nymph harpie monster twin breaking loose!

Just wondering if any other Gems are flying out of control cause THIS one is. ahhhhh! I could feel it starting to happen labor day that little niggling inside of my nymph/harpie monster twin wanting to jump out and act like a maniac(not the fun one the bad one). I swear I tried to contain her for a whole month so long. I even tried seclusion. The worst thing is I think by trying to contain the little cookiemonster I made it worse. Last week all poop broke loose. My aqua sort of boyfriend is very forgiving and very very understanding of crazy. I am afraid we may not make it through this little episode. what to do— As much as aquas love quirks randomness and all of that how much do they really like it and how much can they take?

Its a'right just don't emo I presume they will freak .

ha! no emo here. I don't think gems are even close to being that way naturally.

UGH me too.. EVERYTHING and i mean everything is driving me insane. I have ZERO patience right now and have been this was for a few weeks. So yes, it's beyond PMS!

This is how bad it is.

I was in the elevator at work. On the second floor... was getting off on the 3rd floor so i stood by the buttons (not blocking them) and this chick comes in and hits the 6th floor and literally pushes me to be able to stand right there, in front of me when there was a whole elevator this heifer coulda stood in. I looked at her and said are you serious. We have the whole elevator to ourselves, and you stand on top of me. Can you please give me my space. lmao.. that isn't what i wanted to say, but in corporate america.. that's all i could do. But i really envisioned her layin on the floor unconscious as i walked out on my floor.
GRRRRRR... i gotta find something to dive into to get over this.