Invited on a trip..

I wanna know some of ya'lls opinion on this:

ex from highschool.. yeah highschool... LMAO he's been chasin me since then. I've been saying NO since then.. he's trying to get me to go to Jamaica with him early July. He was a player in highschool.. and it was kinda crazy.. anyway.. he wants to do this.. but i don't know.. there's so much involved in this. He's been with this one chick since i left in highschool. My best friend said he was only with her because she reminded him of me. She acts like me and everything. They have a kid together. They are no longer together.. so he is really pursuing me now. He has been this whole time but i wouldn't humor it cuz he had this woman. I don't want a relationship with him.. BUT if i look back on when we were together.. well it's so easy to want to say yes.. just cuz i feel like i actually deserve it with all i went through back then. BUT LOL that was YEARS and YEARS ago.. if i go, i'll be opening up a can of worms.. natural expectations of him taking me on a trip. UGH

lol let's go!!! i hear the men over there can be quiet nice.. LMAO

HAHAHAHA damn you.... I've been thinking about it and I can't go.. It's wrong.. and I know this.. but man.. would it be worth it.. LMAO

hey e-gem.. i just realized.. what is the deal why i never can completely separate from this guy.. he's a damn scorpio.. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH lmao

I have said to him in almost every language NO NINE and everything else... he is relentless...

hahahaha yes you can :-p i went on a date last night.. great guy so far.. kinda excited about it 🙂

BG:

You only live once. Life is too short and it sounds like you would probably have a good time.

Yeah i definitely would. .that's forsure... problem being when we returned and i wanted to keep pursuing him.. cuz anytime i get too much of a dose of him i want more.. then what... then i gotta say okay go back home wo your girlfriend you won't marry but because you have a kid i understand why you stay with her— i can't handle that..lol i'm selfish.. all or nothing LMAO

Yeah!!!!!!! for the last 10 years.. they are SUPPOSEDLY not together anymore but i don't beleive him.

I know this scorp VERY well. I know he still 'digs' me. I think for various reasons though. It messed him up in highschool me breaking up with him because umm he didn't get dumped.. he did the breaking up. And ever since then (my best friend is also his best friend so there will always be ties) he's been into me, very vocally. But i also KNOW him. ANd no matter how good or how true he sounds.. i KNOW him. He is a slick talker.. can sell ice cubes to an eskimo.. I just.. can't help but feel like there is alterior motives. I mean, i think it's the whole.. reminisent thing.. highschool sweetheart.. broke his heart which he has never let women do.. and the whole nestagia of it all... i don't know..

yeah definitely. MIne was like.. lets just do it and see what happens. I said.. ok and fall back in love and get my heart broken because when i want more from you, i can't have it.... he said lets cross that bridge when we get to it. I told him no i would rather jump off that bridge... LMAO But the more i push away from him.. the harder he comes back.. UGH them damn scorps are so persistant.. GEEEEEZ

Yeah he does and i forever fight it. Being around him is a Guaranteed good time. He knows me probably better than any man possibly could. i get weak in the knees everytime i'm around him. NO matter how hard i try he see's through me and my diliberate attempts to push him further away.. and correctly calls it what it is, me in denial. LMAO but i have to for my own sanity. I adore him truely. BUt i know what's NOT good for me.

Yeah.. but as you can see.. it's still tormenting me. LOL At least i'm not falling weak to what could be but definitely wouldn't be. 🙂 So does that mean I'm MATURE now————?? hahahaha

hahaha :-p

hahahaha that's hilarious.. but you're only as old as you 'act'....