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Morganofmind
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Hi! How is everybody here?

Long time no speak, what a strange series of events these past few events have brought me. I can't believe the changes.

I'm so excited: going to a wedding later today. My bf's sister is getting married! She looks so pretty in her wedding gown... I hope mine looks as good, lol.

I'm living at my bf's house now... Originally it was just for the summer but I've been invited to stay for school too. My Mom was ofcourse very upset that I decided to leave. And I really feel bad about leaving my brother at home. Guilty... *sigh* But I don't want to be there for the divorce politics, not to mention that I fear I shall never be able to reach a point of understanding with her. I give up. Don't want to go back. Need to move on to whatever it is that comes next.

I'm so worried about school next year... Don't know if I'll be able to go because I don't know if I'll be able to get a loan. I think I might take a leave of absense for next year, just until I get everything straightened out. Everybody is telling me that's a bad idea though and I'll never wind up going back. Also my schedule of classes next year is really good.... So I don't know what I'm going to do.

This is just so confusing. I feel like I'm caught in a vortex of somesort. I really envy the people who go through life and just shrug everything off so sure that everything will work out ok in the end. I'm a worrywart myself. Oh well.

Just for pure curiosity, even though I know it's a little late for this... But what's good to give as a wedding present?
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Morganofmind
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mmmmm. . . Due to a number of bills that needed to be paid, we didn't really have much money to buy them a gift. She really didn't mind but was just glad with all the help I gave her to set up the whole wedding 🙂. And I wasn't just the date. I made up all the place settings, so I wrote out my own seperately 😛

I still feel bad about not getting them anything personally though, because they've really done alot for us in the past few months. . . We'll have to do something really nice for them when they get back from the honeymoon.