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I thought I was just screwed up for the heck of it. Although it turns out I'm a Capricorn, a goat with a fish tail protruding out of its backside. So I guess it explains a few things, huh.
The thing is, I have never been a superstitious guy. If somebody asked me my birth date I would give them a silent raised eyebrow and a condescending smile. A —One of those, are you— kind of smirk. (I'm still smirking at myself from time to time now that I'm here)

I remember going out with this girl. —Your such a F**** Capricorn!!?? She would burst out in anger. I would, in turn, burst out laughing, —don't use that crap with me!?? And then watch with mild surprise as her emotions boiled over??_ and yeah, she would lose all self respect and for that matter, mine too. Maybe, just maybe??_I have a bit of the goat inside me.

After all this I would do a David Copperfield and make myself magically disappear. Although I would not admit to being wrong??_to her anyway, deep down inside I would consider the possibility, and this my dear friends, could take a few days of —sulking myself to sleep?? type of activities.

If she called, after a few days, me, my damaged ego and my strange little fishtail trailing between my legs would meet up with her and manage to bleat out a few awkward apologies as I would shuffle my feet in sheepish demeanor??_Sheep, goats, heh, they are all the same.
—Just don't ever use that Capricorn crap on me again?? I would say.

Recently I moved to Bulgaria. I have been having Bulgarian language classes and my teacher is an Astrologist. At first he scared the crap out of me. I can be a bit shy, especially when not in the mood for socializing and he seemed the larger that life type of person: Big hand shake, lots of body movement, etc, etc. And he is a Capricorn??_and a astrologist??_and he is a very selected few of people who I actually respect??_ So know I respect my best friend, my x girlfriend??s mother, my grandmother and him??_

So I looked up all this crap on internet??_sorry??_but still a bit suspicious

This is what came up: Some sort of introverted extrovert whose destiny is to be a nice nasty piece of work, a loyal cheater with women, a very aimed and organized drifter, a practical dreamer with a love for money and philosophy, a well dressed —don't give a crap?? type of guy??_you get the drift...

...ok, lets start all over..."hello fellow fishy goats!"..better? My birth is below...I talk/write too much
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Sorry...I just hid under the table after actually posting this...and tried not to puke all over myself...

Well I'm sorry to disappoint you (smirk smirk... cackle) but my birth chart is this:

Sun, Mercury and Neptune in Capricorn

Moon in Leo

Venus, Saturn and Uranus Sagittarius (no mercury - smirk face)

Mars and Ascendant Aries

Jupiter Pisces

Pluto in Scorpio

And Lilith Cancer....

OK...so thank you for the help...I gave you a smirk..but a friendly one...so...What are you? Do you find it hard to believe in Astrology, why do you believe in Astrology?

And thank you again


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Posted by McInsane
Sorry...I just hid under the table after actually posting this...and tried not to puke all over myself...

Well I'm sorry to disappoint you (smirk smirk... cackle) but my birth chart is this:

Sun, Mercury and Neptune in Capricorn

Moon in Leo

Venus, Saturn and Uranus Sagittarius (no mercury - smirk face)

Mars and Ascendant Aries

Jupiter Pisces

Pluto in Scorpio

And Lilith Cancer....

OK...so thank you for the help...I gave you a smirk..but a friendly one...so...What are you? Do you find it hard to believe in Astrology, why do you believe in Astrology?

And thank you again




Elle...with his air of "look at me" then "but i really suck" attitude you should've guessed it was a Cap-Leo combination. I mean both Leos and Caps like toot their own horn ... only difference is Cap then puts itself down incase anyone actually wants to test those things. Then when no one is looking he is going to prove it and say see I told you so that I'm so amazing, in a whisper though.
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Well that just put me in my place...
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Sorry...I just hid under the table after actually posting this...and tried not to puke all over myself...

Well I'm sorry to disappoint you (smirk smirk... cackle) but my birth chart is this:

Sun, Mercury and Neptune in Capricorn

Moon in Leo

Venus, Saturn and Uranus Sagittarius (no mercury - smirk face)

Mars and Ascendant Aries

Jupiter Pisces

Pluto in Scorpio

And Lilith Cancer....

OK...so thank you for the help...I gave you a smirk..but a friendly one...so...What are you? Do you find it hard to believe in Astrology, why do you believe in Astrology?

