I Feel So Sad :(

My goodness, I'm going through one of those moods again I guess, it's been going on sense Friday but I've been fighting it. I feel like crying my eyes out .... and I just can't hold back this time .....

Yeah, that's what I'm doing ..... this is soooo not a cappy thing to do ... I feel like a cancer.

Well these phases are the pits ... I feel so overlooked for some reason ..., girl I don't know what going on with me ... maybe I'm tired. Something just doesn't feel right 😢

Alright sb, but first let me chat alittle longer ... see, I know me ... I'll cry myself to sleep and I'm not done with my project yet 😢

That probably what I need to do ....

OOOOOOO thank you JD 🙂 *huges*

I was kinda hoping that no one else saw this board but sb ... but that's impossible. It's really sucks when your emotions get to you. I usually can control them, but they took over me this time .....

I'm glad you read the post JD, your support is well taken, thank you 🙂

I'll be alright in a few more minutes ....

It feels good not to fight them ... in the past I did fight. LOL!!! I guess I'm one of those that ACTUALLY practiced what I preached .... (small) yay ^_^

The writing board is helping me get through this mood of mine ... DB, sb and Schoen are funny ....

sometimes when im down. i stay down. look around. let that downer run its course like a bad cold. absorb and expel all the emotions that im going through, the why's, and just wallow in it for a moment. get a good look at the view from there. take everything in. once i've had it, i get back up and getting back up just happens so much more easily after i've purged everything.

Hey Cappysweetie! Today has been tough here too.. Started out good! and went downhill from there... What is most disturbing for me is that sometimes my heart really does feel as if it turns to stone... I know what to do to remedy this state I'm in, and, will do it! Guess this is a bit different from what I usually write in discussions here...

you know... sometimes an emotional fricken roller-coaster seems more fitting. frustrating! :p

there's just gotta be some amount of mental control to keep it in check without letting it build up.

i think i wanna take up boxing or kick boxing. some sport where i get to pummel something even if it is myself, in a sense, that im pummeling.

That is why I usually keep this stuff to myself. I agree,.. face it, get through it, and, TG we know how to!!

Swimming is a great release,too.

Do you throw things at people?!

A little fire can provide alot of light!

I've been going through one of my down moods for the past few days as well. Is there something going on?! I feel like crying for no apparent reason, and I can't seem to find the source.

Looks like the down time has shifted over to Cappies. The Scorps have had their share 2 weeks ago..

I think you're right, MM! My Scorp was complaining of a 'disorganized' mood for the past month. I'm feeling like a bundle of emotions since Friday and it's driving me crrrrazy! Can this attributed to moon placements or something?!

It must be shortyrock..because my emotions were all over the place this last month. It was horrid. I hate that state of mind. Moping around, drifting in and out of mood swings..feeling like bursting into tears for no apparant reason, unable to focus. Eeeeeeeek

That's where I'm at right now: drifting in and out of mood swings. One minute, I'm fine....the next, I feel an overwhelming urge to cry! I haven't felt like this in awhile....I forgot how awful it is!

WOW!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT !!!! HONESTLY, REALLY APPRECIATED!!! I was hoping this thread faded into existance because last night was difficult .... it sucks like pure hell when your emotions take you over and you can't be so nonchalant about things anymore.

Moping around, drifting in and out of mood swings..feeling like bursting into tears for no apparant reason, unable to focus.

YES! That has been me every since last Friday 😢 That's why it's been so hard to get my work done .....

Hmmm, I won't lie to you, I still feel uneasy and highly emotional. Until I can come to terms with all of this, I am being ultra reserved because I know what I am like when my emotives start beating me down. However, I know exactly what's wrong and I'm working towards fixing the problem -- whining about the same stuff is pointless. 😢

Some users may think I'm weak, and a whiner but I don't care ... I AM A HUMAN BEING AND I NOT AFRAID TO EXPRESS MY FEELING ....even if they are looked upon as a weakness. I JUST CANNOT LIE TO MYSELF ...I HAVEN'T FOR A WHILE NOW AND I CERTAINLY NOT GOING TO START NOW!

Sorry, all that venting was for users who may see me as weak.

Hey, I'm sensitive, emotive and a bit unsure .... and I don't care who knows it 😉

YOU ALL ARE AWESOME 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 *** HUGES ***

Oh yeah

What's going on with me has nothing to do with that dreaded CANCER fellow ... oh my goodness, I'd be a basketcase if I were still dealing with him.

NO WAY, I dumped the remaining feelings I had for him in the "Ownership and Reflection" thread .... yep, those were indeed my reall feelings and not just me talking. I was not pretending, he's along gone out of my heart 🙂

Hmm, I feel alittle different tonight ... at least I am finishing up that darn project. My uneasiness is still there but it doesn't feel as heavy. Last night felt like a huge cloud was smothering me and I couldn't breath ....

Tonight, I am drinking tea, maybe that's the difference (—?)

I actually feel much better today....aaaahhhh!

This weekend feels very different then last weekend ... maybe it's because I had time to think about some things.

I was in the libray waiting on my study partner when I just started thinking about so many things that I needed to do in order to carrying on.

After that, things just didn't seem so bad ... I could be wrong but I'll see ...