Been best friends with this cancer male for 5 years. When we first met it was a crush. We spoke for 2 months and I put an end to it because he was doing a lot I wasn’t beat for. He fought for us to have a friendship. Flourished into best Friends. I’ve given him relationship advice over the years. I was in my own relationship for 2 years. He broke up with his girlfriend of 2 years about 2 weeks ago. Last weekend we were at a party and he tells me how badly he’s wanted me and that he’s always wanted me. He never tried anything though out of respect for me. I didn’t follow thru with it that night Bc I thought it was Bc he was drunk. 3 days later we’re chillen and it happens. Haven’t touched each other in 5 years. You would’ve thought he we had been together lol. It felt amazing. But now he always wants to see me. Says he’ll do anything just to please me and make me happy. And kissing me on my back, shoulders, my neck. Never had a sleepover with him now he’s always down to sleep over. Even if we don’t do anything. I feel like he never stopped liking me. At the same time though I can’t help but think of it’s just a distraction for him.
