Numerology (Page 3)

"hahaha Ive posted it like 3 times...?? but you know, just in case you forgot. lol
And I saw you ask for help...I ain't stupid boy."

>>>>lol you kept count

"He is a dictator. I'm almsot 19 and I can't have an im— what??"
>>>>whats was his sign again cus my pisces memory doesnt serve me well.

"So what do you need help with? Backgrounds and stuff like that, right? Those are pretty easy, I know a cool website for those.
http://myspace.nuclearcentury.com/layouts/free/<BR> yeah there is so much crap you can do to myspaces...holy sh^^t."

>>>>i know but i got three essays backed up and i dont know if ill finish oh well this will take a few months.

thanks though 🙂 fight the facists

"hahaha a few months?? slooooow...."

i know i suck. you happy?? huh are you??

"And he's an Aquarius...imagine that!! He's jan. 21, so on the cap. cusp....hmmmm"

hush little OFA dont say a word...Ill's gonna this guy interred->>*placed in a grave*

hush little OFA dont say a word...Ill's gonna GET this guy interred->>*placed in a grave* dammit! >.

sigh you never get my jokes 😛

Do you need a stick guys?

sigh
i hate having to explain jokes
i know you get the joke OFA just trying to take a few precious moments of my life away while im explaining this.

"hush little OFA dont say a word...Ill's gonna GET this guy interred"
i was saying a lullaby. the guy was your step-dad. interred mean to place in a grave.

haffo at stick?

"haffo at stick?"

No.

Haffo
what stick man—

OFA
"hahahaha I still don't get it...but I'm always the one standing with a blank look on my face after jokes are told...lol"

uh huh ur prolly laughing inside and laughing even more as the person is trying their best to explain to you.

is it just me or do cancer girls ask the most obvious questions

Cancer- what are you doing in the library—
Me- whats do you think people do in a library?
*and she looked like an idiot in front of her friends, though im smitten with her


anyway this day started after we all met up to work in the reference library. its this huge a/s/s library with like 6 floors and elevators a pond going through the place. so
before this rousing adventure non of us could decide where to go. it was either the reference library or the univ. of toronto library which is for some strage reason bigger than the reference library and looks like giant swan from the outside(dont ask). so the 6 of us decide to go to the refernce library becasue it a hell lot more accessible. then half way there the boyfrind and girlfrind of the gang decide nope were going to the UofT library. im like thats so f-ing far from any subway station. that and only UofT kids are allowed go there so i didnt know how we get there, since 5 of us were in highschool. the GF goes to the univ. so eveyone seems to go with them and half way through grumpy old Ill decides F-this and goes and chages stations and the rest of those bums follow.

that and reference library is only 10 minutes away fro my place. 🙂
so now were in reference library trying to find empty seats for 6 people.
and i was wearng a huge a/s/s/ jacket in a well heated room while carrying a 50 pound backpack didnt help. so as their taking the elevators leo guy says let ditch. gem guy says to leo i will kill you if you do. so funny story these kids pack into an elevator and me and leo just dont go in and think about leaving while all of are like "wtf is ill and leo??" while inn the elevator. funny too they didnt notice us leave. they walkined in and we walked to the left. so after some debate mostly leo didnt want to die so we found gem and cancer girl and the bf/gf. ironically they were sitting at a table right next to these cancer/cancer/gem girls who were in my bio class. since leo and i came late too the table one of the cancer girls was like "what are you doing here?" and im thinking its bloody obvious...its a library. so she shuts up and the other cancer girl said the her cancer friend "like wow your dumb." im any case that situation boiled off.

we sat and worked and worked and worked and my laptop was running out of juice.
and i fell asleep like usual becasue im always tired. and the second stupid question of the day comes from another cancer, "why are you sleepy?". thise on is a pisces decant so i dare not hurt her feeling or she cries. so i said i was tired and other dumb cancer was a scorpio decante(her eyes are hypnotic).

in any case scorpio decante always keeps asking me questions like why im following her or something and ill see her somewhere completely random. she has a BF and decides to ask me silly questions that, i feel, hint at a idea that i like her. and usualy response is bitter.

