How is the lov department lady pisces mermaids—?

I don't know if it was all the 9/9/09 ....but as of lately I have had a lot of admirers lately from the coffee guy to the new argintinan librarian ....to someone from my past ........it has been fun.

Loving this new energy..........pisces and admirers boosting our egos ....you know..... go hand and hand. 😛

Ooooo and the scorp teacher talking about my boobs ....lol I am not sure if I can call that admiring ......but aparently he has noticed them. Geeee gotta love crass scorpios.

PD

quoted from one of my favorite books ....."On The Road" Jack Kerouac

—The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!?? 🙂

PD

*Rolls Eyes* Is that a yawn because your bored with your virgo self— 😛

So glad to hear we are all being admired ......and noticed. This has been like this all summer for me too. I just have not attracted the right one. I just have a feeling I might be getting close though. 🙂 I have two men I like very deeply and they appear to like me too .....however one is starting to really get under my skin. I dig him completely .......he is cute cute cute too.

Who knows with me, I seem like I have ADD with men. lol I will say this much the two men I have my eye on I have not had sexual relations with .....so I am getting to know them little by little. I really would love to have a more monogamous relationship, I really would. I just don't have the patience for head games or brain damage.

It is kinda cute the guy at the coffee house trips all over himself when I go in there. lol He is a bit young though. I think I really want to date someone around my age.

Well I have to get back to homework, it is midterms for us .....I gotta focus.

Be well fishes!!!

PD

ha, shaks! it's not just me! it's not just a leo thing!

Posted by Ms.P
I'm going to end things with my Leo.


Ive accepted that Im probably going to be single forever, as no one seems to be able to live up to my ridiculous ideals.

I am sorry Ms. P. I feel the same way. I almost feel like I have ADD with men.......one wrong move that does not match my ideal or a sense of boredom .......and I am off to the next adventure. I attributed that to all the sagy in my chart. Sooooo interesting to have this conversation ......because I had an epiphany the other day. When dating or getting to know men I plan "forever" with men (in my head) and once that one wrong move or sense of not my ideal.....I drop them out of fear of not working (that is always in my head) ......once I got past that ......things are all temporary .......I am becoming less fearful to learn those lessons that people are here to do .....I believe that is our mission on this planet ....to teach our souls lessons and other people are mere catalyst. As a Pisces I am looking for "that ideal" because I have f***ing Cinderella Syndrome lol. I believe relationships come and go in our lives and they were never intended to be 100% bliss. My dear friend tells me ...PD those moment of bliss are catalyst circles to get us to that next phase .....just remember to get off that circle from time to time. So if I just merely acccpt that people will come and go out of my life .....learn to relax .....and enjoy the ride while it last .....or embrace the lesson .....I will have more success in achieving their divine purpose. It helps calm these stupid unrealistic expectations I put on myself and on men. Make sense? People are people after all .....they will continue to disappoint us, irritate us.....but they will never be above us or below us because we are all merely human.

So by golly ...that is my story and I am sticking to it. 😛

BTW - I am going out with Gem guy next week. I am really excited about him .....I keep reminding myself ......PD .....don't put him on that pedastal .....that is my biggest problem ....and than when he disappoints .....I am sad...blah blah

The energy has been extreamly good for me. I have a job interview this week for physical therapy assistant .....so excited because this is what I want to do for career in the long term. 🙂 Keep reminding myself don't romantacize about that too. That seems to be the biggest problem with me. Although I

My friends call me "Notoriously Single"

"don't put him on that pedastal"

-That damn pedastal use to get me in trouble to lol.

My love life is very fabulous and my Libra and I are deeply in love!

But one thing's got me flummoxed - the men coming out of the woodwork, the admirers. Ex's and new ones. What's suddenly made me so all-fired popular? Where were all these guys when I was single? Is it that weird thing that happens with married/taken men suddenly getting all of this female attention, only in reverse? I think there's a bit of truth to that. When you're happy and in love, it gives you a special glow, a sparkle - and a challenge... something that attracts and captivates others, making them want a little of that. The attention is flattering, though a bit disconcerting.

Okay ....nothing like throwing another one into the mix. Last Oct - Nov 2008 I met this handsome Aquarius man on a political campaign. He came to Colorado to help on a presidential campaign. When we first met it was instant attraction. We were so consumed with campaigning there was no time for anything else other than a few hours of sleep here and there. So he lives in Boston, born in Bronx NY, and he is one mighty fine latino man. 😛 He is also 10 years younger than me. *sigh* So he sends me a message yesterday. He says "Hey I am in San Francisco now and I am thinking of heading up to Colorado on my way back to Boston." I could not believe he wants to see me. Sooooo I will be spending some time with him as soon as he works out the logistics of his trip. 🙂 Really excited about this. I can see lots of fun with this one. *smiles big* So funny ....but I love it when he is wearing his glasses. I know I am weirdo ....he just looks so studious. He hardly wore them other than when we were back at headquarters and we were tallying numbers.

