Broken Heart...Cannot rest till he feels pain.....

I should feel ashamed to feel this way but, I do not. I opened myself up this way for the first time in my life... very unbecoming of my Scorpion nature and was hurt beyond repair. I think, sleep, breath my pain and know ?? will not come to terms with this until my pain is felt by the man who was so very careless with my heart. I cannot let it go. I am patiently waiting, but until my day comes, and it will.... it is eating me alive. Am I evil or just a scorpio?

I could never do what was done to me. I could not take punishment in my own hands. I could ruin this person, professionally and personally, but I then couldn't live with myself. Right now I cannot live with myself out of my stupidity for trusting, but if I punished him, I couldn't forgive myself. BUT, I want the universe to punish him....so very very much. I know it is going to happen...a matter of time...but I am dying a slow death until then.

A truly heartless capricorn man... I question whether he could even feel the depth of my pain, but I am hoping and praying and dreaming of my pain becoming his.

Posted by 1111
I could never do what was done to me. I could not take punishment in my own hands. I could ruin this person, professionally and personally, but I then couldn't live with myself. Right now I cannot live with myself out of my stupidity for trusting, but if I punished him, I couldn't forgive myself. BUT, I want the universe to punish him....so very very much. I know it is going to happen...a matter of time...but I am dying a slow death until then.

That's always a nice thought I think, bit more realistic than karma.
But just like 11:11 : reset, reset !!
Only in a perfect world, meh :/
😛

Posted by ellessque
a capricorn man.

worst heartache ever for a scorpio. no lie. *sigh*

Posted by 1111
A truly heartless capricorn man... I question whether he could even feel the depth of my pain, but I am hoping and praying and dreaming of my pain becoming his.

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Ahh yes.."The Devil" claims yet another Scorpio victim...lol!

It always surprises me that, Scorpios, one of the smartest signs in the zodiac, always seem to get twisted by another sign who is even more evil than them 😄

Don't forget folks, they're half-water. So, so just like the water folks, they too how to reach the depths of someones soul..and crush it. Thread carefully. Dang that unemotional samurai/poker faces of theirs is so hard to read through....

A year invested. Again first time I ever truly opened myself up. I have ALWAYS been reserved, suspicious, cautious....and safe. A horrible lesson learned, for I will NEVER allow myself to hurt again. Irreparable damage. I am not getting any better. This is festering. Open wound that cannot close. I am not being overly dramatic. Capricorn man..not even aware, or capable of caring. PLEASE don't think I am crazy when I share this. I had his chart analyzed and so much was eerily accurate. To the point of scary. I was told that his was an old, very old soul. A soul that had gone through great struggles, pain and emotional torture. I was told this was his last time coming and this time around his soul's purpose was totally hedonistic. My ONLY consolation for his carelessness of my heart, but not enough.

Posted by 1111
I think, sleep, breath my pain and know ?? will not come to terms with this until my pain is felt by the man who was so very careless with my heart. I cannot let it go. I am patiently waiting, but until my day comes, and it will.... it is eating me alive. Am I evil or just a scorpio?

ive been there and actually still deal with resentment for some choice people. their day will come. trust and believe.

your human.

geez, sometimes i up late at night thinking and churning.

Please don't take this the wrong way, but try not to take it so personal. Heartbreak is inevitable at some point of all of our lives. Try not to get so caught up in it happening to you, because I'm sure it has happened to him, and you yourself will probably break someone's heart, if you haven't already. I know it hurts but in this life you will win and lose, but whatever the case, you will come out stronger from this so look forward to it. Also, you say that he's probably not aware, which he probably isn't, so try writing. Try to get all of your anger out in words, and send it to him. I don't think Capricorns realize the damage they cause, because truthfully, I don't think some Capricorns really believe others when they say they love them, or don't know the depth of that persons love. Trust me, if he really knew the internal pain he's causing you, or the depth of the feelings you had for him, he would have not been as careless. Make him aware of it, through a letter, if you can. The carelessness of how he's treated you, and possibly others in the past will get to him. I really hope you feel better soon.

Posted by ellessque
a capricorn man.

worst heartache ever for a scorpio. no lie. *sigh*

That's because a Scorpio can put too much stock into a Capricorn. I'm not sure if its the way the Cap presents or carry himself, but the fact that he's human, and can be no-good just like any other man seems to escape the Scorpio. The expectations are way too high, and really, all he can do is disappoint. This is just my take on it.

1111 Let it go huh people? Hoping and praying your pain becomes his. She won't be hoping and praying for too long, dude took whatever too far. Sadly, this sounds like there has to be some repercussions to me.

A Liar, a Cheater, and a User. A double life...thus the cheating. A user....capable of using people, disregarding and disrespecting. And the lying. Lied about everything. The lying is the worst part because if he didn't lie, I wouldn"t be where I am. I am very naive to assume people are as honest as I am. I was burned badly. I cannot digest this. if I swallow it, I will make myself ill. I need to vomit this out of my system. But I know the only way I will be at peace is when he, in some way, hurts. I don't want to hurt him. I am above that. I am more angry at myself for being so trusting. He is a bad man. Thank you all for listening to me vent. This is serious therapy for me. Thank you again.