like this one time i was taking pictures, in the cell phone, in the school library. and scorpio decant thought we were taking pics of her and mainly her ass. shes like "you better not be taking pictures of me" i said "trust me your not that pretty" and the girl didnt say a word, just turned her head and went back to work. and gem girl looked at me and i think it was the "great u idiot now i gotta hear her naggin tonight" look.
im wonder whats you take in this wise OFA. hmm add a gandalf beard to your new pic

just wanted to know if you think if she liked me or was just acting immature.
i got a crush on a few girls.

in any case the pisces decant cancer told me that scorpio one prolly knows that i kinda like her. hench shes trying to take advantage by acting immature.

well the aquaman post got butched by haffo so all i got left is this.

ok OFA this i about the 15th time im writing this for some reason just as im about to finish. my comp shuts down and its frustrating. i had some good points now i forgot them.

in any case i would ignore a girl to make her want me more.

all those questions were just to test you approach to sex i think. in anycase he finds you "open" and willing to remain f/u/c/k/ buddies or "bf and gf." im sorry to sound suspicious but that what my logc tells me.

but unlike i dont mention sex i just flirt and remain distant. that make her want me more. i think he was going along the lines of what i was tryng to do.

remeber gems are tactful

"haha I sound like a valley girl...but like, oh my god like..."

i know EH

ok ic now

soem are prolly hs ex-gfs and their friends. thjeir only saying that to piss you off. they prolly got dumped by him prior to you.

so hes a playa
and girl want him even though they know they cant and they ndont understand why.

does this guy have myspace thingy?

"But I don't think they are trying to piss me off really, they're just annoying! haha But he'll flirt back, that annoys me. But it's not like I have a claim on him though technically"

well its up to you
you like him somewhat i think
good luck with you
i gotta worry about an aqua girl and a capricorn girl now

actually nvm im gonna avoid all of em

the cancers are too wierd and their jokes arent funny and too bossy

and and aqua and cap are like "alpha-females" so they have huge following of guys
and i think they made me a member.

in anycase i either dont like the girls or they already have bfs. 2006 is a lonely yah for this fishy.


anyway hows your life so far?

it should get better its
2006

2+0+0+6=8

think that number is familiar. dont you think so too OFA

anyway its your year my forcast said i wasnt going to find anyone to love this year but gain some money.

i think the same relationship thing applies to you.

good luck going in miami. you cant tell but im jealous. its so warm.

go wrestle an alligator or something

Sexual Astrology
MONTHLY HOROSCOPE AQUARIUS FOR JANUARY 2006

Aquarius:

If you are not involved with anyone, you are likely to meet someone that is in tune with your personal evolution. The attraction between you is likely to be very deep and will be based on the conviction that each one can help the other to improve and understand yourselves better.
If you already are engaged, it is very probable that your relationship now will reach an algid point of maturity, when you will outline your ideals, purpose and goals for the future, and you will totally agree on practically everything.

Towards the end of January, your romantic sensibility is also potent during these dates and because of this you tend to see things through rose colored glasses. It is advisable to adopt some measures so that these moments of fullness are extended in the right direction.

An Aries, Libra or Sagittarius might rock your world this month, Aquarius!


>>i find this works better than the numerology one

sigh all i got are goofy cancers messing with my head.

can i ask you for a favor?

can you find me a site that talks about decantes, specifically the Cancer decante for Pisces sun (march1-march10)

aren't cancers supposed to be one of the ideal matches for pisces?? My ex-husband is a cancer...HA HA that says something. BUT there are other factors involved. For me capricorn men are like poison and unfortunately I'm oh so attracted to them and i keep getting sooooooooooooooooooooooooo messed up with their games and sneakiness and elusivness....help help help

My pisces has aqua in mars,isn't that supposed to be a bad thing for my own being in leo?Actually he just doesn't think about sex as much as average guys but thats not really a bad thing,mental stuff is foreplay for him and non flighty stuff(involving love or "admiration") is a good thing for me on the leo part according to birthcharts.He has aries in venus though so hes kinda ardent in getting what he wants in the love department.I think most of the few problems we do have is just from both of us having taurus moon,we're both stubborn lol.

