You came because I willed you, I was lonely and I didn't want to be anymore
I didn't feel you at all at first
But I came back to try
You tried so hard
You cried
I felt so bad and comforted you
I wanted to believe you were the one, but I didn't feel it
You needed me
Why did I need that, why did I want it
Why did I force it
Then I felt it, it wasn't there
So I closed my eyes and pretended all was perfect
No more failures
I can pick you up when your down, I'm strong enough
I want...you need...
Then you wanted and I couldn't give
You left
And I thought I'd failed
and I did...
I failed to honour me and what I want and need
you were here for a season and the reason was my lesson
