Something I wrote about a Libra.

So, soon I am going to write something rather lengthy in a poetic voice about drug dealing experiences. This is merely a test if I could harness the appropriate voice:

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I ****ed Up

Today, was the day of days. It started off normal, gripping my pistol as it laid silently in my pocket; Just as silently, I walked down the impoverished streets of my "battlefield". However, for this one day, one moment, one second, I put my gun down, I stopped in my tracks, and looked around. I started to remember when this all began, and who was responsible for this emptiness I feel everyday; A person who has never left my heart.

A dream, from so long ago, reemerged in my mind: I sat there on the moon, at a beach resort of some sort, watching the world spin as if it was irrelevant to my own existence. Then she came, and finally the words that needed to be said, were said between us, as we watched the world spin together.

As the title says "I ****ed up"; Today, I tried to fill that emptiness by attempting to get back in touch with her. Although, I did succeed in hearing her voice once again, I believe it was the biggest mistake I have ever made. After all, my accomplishments have been far greater than those I achieved with her by my side. I guess losing her was best for me.

For this day, for this moment, for this second, that I have stopped and remembered, it has all become much clearer; Sometimes losing someone you care about is what is best for you.

I should have never stopped...

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I am a Leo, Capricorn rising, and Libra moon if any of you are wondering.

🙂