Its really no surprise branh would say that lol and true,true one definate way to get drama.

anotherpisceswoman
"aren't cancers supposed to be one of the ideal matches for pisces?? My ex-husband is a cancer...HA HA that says something. BUT there are other factors involved. For me capricorn men are like poison and unfortunately I'm oh so attracted to them and i keep getting sooooooooooooooooooooooooo messed up with their games and sneakiness and elusivness....help help help"

well ive never dated a cancer man so i dont know
cancer women though...mmmmm cancer women.....anyway
their good people unless their cusps or first decante
all i know is if they have alot of gemini friends avoid them...this only applies to the men

why are you so attracted to caps?
is it becasue you cant control them?
you havefigure out your desires to overcome them
seek a phycologist or psychiatrist
does your pisces intuition pick up on the fact, early on in the relationship, that they want to dominate you

and remeber all caps have most caps have a varying degree of self esteem issues becasue they try to scrutize everything you do in front of them and always act embarrassed to be with you.

OFA
what happened to your cap? did you use the machete? and its not that i dont like the cancers i like the scorpio decante and i love the pisces decanate. but THEY HAVE BOYFRIENDS. venus in aqua would be fine but it conflicts with me mars in taurus. think they like me becasue i dont suck up to them like other guys. im, what they consider, mean.

branh
"Maybe it isn't Capricorns or Cancers, maybe it is you. When you are attracted to manipulative people, then the door is open for you to be manipulated. But then again, maybe you are one of those women who think a guy is going to change if you "love him the right way"

>>>its harsh but he has some good points.

Tia

"I think most of the few problems we do have is just from both of us having taurus moon,we're both stubborn lol."

same here taurus moon makes you really stubborn. no comine that with taurus mars 🙂

yeah i'll admit that for some, and i swear it's unconsicous, reason I AM attracted to manipulative men and therefore get manipulated. i've been trying to work this out for some time now, maybe cause they're fun? and flirtatious. someone once said to me that a con man isn't a good con man if they appear to be. So yes, i'll fess up to the being attracted to them and needing help to rid myself of this malady. The thing is how do you spot them> because in my experience, they don't come off all manipulative, they start out great, caring loving giving sensitive do anything for you type people, and then after being very careful, once the feeling of "hey i like this guy he's been great" occurs, they know it, and then the change occurs. it's almost like magic, and believe me, i am a very strong independant raised three kids on my own good friend confidante and liked by many people. Guess i just really need to pay more attention to the perhaps somewhat hidden red flags and not let my emotions take over. and yeah, that was kind've harsh, but true. i can take honesty and yes as i said, i am seeking help. Recognizing and knowing something intellecually is easy, changing it and doing the long travel from your head to your gut is a truly long road

That IS playing the game anotherpisceswoman,coming off as sweet,caring,giving,etc.to get on someones good side and then the bad stuff sets in,its fake.Look for a dude whos not paying much attention to you and you'll most likely find a nice guy thats turns out to be the real thing.Cause in all honesty noones "really" going to be that nice and perfect if they've never met you before and is most likely to be just looking for booty or something not too pretty for you.My Bf's gets the "mean" thing too for really just being honest with people BUT hes also too lazy to play maniplutive and stuff.Its kinda a backwards bittersweet type thing with him,hes rude and too direct for alot of people to handle outwardly at first but hes actually a nice guy if you look past it and get to know him.

APW

her majesty Tia pretty much summed up everything

and see if their lying to you, look at the their facial expressions, google "lying facial expressions"



here i shouldnt be using this but i got this off a dating manual my scorp friend was using.

"The Power Of Attraction

I have something bold to say:
If you meet a woman and interact with her long enough for her to form
an initial impression of you, and she feels no attraction for you, then
THERE?S BASICALLY NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT! No amount of
kicking, screaming, calling, trying, buying her things, or taking her out will
do a damn thing about it.

