So I went to the doctor and ended up being 6 weeks pregnant!!!
Cray, right? Yes.
Soon after I made an appt at PP and took the abortion pills. ( luckly my insurance fully covered) Just a 30 dollar co pay.
So far I've been bleeding, throwing up, and cramping for 15 hours straight. It sucks but It's what I need to do.
When I went to the doctor she told me that I would have a high chance of complications. ( Which I already knew anyway)
So this was the best thing I could do for myself and the baby.
It was a very hard choice to make and I feel very sad and lost. Yet it would be more sad having a chid I couldn't take care of or every be able to carry. ( I know what that is like, I'm a product of it)
So I'm just taking this all a day at a time. Taking care of myself and trying to heal.
Also, the scorp has been so sweet though all this, even though he is beating himself up constantly.
I tell him it's okay. I'll be strong and get though this.
Cray, right? Yes.
Soon after I made an appt at PP and took the abortion pills. ( luckly my insurance fully covered) Just a 30 dollar co pay.
So far I've been bleeding, throwing up, and cramping for 15 hours straight. It sucks but It's what I need to do.
When I went to the doctor she told me that I would have a high chance of complications. ( Which I already knew anyway)
So this was the best thing I could do for myself and the baby.
It was a very hard choice to make and I feel very sad and lost. Yet it would be more sad having a chid I couldn't take care of or every be able to carry.
( I know what that is like, I'm a product of it)
So I'm just taking this all a day at a time. Taking care of myself and trying to heal.
Also, the scorp has been so sweet though all this, even though he is beating himself up constantly.
I tell him it's okay. I'll be strong and get though this.
So yea.
Life huh? :/