT’S YOUR PERSONALITY? I am SUN, and MOON is what makes me feel emotionally happy, but I express myself in MERCURY way. When it comes to love, I will be VENUS, but when I get angry, I become MARS. Though people see me as RISING. Life systematical