please help me figure out my birth chart!

Hello! I would like to know your opinion about my chart. It seems full of conflicts, I don't understand why I am so emotional but also very detached. I seem to live very intense something and feel very wounded if it's something hurtful but after very little time, the same event has no meaning to me and many other things like that.
I have Aqua sun but it is in second house, I have Aries moon in fourth house, Sagittarius mars in twelfth house and Pisces venus in third house. I honestly don't understand myself most of the time and I am very pissed off because of these conflicts in every area of my life.

Sun Aquarius 3.19
Moon Aries 10.35
Mercury Aquarius 21.28
Venus Pisces 10.16
Mars Sagittarius 10.20
Jupiter Aries 22.22
Saturn Sagittarius 28.02
Uranus Sagittarius 28.58
Neptune Capricorn 8.39
Pluto Scorpio 12.27
Lilith Leo 17.35
Asc node Pisces 24.29

Sun in II
Moon in IV
Mercury in II
Venus in III
Mars in XII
Jupiter in IV
Saturn in Ascendant
Uranus in Ascendant
Neptune in Ascendant
Pluto in XI
Lilith in VIII
Asc node in III

Thank you!