Why such a handsome, successful man would stoop to being a lying ,cheating user...I don't understand.

+1 on lying.

Posted by oldskoolflavor
all the karma talk is ghey..
you want revenge ?? GO GET IT YOURSELF !

you're so hurt that even if something happened to him,
you'd still feel like he deserves to endure more

(unless he loses a leg or sthg)

lol One turn isn't enough ?
haha

True true.🙂

What if the bitch likes it though ?
Obviously both the above term and the subject matter factor into this though. 🙂

Not to lower the tone, just thought I'd pitch in.

It sounds like he lied because he knew he could not get what he wanted(which was u) if he told the truth. I would like to think that Cap males were a bit more honest, but I hear many stories about the lies, and my take is that they will stoop to whatever level to get what they want or even desire at that moment. I'm hoping that he was not a married man pretending to be single. Whatever the situation, he will get what he deserves.

lol omg !

I got divorced a year ago and this is the first man in my life in a LONG time. I loved my husband but wasn't in love. I didn't realize this until I met this one. I am not what to be more sad about. My falling in love with evil or my stupidity for being so blinded. I hate him, but I hate myself more... I cannot accept my stupidity.😢

Physical harm..no. Work is everything to him...work related would be great. I want his heart to hurt.

Your stupidity how ?

Posted by 1111
Physical harm..no. Work is everything to him...work related would be great. I want his heart to hurt.

Not even a sprained ankle/ broken arm etc ? 🙂

@1111..Sometimes our emotions can get the best of us...don't allow this mans actions to consume you...The wrong that has been done is reflective of the type of person he is...how you choose to handle it reflects upon you. It requires a lot more energy to hate/dislike someone then it does to let it go. I understand your heart wounded but instead of focusing your energies on making him pay for his wrong doing focus on fixing you & the damage to your heart. Carrying this can only weigh you down...know what comes around goes around and comes back full circle so somewhere down the line someone is going to sting him for you and then you don't carry the guilt or the conscience that goes with it. And BELIEVE just like your user name that it is possible to heal, let go & move on....keep your up your a strong scorpio woman...don't allow yourself to stoop to his level but instead rise above it...=) One day at a time..it does get better =)

@quietstorm...amen to that!

I know,I know, I know...🙂 I am slowly on my way to recovery...thank you wonderful people.
I expect a call, a text, I know he w??ll get in touch. I am thinking the silent treatment is the most potent reply. No reply at all. What do you think? I have tons to say, but it means nothing anymore....

Posted by 1111
I know,I know, I know...🙂 I am slowly on my way to recovery...thank you wonderful people.
I expect a call, a text, I know he w??ll get in touch. I am thinking the silent treatment is the most potent reply. No reply at all. What do you think? I have tons to say, but it means nothing anymore....

Yep treat him like he is nothing to you. He will probably miss your attention so NEVER give it to him. If you are still pissed after 2 months pluck out all of his eyebrows while he is sleeping.

Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0
Sun Scorpio 17.50 Ascendant Scorpio 6.23
Moon Gemini 3.55 II Sagittarius 5.09
Mercury Sagittarius 10.17 III Capricorn 8.08
Venus Capricorn 4.52 IV Aquarius 13.26
Mars Sagittarius 27.07 V Pisces 16.20
Jupiter Cancer 0.32 R VI Aries 13.55
Saturn Pisces 10.30 R VII Taurus 6.23
Uranus Virgo 18.43 VIII Gemini 5.09
Neptune Scorpio 19.41 IX Cancer 8.08
Pluto Virgo 18.03 Midheaven Leo 13.26
Lilith Aquarius 14.09 XI Virgo 16.20
Asc node Gemini 4.35 XII Libra 13.55

Sun in Ascendant
Moon in VII
Mercury in II
Venus in II
Mars in II
Jupiter in VIII
Saturn in IV
Uranus in XI
Neptune in Ascendant
Pluto in XI
Lilith in IV
Asc node in VII

Emerald is right.
Revenge should only be done for fun and enjoyment not to erase pain.
Oprah says it's like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.

Posted by virgodreamz

Emerald is right.
Revenge should only be done for fun and enjoyment not to erase pain.
Oprah says it's like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.

Nice quote 🙂

How about 'Crapricorn' ?? 🙂

"Living well truly is the best revenge."
This one ^^

Posted by 1111
A Liar, a Cheater, and a User. A double life...thus the cheating. A user....capable of using people, disregarding and disrespecting. And the lying. Lied about everything. The lying is the worst part because if he didn't lie, I wouldn"t be where I am. I am very naive to assume people are as honest as I am. I was burned badly. I cannot digest this. if I swallow it, I will make myself ill. I need to vomit this out of my system. But I know the only way I will be at peace is when he, in some way, hurts. I don't want to hurt him. I am above that. I am more angry at myself for being so trusting. He is a bad man. Thank you all for listening to me vent. This is serious therapy for me. Thank you again.

Why such a handsome, successful man would stoop to being a lying ,cheating user...I don't understand.

