It's only a matter of time. But damn I'm horny how much longer? I haven had sex in about 8 months now. Not because there no candidates. It's just that I don't just want to have sex,I want a relationship I refuse to just have sex with one and become their 2nd plate, sidechixk, or their fuxk buddy. Been there done that. I'm over It's a bitter sweat game that breaks ppls heart. I'm ready for the real thing. But it just seems hard to find. Right person I don't want to sound desperate but at times I feel desperate. The min I though I found someone a "leo" me Capp lady. A month later he vanishs everything seemed ok at least in my eyes. But then I have no idea it was like he wasn't interested anymore out of nowhere we didn't even get to fuxk! ;( leaving me sexually Frustrated and some what hopeless. I keep telling myself that I have to love myself first till then god will send me the man for me. To leave it on gods hands. But sometimes makes me sad and being horny doesn't help😢 I'm still young (21) I know I just don't kno what to think anymore help.
