Leolady, you dont look anything i imagined, the way you talk and knowing you as a gym freak. You definitely look more ladylike in your pic..beautiful

frustrated with the situation but moreso disappointed....because I was prepared to open up completely and be The LOVER and not sheild myself like the LOVED as per one of the discussions we had here...and I felt he would be very careful with me given our history but his actions say other...
Now the task ahead to STOP trying to re-harsh through everything said and done and let go...daunting!