Gemini guy is moving at a very snails pace. I still think he is amazingly sweet ....and ooo so cute, but I am so unsure of what his intentions are. He is A) either very shy in the dating realm or B) his intentions are only friendship. For some reason he is a hard one to read. I tend to believe he really does like me since he sought me out. I still think he is a sweetheart .....and he is oooo so cute too. I do like that we have a lot of parallels. I am okay if that ends up just being friendship, because he is such a genuinie guy.

Scorp teacher and I were talking on the phone. I really had no intention of calling him, however my grandmother wanted me to call him because she needed to cancel her appointment with him. So we talk, and I do act professional and tell him I would like to review the lymphatic drainage technique he showed us. He said that would be fine. He than proceeds to ask ....well is there anything else? I thought to myself he really does expect me to ask him out on a date doesn't he. I remember Gingscorp telling me that scorps don't pursue. Well .....if that is the case we will never go out because I don't pursue either. Even if I did pursue why would I chase him when he has a gal pal......*rolls eyes* Scorp men. Pfffff

PD

hi pd! i just wanted to update you in on my department. surprisingly, gem was interested and we have been seeing each other for a bit. everything is going gradually slow and we are starting off as friends first and see where it all takes us from here. he is the oldest person i've ever talked to and probably one of the most successful people i know and for some reason, it doesn't scare me. i'm not at all intimidated because i know that he is a real person underneath it all. its sweet actually. much better than the situation i was in before when the guy i was last seeing couldn't be up front with me at all.


i hope all is well with you PD! xoxo

That is so great to hear PP!! Yeah, my Gem guy is a slow mover too. I think I am okay with that. Every time we see each other we really are getting to know bits and pieces of each other. That is great you are comofrtable with you gem. For me, I find Gem people the most accepting sign of me. I agree with you on Gem people being genuine and very down to earth people. I am just surprised how slow Gems move. Ah well!!

I just got a message back from Aquarius and he is indeed coming to Colorado. I will see where that one goes. If anything I know I will have fun with him he is a really fun guy to hang out with and some incredible eye candy. 😛

Over all I am learning to live with no expectation on the man department because it never ends up the way I think it should end up. Just being a fish and going with the flow .....keeping my options open on every level. My gem girlfriend says to me the other day "PD, you need to be more agressive with these men." It is just not in my nature to be agressive though. I feel like why should I have to, because they seem to flocking to me anyway. I feel like the one who I am supposed to end up with will just happen without me having to really be agressive. I don't want to be with a man I have to pursue either.

I went to this meditation place "The Great Stupa" here in Colorado and again, I seem to have men drawn to me even there. LOL The meditation retreat was amazing. I got out of that weekend to live in the moment, which means no planning what is next in the men department. It was wonderful because this weekend help shift my focus on frustration on the man level to, my own personal spiritual growth. I know sounds weird, but I feel extreamly centered. 🙂

PD

Holly Moley ......Okay so my very good friend's roommate just called me and asked me out. I cannot believe the pluther of men in my scope. Wow.....
So I am going out with him on Thursday for lunch.

This weekend Boston Aquarius gets into town.

The teacher .....well we talked to and we are going to hang out next week.

Man I am going to need assistant to help keep them organized. I swear to gawd this has never happened in this mass quantity before.

The crazy thing .....PD is not even looking.

PD

Things are not so good for me lately. I hope it changes soon though!

Update - Aquarius came into town. Had a blast with him. I realized I had more fun with him on a friendship platonic level than really anything else. I love Aquarius but there is something about his energy ....It is here there and all over the place and it is definately fun, but I need those moments of introspection and alone time. I really value those times. We don't see eye to eye on everything politically as we discovered. We had a nice debate on healthcare reform. lol I had a blast with him. So we started by him coming into the clinic where I work and I did some body work on him. He sat in the salt water pool and we had lunch. That night we went out dancing. The next day they had a cultural affair going on and we spent time there. Sunday we did Race for the Cure in Denver together and had lunch. On Monday he cooked this amazing lunch for me and some of my friends from the campaign last year. He is an amazing cook. We had salmon and vegetables. It was his speciality. He left yesterday. 😢 I had a blast with him, and I will probably make a trip to the east coast to visit him. He was born in NY and lives in Boston. I have never been to the east coast. I adore Aquarius but I cannot put my finger exactly why the no chemistry. We work well together. He is headed to Texas to work on someone's campaign. He actually invited me to come to Texas and work with him on this campaign.

He also has family in Costa Rica and said he wants to plan a trip and get a group of people together. I definately want to go to this. 🙂

So I have a great friend in Aquarius ....close but no cigar. 🙂

I did see Gemini the other day briefly but he is sooooooo slow moving. I am wanting to give up on him.

I have not contacted Scorpio other than to ask him a brief question that was not romantic related.

I am in odd place in life right now. I had some revelations this week that made me realize maybe I still have more work to do on myself before I really think romantically about someone else. I dunno .....just a reflection of the last few years and I realize I have been through a lot. It kinda made me sentimental. 😢 I dunno what I fear ....other than I don't want to grab hold on to someone for the sake of fear. I really want to be with someone because I really do love being with them and they bring out the best in me. I really do want something meaninful this time rather than something by fly by night.

Well I gotta go for now peeps, I have a new workout partner.