Just another Aqua post

I know I know I know I know what I said about keeping my heart away from the Aqua that I hook up with, but it seems as though he didn't get that memo.



Some background: Three years and then some ago, before my Scorpion ex, this Aquarian and I were real close. We'd flirt, drink wine, and would make out. We talked every night. Over time, we naturally drifted and found ourselves with other people.

Now we've been talking again, and er, having adult relations (hi, trying to not be explicit here) aka bumping uglies. I had a serious relationship end last month and had the intention of leaving my heart out of this. He's been making that difficult. He is.. different. He cuddles with me, for a long time, regardless if sex or not. He kisses my nose and forehead and strokes my mane.


The night before last, I went over his place and we hung out. Despite it being freezing, we went outside and watched the Geminius meteor shower together. I'm horrible with constellations. He isn't. He pointed out the constellations to me and Mercury.

We went inside. He smoked weed, I didn't, for no reason, really. I smoked cloves. Almost fell asleep together. For anybody who knows me - I am an Insomniac who can't sleep and never feel relaxed enough to, especially with others. We didn't have sex. He asked me to see him Saturday night. He doesn't usually initiate plans with anybody.


Last night he said he liked me. Unfortunately, this was via message.

So, of course my response was, 'Like is very subjective. That's just the Spock in me talking. Goodnight Kirk.' He responded with, 'Dork. You know. Night'. Usually I wouldn't think anything of it because it's not in person, but I've known him long enough to know he's sincere about it.


I initially said that I had no expectations for this, uh, experience with him. I hold true to that. I'm happy enough to spend time with him with mutual romantic interest without it being serious for an indefinite amount of time. Either way, fuck, I'm digging him.

Placements

His
Sun: Aquarius
Moon: Leo
Mercury: Capricorn
Venus: Capricorn
Mars: Capricorn

Mine
Sun: Leo
Moon: Scorpio
Mercury: Virgo
Venus Virgo
Mars: Virgo

It's funny. I always find heavy Capricorn and Aquarius charts in my life. Mom is a Capricorn with Aquarian Moon. 😛

I don't have a specific question.. just rather the thoughts of the Pride + company. Helps me process. Shit, I'm Spock.

wow lots of cap in him huh? That would scare the snot outta me. Aqua aloofness, cap with their emotional control abilities. But it sounds like he is opening his heart. it could be cus you are detached.

Ive got no advice cus I dont know shit about aquas and am on the verge of being stood up AGAIN by this fuck tard for a date today.

But good for you that you got one under your paw 🙂

He's ridiculously warm! His Moon is pretty powerful to be honest.

We've always had a thing for each other 😢

I'm not detached to be honest. I feel myself getting those moments of 'oh fuck, he's making my heart warm' and I'll sort of internally withdraw. That's when he'll look at me in my eyes without looking away and stroke my hair and ask me what's going on inside my head because he senses the change.

Shit.

Posted by seraph



My post really needed editing. Let's try again.




Well, detaching a bit will always help. Especially now.

No one is saying you can't go for this. Do what feels right, just keep your eyes open, and keep in mind that there's a possibility that this might turn into something long term. Is that *really* what you want now? Picture what that would mean and how that would all fit in with the rest of your life - not just now, but a few months down the road. Before you answer this (for yourself) wait a few days and think about it.

Totally unfair to ask me to wait to answer 😢

In my original post, I stated this, 'I initially said that I had no expectations for this, uh, experience with him. I hold true to that. I'm happy enough to spend time with him with mutual romantic interest without it being serious for an indefinite amount of time. Either way, fuck, I'm digging him.'

I meant that I don't want a traditional or even defined relationship right now. If we like each other enough, then maybe somewhere down the line it will work out. If it doesn't, so be it. I'm just saying that I think this guy is rad and it's nice to be appreciated on *not just* a sexual front.

Yes I'm really digging him but I'm comfortable enough with where we are and don't have a need to change anything. Others can come or go. 🙂