Closer but not close enough

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Anihp
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6 Years

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We'll meet next month, but the same old issue is here once again.

He's been there over the (almost) year by msgs and video chats, as we're in different continents now.

However, whenever he doesn't contact me (maybe 1 day), I'd assume he's found sb., then I'd be TOTALLY quiet until he comes to me.

I see it's my own problem, but I can't simply tell him my what's bothering me.

Yesterday he asked and offered to help, but I still wasn't able to say it, although I mentioned maybe it'd better to discuss in person, yet I might not talk about it later, because I don't want to ruin the reunion.

Lately I've been quite down because of another similar disappointment, and I feel he'd give up eventually (as I always think).