Well, after having written a few paragraphs, I came to realize that it was more like a journal and kind of foresaw that it might have some people think 'so what's she on about? what's her question?', sort of like that thing, etc. ... so I decided to remove the thread, but knew not how to lol so just had to hide it.
By the way, hi & thank you for calling me a young lady! hahaha 😄
By the way, hi & thank you for calling me a young lady! hahaha 😄