Things aren't as bad as they were a week ago but they aren't perfect. My ex and I are still coexisting with each other. I put my 2 weeks noticed in and applied for two jobs back in my home town which I'll be back first of march. We are still sharing the bed car and food and we have had sex three times post break up and yes he might be using me and that is fine we are codependent until we are officially apart. I need him for work and my phone keep service and companionship. He needs me to provide food and cook for him. I know this sounds stupid but it has really opened my eyes for my future to never lose yourself in a relationship and don't move in together so fast. I still love him very much and that love might no subdue until I can love again. I sent him a picture message today that said. It to hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does he replied of course. Hee even said don't worry about my phone he will keep it on until I'm ready or when it is renewal tim . We got a entire year for that. Tho you never know what could happen.