If you meet a woman and interact with her long enough for her to form
an initial impression of you, and she DOES feel attraction for you, then
there?s nothing SHE can do about it! And no amount of logic, thinking about
it, or peer-pressure can stop it. In fact, some women will endure abuse,
neglect, and all kinds of other horrible things because they just can?t
overcome their own emotion of attraction."

that was by a dating guru

so dont fall for the "initial impression"

TIA

who is this suvant person?

cool stuff, so the upshot is, take your time..got it..i know there's ALWAYS a risk..there's no guarentee in anything, so hence one needs to pick up oneself, brush yourself off and move on.
REALLY get to know someone before giving your heart and esp your soul

when you first meet if he seems to act cocky and arrogant but still manages to get your attention then hes probably playing you.

anyway APW just remeber if you feel attracted to the same characters just leave them.

i can understand when you say its hard to figure out their true intentions just hold down the fort and if you feel suspicious just dump em.

and dont feels hurt just glad u wernt really committed to this loser

WOW branho0913...that was really quite nasty and cruel...that old expression of walking in someone else's shoes comes to mind...quite a comment from someone who has NO clue of anyone else's life or experiences...I don't like cats much and I don't like sewing, and am constantly trying to improve myself, my life and my relationships, friendships and otherwise with people...one thing i will say for myself is that although i have been gullible, naive and perhaps a bit pissed off at times, is that i do treat people with kindness and would NEVER make a remark to someone like that...it's very bad karma to be cruel, i do believe that what goes around comes around, and have no idea why someone who does not even know me would make a remark such as that. Guess you feel the need to lash out or something. I thought these boards were a safe place to get out your feeling, frustrations and perhaps maybe get some positive input and/or give some, another lesson learned.

well i do trust the venus in aqua and mars in taurus.

venus in aqua=intelligence
mars in taurus= determination

those two qualities make the perfect woman. lol pisces decante asked me if i wanted a housewife. im like f/u/c/k/ no she better have a job. especially if im in a long term relationship with a cancer, she'll have like 100 kids. shes like i wanna have alot of babies. my response was to break out laughing. she got pretty mad.

yes you are so wise and correct, bran, it was very stupid of me to work my ass off for 17 years after my husband left me with 3 kids when i was 27, because he needed an 18 year old, and he decided after the fact that he really didn't want kids, which he only realized when they actually needed to eat and have their diapers changed.So with no money and no family around to help, yes it was stupid of me to work any job i could short of prostitution to put food on the table and keep them from turning the electricity, gas off and throw us out into the street.it was stupid of me to put my kids first and their well being before my love life because i brought them into this world and they needed a mother to be there. it was stupid of me to stay out of the dating world because i had no time, energy etc to spend on trolling the singles scene for men. how stupid. i should have said to hell with you kids, I'm gonna find a nice guy. Stupid me, should've just let them starve and gottem myself some experience. As i said, until you've walked in someone elses shoes, how can you judge them.(by the way, my kids are great and there's a lot of love between us and my ex husband's life is a mess because of HIS choices.)So even though i may be older than the naive 18 year old, my dating experience is still somewhat young. Responsibility for my kids was my first priority, not finding a man. So yes, now that I've done an extremely successful job of raising 3 kids on my own who are doing quite well in their lives, I have the time now to be on the dating scene. and people as we all know are not always what they appear to be at first, second or even third sight. I get hit on quite a bit, because despite the years of working my ass off etc I am told by many many people that i am quite hot. won't go into details but my son's friends call me a milf, that said, sometimes guys who are hitting on you will say and do anything that they know that you want to hear, and although i am pretty intuitive, my esp powers are not perfected, unlike yours.Spotting manipulative people and con men or women for that matter is not quite as easy as you seem to claim, they wouldn't be very good con artists if they were that easy to spot now would they. and although you are perfect in all your observations, behind my back people have enormous respect for me for what i did with my kids with so little to work with and that i DIDN'T go hunting for a guy to make it all better, which i could've, had a lot of opportunities to basically sell myself and get taken care of but took the high road because they may have loved me but I didn't love them and I consider it wrong to use someone that way.
So call me stupid call me whatever you want, i truly don't care. I obviously bug you so i won't be bothering on this thing anymore. I did think it was a safe place, so I suppose i was stupid again and you win. Enjoy...and you can continue to enlighten people with your incredible and perfect insight because apparently you have acheived perfection and have all the answers, i'm sure everyone out there will benefit immensely from your wisdom, esp when you call them stupid, it's so helpful, I never knew insulting people,esp when they're in pain, was a form of perfection which you obviously have acheived, you'd make such a good therpist, good luck and keep spreading your incredible compassion and wisdom.

