Why is it so hard to say I love you

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LibraJackson
@LibraJackson
8 Years

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Been seeing this Aries man for almost a year and I'm Libra. We both decided not to get serious from the very beginning as he's moving away to New York for a year in September.

Long story short, we both have been spending time with each other a lot like once a week. We decided to stop talking to each other early on this year as we felt like it was going to get serious. Then, we started talking to each other again.

He's currently preparing himself for NY and he's busy applying jobs etc. I booked flights to NY in December to see my family and I'll spend the weekend with him.

I don't want to bore you any further, we never agreed to be exclusive and he said he hasn't been with anyone else, me neither.

I'm in love with him and I can't say it. I'm really happy for him to go and gain all the experiences but I'm going to miss him so much and it's just heart breaking because we get on so well and the timing is shit.

I don't want him to forget about me. I know I sound really baby ish but what can I say to him. I've been trying to act cool the whole time and helping him with everything he needs but there were times I just want to say I love so much thanking for making this year better for me but I can't.

So what do you think I should do peeps ?