My ex, a Marine, is suposed to be in San Diego for two years. Next year, if I remember correctly, he'll be in Afgan during Spring. Ever since he disapeared on me, a year ago... oh wait lol now he has on year left, it's been a year already. Any ways, ever since he disapeared without a single word I've been desprate to go to SD. Dreaming and planning but what were the chances of it happening. I've had dreams of coming across him. My dreams are usually signs. But what were the chances. Earlier this week my uncle was talking about Sea World and my mom, last minute, decided: We're Going! ... What were the chances? I mean we haven't been on a trip in years. Never planed or talked about it. And all I've been wishing for was SD! Wishing upon stars, flowers, old funny traditional ways lol just wishing and wishing. But now, what are the chances of me coming across him in person?
I've heard that if you see some one in your dream it means that person is thinking about you. I think about it extra just to try to force myself into his dreams lol I know, I know, I'm crazy! But the things I'd do for my first love... The whole story makes no sence. Last we talked, sitting in his car as he droped me off home, we talked about spending allot of time together. HE talked. So I want to see if I can figure this whole thing out.