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>😢

Woke up early to buy bags of discounted Halloween chocolate. The good stuff. You laughed. I didn't care.
"You don't need that much chocolate."
"We'll see..."

Six hours later you're no where to be found....what are you doing? I call your name, your replies are muffled. I go looking for you---big smile when you see me.

"Hey baby..."
"What are you doing?"
"Umm umph."
*suscpious side eye* "Hmph. Did you at least leave me some of the kit kats?"
*opens hand* "Yeah a few."
*smh*
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As scorpio season continues, i see a lot more people that i "follow" are having birthdays, which makes them scorps too. that makes me happy. people i admire from afar. its pretty awesome. we are awesome.

I used to dislike being a scorp because of the negative connotations (and responses) we get from others. i think i once came on here and said i would have liked to be a sag instead. some days i DO wish i could be more carefree and let go easier, but i wouldn't trade being a scorp for good 🙂
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Posted by Udylaw1
Hi like I said I have a Stellium in scorpio like I recently learned...n I'm new.does anyone ever have very intense feelings?sometimes my feelings are too intense to verbalize,I don't know how to put it into words.Most times I'm happy n other times I just shut the whole world out...is this a scorpio thing—?HELP PLS
I thought Scorpios were a natural at this! What if your birth chart is a lie?
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PhoenixRising
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I'm laughing my a** off one minute and (literally) irritated the next.

I'm doing holiday decorations around the house and I'm b*tching, yet I'm excited about making the house look festive.

Pulled out some ingredients to make a salad, but I'm eating left over chocolate cake and Halloween candy while everything sits on the counter. I'm in the mood for pasta anyway....after I finish reading a chapter of my book.

#GemMoonProblems
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PhoenixRising
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Posted by exo
i asked my sag mama how she was sure she wanted to marry my step-dad (virgo).

she said, "even two weeks after we met, i knew i didn't wanna go another day of my life without him."

she said he how much he cared about her and her thoughts, wants, and needs. and things aren't perfect, but they make it work.

*tears* ♥
🙂

Solid feedback. Good thing dear exo. Good things.
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I'm putting this in here in case you delete. Again 😛.

Also in case that thread gets lost behind a page full of "I fail to see what I did wrong, so just help me get my Scorp back. I want to tell him how wrong he was----okay, I pushed him away and told him to leave me alone, but he didn't call me for 2 days! How dare you blame me----all you people are mean. It's still not my fault" threads.
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I'm not sure why I decided to start a website, but I decided to start a website. I mean I have blogs sort of well...scattered, so I now have them grouped in one place so to speak....

I've decided to design the site myself--- Bad idea. Learning code is boring as f*ck and I lack the patience. Perhaps that's the lesson here. Sure I could have hired a web designer, but well I'm a stubborn. Very stubborn. And picky. I see it in my mind and I want what I see and I suck at communicating what I see. I also like to try new things and create things with my own hands. I should have started with that last bit. Sounds better.

So I'm frustrated and tired and my partner does his best throwing out random feel good statements to keep me motivated while he sips a Corona. I want to pinch him, not because of anything he's done, simply because that would be better than pulling out my hair. I need hair.

I crashed the site yesterday, good time to scrap the idea....instead I took a a deep breath, had a "clear the cob webs" make out session (😉PG version for DXP) sipped some tea and manage to fix the mistake I made. I mentioned code is boring as f*ck right?....

This entitled twit of an intern I am supervising makes me want to b*tch slap every Millennial I see....instead I practice the breathing exercises my grade 7 teacher taught me. Thank you Ms Stewart. Both the twit and I owe you.

It's only Tuesday *sips tea*
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Posted by elllesque
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I'm putting this in here in case you delete. Again 😛.

Also in case that thread gets lost behind a page full of "I fail to see what I did wrong, so just help me get my Scorp back. I want to tell him how wrong he was----okay, I pushed him away and told him to leave me alone, but he didn't call me for 2 days! How dare you blame me----all you people are mean. It's still not my fault" threads.
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Fiona looks like crap in this video but it spoke to me when I read this.

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Posted by degenerate_ingenue
my heart aches and is full of pain. it's easier to put into words than to feel.

I'm staying positive and smiling for my friends, but my heart is full of pain. my mind is running in circles and I just replay scenes in my head.
I feel this way too 😢
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Me too. My mind is bouncing back and forth from what ifs, trying to be positive, and all other things in between. I cannot seem to get a grip.

These times I wish I had more fire in my chart.. Or any will do haha
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“It was not the passion that was new to her, it was the yearning adoration. She knew she had always feared it, for it left her helpless; she feared it still, lest if she adored him too much, then she would lose herself, become effaced, and she did not want to be effaced, a slave, like a savage woman. She must not become a slave. She feared her adoration, yet she would not at once fight against it.”


- D.H. Lawrence

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That feeling when you are finally getting over someone and leaving all he emotional baggage buried in the dirt!!! Yep, feels great. Literally started just one day. It just clicked and I told myself I'm ready!! To go out and live life again.

Just hoping I don't "relapse". It's been a rough couple months and I'm trusting my life process again. Would like to keep it single. ready to have fun..sadness free 🙂
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Don't mind me. Just keep on reading some other post. I'm just a cap sun(but scorpio dominant) who wants to rant. It was between the cap's "the dumping garden" and the scorp's "Mental Asylum of Utter Madness", and it was an easy choise.

Life. You're just a fucking shithole with the grand scheme of finding out just how much I can take, aren't you?

This message to you is not a challenge for you to just keep it comming because I'm sooo strong and can fucking take it. No, I'm asking you to stop. Enough is enough. Got it?

If there is a god, it's a bored fucking teen-ager with pop-corn, lacking drama in their own life, using us and me to be entertained. Dramaaa! Yiiiiihaaa! Get your own fucking life! Make things happen for yourself instead!

Can't you see that I'm tired? And if you keep punching me in the face I will be of absolutely no use to you - I will be down on the ground and not moving. Can't you see how boring that would be for you?

So, just-give-me-a-fucking-break! It's for your own good. Can't you see?