Goals have you/are you completing your? Thoughts?

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First, I think this forum is thereputic. Thank all of you for your time. Within the last 8 months I have experienced a discomforting amount of stress. I just turned 30. I just started back to school for a program that I would have never chosen without the help of my Cap guy friend. I have been second guessing many things about my goals. Do I really want a family/marriage? Is this career path right for me? What is the purpose? My sleep has been limited as I have been waking up thinkin, fearful at times. I have never experienced this before. Have any of u gone through this?
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Posted by geminitwin
First, I think this forum is thereputic. Thank all of you for your time. Within the last 8 months I have experienced a discomforting amount of stress. I just turned 30. I just started back to school for a program that I would have never chosen without the help of my Cap guy friend. I have been second guessing many things about my goals. Do I really want a family/marriage? Is this career path right for me? What is the purpose? My sleep has been limited as I have been waking up thinkin, fearful at times. I have never experienced this before. Have any of u gone through this?



Yes, everything you mentioned and then some.

I am happily married and have two great kids. My passion is working in healthcare and helping people. But so many choices I've made in life, and the repercussions that have followed have made me question early and often.

Sometimes I let my heart take over rather than go to my head and think things through. I pay the price for that.

I lost my mother in 1998 to breast cancer and I miss her dearly. It's hard not to be able to pick up the phone and call her just to talk and hear
her words of encouragement and wisdom. Sometimes I feel such a void; I love my husband to death. He is my best friend and my soul mate.
But he can't replace my mother's special connection with me and her TLC.

I worry all the time about the economy, the state of world affairs, and how we are losing our personal freedoms at home. I worry that my kids won't
have a future without pain and unbearable sacrifice. And yes, as you, I have lost a ton of sleep. Between knowing what the future holds and stupid
mercury, it's hard to shut down my brain. Thank God for GABA and melatonin. Those help a lot.
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Posted by Geminivixen
Yes, everything you mentioned and then some.

I am happily married and have two great kids. My passion is working in healthcare and helping people. But so many choices I've made in life, and the repercussions that have followed have made me question early and often.

Sometimes I let my heart take over rather than go to my head and think things through. I pay the price for that.

I lost my mother in 1998 to breast cancer and I miss her dearly. It's hard not to be able to pick up the phone and call her just to talk and hear
her words of encouragement and wisdom. Sometimes I feel such a void; I love my husband to death. He is my best friend and my soul mate.
But he can't replace my mother's special connection with me and her TLC.

I worry all the time about the economy, the state of world affairs, and how we are losing our personal freedoms at home. I worry that my kids won't
have a future without pain and unbearable sacrifice. And yes, as you, I have lost a ton of sleep. Between knowing what the future holds and stupid
mercury, it's hard to shut down my brain. Thank God for GABA and melatonin. Those help a lot.




Omgg.. I worry about the same things! I even started eating more Organic food because I'm terrified of the regular grocery stores with all the crap they put in our food ugh! I just started a new business and so far so good.. I just moved into a new apartment and I love it.. Still single from moving out of my ex Aries house so now it's been 7 months of me being single and not dating or playing the field witch is very ODD of me.. Usually I date like no tomorrow and have Lots of Fun but I Feel like I'm in a new chapter in my life.. it feels odd but good at the same time. I'm a Nervous wreck and I am so good at hiding it hehe



Absolutely stay away from GMO. Very deadly stuff.
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64, being happy in a marriage. ..Excellent. At least you have someone to share with. What a beautiful thing! I am close w my folks and I do think about them often you know. I am thinking if I had my own fam, it will center me, to bring ch ildren here now is a task.

Vixen, I am working on my diet. Good foods to boost my mood, because it has been a rollercoaster. I feel like I am in a new chapter too. The past 1 yr has been mentally and spiritually consuming. Feels like lonliness in a crowded room.

Twinkle, how fascinating. Continent? Country?
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I'm a mom of three, divorcing my ex of 18 years. Going to school for an associates in Business management. It's challenging, all 4 of us (kids & I) are on different schedules. But, I am making it work.

I've considered myself single since June of last year (found out Scorpio ex husband was cheating on me), but wasn't ready to consider dating until a couple months ago.

Been on one date. It was ok I guess. I am just really picky. Must be physical attraction/chemistry, he's gotta make me laugh, be outgoing, and not a douchebag. Not sure such a guy exists. Which means I may be doomed to become the proverbial cat lady.

Since I'm not a fan of cats, I think I'll get birds...

As for diet, I eat whatever I want, just in moderation. If I try to diet, I crave what I can't have then end up binging on it. It's like my body/mind says "Oh, I can't have that? Watch this..." So, moderation is key for me. I try to walk at least 2-3 miles daily. Makes me feel SO much better and helps with stress, which I have plenty of.

I try not to worry & let things go. Life is too short & worrying doesn't help anything, so why bother? I try to find a solution and move on.
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Posted by Geminivixen
Exaactlyyy!!! I new this from time though.. a lot of humans are starting to wake up now.. I've been awake.. I'm a Virgo rising so it makes it even worse because I am so careful about what I eat and my health lol



I'm virgo rising too. I've been awaken for the past 6 years. Got into this thanks
To a radio program called coast to coast. Totally opening up my eyes.

Monsanto is pure evil.