So tired...

This Pluton transit to my Sun is exact now.
Things look so unstable now.
Yet I don't feel emotional...I barely feel anything at all.
Just tired. So very tired. I even fell asleep during a meal.
So tired.
Things don't look good, but instead of panicking, I'm oddly calm.
Eerily calm. To the point my rational notes the lack of reaction is alarming.
So sleepy.
I look forward the end results of this transit, as I know I'll come out stronger for it.
At a high price and with no real way to gain what was lost back.
Cut off from friends. Support from family. I'll either stand alone or die.
The gravity and reality of the situation is understood, yet I can do is merely react with the vigor of a sloth.

So tired.

SH I'm exactly the same!!! Pluto almost conj my Moon...wow...I'm exhausted, helpless, and in danger, isolated...

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SH I'm exactly the same!!! Pluto almost conj my Moon...wow...I'm exhausted, helpless, and in danger, isolated...

We can either embrace the change or be tormented into submission by it.
Either way, staying as we are now will be impossible.

Idk What to do...focus on funding work, No distractions.

I call it winter time.

*shrugs*

It's been conjuncting my SN for a while. maybe blocking me from moving towards NN in Cancer. Cause I don't nurture anyone currently. Ego tripping.

Yet money is not my concern at the same time. Maybe because of Jupiter in Leo makine me a careless child.

tPluto is also trine to my nPluto. That makes me a diva. In double intensity.