I just woke up from a really weird dream

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I was living in a big apartment and my mum lived there too and she was in the other room asleep and my old dog Abbie (who passed away when I was 18) was alive and she was laying with me on the couch and I was so happy I started praying to god and thanking him that I had a house and my dog and my mum and as I was praying the furniture and the doors were moving and I could sense ghosts in the room but I was fine with it because they weren’t malevolent.

Anyway I woke up from the dream and had a really good cry, I felt really alone and have been feeling lonely lately and not grounded since I moved to the city, I miss my dog Abbie aswell she’s my spirit animal I’ve had dreams about her before this one was long over due
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Thanks for replying babe x

I moved to the city to become a drag queen, I’m very creative and and I like theatre, makeup and dress up so I thought pursuing drag would fulfill me in that area, so far I’m leaving a good impression on the scene and I’m getting booked for gigs it’s just that the scene is starting to get to me a little bit, I had a drinking habit from my old job working in a bar and now I’m working in a bar in the city and my manager has become my best friend and we like to get pissed after work. Last night it was my supervisors birthday and I was supposed to go out with them and take lots of drugs and shit but I’ve had enough and I stayed home and my phones been going crazy. People want me to get them drugs, people want to borrow wigs, people are asking why I’m not at the party etc. seriously my phone was literally blowing up so I put it on silent and went to sleep early then I had that dream and I woke up and I can’t get back to sleep it’s 6:32 am and I’ve been crying....

I just woke up and I felt really sad and alone

I know it’s a bit of a contradiction that I decided to be home by myself and I’m upset that I’m alone, it’s just that so far I haven’t hung out with anyone outside of being drunk at a bar. I haven’t gone to the movies since I’ve been here, haven’t been to see any theatre no museum etc I knew what I wanted when I got here and I don’t want to lose sight