So I'm very transparent with my boyfriend of 8 months. We love each other so much and would never do anything to hurt one another. Upon being transparent with each other, we told each other how many people we had slept with and there names. Apparently one of them was his close friend that he fell off with. To sleep around with just anyone is out of my character. I was drunk and the guy kind of suggested himself on me. I wasn't coherent until we were halfway done but I still laid there feeling worthless and cried after the scenario. What's worse is that we weren't the only ppl in the bed. My best friend, and his other close friend were going at it. i was at a low point in my life before I met my boyfriend. He changed my life and I have been happy ever since. I told him the story and it breaks his heart. It breaks my heart seeing him like this. I told him to call his friend for confirmation because I was super drunk so I only remembered bits and pieces. His friend verified everything I said and told him that my best friend initiated everything. My boyfriend is comforted that I told him the truth but it still bothers him that it happened and that his closest friends were involved. How do I make it better. I told him about it because I love him and didn't want to hide Anything. Please help
