I am so depressed and anxious.

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Any particular reason?


yes. There is always a reason



Do you want to share?


its really hard for me to talk about these stuff, but one of my problems is my extremely low self esteem.
Thank you so much for chatting with me.

What are you passionate about? Just asking.
I kinda struggled with low self esteem too... But I pretend like I'm good and go on with my life. Sometimes it works but idk. There are those special days when I should be confident and go after what I want, esp things that would make me emotionally happy ... But I don't. I mess it up then.
Idk why I'm writing it here.
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I wish you lots of happiness and I hope you are healthy.
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Any particular reason?


yes. There is always a reason



Do you want to share?


its really hard for me to talk about these stuff, but one of my problems is my extremely low self esteem.
Thank you so much for chatting with me.



What are you passionate about? Just asking.
I kinda struggled with low self esteem too... But I pretend like I'm good and go on with my life. Sometimes it works but idk. There are those special days when I should be confident and go after what I want, esp things that would make me emotionally happy ... But I don't. I mess it up then.
Idk why I'm writing it here.


I wish you lots of happiness and I hope you are healthy.

Thank you and I wish you the same.

Are you a sixth houser? Where is your Chiron?
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My sun is in Aquarius in 10th house.

Chiron in Scorpio in 6th house, unfortunately. I do not like Scorpio. My moon is also in Scorpio.

my natal chart is just bad.
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Depression and anxiety can be triggered by situational stress
Or it could be something your brain chemistry struggles with

You can try therapy to start working through your emotions, as you start to unravel whatever traumas (we all have them) have impacted you the anxiety and depression may lift.

You can see a Dr for a prescription because sometimes that’s what our bodies need.

You can look at using CBD if you don’t want an rX.

There are so many things that can affect our mental health. Low self esteem may be the tip of an iceberg...

So I guess the real question is, what do you want to do about it? Because that is a bigger challenge then just admitting the problem.

And my dear, I really hope you do get help. You deserve happiness.

Thank you sooo much for the support
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The Guest House

This being human is a guest house.

Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,

some momentary awareness comes

as an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!

Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,

who violently sweep your house

empty of its furniture,

still, treat each guest honorably.

He may be clearing you out

for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice.

meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.

Be grateful for whatever comes.

because each has been sent

as a guide from beyond.

~ Rumi
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Try CBD oil...it has helped me a lot

Find someone to talk to....psychotherapy can really help as unlike counselling it delves deeper....it can be very helpful and life changing

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umm I do not wanna do psychotherapy, this sounds scary

I just wish I had someone to talk to. Yesterday I found the courage to tell my mother how I feel and she did not even care,I told her but she did not even look at me. I even told to another person ,but she also did not care.They all care about their problems, nobody listen to me. Like I do not exist.

Now I understand why my dad commited suicide, and I do not blame him.

I am so sad. I always help people,but no one helps me.
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Try CBD oil...it has helped me a lot

Find someone to talk to....psychotherapy can really help as unlike counselling it delves deeper....it can be very helpful and life changing

❤️
umm I do not wanna do psychotherapy, this sounds scary
I just wish I had someone to talk to. Yesterday I found the courage to tell my mother how I feel and she did not even care,I told her but she did not even look at me. I even told to another person ,but she also did not care.They all care about their problems, nobody listen to me. Like I do not exist.
Now I understand why my dad commited suicide, and I do not blame him.
I am so sad. I always help people,but no one helps me.
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It's you choice ....
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Its really embarrassing but I feel like I need to share this ...Recently I was crying so hard on the floor in my bathroom, I did not get up for some hours.

I've been there....more than once

I had fierce post natal depression

If I hadn't gone for help, I'm not sure where I'd be

It's a choice to get help and get well

Some choose not to though
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Any particular reason?


yes. There is always a reason



Do you want to share?
its really hard for me to talk about these stuff, but one of my problems is my extremely low self esteem.
Thank you so much for chatting with me.
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work out , work on yourself and forget everybody else around you i have been here twice because i lost myself complete it's easier said and done but you need to start with baby steps if you can not do everything at once.