help . Sag female heart is currently addicted to Pisces Men, help. why.

I fell for a pisces 4 years ago and it was very very dreaming and flirty the first year. that fizzled out to a more friend zone. of course with hints of flirting here and there. I waited for him and admittedly fell hard for him. it seems unrequited. Then I met another pisces man and there are so many similarities and i could see it being the same thing all over again . Both do care for me, i know that, and I want to be friends with them, but they hide alot, I also feel hidden from their lives. When I am with them, which happens not that often, they both make me feel special, you know while i am with them.