are you feeling down lately scorps ?

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I'm going through that but I know why im feeling this way and the reasons. The recent worst thing I did was on my sisters bday. Went out to a club and it was fun.. All is girls night.. Was 5 of us had our own booth etc.. Was drinking dancing etc.. At one point both my sisters left me, one mate disappeared and the other mate was chatting to a guy and it just hit me in that moment that I'm alone.. I didn't know how to feel and I ended up tearing up and I could to stop.. Went to the ladies to calm myself down alone.. One of my sisters noticed and was talking to me from what I remember.. But after that I was fine..
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To they guys who r happy..were you born in October ?..im November 11..and people are leaving me alone and also judging me and mocking me everytime im with someone then they leave me there standing alone...yes I can relate angle eyes..
Just being a scorp..i lost hope in changing my self..I tried everything and im still sad..I thought maybe the universe is the reason lol..I need to get over the hate I carry for people so I am not in the middle of the battle all the time..so I told myself its the universe that causing them act that way around me...
Startlove.. Christmas eve !! Thats way too late but I hope really thing change and people love me back
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Posted by lololala
To they guys who r happy..were you born in October ?..im November 11..and people are leaving me alone and also judging me and mocking me everytime im with someone then they leave me there standing alone...yes I can relate angle eyes..
Just being a scorp..i lost hope in changing my self..I tried everything and im still sad..I thought maybe the universe is the reason lol..I need to get over the hate I carry for people so I am not in the middle of the battle all the time..so I told myself its the universe that causing them act that way around me...
Startlove.. Christmas eve !! Thats way too late but I hope really thing change and people love me back



Its a horrible feeling and i hate it. I??ve had it done to me once before years ago at a boat party years ago. My mate left me on my own and went off with a married guy.. After that I lost all respect for her because I realised she wasn't a good friend.

I have motivated myself with gym and change the little things in life to be more positive but when i wonder 'what's next?'
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Posted by lololala
To they guys who r happy..were you born in October ?..im November 11..and people are leaving me alone and also judging me and mocking me everytime im with someone then they leave me there standing alone...yes I can relate angle eyes..
Just being a scorp..i lost hope in changing my self..I tried everything and im still sad..I thought maybe the universe is the reason lol..I need to get over the hate I carry for people so I am not in the middle of the battle all the time..so I told myself its the universe that causing them act that way around me...
Startlove.. Christmas eve !! Thats way too late but I hope really thing change and people love me back



Why do you hate others?

Do you feel easy with yourself lolo?
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I hate them because they neglect me in such a disrespectful way and treating me bad like
My colleagues why they always think im lying although I never lie and I consider it a sin and a disrespectful thing to do to people you like..when I ask them something on whatsapp or when I send a msg they dont respond although they r online...every fking time..and may respond 2 days later lol !!!!.so I dont know whether to leave them or no..my parents wont give me any money but they give to my sisters and brother..then they complain to me about their money problems..if you fking dont have money why do you give it to my other siblings...so thats why I hate them...
Im not easy on myself I feel im hated from everyone...you know I left my friends because they hated me..and now those new friends and colleagues also want to get away from me lol why ?!..im not mentally retarded,I dont talk to them but hey and bye..I see them every 2 or 3 weeks once..so why do they look sad when they see me like they saw a problem or an idiot child who they will have to deal with....im not feeling loved or wanted
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Posted by lololala
Angleeyes..I guess gym is the answer..but im the kind of person who will go to the gym for a boy to like me..I do nothing for myself cause actually I dont care about myself if I will always be alone with no one around..thats why im nit motivated to go to the gym



You want to be noticed? Thats not a bad thing.

When I'm at the gym i dont care whos around me, i just do my own thing and keep myself focused. Not gona lie, i do have my moments and look around to see if there are any eye candy hehe..

I feel like all im doing is work/home/gym and its like a routine thats gone boring.. and i think thats whats making me question my life style and the things that are not happening for me..

I think it got mentioned here.. its the season change.. lol..

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Posted by scorpintensepassion
yes.

I feel shitty every year around this time, summer's gone and it's cold 😢
people also act colder and i don't like them.
It's hard trying to be a good person when everyone around you is acting like a dick.. makes you wonder if it's still worth it. And on top of that, being a scorpio i tend to try to mirror them, or even irritate them.. just to show them (you know 😉) but that will just make me bitter..

It's weird I can come here on dxpnet and other scorps will write down exactly what i'm feeling/thinking
I'm glad i'm not the only one..



Thats exactly what I was thinking too.. I come to work and log on here and just feel I can relate or express my thoughts and feelings easily. I really did think i was the only one going through this and no one will understand.. x