And thank you again




Elle...with his air of "look at me" then "but i really suck" attitude you should've guessed it was a Cap-Leo combination. I mean both Leos and Caps like toot their own horn ... only difference is Cap then puts itself down incase anyone actually wants to test those things. Then when no one is looking he is going to prove it and say see I told you so that I'm so amazing, in a whisper though.



Well that just put me in my place...



LOL Don't get defensive. I wasn't trying to but if I come off that way I'll blame my Aries Asc. Just like you can put your stand-offish attitude on your Leo Moon.
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Nah...offended...pfff...please

Well yeah, but more shocked actually...

This is breaking my brain, to be honest I feel a bit "easy" blaming moons, stars and such for my behavior. I??ve never really listened to the sun, I??ve felt it and enjoyed it...but now I wonder...I'm I really gonna have to try and break the moon and stars to become a better person? When I started reading about astrology I was wondering...and this is gonna probably sound strange...but, how the hell can I be everything? I wanted to own...the universe
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Posted by StillWater
Posted by McInsane
Sorry...I just hid under the table after actually posting this...and tried not to puke all over myself...

Well I'm sorry to disappoint you (smirk smirk... cackle) but my birth chart is this:

Sun, Mercury and Neptune in Capricorn

Moon in Leo

Venus, Saturn and Uranus Sagittarius (no mercury - smirk face)

Mars and Ascendant Aries

Jupiter Pisces

Pluto in Scorpio

And Lilith Cancer....

OK...so thank you for the help...I gave you a smirk..but a friendly one...so...What are you? Do you find it hard to believe in Astrology, why do you believe in Astrology?

And thank you again




Elle...with his air of "look at me" then "but i really suck" attitude you should've guessed it was a Cap-Leo combination. I mean both Leos and Caps like toot their own horn ... only difference is Cap then puts itself down incase anyone actually wants to test those things. Then when no one is looking he is going to prove it and say see I told you so that I'm so amazing, in a whisper though.
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Strong Leo placement was the first thing that came to my mind. Eeesh, that has to be interesting for a cap sun... "No spotlight, no thank you... Hey! GIVE. ME. ATTENTION!"



I read somewhere that Leo's were born to rule the masses and Caps were born to wield authority. Chop chop, Insane. And welcome fellow Cap. 😉
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I read somewhere that Leo's were born to rule the masses and Caps were born to wield authority. Chop chop, Insane. And welcome fellow Cap. 😉
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Good Collaboration:

Leos would be the leaders getting everyone on board and excited and gung ho.
Cap would be the managers - handling the details and enforcing the rules.

(every government/organization/company needs managers and leaders equally).

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Well Just wanted to say that thank you all for the warm welcome, it's nice of you.

Today has been a strange day, I am in a hotel attending a course with about another twenty people, all more or less my own age. There is this lovely girl and she has been chatting to me away happily, doing her strange little numbers, dunno, real small and cute and cuddly, always asking me if she can set next to me, etc, etc ...and then she is all "I have a boyfriend"...so WTF? why are so adorable, why are you wasting my time?

But maybe that is not too important. I have felt a million miles away from everyone, I can't explain. I will ask questions. Well, what do you want to do? what are you doing with your life? Why did you study so and so? And they give me unsatisfactory answers...Where is that person who is not gonna bore me to death and not make me think: "Aren't you a real typicolian?" (Could we make that a sign?, "the typicolians")

I just don't enjoy the social gathering, lets drink beer "party" scene, the loud laughter, the silly talk, the giggle giggle...I feel as if I am wasting my time with them...and yet, deep down there is a little doubt. Hey, is it you or is it really them?

And a really deep loneliness came over me...like missing a mother type loneliness (and I'm not one for missing his mother), everything is cold, all is going to end..."I'm getting the hell out of here" type of loneliness, a loneliness that disgusts you so much you search to be...alone with it...

So when I say, hey thanks for the warm welcome...I kind of mean it
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Hey, thank you woundedLeo and thank you Stillwater for your great replies-

This "dark side" is breakable, it is necessary to break through ones limitations. No mater how difficult it may seem one has to shift the planets to get a clear view of things. Some may call it planets, others may call them inner daemons while others may call it social conditioning...nevertheless, it is all breakable through will power.

Have a great day everyone