Colors in the Dark

Normally I would see an indigo spot when I close my eyes but now it changes around between a violet spot, rainbow spot, and then back to indigo.

This started happening after I witnessed a ball of light with wings hatch out of the indigo spot.

It almost looked like this:

except everything was pure light and the shape of the wings were closer to a butterfly's.

The only message I could derive from the experience is, "metamorphosis".

My Mayan glyph mentions transformation.

Blue Storm is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming.

Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

...Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to 'unravel' and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer - a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.

Perhaps this may be what I'm going through...

Been thinking about my life aspiration for a while...and with what I've come to know now...it changed from what I said before.

Wanting to fall in love seems so strange now...we can't "fall" in love. We only give the love we already have within ourselves.



I want to give all the love I can give. I shan't tell others how to love. They may not understand now. I must be an example--to my children--and perhaps others will see too--to teach them so that they can pass it along to their own...and so on...to a new world.