Hi, I'm a Taurus female ... && my boyfriend and I are in armed forces.. We met couple years ago and it was love at first site . We clicked perfectly no problems anything even wanted me to move in.. There ended up being another girl in the picture n things turned ugly I let go of him n he went to her but continued to try and win me back for months to come.. && literally everyone could see it even her . He said he went back cos he settled and I walked away. He brow up with her and still months passing kept doing everything he could to get me back . We were going have baby back then but lost it .. Now it's been long time since I even payed him any attention and we finally starting talking again.. And eventually went back out he said he wanted to start a life with me and have nother kid and grow old with me cos he loved me n hurt when he lost me . He's suppose to be leaving soon in 2 months permanently and we trying to see if I end up where he's at... He started retracting and not doing what he use too and I don't get to see him as much and when I do we don't really do much. He always make excuses like he busy and has to prepare to leave n couple months . When we together he doesn't really be by his phone text too much or anything but half of the time he has his phone is flipped over so I don't see the screen.. I tried talking to him about not seeing him much when he never use to do that n all he got from my expression was that I was tripping n I haven't given him the chance to yet because we just got back together but he doesn't try to alter how I'm feeling . His bday came up recently n I spent lot of money on him room n everything n he told me he wanted to hang with his friends n put my money to waste . Haven't saw him at all. I told him couldn't do this anymore if we don't fix stuff n he said next time I call it quits he not going to say anything and just be like ok and walk away .. He tried to keep tabs on me day of his bday even tho he wasn't with me and bc of money n room I spent on him I felt unappreciated and I cheated on him that night . I told him about it that night when text me and haven't heard from him since been 2days I'm not sure what to do and why he is treating me like this even before I cheated . Making excuses not seeing me taking long to reply to my texts etc . What should I do?