Hmmm, they come a dime a dozen. And they are not successful. It's a front.

I haven't stepped out of character. I remain true to myself. I would never punish or get revenge. I believe in higher powers. I hope he gets what he deserves. No more, no less. He is texting and I am not replying. Should I text a f*** you never contact me again or remain silent? Please- feedback, what would bother him more would you say?

I know personally I would like for the person to know how I feel (especially if he really doesn't know), HOWEVER once you do go back into replying to him it may trigger some emotions in you that will have you replying over and over to more texts. I don't suggest giving him a F*** you blah blah blah. Hold your head high and don't let him see you stoop low. You don't want to go there...especially with a Cap. Think it over if you have to for a few days, and if you want to reply do it on your own time when you are ready. Let that mofo sweat.

-scuddles up to a den engulfed...slightly poking an eye or two from a semi weathered shell, his curiousity does not get his better judgement over pleasantries and remains at the entrance. He knows she is in there and also aware that he does not know her...and revears the scorpion stinger she possesses, so he remains at a respectable distance and plops down. slipping his claw inside his shell he fishes through his home, rustleing through goodies and memories he keeps with him. Then suddenly he pops the claw out with a miniature chocolate and places it at the entrance of her den...setting a bouquet of freshly picked wild flowers he found along the way next to it. Then with a bashful grin, he pulls his head back into his shell and pleasantly scuttles back towards his place on the beach to nestle into the warm sand and crashing waves.-

Bust him upside his head one good time.

"Broken Heart...Cannot rest till he feels pain....."

I saw this title on the front page and the first thing that hit me is "this must be a scorpio" ... ah ... can't just not sting ...

I am sorry for your pain ... most guys are jerks x

You make some good points cowpuncher.

Posted by 1111
A truly heartless capricorn man... I question whether he could even feel the depth of my pain, but I am hoping and praying and dreaming of my pain becoming his.

sorry to hear that 1111. we all have good intentions until someone tries to outsmart us, thats when the dark evil side comes out. we are only reading your side of the story here by the way.

Posted by 1111
A Liar, a Cheater, and a User. A double life...thus the cheating. A user....capable of using people, disregarding and disrespecting. And the lying. Lied about everything. The lying is the worst part because if he didn't lie, I wouldn"t be where I am. I am very naive to assume people are as honest as I am. I was burned badly. I cannot digest this. if I swallow it, I will make myself ill. I need to vomit this out of my system. But I know the only way I will be at peace is when he, in some way, hurts. I don't want to hurt him. I am above that. I am more angry at myself for being so trusting. He is a bad man. Thank you all for listening to me vent. This is serious therapy for me. Thank you again.

Why such a handsome, successful man would stoop to being a lying ,cheating user...I don't understand.

there you have it 1111!!! the source of your pain. i know exactly this feeling. people make a 'joke' about how gullible i am as where i live is bullshitter/charlatan heaven. i almost began to think it was a failing after being taken advantage of and hurt by others not even worthy of my attention...but it's a quality!! it's a quality cos on the flip side, people like us don't bullshit others and there's NOTHING BAD ABOUT THAT.

you have to turn this around in your mind. YOU are not at fault for trusting him, HE is at fault for abusing that. i know you wish him pain...that's natural but the universe will see to it and in the same way, the universe will make sure your current pain is compensated with future happiness. focus on that. see the light at the end of the tunnel and move towards it.

i've never dated a capricorn but from all i've read here, it's probably not a great idea for a scorp!!

LOL at this old thread....it's a year old. 😛

waaaaaaaah....all that wasted advice!!! you don't miss a thing do you bgp!!

Time will tell whether or not you both are meant to be together, I have a feeling you will be together forevwer

I don't think some Capricorns really believe others when they say they love them, or don't know the depth of that persons love. Trust me, if he really knew the internal pain he's causing you, or the depth of the feelings you had for him, he would have not been as careless. Make him aware of it, through a letter, if you can. The carelessness of how he's treated you, and possibly others in the past will get to him. I really hope you feel better soon.

This is what you have done to me.

I don't think some Capricorns really believe others when they say they love them, or don't know the depth of that persons love. Trust me, if he really knew the internal pain he's causing you, or the depth of the feelings you had for him, he would have not been as careless. Make him aware of it, through a letter, if you can. The carelessness of how he's treated you, and possibly others in the past will get to him. I really hope you feel better soon.

This is what you have done to me.

I don't think some Capricorns really believe others when they say they love them, or don't know the depth of that persons love. Trust me, if he really knew the internal pain he's causing you, or the depth of the feelings you had for him, he would have not been as careless. Make him aware of it, through a letter, if you can. The carelessness of how he's treated you, and possibly others in the past will get to him. I really hope you feel better soon.

This is what you have done to me.

I don't think some Capricorns really believe others when they say they love them, or don't know the depth of that persons love. Trust me, if he really knew the internal pain he's causing you, or the depth of the feelings you had for him, he would have not been as careless. Make him aware of it, through a letter, if you can. The carelessness of how he's treated you, and possibly others in the past will get to him. I really hope you feel better soon.

You have done this to me.

Fucking message got stuck