Why and what do you want to know about survant?

From what I can tell,this person is an extreme patriotic,hardcore catholic who wants everyone to disagree with Qbone 100% of the time because "he stands for everything against us"meaning america because he doesn't like catholics and america too much and posts about it alot.Im either bimbo or dumbo(can't remember which one)whos satan kid because im an athiest who the closest thing to a religion I follow is just native american legends,prayer rituals and such-the person was associating it with new ageism and witchcraft.It doesn't have much to do with mirrors,spells,etc.for native american "religions",it was just cramming all "pagan" religion stuff into one group that person was thinking and doing,which was incorrect.If you'd have been online those couple of days yeah,you'd probably have gotten told you were a terrorist because your of middle eastern descent and muslim if thats why your asking.

Tia
i left yahoo chat becasue of christian fundies.
i dont want another repeat.

anyway he/she/it mentioned my "january" topic on one of many arguements. relating no snowfall in january to something about endtimes.

im just curious and i couldnt tolerate his/her/its writing with caps and spaces. i got minor dyslexia anyway.


OFA
lol i get her so confused i make her mad then hug her. and shes like wtf 😕—

Christian fundies?Whats that,never heard that wording before?

lol okay nevermind,I guess I could've looked it up first huh?

Yeah,that word sounds about right for survant🙂I don't think it'd be much of an issue here though,theres kinda a half catholic and half athiest population here so not much to worry about as of yet.

thank you mistress Tia i just dont want boil this into a religious debate.

OFA

in the states do you guys get financial support from the the government or the banks when you guys enter university?

no not a scholarship i mean like government loans for university. in canada if you accepted to an university you get OSAP (ontario student assistance program) that covers the $ 6000 needed to get through first year of univ. or college. but osap is only for poor a/s/s/ families my frinds family made about $ 100000 and they were asked to pay for it themselves.

what i mean to say is, do you have government sponsored loans or does everyone have to get a bank loan?

I think it is through a bank,the university itself or our government offices that cover those.Family income plays a role in getting help in that department here as well otherwise you can work for the school to pay it off if I remember correctly.Theres alot of options for poorer people and middle class people for schools,or aleast used to be.

2 sharks swimming in opposite directions they have 5 eyes 2 in their heads and the one looking thru you.

Can't we all just get along,Branh I thought you said you were a materialist ,now you say you are a realist,sometimes I think your comments although well meaning are just ... callous. breathe Bran,breathe the air,hell take time to smell the coffee and admire a rose.......it ain't that heavy bro.

Another Pisces Woman I've known someone like you even if I don't know you.You are forever optimistic that true love is just around the corner. It's not it takes time to really know that you love someone and they truely love you ....I think you would call this person your soul mate. Guard yourself yourself or just enjoy the lust but stop being vulnerable. You're to smart a survivor.

Keef, i just want to say a simple thank you, that was nice and you're right the vulnerability is a killer, and have to accept that I'm not capable of "just the lust" it's not me, so keeping the guard up is wise.

keef

whats you birthdate?

March the 18th

thanks keef

PG

holy c/r/a/p it became cold really really fast it was +5C yesterday now its -19C. maybe no snow but its gotten super cold

OFA

think of something to say so we can carry this to another few conversations.

APW
whats your birthdate?

sigh i think this forum is actually dead

goes to smoke a cigarette
it was good while this lasted

wtf

not cigarettes anymore

but i got a hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooge a/s/s shipment of weed from cap guy.

cap guy gave my like 10 grams and im part time dealing part time smoking. me, gem guy and aqua girl are smoking it up before it loses the "tang".

well i have no choice now i gotta get rid of it and sell a few grams so dont arouse suspicion