i made a really big mistake

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i feel so guilty. i betrayed the only man whos ever loved and supported me unconditionally. then i slandered his name and said bad things about him because im a stubborn taurus but i only did it to convince myself that i hate him now because i know we would never be the same again after what happened. i hid everything from him and ran away from the problems but now im facing my demons and seeing what horrible things i did and i need to come clean to him. no one has ever been there for me like that. we started out as best friends and it evolved into something very beautiful and he has never intentionally hurt me in his life but ive hurt him so much and kept so much away from him. i have to tell him everything and i just hope he finds it in his heart to forgive me...... if not now then sometime down the line. even if it takes years. i feel like such a terrible person. : (
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Posted by TaurusGal92
i feel so guilty. i betrayed the only man whos ever loved and supported me unconditionally. then i slandered his name and said bad things about him because im a stubborn taurus but i only did it to convince myself that i hate him now because i know we would never be the same again after what happened. i hid everything from him and ran away from the problems but now im facing my demons and seeing what horrible things i did and i need to come clean to him. no one has ever been there for me like that. we started out as best friends and it evolved into something very beautiful and he has never intentionally hurt me in his life but ive hurt him so much and kept so much away from him. i have to tell him everything and i just hope he finds it in his heart to forgive me...... if not now then sometime down the line. even if it takes years. i feel like such a terrible person. : (
Now now, don't confuse stubbornness with selfish stupidity. If you are really not trolling, I would suggest you not look for validation anywhere, and just spend time by yourself with you and your thoughts of what's to come. Forget the angst and concentrate on how you can better yourself, your life, your situation, for the baby that will be in your life in less than a year.
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Posted by TaurusGal92
i feel so guilty. i betrayed the only man whos ever loved and supported me unconditionally. then i slandered his name and said bad things about him because im a stubborn taurus but i only did it to convince myself that i hate him now because i know we would never be the same again after what happened. i hid everything from him and ran away from the problems but now im facing my demons and seeing what horrible things i did and i need to come clean to him. no one has ever been there for me like that. we started out as best friends and it evolved into something very beautiful and he has never intentionally hurt me in his life but ive hurt him so much and kept so much away from him. i have to tell him everything and i just hope he finds it in his heart to forgive me...... if not now then sometime down the line. even if it takes years. i feel like such a terrible person. : (
you finally tell truth
about these things.

the only way to know
is to ask him, not us.
us scorpios do not
take betrayal lightly.
but you can start by
telling him all of this.
if his love for you is
still there, he might
take you back. might.
but he will be very
upset and hurting.
naturally.
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Posted by TaurusGal92
Posted by feby
You're trolling.
think what u want but this is my life and im going through a crisis so ur opinion doesnt matter to me

i need people to respond who truly give real advice not hate on me or accuse me of trolling
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You know not just me but others are helping with concrete advice, but you seem to be interested in something else entirely not sure what.
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Posted by FirstDecanTaurianWomen0428
Posted by TaurusGal92
Posted by feby
You're trolling.
think what u want but this is my life and im going through a crisis so ur opinion doesnt matter to me

i need people to respond who truly give real advice not hate on me or accuse me of trolling
You know not just me but others are helping with concrete advice, but you seem to be interested in something else entirely not sure what.
yes this ......alll of this ...
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Which is why she reminds me of Stihl and I wouldn't be surprised if it was.