Monies @_@

Yesterday, my family and I went to a casino to eat dinner to celebrate my sister's graduation from med school. The place is ritzy rittzh and everythings so expensive!!!!! @_@ The food was splendid and the service was just awesome, but everything's for a high price!

@_@ I have never worked for money. I only study and work because I wanted to be productive. I dont charge people really high, just the right amount and I always try to do it well.

Places like this makes me feel sad because it makes me feel like I have to work harder so I can go to these places and experience them... but what for? I will only lose money but it will not make me happy no matter how fine and luxurious everything is! I just wanted to live a simple, happy life. Anything thats luxurious makes me feel sad because it makes me remember all the poor people who cannot afford to go to these places! I always end up saying, how unfair life can be! Even if poor people try sooooo hard to work so they can get money, they will never experience how it is to stay at a 5star hotel because they will never get a chance. And yet there are some people who dont have to do much but can go to these places!

I realized this because I looked at my father. He was born poor, a son of a farmer. He is a self-made man and has gone through so many hardships yet it took him 66 years to go this place while I was there at age 26? And there were many young adults in the casino too... I feel sad for my dad who had to go through many battles before he could experience a good life. So many people can do the same at the start of their lives. @_@