I drew a heavy bow and released. She came running with force. We shared a deep, ventureous week. I feel it is now hard to keep her attention that we have settled back in our own lives.. I did tell her I thought she was to busy of a girl for me. Talking for 30 seconds every other day is'nt enough. I did release my grasp from her. I think I miss lead myself and her to think she did not like me. But, actually after reading about the bull I think that might have been her way of seeing how long I would stick around for. (to brave the storm). Im still WHOOPED just like day 1.. I thought I was doing her a favor buy saying goodbye. The day I told her good byes she got very sad, ( i didnt expect that, i expected 0-well attitude). looking back now I see that I might have been wrong..
