@Shy_Taurus
7 YearsTaurus
elllle-I spend a lot of time using a lot of mental space. Until I decide that there is nothing left to figure out my mind will recall and work on something I haven't thought of in years. I'm not saying its a good thing.
Foxy777- But I did not know at the time. I am slow
This may have been perceived differently than I planed. My point in bringing it up was that a description of a Capricorn girl matches what my perception of this girl was. But reality was completely different and this just has me flabbergasted. I admired her and always thought if I could get past being shy that her and I could be more than friends. I was a virgin at 22 because I thought I needed to be incase her and I did become close. I realize now as these things all fall into place in my mind that she was a sexual being even when we were in school. It does not change my opinion of her, its not a judgment, its more like "Wow, holy cow, I was wrong". I was being what I thought was a gentleman but that's not what she wanted.
This may have been perceived differently than I planed. My point in bringing it up was that a description of a Capricorn girl matches what my perception of this girl was. But reality was completely different and this just has me flabbergasted. I admired her and always thought if I could get past being shy that her and I could be more than friends. I was a virgin at 22 because I thought I needed to be incase her and I did become close. I realize now as these things all fall into place in my mind that she was a sexual being even when we were in school. It does not change my opinion of her, its not a judgment, its more like "Wow, holy cow, I was wrong". I was being what I thought was a gentleman but that's not what she wanted.
Damn, guy you missed out on those sloppy seconds.
Sounds like maybe you atill have a thing for her? Ever marry? So you wiah yoir fieat time was her ans not someone else?
Did you ever get your chance?
Boot1313. Yes, I still (apparently) have a crush on her. She had moved away. We are both divorced. Yes, I do wish my first time had been with her. I think I could have but I blew the chance.
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We can read about Capricorn females being slow and cautious.
In school I knew one that was shy and the sweetest most innocent looking girl and nobody ever made anything public about her. Actually she was sexually active at 15 and had been with 3 guys and likely 5 which means 8 is possible. Only 1 was a long term boyfriend. She made elaborate plans to accomplish sex without anyone having a clue. I realize now that I screwed up one of her plans to include me. I was a 22 year old virgin with the belief that she was also. This is not a judgment but I was so naïve (wrong) it has me perplexed.