So. I feel that my 'other' twin is coming out this evening. Basically, I moved in with some new housemates a few months ago. They're all really lovely and nice, Taurus & Scorpios, plus a Libra who may well be a Taurus given their behaviour most of the time.
It was all going well, probably because I was in quite a passive state of mind. The other side of me - the calm, friendly, 'normal' girl.. was on display I figured out their star signs quickly and I didn't want to attract any unwanted opinions of myself so I tried best to be calm and youknowwhat I mean. In the past few days, it's changed. My extreemely artistic, hyper personality is coming out. My housemates aren't like this. They retreat to their rooms, and have built up a cosy structure - go to work, come home, occasional party outing on Friday. I was being quite energetic in the kitchen earlier and my Scorpio flatmate was appalled by my behaviour, demanding to know what was wrong with me.
Basically, I NEED AIR. I am going insane, and doing silly things like spending hours on Facebook/emailing people, things I don't particularly like. My airy, creative friends are a bit spread out at the moment, and I work full time so I can't really meet up with people. All I desire is someone in my house to bounce off, but it's impossible.
NEED. TO. VENT.
I see conflicts between the signs emerging, subtle but potentionally volatile conflicts. The Scorpios are in favour of quirkiness, when it complies with their behaviour. The Taurus and I converse about things such as the pest problem and the electricity bill. The Libra is so set in her ways, it is horrendous.
It's really getting to me. I feel like I can't have a conversation with Scorp girl without being PROBED. Everything I say, she wants to know the motivations beneath it & usually, there is nothing to say. She just can't be normal. She freaks me out beyond words. The other one, who is on the Sag cusp is great.. a little more honest about her intensity & personality than the former. As for the Taurus, he is dull. I need them to go or me to go, but it's a really lovely house. They plan on moving but I have the feeling they'll get lazy and will stay put.
Scorpgirl wants to stay in the house regardless of situation.
I plan on letting all my airy friends move in should this happen. And my Leo friend. She mentioned she hates Leo's. HA!
i've been feeling this alot lately too. i'm not to the point of being able to do it alone. yet! but i do venture outside and everyone is wondering where i am. i, too, understand the meaning of "I NEED AIR"!! most of the time, i'm just outside by myself. others don't understand the fact that i NEED to go SOMEWHERE! i want to do the things i've always wanted to do, but was too scared to do it before. now i'm ready, but no one else is. LOL! i want to go see what it's like to be at a concert, a museum or an amusement park. i want to go to book stores. i want to travel alil. go see some places that are interesting. like, irish hills (where mysery hill is), point pleasant w. va. (where my heritage is) and haunted places as well. i've always had a fasination with hauntings. i want to go to an aquarium where you walk through a tunnel of fish swimming around you.
i just thought it was cuz of my age and being sheltered most of my life. LOL! but i can relate to each and every one of you. at least i know, now, that i'm not the only gem with a restless spirit. 🙂
Oh god saywha. This is exactly what's happening to me. I don't feel like going out. Everything is becoming negative. I hate talking shit about people, but in order to keep up the conversations in the house I seem to be joining in whatever negativity is going on. It's sad though, because the house is really beautiful, but if they don't move out I'm going to have to let that go. They don't do ANYTHING. They literally stay at home and watch House all day, or whinge. Any talk of activity or new action is discouraged. I met my Gemini friend last night and to speak with him was just great. Ideas, ideas, whimsical things, he told me he sensed I would soon be 'tired' of my house. I like to do things on my own, as I'm quite an individuali person, but sometimes you need people or vibes around you, to share experiences with. Right now, the possibility they won't move out out is killing me.
I also love buying pens & paper. Writing!
I would always have thought that the Libra would help me out (mutual unspoken thing) in times like this, but she is the most settled, narrow minded person ever! It's strange. She is so harsh and rude to everyone. I told her about my interest in astrology and she ripped me to shreds over such notions.
I am in the same predicament except that i live with my family! My mother and i are geminis and my father and brother are aquarius! But the three of them are sooo narrow minded--not willing to participate in any new activity it's so infuriating! I love to go to the beach or just go somewhere i can be around nature and they dont ever seem to want to do anything other than sit around and watch tv all the time! I neeed air as well!!! I neeedd to get out of this rut---it feels so restrictive and limited! The i have my pisces friend who only ever wants to hang out with her boyfriend,my gemini friend and i are not on good terms right now and "my virgo guy" is off doing his own thing--i feel like i'm about to suffocate soon from lack of activity.
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It was all going well, probably because I was in quite a passive state of mind. The other side of me - the calm, friendly, 'normal' girl.. was on display I figured out their star signs quickly and I didn't want to attract any unwanted opinions of myself so I tried best to be calm and youknowwhat I mean. In the past few days, it's changed. My extreemely artistic, hyper personality is coming out. My housemates aren't like this. They retreat to their rooms, and have built up a cosy structure - go to work, come home, occasional party outing on Friday.
I was being quite energetic in the kitchen earlier and my Scorpio flatmate was appalled by my behaviour, demanding to know what was wrong with me.
Basically, I NEED AIR. I am going insane, and doing silly things like spending hours on Facebook/emailing people, things I don't particularly like. My airy, creative friends are a bit spread out at the moment, and I work full time so I can't really meet up with people. All I desire is someone in my house to bounce off, but it's impossible.
NEED. TO. VENT.
I see conflicts between the signs emerging, subtle but potentionally volatile conflicts. The Scorpios are in favour of quirkiness, when it complies with their behaviour. The Taurus and I converse about things such as the pest problem and the electricity bill. The Libra is so set in her ways, it is horrendous.
AAAAGH.
I need to rant.
Badly.